Swallowing The Spider

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"What the actual F.U.C.K!?" I'm so confused right now, this woman Lorina Dodson just admitted to taking advantage of me last night which I don't really mind (aside from the fact that I don't remember much of it) but it still stings me that I was used in such a way. Any way I look at this it's clear, 'R*pe. R*pe, r*pe. That's a r*pe. This is what r*ping is. She's a r*per and she's r*ped me! THAT'S A R*PE! R*PE!!' At least that is what one Charlie Day would say in this situation (at least that's what he said in horrible bosses) but I can't bring myself to feel violated, I'm not really bothered about what she's done but I know that I enjoyed it even if I don't remember it. I went to that bar last night to pick up a girl and that's what I did plus she said she did it to lose her v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y because she was marrying an old man tomorrow and who wants to marry an old man, seriously.

Wait, her v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y! She said that she did what she did last night to lose her v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y but as far as I can tell there's no blood on those bedsheets, a whole lot of fluids but not a single drop of blood which means she's not being totally honest with me. "Hey, you said that you slept with me last night to lose your v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y but from what I can see aside from some fluids there's not a drop of blood on those sheets, so did we even have s.e.x?" I question wanting to get to the bottom of what I did last night.

She looks at me with a bit of confusion till her face lights up in understanding. "Right, I remember now. I was going to that bar last night to find someone nice to lose my v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y to before my wedding the next day, just when I went to open the door you stumbled out and knocked me to the floor and it was obvious that you were drunk as a skunk but even then you were still a nice person. You helped me up and apologised even if it came out in a few drunken slurs so I decided to lose my v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y to you, my parents had probably sent someone out to look for me and you were there so I took the quickest option I had which was you. Anyway I grabbed you by the arm and started to drag you off towards a nearby motel while telling you that we were going to have s.e.x which you were happy to hear, so happy in fact that you couldn't wait till we got to the hotel and I ended up losing my v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y in an alleyway, that's why there's no blood on the sheets."

Oh shit, I know that a girls v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y is very important to them and I made it so that she lost hers in an alleyway. "I'm so sorry, I was very drunk last night so I don't remember much of what happened. I'm sorry that you had to lose your v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y to me in an alleyway." A minute ago I was kinda angry and suspicious of her but somehow she's managed to completely subvert my emotions so that I feel bad instead, either she is a very honest and sincere person or she is a great manipulator, honestly I'm not bothered enough about her to care which one. "Hey, don't feel bad about it. I went out last night on a mission to lose my v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y which I did. Sure I lost it in an alleyway which isn't that romantic but now I don't have to lose it to that dirty old man so thank you, thank you for taking my v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y in an alleyway."

After that we talked for a while and she told me about her situation, she was born into a rich family and she was a sheltered child, protected by overbearing parents intent on seeing their daughter become a proper lady. Finding solace in the many books of the family library, she was entranced by Lewis Carroll's 'Alice in Wonderland'. Her parents decided that she was to be married off to a rich elderly man of eighty-two named Lewis, so in a final bid for a bit of freedom before her life as a trophy wife started she decide to go out and lose her v.i.r.g.i.n.i.t.y on her own terms which is how she ended up in bed with me. I talked about myself as well but didn't reveal too much, just that I was an orphan, I am currently studying at Empire State University (AN: I changed the university to ESU) and I'm hoping to get an internship at the Baxter Building.

"Y'know in a few hours I'm going to be a married woman, I even have my wedding dress here in my bag because I knew that I was going to spend the night with someone." She tells me but I don't know what she's getting at so I just arch an eyebrow in question. "How bout' I put on my wedding dress and then you can f.u.c.k me, it'll be another 'f.u.c.k you' to my parents and that dirty old man, getting married in a dress I was just f.u.c.k.e.d in. Cmon you don't remember much from last night, right? So now you can remember what s.e.x with me is actually like plus I'll be able to see just how good you are in bed without all the alcohol inhibiting you, it'll be fun." She tells me in a seductive purr and I do want to experience what I forgot last night, who am I kidding no man can refuse an offer like that. I start to throw of the clothes that I had just recently put on and started to stalk towards her. "Wait, at least let me put on the dress first!"

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Putting my clothes back on after a crazy session of fun with Lorina, I getting ready to leave when she decides to say something to me. "Hey, since I'm just going to be a trophy wife now I'm not gonna be having much fun after I'm married. I wouldn't be adverse to continuing this tryst of ours after I'm married, the old man probably won't be able to even get it up. What'd ya say, wanna be my 'Paramour'?" She asks me but I take a moment to consider what such a relationship would mean for me. "Sorry Lorina but I'm gonna be really busy with university and my internship so I wouldn't be a very good 'Paramour' for you but hey, here's me number call me if you're ever lonely or need someone to talk to."

She looks a bit upset and frustrated at my rejection. "Yeah, you're right. I'm just gonna be a toy for an old man now, who would want to be in a relationship with me, right?" She says in self depreciation which I am quite familiar with, I go over to her and put my hand on her shoulder. "Hey, cmon you said this dude is like eighty years old and he's loaded. Think about it like this, he'll be dead in less than ten years maybe from an heart attack which could happen from the slightest scare to people at his age and then you'll be free and loaded, you can do whatever you want so just stick it out for a few years and then you'll have limitless options. Either that or you can runaway before the wedding it's up to you."

I get up and walk to the motel door. "Bye Nick." I hear her mutter to me whilst in deep thought to which I reply "Bye Lorina, stay optimistic okay?"

I close the door behind me but I can hear her mutter something yo herself before it fully closes. "A heart attack huh.." I'm glad that she's looking to the future I think without realising the implication of those ominous words I just heard her say...

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