Chapter 589 Small wallet and fantasy

   After drinking coffee, it was already half past eleven in the evening.

  Xintiaoxiang put the cleaned mug in the sink to drain.

  While wiping his hands with a dry towel, he looked back thoughtfully behind him.

  Someone is standing still in a daze.

   "Then President, if you're okay, I'll go back, okay?"

   After a while, a dull "um" sounded dull.

  Xinjoxiang walked to the wall indifferently, and continued to ask: "President, do you want to rest? I'll turn off the lights for you."

   There was no response, but she knew the other party must have heard it.

  So she turned off the light with a "snap~".

  The room was suddenly engulfed in darkness.

   "An'an ~ President."

  Xintiaoxiang said hello and walked towards the entrance.

  Before going out, she looked back in a strange way.

  The boy in the room was still sitting quietly on the bed, staring at the falling snow outside the window with some loneliness, as if longing to touch the unreachable moon.

  Under the cold moonlight, his whole body is like an eternal sculpture, exuding a depressing sense of desolation.

   "..."

   Unable to tell the reason, Xinjoxiang felt as if something was touched in her heart, and there was a feeling of familiarity and strangeness.

  She thought for a while, then walked lightly back to the room.

   "Hey~ President."

  She said softly: "Although you don't seem to be in the mood, let me ask, do you want me to comfort you?"

   After finishing speaking, he reached out and unzipped the zipper of the casual jacket, revealing the pure white vest inside.

  The weak and slender waist is exposed, forming a strong visual contrast with the plump and proud Xuefeng.

  It wasn't until the sweet fragrance and breath approached that Kato Yusuke finally looked in front of him in a startled state.

  A pink cheek blooms faintly in the dimness.

  The smooth short black hair was gently shaking, revealing a lovely and charming face. Eyes as bright as onyx were looking at him, and the tails of the eyes were slightly raised with a hint of provocation.

  The girl in front of her was propped on the bed with her hands like a cat, and one of her climbed knees was sunk in the mattress, slowly crawling into his arms with hands and feet.

  The smell of shampoo and body wash floats in the air, with a candle-like warmth, in stark contrast to the cold wind whistling outside.

   "President."

  Glittering and bright lips spread gracefully on the milky white teeth, "If you have any unhappy things, I can let you vent~"

  Accompanied by her breathing, her snow-white skin would rise and fall regularly, and her lovely belly button would also move accordingly.

  As soon as she moved her body, the underwear under the clothes was faintly visible, outlining a deep and greasy ravine.

  Under the soft and loose trousers, a small portion of the "CalvinKelvin" logo in black on a white background is exposed at the waist.

  Facing this undefended posture that you can choose.

  Listen to the provocative and ambiguous invitation.

   Kato Yusuke showed a look of depression on his face, and he stretched out his hand to hold the other person's shoulder tiredly, and said in a low voice: "Don't make trouble."

  The action was not rough, but just to calm her down.

  Xin Tiaoxiang immediately stayed still, and then sat next to him against the wall, curled up her legs, and put her two little feet together comfortably.

  If he doesn't say go back, she won't go either.

  The room fell into silence again, only the windows were rattling.

  Look out the window following the other party's line of sight.

  The night is dark, only the light of street lamps floating in the darkness.

   Unknowingly, the snow seems to be heavier than before.

  The field of vision is silvery white, and even the glass is covered with a layer of transparent and gorgeous frost, like thousands of pear blossoms in bloom.

  She glanced casually, but quickly looked away.

   "Hey~ Chairman, what are you thinking?"

  The young man was silent, with a lazy expression on his face.

  Xinjoxiang looked at him sideways, wondering endlessly in her heart.

   Various thoughts ran through my head several times.

  She thought about it and said: "Speaking of which, about the girl downstairs, do you know her, President?"

   "..."

  Kato Yusuke remained silent, but his breathing stopped for a while, and then he immediately returned to normal.

   Although that movement is minimal.

   But for Xinjoxiang, this change alone is enough.

  She nodded nonchalantly, and continued.

   "No wonder that kind of thing happened in the forest school last time, does the president like that type?"

   "To be honest, the girl looks pretty cute, but her friends are a bit annoying, and she feels a little too self-aware."

   "The most important thing is that the local girl still talked about the president like that. I was really angry at the time. It would be great if I could teach her a lesson... Just kidding."

   "Finally, I just chatted a little bit with that girl down there. Ogiwara Sayu, she said that her name is very similar to our association, what a coincidence~"

   "—Have you said enough?"

  As expected, the blunt tone interrupted her: "If it's okay, you can go back and rest."

   "Huh, but I think it would be better to have someone to accompany the president at such a time." Xintiaoxiang tilted her head pretending to be confused.

  As for Kato Yusuke's indifferent attitude, she didn't care either.

  Even if he never handles her, he doesn't take care of her emotions.

   But that doesn't matter, anyway, they have this kind of relationship.

  —Straightforward, clear.

  If there are thousands of fateful encounters, then the relationship between them must be one of them.

  Especially the current state of Kato Yusuke, as if returning to the night she was brought home, exuding the same aura of not being close to strangers.

   And she kind of likes this state, and she can't help feeling a sense of intimacy in her heart.

  Meet Kato Yusuke's deep eyes.

  Xin Tiaoxiang's words changed: "Since you don't want to talk about this topic, President, then I'll talk about something else. Speaking of which, did I mention anything about my family?"

   And without waiting for someone to respond...

   "I, I hate my parents the most."

  Using this sentence as the opening remark, she just talked about it on her own.

   "I've never told anyone about these things, but if it's the president, I think it's okay to tell you~"

   "My mom and dad separated around the time I was in elementary school. That being said, they were never married in the first place."

   "I heard that my mother used to be a bartender in a nightclub, and my father was a frequent customer of that store. That's how the two met, and after getting acquainted, I was born."

  Xinjoxiang narrowed her eyes and lazily stretched her legs.

   "Like most families, the two lived together normally."

   "At the beginning, my mother quit her original job and became a full-time housewife, while my father worked outside to earn money to support the family."

  “At the weekend, my mother will prepare my favorite octopus sausage and hearty dishes, and my father will drive us to a nearby park for a picnic.”

   "Our family lived a simple and stable life like this. I thought it would continue like this in the future, but they separated."

  “Perhaps realizing that this kind of stable life is not their pursuit, they quickly made a decision.

  Dad gave all the money he had saved to Mom before disappearing.

  My mother bought a house with the money, converted the first floor into a bar, resumed her old business, and opened a private bar in Kabukicho. It’s the place you’ve been to before, President~”

  Yusuke Kato said nothing about this, and turned his gaze out of the window again, remaining silent.

  Xin Tiaoxiang paused for a while, then continued.

  “I remember that the day before my father left, he specially took me to buy a suit of clothes that I had always wanted before, and took me to a very high-end restaurant for dinner.”

  She lowered her gaze, staring casually at the round toes she was twisting unconsciously.

   "Whether it's my father or my mother, neither of those two people asked me about my decision. My father didn't even say goodbye to me, including the fact that they broke up. I didn't know until later. It's so ridiculous~"

   “The result was that my family disappeared overnight, so fast that I didn’t even have time to react.”

   "But my mother is quite at ease. She has been a housewife for so long, but once she starts to receive guests, she is very smooth, which makes me very ~~~ off-putting!"

  As if she had opened up a conversation box, Xinjoxiang talked about her affairs incessantly.

   "Then, word of our family reached the school."

  “When my friends in elementary school knew that my father was not there and my mother was Mama-san who opened a bar, everyone was afraid to avoid me and left me one after another.”

   "I can't blame them for having such a reaction. After all, I didn't even know what to do at the time."

   "At that time, I was still a child who could only cry and cry, and I couldn't do anything at all. The only thing I could do was to point the finger at my mother."

  “…The sense of powerlessness of watching the family fall apart before our eyes, the bewilderment of the sudden disappearance of the father, the grievance of wanting to contact but no trace, the loneliness of being left alone…”

  The girl raised her head proudly, and said softly: "It's a shame I was able to survive that time, I'm so good~"

  Paused, and added: "...Obviously I didn't do anything wrong, why did I meet such pathetic parents..."

   There was a touch of soberness in the voice.

   Facing the parents who have been by my side for granted since birth, and who believe that they will be like this in the future...but they suddenly separated.

  —The pain was truly extraordinary.

   "Even... the feeling of despair is like losing half of your body, or half of your remaining life."

  Xinjoxiang said word by word:

  “So I can only find a new way of life later, and I have also learned a lot of things that others think are not good.

  Although it is a wrong way of life from the perspective of the world, no one around me said "isn't this right?", and I have been living like this. "

  As if talking too much in one breath, she pressed one hand on her chest as if resting, and took several breaths in a row.

   In fact, she shouldn't have told anyone about these things.

  Because once the other party learns this fact, their eyes will turn into pity.

  She will feel that she is the only one who has been kicked out of the normal world.

   Just walking on the road, it seems that everywhere I remind myself that I am an unfortunate person.

   But facing the person next to him.

  Facing the boy from happiness to misfortune.

  She felt the familiar smell from the other party, so she removed the strong defense line in her heart and took the initiative to tell these things.

   "I had this thought when Dad left.

   If he doesn't like mom, why is he with mom?

   If he's disappointed in mom, why doesn't he take me?

  If he likes another woman, at least say goodbye. "

   "In the end, I basically forgot what my father looked like, but I remember very clearly the last sentence he said to me."

  The girl said with some self-mockery: "Wallets are not just necessary for girls. There will be men who will pay for you...that's what he said."

  Unknowingly, the room is stained with a strong personal color.

   "So, President~~~"

  Xinjoxiang got up rustlingly, and looked straight into Kato Yusuke's eyes.

   "I will never betray you, forever~ I swear." She laughed and said, "Unless you become a pauper one day, that's another matter."

  The girl smiled brightly as usual, but her eyes were cold.

   Then, she groped into someone's arms again, and boldly hugged the other person's waist, and put her chin on the strong chest.

   This time, Kato Yusuke did not stop him.

   Not only allowed her to make these intimate actions, but also put a hand on her head, stroking her hair gently like a cat.

   This feeling made Xinjoxiang feel a little strange.

  Although the two have had intimate relationships several times, it is very rare for them to do nothing but stay together like now.

  However, she subtly didn't hate it.

   "I always feel that the president and I seem to be licking each other's wounds~~~?"

  She joked with a smile, and stretched out her hand to grab the blanket beside them and covered them, just lying in each other's arms with peace of mind, enjoying his touch.

  Close your eyes, you can smell the comfortable mint fragrance.

   It's just that the mind is sober, and it doesn't mean to escape to sleep.

  Suddenly, a hint of self-mockery appeared on the corner of her mouth.

  Although what I said just now is such a big deal.

  But in fact, she also understands that her father not only abandoned his wife, but also abandoned her.

   Fortunately, she now has a new "small wallet".

  So Shinjoka opened her eyes again, quietly admiring the appearance of the boy.

   She was unconsciously fascinated by his profile and slightly wet hair.

   "President, I like you~"

  She said half-truth, her tone couldn't tell whether it was truth or a joke.

   Kato Yusuke ignored her, just looking at the scenery outside the window wholeheartedly.

  The sky was full of stars, like a frozen rain.

  Many nights overlap, quietly forming darkness.

  Last night, the stars have passed away, and the green mountains are far away.

   Only when the moon is cold and the sun is warm, come to fry life.

  As the old saying goes - "The past cannot be recovered".

   Regret anyway.

   After all, he lost the former white moonlight and turned into a cinnabar mole in his heart.

  So, now he just wants to let time stay a little longer.

   In the depths of midnight, picking up pretty sweets,

   At the end of the blue sky, dotted with mournful colors,

  Fantasy that one day, I can walk side by side with the figure in that memory again in the sunset.

  …

   Thank you [Shishou classmate's dog] for your tip.

  

  

  (end of this chapter)

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