She Returned as a Vampire

15 – I did it because I love you. Because I love you, because I love you, because I love you Because I love you!

A very cold night.

The air that fills the darkness and void.

It was so cold and sharp that I drank it in my sleep.

My surprised lungs trembled as they exhaled air that hadn’t even warmed up yet.

It was painful, and it was a headache.

But what I could clearly see even at that moment was the shocking fact that my loved one had disappeared from my side.

“…Helena? Elena!”

Firewood in an oven that was burnt out at some point.

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Her coat disappeared and the pieces of cloth she usually wore when going out on adventures.

Her head was complicated by that fact, and her heart ached as if it were going to break.

“No, no, no, no, no.”

Negative imagination continued to curse and hurt me.

‘Now that my body is completely healed, I don’t need you anymore.’

In my voice, a mocking laugh came from my left ear.

With a broken heart, with a weak voice, someone with my neck portrayed loneliness.

The image of myself left alone in the darkness, in the deep, dark abyss, came to mind.

‘With a voluptuous and stimulating body, there is no man who cannot be charmed.’

I heard the voice of a woman who was very hot.

Mixing coquettish flatulence and hot moaning,

Forcibly holding back the pleasure that was barely bursting out,

Chin, chin, exhaled heat blew into my right ear with a steady flow of air.

It was a very familiar voice.

‘To be honest, it’s a miracle that I’ve been by your side for three years.’

This time, a voice came from the front.

The black silhouette was holding someone’s shadow and trampling it with a terrible smile.

Showing the most terrible and vulgar hand movements possible, loosening the shoulder straps with all too familiarity –

I closed my eyes.

I didn’t want to see it.

But even in the dark, the sight was clearly visible.

The cursed voice did not stop.

‘A coward.’

Said the hopeless man.

‘A coward.’

, The woman who finally broke the trust shouted out.

‘A coward.’

The cursed parasitic brother laughed.

I sat down.

He let out a cold breath and howled.

He went on shouting, banging his head on the floor.

In the end, trust is broken like this in the end.

I believed in her until the end of her life,

You’ll come back, you’ll come back by my side,

She always told me the truth as much as she did,

As I did, she will give me back the same,

She believed so, so believed,

I was betrayed. Trust has been broken

The price of the expectation was a sharp, brutal pain that hacked through the heart.

The tears couldn’t stop.

My heart was shattered.

“It can’t be, it can’t be…!!!”

Thump, boom,

The dull pain shook and dulled my brain.

If I’d rather be an idiot,

If I’d rather become an idiot,

As I imagined that I would be able to forget this pain, it would only come from the end of despair,

I was about to throw myself into madness.

The end of raising a monster is betrayal –

Knock knock knock.

Someone knocked on the door.

A night guest is not always a good guest.

She came at night and didn’t leave at night –

“Hey, Niel, are you there?”

That beautiful voice that broke my thoughts.

That voice I miss.

That kind voice.

But a trembling voice, the very one I knew, pushed through the crack in the door and brushed my ears.

Knock, Knock.

It wasn’t regular.

Is it because of the cold, or maybe she knocked on the door with her hand shaking like an aspen tree.

“It’s me, Elena. Can you open the door for me? I’ve brought you a present…!”

But the trembling wooden car had joy that could not be hidden.

She was calling me earnestly.

“Niel, my dear… Open the door, please…”

Her voice was wet.

However, it was never anything like sadness.

Rather, when they went to bed together.

Before he was so excited that he pushed me over and tried to mix his body roughly,

It was that voice that emitted hot steam.

“Niel, heh, Niel… Erleu…”

Why does she insist on opening the door for me when she can open it herself?

…The head, already rotten as it was about to rot, drew only the worst imagination beyond the door.

I thought that it would be better to face the cruel reality than to see the ugly scene drawn on the imaginary drawing paper that I did not want to describe.

With a big bang, I opened the door.

But perhaps because she lacked the courage, she went out in front of the cold snowy field with her eyes closed.

I couldn’t even wear my shoes properly and bit my lower lip at my feet.

I was determined to face the future I had imagined.

Tuduk.

But I didn’t hear the sounds I expected.

There was nothing dirty or promiscuous about it.

But then I heard the sound of something dripping.

It sounded like sweat or liquid dripping onto your eyes.

It was the next sound that struck me that shattered my imagination.

Sue –

Sue –

Me and the girl standing in front of me.

The sound of their breathing was filling the sky with white steam on this cold winter night.

There was no third person.

Only then did I find the courage to open my eyes.

…

No,

I earnestly prayed for the courage to rewind it.

No,

This isn’t it.

That can’t be.

It’s not like this.

The worst can’t be like this.

It can’t be like this.

I never wished for something like this.

When I opened my eyes, I had no choice but to hold on to her spirit that I had just let go of her indescribable figure.

I had to hold onto it.

It was impossible for both of them standing here to go crazy.

Somebody had to be sane,

At least I was more sane than she was.

That’s right,

A normal person can’t be that calm while wearing this look.

She was tainted with a madness worse than me, who cried and cried because of just one imagination.

She was smiling before my eyes, realizing more than the madness my desperation could have shown.

She was carrying someone.

Someone I know, on one hand.

Her throat was cut deeply, and her bleeding body had long since stopped breathing.

With her tongue pulled out,

He was staring into the air with red blood in his white eyes.

Nothing was formed in that empty field of view.

I couldn’t find any rest on her face, which seemed to be shedding bloody tears.

Writhing in pain to the end, he is dead.

Benjamin Atkinson, the abomination was murdered by her.

And in a very terrifying way.

“Come on, tell me. You’d better tell me what you know. Or… How am I going to kill you?”

She was excitedly talking to the corpse, which had long since cooled down and had lost her limbs.

“Dig out those eyes that looked at me? Shall I slit her chest alive and take out her heart?

How is it? Niel, how do you want this enemy to die?”

“Eh… Elle… I…”

After piercing his back with her long claws, she lightly swung her hand once, further mutilating her corpse.

A red scene unfolded in front of me that I couldn’t bear to describe in words.

“What if you can’t talk? It’s sure to hurt more. Come on, say it? Can’t you do it in front of me? Did you still call him a coward?”

Looking at her corpse with cold eyes, she pierced his neck with one finger and made eye contact with her corpse.

“Why can’t you talk? Huh? Can’t talk – “

“It’s dead, Ellie. It’s already dead. Look what you did…!”

Both of the man’s arms were badly damaged.

One side was cut cleanly with a sharp cut,

As if the other side had been forcibly torn off, the cross-section was not good.

The leg was badly crushed to the point that it looked better when it was pulled out.

One side had fallen off somewhere and was nowhere to be seen.

The other side is barely hanging on –

It was.

Took,

And the cross-sectioned leg fell into the snow field.

Hook.

The corpse, unable to rest in peace even after death, was randomly dumped in the cold snow.

Confused, unable to accept the situation, she stared at the mangled corpse for a moment before turning her red eyes to me.

The wavering hands of hers and the two bright red lights in the darkness showed how perplexed she was.

“Ni, Niel, Niel, I can explain. Give me a chance to explain.”

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But what she said was the complete opposite of what I expected.

It wasn’t an apology for killing a person.

“I didn’t cheat on you. It’s true. I was only in love with you. From beginning to end.

On the day we fought, even on that day, you couldn’t muster up the courage.

I’m sorry I dared to call you a coward. I’m a coward I’m a coward b*tch The person to be criticized is me, not you!”

Tapping her own chest with both her blood-stained hands on her own chest, she appealed to me.

“I did it for you. I just wanted to tell you that I love you, that I am innocent, Niel.

And that you are not a coward.

I hoped that the person who hurt you would forgive you. I wanted this guy who acted arrogantly in front of you to bow down to you.

I wanted to kill the person who hurt you. I couldn’t wait to kill him.

I dared to insult you.

I dare to curse your innocent courage and your absolute, overwhelming love for me.

He was cheap even if he died. It’s cheap even if you die!”

Slowly, very slowly,

She slowly reached out her hand to me, step by step.

It came to me, carving deep and heavy footprints in the snow.

“Huh? Niel, Niel, please, I did it for you. I love you.

I wanted to prove how much I love you.

I didn’t know what to do with your noble sacrifice and love.

I had to repay you, for your dedication,

I couldn’t always live on debt. That’s why…!”

Pud Deuk,

And one step closer.

“I did it because I loved you, because I loved you, because I loved you, because I loved you. Because I loved you!

So I killed him. I tore it to shreds. I couldn’t stand it!

I was happy. I was so happy

It was so gratifying to see the person who hurt you miserably beg for his life and die.

You too? Huh?

So…”

The cold winter wind blew her hair, which had begun to shine silver.

Uncooled blood was on her arm, on her chest, and on her face.

Her long, sharp fingernails were shortening with a little noise.

To embrace me, to embrace me.

It was her bright red light that illuminated her intensely.

Among the tall, pointed mountains behind her,

Moon,

The red moon,

The moon of a color never seen before,

It was as red as blood… The blood moon came to mind.

“So, love me. Nothing stands between you and me now.

Let’s kiss, let’s kiss her, let’s mix our tongues.

Let’s go back to the old days when we loved each other like burning our hearts, Niel.

I can’t be without you.

It wasn’t until I became like this that I found out. I only found out after I became a monster.

But it’s okay. I love you more than ever.

More than when I was a human, I swear to you more than when I was arrogant and ignorant.

This looks much more suitable for you.

So don’t run away, huh?

Please don’t run away, I love you this much,

I should give you a reward for being so courageous.

Give a prize to the woman who loves you,

It’s too much not to reward your own monster for all this hard work, huh?

Hug me, I’m cold.

Going outside even in the cold winter, making your enemies struggle and die in pain,

What brought you here so well?

You want something alive? But I swear I was begging for my life when I got to your doorstep?

Please save me, I’ll do anything, I’ll do as you say,

I did get my throat cut for being too loud –

…

Ahahahaha, Niel, what you just said is nothing.

It’s okay. It doesn’t hurt.

I love you.

Why would I hurt someone I love?

I just want you more.

I just want to hold you in my arms and covet you.

Please don’t let the woman who wants all of you face the winter wind alone like this.

Can you warm me up with your body?

Huh?

I can be proud of this body.

I’m in a much better shape than most… Most city girls, am I?

A man’s heart, a stupid b*tch who didn’t even know what you wanted from me until it turned out like this,

At least I know that my body can please a man.

So,

I can make you happy with this chest,

I can ride on top of you, I can give you the deepest part of me defenselessly.

I’ll be the girl you want.

If you tell me to be your own lewd, lascivious, slut, I will.

It’s embarrassing, it’s embarrassing, but

As long as I can be loved by you, I’m not afraid of these things.

No, no. I’m rather happy, I think I’m unbearably happy.

A woman who can only receive your affection,

I am the woman that a warm, kind, gentle, and devoted man like you would covet.

Ah, Niel, please, please won’t you do that?

I don’t think I’ll be ashamed, I’d rather be proud…! I think you will be happy, you will be happy!

It’s a bit burdensome, but it was a body that unnecessarily drew attention from others,

You can use it as much as you like.

Is this not it? No?

It’s okay, it’s okay!

If you want a more modest woman, you can do that…!

Put yourself in a long skirt and neat clothes.

I won’t even show my face in front of others…! I will only be by your side

I’ve never seen a lady, but I’ve only heard of a noble lady,

If I like those people, I’ll try acting like that.

If you want a woman without a single spot, I will try to be that way.

If that’s what you want, as long as you need it to love me!

I’d do anything to win your heart, huh?

So would you just hold me in my arms for now?

If you keep, keep walking backwards like that,

Me,

I…

I don’t know what will happen, Niel.

So, so,

Even if it was because I loved you? Because I love you, because I love you, because I love you unbearably,

Crazy for you, thirsty for your love,

I want your blood full of love, your sweet blood full of the warm heart that cares for me,

I want your thick love,

It’s because I miss the days when each other’s scents mixed and filled the room…

Don’t you want that too?

We used to be good,

I used to love you,

You loved me!!!

So, so… Niel… Please…

Please don’t run away… Please…

Here it is… Your place is here…!

Walk in between these arms, please…

I’ll give you a gentle hug, so…

Run, hit, stop…”