Soul Karmas

In a small Island, unknown from most of the people around the world, a thin figure of a young man is currently sitting in a very soft comfy chair watching as the golden ray of the sunset in the horizon shine brightly.

One could hear the sound of the ocean waves, smell the fresh air of the sea water as the soft wind blew pass by, along the golden ray of the sun lighting up the entire place, making it a wonderful and beautiful scenery.

However, the appearance of a young man sitting on the chair has make all the peaceful and beautiful scenery look entirely inappropriate beause from the young man mouth, blood was constantly dripping nonstop, soaking entirely the large piece of white shirt and blue jeans that the young man is currently wearing, as the clothes stick over his emancipated figure.

His body was so very thin that he almost has the appearance of a skeletal person of how just thin his body was.

And the currently sorry figure at the moment was the person that has long ago disappeared and has been missing entirely for a half a year now, the person that has greatly causes those tragic and brutal death of the numerous influential people that was still being shown in the news that they named Snow.

Specially when those relative of the people that he killed has been trying to find his current whereabout the whole time to enact their revenge over their love ones death but has been failing as they cannot find his current location even after they tried their best to locate him.

However those people doesn't really need to worry about renacting their revenge as base from the appearance of the young man alone was enough an evidence that he was slowly dying and was close to death, specially in a very painful just by the looks of it.

It just too bad that those people that has been looking his location the entire time will forever never know in the end what happen to him, like the rest of people, of course aside from Snow Uncle John and Rei.

"It's a nice day." Snow gently smiled as he calmly watched over the horizon despite his current situation, before suddenly bending down as he cough nonstop, his entire body shivering as pain wracked all over him as the blood continuously droping nonstop over his pale lip, but despite it all, beautiful blue eyes remain peaceful and calm despite the fact that he was obviously experiencing an maginable pain at the moment.

If, someone were to ask him why he wasn't doing anything at all to treat himself, Snow will just indifferently inform that person that it was a very useless thing to do because it was not treatable, only the sole maker of the poison that he has taken could completely cure him.

Snow enemy has completely made sure that if he ever die, Snow will follow along and die after he passed away, fully confident that Snow will never harm him, it was just too bad that he didnt know that Snow wasn't afraid to die all along as long as he could fulfill what he wanted to do.

Even death will not get in the way and stop Snow from fulfilling his mission.

If it was someone else aside from Snow, other people might have tried to commit suicide from all the pain and hardship that he was currently experiencing as they already know that it was incurable, but Snow is different, he just wait every day, not doing anything even if he was experiencing a very torturous death, both physically and mentally.

He could have taken over his own life to finally feel relief and end it all once and for all but somehow, Snow doesn't do anything at all as he die a very slow and painful death.

Oh, it was not because he doesn't want to die.

It was not because he feel that taking his own life was a coward way to do it.

And it was definitely not because he was afraid to take his own life.

It was all because somewhere deep within him, there was this voice telling him to just wait, his instint was practically screaming that he just have to forbear and endure for now as he wait for death to come naturally.

Snow doesn't have to do any single thing at all but wait patiently as something along the way, a surprising thing will happen at the end of it all.

That is why Snow waited patiently every single day as he wait for the time of his death, even if the pain he has been feeilng every single seconds and every minutes was enough for a peson with strong will to surrender and break before they started begging someone to just let it all end, Snow just endured it silently as he let the nature does it work.

So when Snow has started feeling the gradually weakening of his body, the cold feeling slowly penetrating into his bone along with having a hard time breathing as his own heart started beating slowly, Snow knew that death has finally come, at last his long wait is finally ending.

And just like always, Snow beautiful calm blue eyes began to slowly closed, knowing that he won't be able to open it again in this life time but Snow felt only calm and peaceful in his heart.

However, there was that deep rising excitement somewhere deep within him when his vision has started blurring, his mind processs slowing down as dead come so close, and as his vision competely turn dark.

Something good will happen in the end of this all, was the last thought that grace his mind as Snow was currently experiencing death at the front row seat.

Snow has always trusted his instinct as his guts has been telling him that he will very much like what will happen to him later on.

So with a happy smile, Snow has completely left the world.

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Confirmation of Soul...

Start Scanning... Balance Karma of Minimum Requirements...

The Soul Accomplish...

A Rare Soul Karma... Starting the Privilege Rewards...

Start pulling the Soul in a Special Space...

Beep... Beep... Beep...

... Now Start the Discussion of the Rare Soul Karma...

"Welcome Snow, would you like to be a Granter?"

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When Snow open his calm blue eyes again, a place blend in white and black was the first thing that he saw, it was a mysterious looking place that made Snow curious and interested rather than feeling fear at his current situation.

Specially when he saw the transparent and healthy looking body when he look at himself, which was entirely the same apperance he has before he has taken the poison and no longer has the appearance of an emancipated body during the moment of his death before calm blue eyes started observing around the place one more time.

Then suddenly, a white like mist has suddenly appeared before it shoot toward him with great speed that he was unable to avoid and evade the white mist, as it quickly entered between the middle of his eyesbrows.

Then a bunch of information has been transmitted over his mind along the accompanied emotionless voice echoing calmly the next second.

Snow Ciel, Welcome to the world of Soul of Karmas, which are the Highest Plane of Dimension among the other infinite Dimensions that exist in the Universe and the Worlds in Space.

Congratulation of balancing your Karmas and has been granted the privelages to become one of our Granter, would you like to be one?

"Granter?" he asked in a very interested voice toward the emotionless voice on his mind, there was no fear of emotions about the extraordinary experience that is currently happening toward himself at the moment only curiousity and a it of excitement as he thought about how his instinct has been right all along.

Specially when he already knew the current place that he was currently staying at as it was already has been imparted on his mind when the white mist enter him.

He was currently in a very special dimension, the center core of where every single existence of souls that exist goes into the moment their life is ended, and the place where it has access all over the values of their Karmas during their lifetimes of a repeated reincarnations.

Every single souls that come this place has their souls examined in this dimension after their passing as it calculate the karma they have undertaken in their lifetimes of existence.

The good things that they have done in during their lifes and the evil thing they did when they was still alive.

And only the rarest among the rarest in the entire world of Soul Karmas could be granted a certain priveleges to chooses a list of rewards from, specially being able to choose the special existence that they called as a Granter.

The most important one was unlike those novel that Snow has read before, the Karma Core will not force any souls to go against their will, they can choose whatever they wanted to do as long as it was something that the Karma Core can allow along with having the privelage to ask for it.

So, if a soul was able to balance both of his good and bad Karma that was required by the Karma Core existence during a soul lifetimes of existing in their repeated reincarnations then that special soul will be able to be granted a group of list of choices as a rewards.

It just depend if that soul points was high enough to be able to choose more rewards from the Karma Core.

And in this 6,499 reincarnating of his soul that he was called Snow in this life, he was able to finally balance his good and bad Karma that was required to become a special soul karma, thus being granted a special privilege to be a Granter or choosing from the other Reward that the Karma Core has given to him.

Snow felt a slight relief, as he has just given a detail about failing to become one himself if he has choosen a one wrong more in his last life, because if he has decided to take his life away before, he would have truly failed to balance his own Karma if he has chosen a different decision back then.

Snow was really gratified and very happy that he has decided to listen to his instinct of just patiently waiting for death despite the pain that was wrecking his dying body back then.

"Being a Granter are among the top special list of our Privileges rewards to chooses from, however you can also chooses other privileges in the list for whatever preferences you prefer, we will not force anything your against with. You are free to chooses what you want to do since it will be all your responsibility to bear. We are only a guide for a transactions, nothing else. Here are all the other list of choices from balancing your Karma. "

Bright Blue eyes brimming with intense interest as he stared at the list of choices that has suddenly appeared in a blue like panel, along with additional information, rules, regulations, limits and consequences in every choices.

You could Choose only one among the listed below.

1: A chance to decide your next 10 Reincarnation in next lifes, along with additional aspect.

- Could decide what kind of appearance, skill, abilities, personalities and certain fate of life.

Effect: Won't be able to remember memories in every lifetime. Start with a blank in memories.

2: Live in a new world, with new identity of choices with granting additional 2 special abilities.

- Able to take another soul along with you

Effect: Delete memories of that additional soul

3: Bound a certain type of System and live in a world of choices

- 3 Chance to live in 3 Different worlds

Effect: Punishment based on certain action that could affect certain specific souls.

5: A Chance to change the last life destiny and fate.

Effect: Unable to be the one to live that life after changing your life destiny.

:Cannot get back and live in that life again.

4: Choose a World to destroy.

- The souls Karma in every souls belonging in that world will be deleted and have to start again.

Effect: Obliteration of the Original Soul (Unable to exist)

5: A Chance to change a certain Soul Destiny and Fate.

- able to grant one specific wish to that person.

Effect: That person memories and emotions toward you will disappear completely, never get the chance to meet again in an entire lifetime.

6: Saving a world

- could add additional "event" that didn't happen or "erase" based on that world rules are.

Effect: Your Own Existence will disappear in that world, no one will remember you.

Special Reward : All about Equivalent of Exchanges of Values.

7: Be a Granter, a chances to lives countless life in a different worlds

- able to get a special existence for yourself if finish successfully

Rules and Consequences: Please Read Carefully

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Warning: Unable to stop being a Granter till the soul fulfill certain requirements points before able to decide to QUIT (Even if you break, lost yourself, the soul cannot stop being a Granter)

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Snow eyes burning fiercely as he stare at the last and special rewards, completely ignoring the rest of list of choices.

Such a wonderful and interesting reward, how could Snow not choose this one.

As for the warnings, he won't feel anything after his soul is gone anyway, he will just completely disappear, like sleeping and never opening his eyes again.

And even if he was rewarded a chance of reincarnation with no other limit and regulation, aside from retaining his memories, it will be completely meaningless, since that person will not be 'Snow', it will be a completely different being with different personality and experience in his new reincarnation that will continue to live on.

To Snow it will be the same as his soul completely disappearing.

Snow Ciel will no longer exist after a true reincarnation because that will be a new life.

He doesn't need and doesn't want a chance of a new life.

And in the list of choices that he has read so far, Snow knew that different person will choose different thing in the list base on their certain circ.u.mstances, personalities and emotions.

In Snow circ.u.mstances of losing his family in a young age and watching their proud family getting destroyed in his eyes, some one else might choose to go back to change the path of their life but Snow will not do that.

He will not choose his rewards base on what happen in his original life.

Why? Don't you love your family? Don't you want to be together with your family again? Don't you want to see Rei one last time again? have a chance to be with him?

Yes, he truly love his family but he has already over fulfilled what they wanted due to bearing his responsibility as a part of Ciel family member in his past life.

He payed for his life and has done his very best as a Ciel hidden ace of the family.

He was the final defense, the top priority of his responsibility is to fight back toward the enemies that cause them harm and not to save them.

As for being their son, they died when he was only 5 years old, although his feeling remains but his families have long faded in his memories, he has grown up without them in his life.

Snow was no longer a child that needed his family.

As for Rei... well he was kind of fond with the young man, but he wasn't in love with him, he didn't have a chance to fully experience it.

When Snow has known that he couldn't live any longer, any deep feeling he felt toward Rei was completely eradicated, he has long remove the chance of loving Rei in his life. Rei was just someone that will live on his memories, someone that he could fondly remember of.

There will always be special peoples in his life, but it won't ever affect the decision that he chooses from.

Because Snow can always and completely live by himself alone.

Attachments and feelings are something that he could always be detach himself of, no matter how overwhelming the emotions was, even if it were to the point of suffocation, his thinking process will always remain logical and reasonable, able to think clearly and calmly in what the best way to do things are or what to choose from, calculating the pro's and con's before deciding a decisions.

So if someone tried to talk to him about certain feelings, specially when it goes against what he wanted to or about what his current interest are, Snow could only apologize because he could give up his attachment as easily when he wanted to.

That was the one thing that was terrifying about himself the most, not his terrible high IQ and EQ, it was this ability that could control his emotions and feelings and letting him think calmly whatever deep attachment he find himself into.

A certain person reaction and action will always be affected because of certain emotions and feelings.

A person might become irrational and does stupid thing despite how smart they really are just because of love.

A person will choose to give up everything just in order to get revenge against a person.

A person might even sacrifice their life because of certain loyalty or love.

No matter if it is a positive or negative emotion, any person will be greatly affected.

However Snow will always be different, he will always have a logical and rational reason process in his mind.

He was not afraid to love someone, not afraid to trust a person and will not be afraid of being betrayed because Snow know that in the end, he will not truly be affected by emotions.

Snow just need to detach himself and eliminate certain feelings and he will be free from those emotions, as long as he wisely chooses to.

It just that in his last life, he decided to choose to keep the "Familial Love" and "Responsibility" thus causing him to die young.

And his decision back then seemed to be an excellent choice since he was able to balance his Karma in this lifetime.

Snow is very well aware that his certain abilities were terrific and horrible while at the same time, it was very useful, unique and interesting.

And this time too, it will definitely be helpful from the choices that he will decided.

So with a smile on his lip, Snow choose the Special Reward without hesitation.

... Thank you for choosing no. 7...

... Welcome Granter Snow... now lets us begin....

A bright light shone, making him close his eyes, his body completely disappearing in the Dimension that he woke up from.

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