Substitute

This is the first time Lexi has cried bitterly in front of outsiders since he became an adult.

She had a physique that was prone to crying to the point of being out of breath. This time she was held in silence in her arms, like a child who had been wronged, crying until the back was almost crying, and she even couldn't breathe.

The director, who has always been ruthless on the set, was frightened this time. She got up and walked to Le Xi's side, coaxing the child like Shen Mo for a long time, before Le Xi stopped crying.

When Lexi stopped crying, her lips were a little purple, and her face turned pale and blue. The staff on the field worried about her accident, and quickly took measures to make Lexi's face slightly back to normal.

Lexi held the hot water and sat aside for a long time before catching her breath.

At this moment, she walked over in silence wearing a down jacket and looked at her and asked with some concern: "Lexi, you? Are you okay?"

Le Xi looked up at her with red eyes. She looked at the woman's look similar to that of the mother in her memory, and nodded embarrassedly.

He smiled silently, sat down beside her, reached out and rubbed her head: "You? You cried like this. You really surprised me just now."

Lexi lowered her head slightly, holding the thermos cup to her lips, and took a sip of hot water carefully: "Sorry...I...somewhat can't help it."

Silently stretched out his hand and took the assistant? The thermos that he handed over, followed by a sip of hot water, and gently responded: "It's okay... It's a good thing to be in the play..."

"It's just that the script is not a life. After we get out of the set, we have to say goodbye to these stories."

"That's just a short life experience, not your real life."

Lexi sat aside, listening to the silent enlightenment, but what she thought in her heart was that she had had this experience and experience.

The only difference is that she and Chi Chuji have never had children.

There has never been an experience of blooming a brilliant flower of life in sin.

So after experiencing this kind of affection in Xu Muqing, her soul was greatly shocked.

Le Xi calmed down for a while, and heard the silence around her share some experience of acting, turned her head to look at her gentle profile, and smiled with her eyebrows bent, "Sister Silence, who is talking softly and explaining things?" It feels a bit like my mother."

Hearing this silently, looking at Le Xi, a strange light flashed in his eyes. She pursed her lips for a while before she spoke, her tone a little unhappy: "Are you still the first one on the set, saying that I am a young man like a mother."

Even when I was playing with Zhang Xiaoran before, there would be no silence? I heard the word "Mom" from Zhang Xiaoran's mouth.

Silent and serious? Looking at Le Xi, there is no emotion in her voice: "You? Have to explain it to me, am I so old in your eyes?"

Lexi also knew that if she didn't explain this statement clearly, she would definitely make her silent heart unhappy.

She laughed, holding the thermos cup and speaking softly: "I didn't mean that, I just think your temperament is very similar to my mother."

"She is a ballerina, just like you, beautiful, elegant, and very gentle, soft-spoken, and very patient with me. When I was young, I always thought she was the most beautiful Omega in the world. I feel like I am growing up? I have to marry such a woman."

"But then... she left early..."

Lexi paused, looking at the silence, and said sincerely: "So sometimes I see you? I feel as if I saw her when she was young, which is very nostalgic."

Those mottled and yellowed childhoods, under the impact of such a long-term feeling, surging up from the bottom of the sea of ​​memory, filled her lack of teenage years.

Looking at the silence in front of her, she became more geographically? She understood what kind of person Le Yang should be.

And what is the difference between Le Yang and Chi Chuji.

It was strange that the silence and Le Yang's temperament were more alike, but Le Xi couldn't afford a trace of sheer thoughts in her heart when she was looking at her. Instead? When thinking of Chi Chuji in the middle of the night, bursts of desire surged.

Perhaps, her deepest and most ardent desire at first was not Le Yang, but "mother's love".

Maybe? From the moment I saw Chi Chuji, the intention of "mother" was transformed into Chi Chuji.

Just like Xu Muqing treated Shuxue, after her mother passed away, to the young Xu Muqing, Shuxue was the one who symbolized "mother".

Even so...

Even so, she is a sickening pervert. But so what? She really can't resist this instinct?.

The winter vacation is coming soon. Before the Spring Festival holiday, Le Xi and Shen Mo almost finished the two separate rival scenes.

From winter to spring, the flowers of February are in full bloom on the branches, and it is another year? Spring.

After the Spring Festival, Le Xizhong returned to the crew and continued filming the next scene.

This time, her opponent changed from being silent to Chi Yunqing.

When he saw Chi Yunqing on the set, Le Xi was still a little surprised.

After the two had a face-to-face meeting, Chi Yunqing spoke a little excitedly: "It turns out that you are the one who played Xu Muqing?"

Le Xi looked at her similar face to Chi Chuji, and was silent for a while.

She pursed her lips, curled her eyebrows, and said softly, "I didn't expect that Miss Yulan would actually be you?"

Who could? Think that this crew is so bold? Recklessly, after choosing her little-known transparent starring, she also chose a freshman who played a very good role, just like a redeemed magnolia flower. The average girl.

For the courageous choice of the crew, Le Xi can be said to be quite admired.

The two are classmates, and they are also very familiar with the fetters of Chi Chuji.

Therefore, after Chi Yunqing arrived on the set, the director asked Le Xi and Chi Yunqing to shoot the first scene.

The first scene she filmed with Chi Yunqing is actually the first scene at the opening of the movie.

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In early spring, when the cherry blossoms were in full bloom, Xu Muqing was walking towards home on a bicycle, and suddenly passed a courtyard with extremely lush cherry blossoms on the way.

That vigorous and powerful old cherry tree, when spring comes, blooms like clouds in the sky. The petals are like clouds, layered on the crown of the tree, like a pink marshmallow, which makes people comfortable to see.

Xu Muqing stepped on the bicycle and slowly walked around the tall cherry blossoms, moving forward little by little, and suddenly saw a girl swinging on a swing.

What kind of girl is that?

She wore the most popular western-style women's dress, with a very western style of hair. She stood on the swing and was driven by the servant behind her to swing freely.

Xu Muqing stopped the car, and now stood beside the courtyard, silently watching the girl who was swinging on the swing, her whole mind was attracted by her.

The girl swings higher and higher, her body almost seems to be standing upside down in the air, and it seems to be floating there like a feather. Her wide skirt is flying, like a colorful butterfly, colorful and very lively.

Xu Muqing squeezed the handlebars tightly and looked at the girl in the distance, a strange color rose in her eyes: she is so pretty.

Like a free bird, she thought.

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This is the beginning of the story. When Xu Muqing met Miss Yulan for the first time, she had already had an affair with her stepmother, Miss Shuxue. At this moment, the stepmother is carrying all the people at home to raise a baby.

But Xu Muqing, who was tortured by domestic violence and unethical feelings, met a girl who was as pure as a magnolia, and a sense of pure love rose in her heart.

From then on, Xu Muqing pursued pure love in the taboo of being moral, and gradually tore himself apart.

Such conflicts lasted until Miss Shuxue gave birth to their children. What happened to them? Yulan discovered that Miss Shuxue also gradually understood that Xu Muqing was not the object of her revenge, and she wanted to drown their children. , Miss Shu Xue chose to leave Xu Muqing's world.

The story also ends abruptly.

It stands to reason that in the rivalry between Xu Muqing and Miss Shu Xue, those entangled feelings are the most difficult to interpret.

Xu Muqing's pure admiration for Miss Yulan, and the warmth between the two? On the contrary, it can be seen everywhere, and it can be easily interpreted.

But I don't know why, for Le Xi, completing the latter's performance has become even more difficult.

After saying "Ka" for the tenth time, the frustrated director Man Qing dragged Le Xi to his side, and said in anger, "Xiao Xi, you? What's going on today, such a simple scene, you? Why didn't you? How to play well?"

Obviously those difficult scenes before, she was worried that Le Xi could not perform the scenes, Le Xi performed very well? Well, why is it just finishing a young boy? People's youthful love affair? So difficult? Is it so difficult?

Man Qing couldn't bear it, dragged Lexi to the monitor, pointed at Lexi's performance just now and said angrily: "You? Look at you?, you? Look at you? The eyes, you? Don't think there is anything. Isn't it right?"

"Do you? Think of you? Is this looking at your favorite goddess, the white moonlight eyes in your heart?"

Le Xi turned her head and looked at the director humbly asking for advice: "What's wrong?" She looked at Miss Yulan according to the look in Chi Chuji's eyes, and she didn't think anything was wrong.

Man Qing only felt that her head was hurting badly. She raised her hand and patted her forehead, sighed and said, "Of course not, you? This is the look in Xuexue's eyes, not Yulan!"

Lexi was a little dazed. She looked at Man Qing and said, "I like the same thing. Is there any difference?"

Man Qing sighed, looked at the young man in front of him, patted her on the shoulder and said, "These two are very different. Sometimes love is mixed with desire. This is understandable, possessive. , Hatred, reverence, entanglement of love and desire, this is the book snow."

"For Yulan, you can only look far away and not play, wanting to be close but not daring to approach, it is appreciation, care, pure love... Removed desire, removed all emotions, just wanted to embrace her."

"It's like...like you? I want to care for the flowers in the rainy and misty spring, so soft and so beautiful."

Lexi was silent.

Man Qing looked at her look?, he pondered for a moment and said: "You?... Haven't you liked anyone? Haven't been in love?"

"I'll give you a few days off, you? Go find this feeling. If you can't find it, let's think of another way."

Lexi became dull. When she heard Man Qing's evaluation, she felt an extremely absurd feeling in her heart.

She likes Chi Chuji so much, so love Chi Chuji, but she will? It is said that she has never liked anyone.

Isn't she liking Chi Chuji's liking? Is the love for Chi Chuji not love anymore?

If? Not love, what is it?

The author has something to say: Let us clear the fog of the years and find the first things in the swamp.