Chapter 715 Dreamland

   Sayu had a dream.

  It was a white space shrouded in thick fog, like a fairyland covered by a mysterious veil, hazy.

  The space here is boundless, like a lost world.

  The mist filled the air, and it was difficult for her to see the surrounding scene clearly. She could only vaguely distinguish some outlines in the distance.

   In the center of this space, there is a clear pond surrounded by moss and ferns, which looks simple and peaceful.

  The water surface of the pond is sparkling, reflecting charming light and shadow.

  In the quiet pool, a red and a black goldfish are swimming leisurely.

  They toss and jump in the water, sometimes swim leisurely, and sometimes shuttle quickly, with agile and lively postures.

  She was unconsciously fascinated, and her eyes followed the figures of the two goldfish.

   As time goes by, the dense fog gradually dissipates.

  In the distance, a transparent door emerged in the air.

  The door has no substance, like a mirage that will disappear at any time.

  Sayu stared subconsciously, trying to see clearly, but suddenly woke up from the dream.

  —The familiar ceiling is presented in front of you.

  She sat up suddenly from the bed, looked around in panic, and found that this was her apartment.

  The sun shines in from the window, and chirping birds can be heard outside.

"Well…"

  A dry muffled hum came out of his mouth, and his throat was abnormally dry due to lack of water.

  She picked up the water glass on the bedside table and drank the water in one gulp, only then did she feel that the symptoms of dry mouth and tongue were relieved.

   "Is that... a dream?" She muttered to herself incomprehensibly, only feeling that the dream was so real.

  Pressed the inexplicably flustered chest with one hand, and then noticed the abnormality on his body.

  Unknowingly, the pajamas she was wearing were soaked in cold sweat, making her sticky and uncomfortable.

   "Strange, is it too hot..."

   Sayu muttered in wonder, then got up and went to the bathroom, ready to take a shower.

  While changing clothes, I was still thinking about that dream.

  ‘Is it because of Xiaoling’s influence? ’ She thought so, and wanted to explain it by thinking about it every day and dreaming at night, but the next second she remembered what Masato Yamazaki said.

  “The symbols and images in the dream represent the patient’s inner experience and emotions, which are often ignored and suppressed by the patient.”

   "Otherwise...let's ask."

  After some hesitation, she still sent an email to Masato Yamazaki.

  Since the other party also said that they can ask for advice at any time if they have any questions, there is nothing to worry about.

  In the final analysis, there is nothing wrong with asking the elders when in doubt.

  …

  【Masato Yamazaki:

  Good morning, Ogiwara-san. I have read your email, here are some of my analysis, you can refer to it.

  In your dream, a white space shrouded in thick fog may symbolize uncertainty in your life.

  Fog usually represents a lack of clarity or direction, which may indicate that you have some uncertainty or doubts about a particular situation.

   A red and black goldfish in a pond represents the duality in your subconscious, and these two colors are often associated with strong opposing emotions.

  Red can represent love, passion or anger, and black can represent negative emotions such as mystery and unknown, or fear and sadness.

  The last is the transparent door with no entity, which may symbolize an opportunity or choice in your life, and this opportunity and choice are not yet obvious, and have not yet been fully displayed in front of you.

   Furthermore, the door symbol also symbolizes change, transition, or a passage to new beginnings.

  As for why this door is surrounded by thick fog, it may imply that you currently lack sufficient information, are confused, or have other factors that hinder your understanding.

  You need to explore and understand further, compare the symbols in the dream with the real life situation, consider how they are connected.

   This might help in your current situation. 】

   After taking a shower, Sayu wiped her hair while looking at the reply email, and couldn't help but sigh softly: "Professor of Psychology, you are really amazing..."

   She emailed back a thank you, then lost in thought.

  Through Masato Yamazaki's interpretation, she did have a deeper understanding of her dream—but it was meaningless.

  Dense fog, pond, goldfish, door.

  She still doesn't understand how these symbols relate to her own life.

  After thinking hard and meditating to no avail, I had to put it aside for the time being.

   It happened that Serizawa Yu also came to the door at this time and told her to go to the next door for breakfast.

  In "Room 201", everyone is already waiting there.

  Yu Serizawa and Chiaki Shinjo were busy serving the food, while Kaoru Shinjo and Asami sat and waited.

  By the way, the food for all the girls has been delivered in advance.

  Everyone chatted about today's arrangements while enjoying breakfast.

  Today is the last week of July, and it is also the second time that the "OSY" association will go out to work this month.

  After discussion, the five were finally divided into two groups.

  Sayu, Asami, and Shinjoka are responsible for going out to the field, while Serizawa Yu and Shinjo Chiaki stay to take care of the association.

   After breakfast, the Santo group and eight volunteers arrived one after another.

  Then, Mr. Lin arrived on time by driving the bus.

  In this way, the members of the field team took the bus to the streets of Shinjuku, and began to set up the scene as usual.

  With Mami's regular updates on Youtube, many people now know about their deeds.

  Many young people came here to take photos together, just like a well-known YouTube host's event site.

  In addition, more and more girls will come to ask for help.

  Everyone carefully screened the origins of these girls, and then provided assistance according to each individual's specific situation.

   Here, the three of Sayu met a girl who claimed to need help.

  The other party was wearing a pink shirt and a black lace dress. The skirt was no longer than knee length, and there was a black belt with rivets around the waist, which outlined a slender figure.

   On her feet are a pair of Kulomi's black platform shoes with thick soles, which obviously elevate her height a bit.

  A pure black mask covers her nose and mouth, echoing the black collar around her neck, with a unique and rebellious shape.

She wears neat bangs, and the twin ponytails on both sides of her head are **** with hair ties. There is a lock of pink highlights in the black hair, and the curly hair ends with a bit of playful charm. And swaying lightly.

  The girl is carrying a coffee-colored MCM backpack, exuding a sweet and decadent temperament. The bright image and strong color matching are very impactful and attract people's attention.

  The girl clasped her hands together in front of her shoulders with a "snap~" and said in a lovely voice:

   "All in all ~ can you provide Yuai with a place to live? She just broke up with her boyfriend and has no place to live now, so help me~?"

  Asami looked at her exquisite makeup and dress, she just felt that this was another person who wanted to make fun of them, and subconsciously felt displeased.

  She scratched her hair irritably, and said, "Let me tell you, our side also has requirements for aid recipients, and they must be those who really encounter difficulties."

  Youai nodded slightly to express her understanding, and said as if it was a matter of course:

   "I know, you are helping girls who have compensated dating, right? I have subscribed to your Youtube channel, and I meet your requirements. The boyfriend I just mentioned is a compensated dating partner."

  The sudden explosive speech made people startled.

  As if worried that this was not enough to win people's trust, Yuai said "There are still~" and opened her MCM bag, and took out a few medicine bottles from inside.

   "By the way, I'm also addicted to drugs. This one is for bipolar, this one is for insomnia, and this one is cough syrup."

  Looking at Yuai who said these things like a few treasures, Mami took out her mobile phone and searched on Google, and couldn't help but exclaimed.

   "No, wait, these seem to be prescription drugs, right? Are you taking these drugs because you are sick? Or are there other reasons?"

   "Hmm~ I have both.

  Because I have bipolar, I need to take sodium propionate tablets, and I may have to take it for the rest of my life.

   Rather, I feel like I was born for this drug. "

   "What about the others??"

   "It's mainly to help me maintain my mental stability? Although I have already taken drugs and become addicted."

   "Stupid! Doesn't that turn into drug use!?"

   "Well, that's right. I've taken the Wechsler Adult Intelligence Test three or four times, and the results show that I do have a developmental disability. My verbal IQ is much lower than the average person.

   Having said that, I don’t feel too uncomfortable~~

  Although there are many people on Twitter who feel hopeless about life because they have a developmental disability, I don’t feel that way at all.

   On the contrary, I am very happy to be able to use this disease to the activities, or the work of Girl'sBar.

  By the way, there are quite a few customers who like me, so it's no problem at all. "

  Youai had a proud smile on her face, but her explosive speech was sentence after sentence, which made everyone present dumbfounded and fell into a state of silence.

  Sayu gently tugged at Xinjoxiang's clothes, and asked in a low voice, "Xiaoxiang, where is Girl's Bar?"

  Xintiaoxiang narrowed her eyes slightly, and answered softly: "It's a kind of bar that only caters to men, and it's characteristic is that it provides **** service, and some stores even have menus."

   "Uh, menu?"

   "It's Dad's job."

   "Yes, yes~ You understand it very well!" Yuai, who has a keen ear, nodded excitedly, and cut into the topic.

   "Although the hourly wage there is as low as 1,500 yen, the girls there can earn money just by looking at it. It's really interesting~ well, but they all have signs of self-harm on their hands."

   Feeling that the topic was a little out of control, Mami hurriedly got back on track.

   "With all due respect, Yuuai-san. It is true that our association is helping God to treat girls, but you don't seem to have any financial problems, right?"

   "I have, I also said before that I have very serious bipolar disorder.

  When I’m high, I’m very high, but when I’m depressed, I become reticent, so I can’t do a part-time job well. After all, I can’t receive guests while I’m sick.

  The other thing is that the money I earn is basically used to buy medicine. Speaking of which, I haven't eaten in two days, can I have something to eat first? "

  Uai spoke quickly with a rap-like speed, obviously in the state of being on the high side.

  As if confirming the authenticity of her speech, her stomach suddenly growled.

   So Sayu immediately brought her a bento and a drink.

  Youai thanked her repeatedly with eyes shining, and then started to eat voraciously.

  Because they couldn’t watch others eat all the time, the three of Sayu left the bus temporarily.

  A girl with exquisite makeup, cosmetics and perfume, but is impoverished due to drug addiction...

  According to Youai's special situation, they naturally discussed the follow-up coping methods.

   After Youai finished eating the bento, the three returned to the bus.

   At this time, Youai has taken off the mask, and is leaning on the seat contentedly.

   I have to say, she looks really cute with makeup. Although the feeling of the landmine system makes people stay away from it, there are still many men who like it.

   Contrary to her cute appearance, the amount of medicine she poured on the palm of her hand is frowning, and what she even brought to her mouth turned out to be cough drops!

  Asami couldn't help but stare in astonishment, "Wait, you've eaten too much at once!?"

  According to her previous Google search results, those medicines should never be taken in such a fatal way, and this also proves the seriousness of Youai's problem in disguise.

  Yuai herself didn't respond, she suffocated the cough syrup and other things in one gulp, then waved her hands as usual.

   "It's okay, this kind of thing is commonplace for me, I used to have the experience of being sent to the hospital for gastric lavage because I drank too much.

  That time I took a lethal dose of phenobarbital tablets, which are known as the strongest sleeping pills in Asia. It is said that Akutagawa Ryunosuke also died of the same type of drug. "

  Asami was terrified, and suddenly understood the weight behind the word "different from ordinary people".

  Since the establishment of the "OSY" association, she has participated in the rescue of double-digit objects, but such an exaggerated one as Youai is still unique!

  She asked with a solemn expression: "Miss Youai, how long have you been doing this?"

   "Hmm~~ It's been almost three years."

   "How old are you now?"

   "21 years old~ But the information I published on the Internet is 18 years old, so please keep it secret for me."

  Hearing this, Shinjoka nudged Sayu with her elbow indiscriminately, then shook her head lightly, which meant that she disagreed with the containment of Yuai.

  She seldom expresses her attitude on this matter. This rare behavior surprised Sayu secretly, and at the same time realized how tricky this girl is.

  Sayu hesitated for a while, her eyes lingered between Yu Ai and Shinjoka, finally took a deep breath, and asked word by word:

   "Miss Youai, if we are willing to provide assistance to you and be responsible for the medicines you take, are you willing to cooperate with us?"

  As soon as this remark was made, all eyes focused on her.

   Youai turned her head curiously, "May I ask, what does it mean to cooperate with your work? Is it shooting Youtube or something? Yes~!"

   "No, we can cover the cost of the medicine you need, but the dosage you take must be strictly in accordance with the doctor's instructions.

   In other words, Miss Youai, you must accept our control. May I? "

   Youai couldn't help being taken aback when she heard the words, and then agreed very readily.

   "Okay~!"

  …

  (end of this chapter)

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