Since 2000

Before Lin Feng and the others returned to the dormitory, they received a call from Liu Jing before their buttocks were hot.

After learning about the situation over there, the first reaction in everyone's heart was relief.

If Ma Chang leaves, Liu Jing will not pick up the mess, which should be the most natural ending.

It seems that, in fact, everyone's hearts are feeling worthless for Liu Jing.

But then they remembered that Ma Chang was just a delicate girl, and they didn't know where she went, and Liu Jing on the other end of the phone didn't seem to be in good condition, so they became worried again.

I hurried back there, and as soon as I entered the door, I saw Liu Jing sitting blankly on the sofa alone.

There were two cups of milk tea on the coffee table in front of him. The milk tea was cold, the bright pearls had already sunk into the bottom of the cups, and the room was empty.

"What's the matter?" Zhao Youru hurriedly asked as soon as he entered the door.

Liu Jing raised his head slightly, with a look of despair in his eyes.

He then picked up the envelope on the coffee table and handed it to Lin Feng.

Lao Zhao couldn't wait to open the envelope.

"When you read this letter, believe that I have left.

I made this decision a few days ago, and I should have left earlier, but please forgive my greed...

Before I leave, I want to experience the warmth that I have drifted away from. These days, with your company, I am very warm.

I'm a stupid kid, I made mistakes that I shouldn't have made, and I'm sorry for many people, so I feel more guilty at this time.

Thank you...Thank you for your perseverance.

Human life is very short, sometimes we all miss some beautiful scenery, but not every time we make a mistake, we can look back.

I think, I'm lucky, at least you didn't abandon me...

You don't have to worry about me, I think, I am ready to bear all the consequences alone, and I will live a good life in a corner.

These few days are my happiest time. I used to think that I was abandoned by the whole world. It was you who gave me the confidence to face life again.

Life is long, and it is enough to have this beautiful memory. I am not a good person. Fortunately, all of you I have met are.

Finally, I want to tell Liu Jing.

You are innocent, as innocent as the child in my belly.

The mistakes I made shouldn't be shared with me, so thank you...  

I want to go back to the beginning and be the milk tea you hold in your palm, in the next life...

I don't deserve you to leave pearls to others..."

Zhao Youru put down the letter in his hand with a heavy heart.

To be honest, he has always hated Ma Chang since the last incident, but looking at the stationery with tears in front of him, for some reason, a burst of pity surged in his heart.

No matter what, the other party is a weak woman, not to mention, she is just a victim.

Liu Jing's mood seemed to be a little low, and he had already exhausted his mind by making an extraordinary decision before.

But at that time, Ma Chang had always supported his beliefs, but now, with Ma Chang's departure, he seems to feel that he has been abandoned again.

He picked up the milk tea on the coffee table and silently came to the room, then slowly squatted beside the warm bed in the quilt.

The milk tea has long run out of steam, and the stewed soup in the kitchen has long since cooled.

He picked up the milk tea and drank it.

Maybe the milk tea was cold and choking, and he coughed violently.

He swallowed the pearls one by one, like swallowing the passing bits and pieces.

He seemed to remember something, and then grinned again, but with a smile, his eyes gradually turned red, and tears quietly slipped down his cheeks.

The whimper was low at first, then gradually turned into a howl.

Lin Feng looked at each other, they didn't know how to comfort Liu Jing, and no one had experienced Liu Jing's life.

Maybe everyone underestimated Liu Jing's attitude towards feelings and Ma Chang's position in his heart.

"Smoke, I want smoke." Liu Jing's voice was terribly hoarse.

Wang Shuang quickly took out a cigarette from Lin Feng and handed it over, and then helped him light it.

Liu Jing stopped crying, he came to the corner and sat down, smoking fiercely, letting the spicy smoke irritate his lungs.

"Am I a fool? Do I look like a fool?" Liu Jing muttered to himself, leaning against the wall and looking at the ceiling.

Zhao Youru stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder, then sat on the ground, lit a cigarette, and accompanied Liu Jing to watch the sky.

Lin Feng looked at the picture in front of him and was deeply touched.

Everyone is actually the grace of the Creator, and it is easy to become insignificant in front of those who like them.

Sometimes they will be happy because of love, and sometimes they will be hysterical because of love.

There is no right or wrong in the emotional world, and serious people will always be hurt more.

Maybe everyone is a fool.

It's just that some people have been stupid and have been happy all the time; some people can't be stupid anymore, so they bear the pain soberly.

With Liu Jing like this, he naturally needs his brothers to accompany him. Lao Zhao thinks that he needs a big drunk to numb his nerves.

Men, the way to comfort people is very simple, to accompany you to stay awake and to accompany you to get drunk.

Lin Feng and Zhang Bo went to buy vegetables, and Feng Cheng and Wang Shuang lit a fire.

Everyone experiences various setbacks at some point in their life, but not everyone has someone to accompany them when they face setbacks.

As a child, every Qingming Festival, my grandfather Lin Zhengde would always take Lin Feng to pay homage to several graves.

Lin Feng remembers that grandma always left first at this time~www.wuxiaspot.com~ When he was young, he didn't know why, but as he grew older and explained by the old people in the village, Lin Feng gradually knew who lived there.

Grandpa Lin Zhengde's eldest son is not Lin Kun.

He had two sons before he and Grandma Lin Feng married, but shortly after the birth of the second son, Lin Feng, who was called grandma, and two uncles whom he had never met, contracted a cold one after another.

In those days, there was no cure for a cold, and they couldn't survive it.

Therefore, Liujiashan has a few more earthbags without monuments. Every time he misses his family, Lin Zhengde always drinks a few more glasses of wine.

Although the daughter-in-law of Zhao Dashou, a radio station in the village, did not see this incident with her own eyes, she did not miss it.

It is said that at that time, Lin Feng's grandfather searched for life and death many times, and he drank methamidophos. Fortunately, he was rescued by gastric lavage in time.

The Lin family can't be said to be a big family in Liujiashan now, but at least there are many children and grandchildren, and the only two college students in the village are from the Lin family.

Therefore, when Lin Feng was very young, Lin Zhengde instilled a truth in them.

There is no insurmountable hurdle in life, and any grief will fade with the passage of time.

At most, Lin Zhengde will only miss those three poor mothers and sons for a few days now, but sitting at the homes of Lin Kun and Lin Shun, he still drinks small wine.

He will cherish them, but also live a good life.

This is how life is, there is never a hurdle that cannot be overcome.

Therefore, the Lin Fengs never worry about what will happen to Liu Jing. This kind of setback that has not passed through the years is not even a hardship.

They just thought that maybe the hard times would pass faster if they had someone to accompany them...