Since 1983

winter morning.

Xu Fei woke up from his sleep, stretched out of habit, and found that it was a bit cramped.

He sat up abruptly, but the bed was moved yesterday, and it was already close to the wooden shelf. This room is very big, but it is occupied by various things, and now there is only space for tables, chairs and a single bed.

"There must be a thousand pieces, large and small..."

He is full of pride. When he was just making money, he could collect it by going from house to house. Later, he had to go to small markets that formed spontaneously, or through someone's introduction.

For more than five years, he has had one or the other, and he is considered a small collector. He spent more than a hundred thousand yuan, and the furniture alone is a whole east room. But my heart has never changed, it is still the pen holder and inkstone.

Teacher Xu yawned, got up and dressed, and glanced at the wall calendar, December 30th—the 80s will be bid farewell in two days.

"..."

I didn't think about it at all, but looking at this date, I felt an indescribable feeling. Xu Fei sat on the bed and rubbed his face, a little dazed.

In his previous life, he lived to be more than 30 years old. He usually talked about "80s and 90s", and never added "last century" in front of it like on TV.

awkward.

The same is true for peers, because for them, that time is not far away, it is not history, it is their own childhood.

I don’t have much memory of a child in my previous life, but I have experienced 7 years in this life as an adult, and suddenly found that it is about to pass away...

"Xiao Fei, it's time to eat!"

"oh!"

Xu Fei went out, went to the dining room, ate absent-mindedly, and suddenly said, "Mom, what do you think of the 80s?"

"ah?"

"It will be the 90s in two days, how do you feel?"

"How do you feel, what age you have to live, let's live!" Zhang Guiqin didn't care.

"Oh, you still have a high level, not as sentimental as I am."

Teacher Xu smiled, took two bites of food in a hurry, and went to work.

I rode all the way to the unit, and just entered the building, I heard the yelling from the center.

I saw Zhao Baogang holding a newspaper and reading: "Yesterday, XXX, accompanied by XXX and XXX, visited the Beijing TV Station and the Beijing TV Art Center... Fully affirmed the series of artistic achievements made by the center in recent years , and encourage them to make persistent efforts to produce more literary and artistic works that satisfy the people."

Yo!

Xu Fei quickly snatched it up. It happened yesterday. The length is not short. There are two photos above and below.

One was listening to a report at Beijing TV Station, and the other was in the central meeting room. The others were more abstract, but he gave himself a 45-degree profile, Yazi who was reporting to the leader.

"Teacher Xu, great success is just around the corner!"

Feng Pants laughed so hard that his teeth rotted, and the smell of lemon could waft for ten miles.

"Am I going to be a great success? I'm going to be a high-ranking official the next day, so I'm called a great success."

He shouted a few words, ran to the door of the director's office, pushed the door open: "Director, I borrow a video camera."

"Um?"

"Take a picture of yourself."

"Oh, if you break it, you will be compensated."

Xu Fei's current working hours follow "Snow Mountain Flying Fox", which is relatively free. He took a video camera and was about to go out when he suddenly turned a corner and ran in again.

Li Mu watched a thick, dark guy approaching him, startled, "What are you doing?"

"Isn't the 80s about to pass, let's talk about our thoughts."

"I've just finished a set for the leader, what are you doing with it?"

"It's different, let's talk about it this time, let's use it as a video file."

Xu Fei carried the machine and asked, "If you were asked to describe the 1980s, how would you describe it?"

"Well……"

Li Mu saw that he was really playing, and thought about it seriously, "Compared with the 1970s, the first impression of the 1980s is awakening. Literature, music, film and television, thinking, etc., all fields are rejuvenated.

People are full of hope, full of ideals, full of enthusiasm, and embrace everything. "

"Do you think you'll miss it?"

"Yes, yes."

"why?"

"Because before you asked this question, I didn't realize that it was going to disappear. After thinking about it, I suddenly realized that it was very short-lived."

"Short, but there are too many memories, so it is embarrassing."

"Yep."

After Xu Fei asked and went out, Li Mu was hooked up and followed to watch the fun. I was still in Hara outside, so I was very surprised to see the camera.

"What is Teacher Xu doing?"

"Is there another leader inspecting?"

"The director asked me to take some pictures and leave a video file for the center."

He called everyone over, and the machine moved back to give a panoramic view. Crooked, standing, and sitting on the table, all over the ground... The 100-day hard work ended early.

"It's started. I'll ask you whatever you want, and you can say whatever you want."

"If you use one word to describe the 80s, what word do you think is the most appropriate?"

"..."

Everyone was not in the mood, and it was a little funny. Zhao Baogang shouted first: "Poor! I haven't felt anything else in the past ten years, so I'm just poor."

"It has gotten better in the past two years, and the bonuses have been paid out quite a bit."

"Hey, it's going to be released again at the end of the year, let's go to the pot together?"

"Going off topic, use one word to describe it!" Xu Fei corrected.

"In the 80s, I think it was young, sincere and simple." Lu Xiaowei said.

"Passionate, romantic." Feng Pants said.

"The streets are full of idealists." Zheng Xiaolong said.

"The era when fireworks and poetry exploded." Chen Yanmin said.

"Confused, many people died."

"Seeing the outside world is colorful. It is a very precious time for me personally, and I will miss it."

Xu Fei asked again: "Then what do you think the next era will be like?"

"..."

Before I knew it, I became serious.

Zheng Xiaolong thought for a moment, "I dare not say anything else, the cost of making a drama must be getting higher and higher, and actors who may develop into Hong Kong and Taiwan's stardom are all false reds."

"Money, money is becoming more and more important."

"Material society!"

"The poet is gone, the poetry is dead."

"The disillusionment of idealists."

"No one takes love seriously."

"Oh, what you said made me panic..."

Xu Fei has experienced the millennium, before the New Year's Eve, the whole world was hyped up, saying what to do, but it turned out to be over, and nothing happened!

The so-called changing of the times, most people don't think about it deliberately, but as long as they tick off what's in their hearts, everyone can talk about it for three days and three nights.

Everyone started laughing and joking, and then became more serious.

The light of the camera flickered, showing that the battery was low. Xu Fei waved his hand, "Okay, one last question. How do you think the next generation or even the children of the next generation will look at the 80s?"

"Poor, dirty and messy, I can't eat two taels of meat for three days."

"Simple and beautiful, you can climax by pulling your little hands."

"Primitive society."

"A bunch of lunatics."

"I don't have much vision, it's a blank for them, only us old coffins can't forget it."

"Hahaha, that's right, that's right!"

……………………………

Afternoon on the 31st.

Zhang Li carried a big suitcase and struggled to climb to the fifth floor. Just as she was about to open the door, Xiao Xu came out.

"ah!"

Both of them were frightened, "Are you going out?"

"Go to school, why did you come back?"

"The car is broken down, wait a long time."

Xiao Xu helped carry her into the room and rubbed her face, "I'm leaving, I'll be back later. Auntie invites you to dinner today, and Teacher Xu will pick her up tonight."

"catch?"

"What he said, I don't know either."

Zhang Li watched her go out, scratched her head inexplicably, and packed her luggage for a while.

Look through the refrigerator, that girl can't starve to death, and has a bunch of ready-made ones. She didn't have the strength to do it, so she cut a few slices of bacon and put it on the leftover rice to heat it up.

Lie on the bed with a bowl in your arms, watching TV while eating.

The familiar environment and bed will give people a magical sense of security. Zhang Li stayed on the mountain for three months, and when she relaxed, her whole body seemed to fall apart.

I wanted to take a break after eating, but I didn't notice and fell asleep.

I don't know how long it has passed, but suddenly I feel my nose itching, and I opened my eyes with a twitch, and there is someone laughing while holding a sorghum stalk.

Sorghum ears are often used these days to tie brooms, big brooms to sweep the floor, small brooms to sweep beds, and to wash pots.

"When did you come?"

"Come here for a while, it's already five o'clock."

"Five o'clock? After sleeping for so long..."

She stretched a little, her legs moved under the blanket, her hair was messy, and her eyes were sleepy.

In an instant, the words "Begonia Spring Sleep" were unbearably vulgar, like a red flower blooming in front of Xu Fei's eyes, and he couldn't help but lean forward.

"Well!"

Zhang Li struggled lightly, and felt his body jerk again, and the quilt slipped off. He sat on the sofa and sat on his lap.

In Xiangshan, although some descriptions were harmonized, don't forget that things are moving forward.

The ignorance of just waking up, mixed with the shame at the moment, made that face look a little dazed and cute. After two seconds, the girl continued to struggle, "You let me down."

"No."

"you……"

She bit her lip, "Don't bully me."

These words are soft and soft, it is better not to say them. Xu Feiteng burst into a fit of anger, suppressed it forcibly, and only hugged for a while, "I just miss you, and I haven't seen you for more than a month."

"It's obvious that you are bold."

Zhang Li finally broke free, straightened her hair, and returned to her usual appearance. She is always gentle and gentle, calm and calm, and she shows her shyness occasionally, which is really touching.

"Where's Xiao Xu?"

"I went to school, I should be back soon... Hey, why are you carrying a camera?" She found a big bag.

"I've been working on something these two days, about saying goodbye to the 80s."

Seeing that she didn't understand, Xu Fei smiled: "Just to talk about my feelings, I asked around at the unit first, and then I went to Dai Lao, Wang Dao, Wang Shuo, Mo Yan, and the aunt who rented the house before. Anyway, I have contact .”

"What did you film it for?"

"Think about it for yourself. When you think about it later, you can have something profound. That's right!"

He took out the camera, "Do you want to talk about it?"

"Ah? No, no, this..."

"It's okay, you keep this tape."

He pointed at the girl and asked, "How do you feel after staying in Xiangshan for three months?"

"..."

Zhang Li gave him a scolding look, but still responded: "It's hard work and fulfilling, I learned a lot and made a few good friends."

"What are the next arrangements?"

"The Spring Festival is on holiday. After the festival, go to Tangcheng in Wuxi, and it will be activated there."

"Let's go again? How long will you go this time?"

"Our pure shooting plan is seventeen months."

Tsk!

Teacher Xu was depressed, "Okay, I'll see you when the time comes... Let's talk about the 1980s, and describe the past ten years with your own feelings."

"In the front, there is no competition with the world, in the middle, I live in the Grand View Garden, and finally I go to work..."

Zhang Li thought it was weird and funny, and said with a smile, "If you didn't tell me, I wouldn't have realized it. In fact, I didn't feel anything. I just came here."

"Is that impressive, or something very important?"

"That's right, that's..."

She looked at the people behind the camera, "Join the crew of A Dream of Red Mansions."

"Me too." Xu Fei showed his head.

Just as he was talking, the keys rattled outside, and he quickly turned the camera to the door.

"It's snowing outside... ah!"

Xiao Xu was taken aback by the dark guy, "What are you two doing?"

"Interview, just to ask you a few questions."

"Don't ask me, I don't know anything."

"Hey, let's cooperate."

"Not cooperating!"

Xu Fei chased her to the kitchen, to the bedroom, slipped back and forth, and finally took a picture. Then he took out the belt and solemnly handed it over to the two of them.

"Keep it safe. Don't think that I'm idle. When we get old, we'll see that these are treasures. Alright, let's go."

The three went downstairs to the gate of the community.

It was dark, there were few pedestrians, and a small Xiali was parked on the side of the road! The two girls were horrified, "Where did you get the car?"

"Borrowed from Amao."

"No, when will you drive?"

"You can learn this stuff. I've been driving around for the past two days."

The two sat in the back seat tremblingly. Teacher Xu rubbed his hands and muttered, "Damn it's a manual transmission. I'm not used to it for two days. Step on it, turn it on, turn on the light, release the handbrake... let's go !"

He seemed to recall the horror of being dominated by the driving school instructor, and he felt a little dizzy, stepped on the clutch with his left foot, put it in gear, let go of his left foot, let go, let go, click!

Turned off.

"..."

"It's okay, don't worry, don't worry!"

Restart the ignition, step on it, release it, let it go, the car moves forward smoothly, then step on it again, put it in gear and accelerate, hehe success!

"How about it, will it be opened if it is said?"

Bang! Bang!

The two hugged each other and shivered, Zhang Li reluctantly said, "It's okay, it's pretty good."

"Actually, I've wanted to buy a car for a long time, but I can't be too conspicuous. I have wronged you by taking Xiali, and I will definitely get a better one in the future."

"Who cares, we buy it ourselves." Xiao Xu said.

"It's okay for you to buy it. It's better to learn to drive again. Driving will be a basic skill in the future. But the management is too strict, and many old drivers have overturned."

He started talking nonsense again and asked, "Hey, what time is it?"

"seven o 'clock."

"My mother has to wait."

As long as the accelerator is pressed hard, Xiali can race Lincoln. The two experienced it for a while, and they were relieved when they saw that he could indeed drive.

The car drove through the night of the last day of the 1980s, and the capital was like a tired giant beast, silently licking its wounds.

Xu Fei stopped talking, turned the steering wheel and stared ahead, the dim yellow light occasionally shone on his face, casting a layer of scattered light. In fact, no one understands that he just wants to leave some marks that are the most authentic to himself.

"What time is it?" he asked again.

"seven fifteen."

"oh……"

He paused, "Maybe you don't understand how important it is to me to be with you today."