Swallowing The Spider

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[Warning: (A little bit R.-.1.8) Things get a little forceful here so if you want to skip it I'll make sure to summarise everything at the start of the next BT chapter and although I don't think that this writing is all that bad I'm still aware that people have differing opinions to me so if you don't feel like reading this chapter it's okay to skip it and I'll summarise it in the next chapter.]

She's startled when I suddenly grab her and she cries out for help before I lift her out of her seat and pull her into my l.a.p before clasping one of my hands around her mouth putting an end to her cries for help leaving her desperately mumbling into my hand and I can feel the sheer dread she feels as she struggles in my grasp desperately trying to free herself, this brings me no p.l.e.a.s.u.r.e and frankly I feel quite disgusted with myself right now but I know that sometimes you have to do bad things to get what you want and I've started to realise that I'm more than willing to pay that price as Felicia needs to become the Black Cat and if she doesn't my chance of getting that modified Super Soldier Serum goes down the drain which I'm not willing to risk and so I'll have to make Felicia lose all trust in men here and now.

I'm not going to do anything that will be traumatising as I'll just mainly be doing some heavy petting above the waist but even still I feel great guilt at the thought of doing so and even though I don't want to do this I want that serum more than that and so I'm willing to bear a few burdens in order to get what I want though I'll definitely never forget this even if my objective has already been achieved by doing what I've already done to Felicia and breaking her trust in the process but I need to make sure that that feeling of betrayal sticks and is strong enough that she'll feel the need for betrayal and take the path of revenge which will eventually lead me to the modified Super Soldier Serum, I sit there for a moment with Felicia in my l.a.p struggling against me with my hand clasped around her mouth and I think about what I'm doing and contemplate if I'm willing to do this after all this is not a planned out operation but rather an impetuous impulsive spontaneous action thought out on the fly with my adrenaline running high and sitting there thinking about it I realise that the pros out way the cons and so I decide to push on ahead with my actions.

I've only known her for less than a day and this relationship has hardly blossomed enough for me to feel anything close to what I need to feel to take any action other than the ones I've decided to follow through on today and I don't mind forsaking a possible relationship with this woman for the possibility of getting such a rare and highly valued item such as a modified Super Soldier Serum and so I will go through with my actions just for the chance of acquiring it, I already have my hands full juggling Mary Jane and Gwen although I don't see the intelligent blonde near as much as I used to I still have a bi-weekly friend with benefits session with her (though I haven't had a chance to see her in the last three weeks since I've been so focused on my research for my new invention) so I pretty much already have all my needs taken care of and I don't see a need to add a third troublesome woman into the mix as its already so hard to split my time between the girls and my research already.

Finally giving in to my plans I begin to continue with my actions that I feel will never be possible to reverse and as I feel her continue to struggle in my arms I decide to put a stop to that by taking my free hand and gently resting it on her stomach making her freeze in shock and go unnaturally still in horror as I begin to softly c.a.r.e.s.s her skin feeling her supple skin through her skin tight top and feeling the fantastic elasticity of her abdomen all the while begin to breathe heavily near her ear further shocking her into silence and make her cease her strained cries for help which honestly makes me feel even worse though I don't stop my actions, I begin to creep her out further by moving my head closer to hers and beginning to sniff her neck smelling the delightful perfume and scent she decided to wear tonight but I don't stop there as I slowly begin to move the hand that is still softly c.a.r.e.s.sing her midsection downwards towards her nether regions inching closer and closer before eventually I'm about to descend to depths never reached by any other man and I can slowly feel the acceptance she begins to feel and the dread she feels as she gives up.

Except I overturn her expectations because instead of going down below her waist my hand stops and begins to instead snake up underneath her top slowly inching upwards despite the slight shake her body undergoes every few seconds and I lightly scr.a.p.e my nails across her soft skin as my hands move up leaving her some light marks to look at later and remind her of the sense of betrayal she feels though the marks will most likely disappear by tomorrow morning though that doesn't mean that she'll forget about them, as my hands lights trail her skin still continuing their rise I decide to talk to her and so moving my head closer to her head and stopping my sniffs I begin to softly whisper into her ear though I know that she will think of my voice as anything but soft. "It's so easy isn't it? For me to overpower and manhandle a defenceless dainty girl like you who can't even put up a little fight, your so weak that it's almost laughable." I mutter into her ears playing on her sense of vulnerability and insecurities to hopefully vilify myself in her eyes, I know that she'll eventually come for me for revenge but I'm already thinking up countermeasures for that and how to satiate the hate she feels for me in the future and so far that relies on my wealth as I know that she definitely likes wealth and treasure.

I feel her stiffen up at my words but that doesn't mean I stop my actions and so my hand finally reaches its destinations at the top of her midsection with the tips of my fingers slightly brushing at the edge of her b.r.e.a.s.ts (huh, she doesn't have a bra on) wiggling back and forth lightly skimming the underneath of her b.r.e.a.s.ts that one might not even notice it but I know for a fact that she does by the little shiver that dances through her body each time my fingers connect with the underside of her b.r.e.a.s.ts, with her being caught of guard I take it as the prime opportunity to strike with another insidious comment. "You know it would be so easy for me to r*pe you right now and you know the funny thing? I'd be able to get away with it as well and it's not because of a lack of evidence or witnesses or anything but it's because of the simple fact that I'm richer than you, you could build the most solid case against me and I'd still be able to get away with it for the simple fact that I'm wealthy and I'd be able to easily slide anything under the table by greasing the right hands and using my connections."

I begin to hear some slight whimpers from her but I still don't think it's enough so I barrage her with some more truths. "The simple fact is that the world is against you and they're isn't anyone that'll be able to look out for you or do anything for you because even if someone does try to help you they still won't be able to help you, the only one you can rely on in this world is yourself, only you can protect yourself and only you will ever be able to do what needs to be done to come out on top and its because you don't realise that simple truth that you're in this situation right now under my mercy, all I had to do was pretend to be a knight in shining armour and you fell for my tricks." I begin to hear some quite sobs from her now and I decide to end this as soon as possible so I no longer have to prolong the pain.

"In this world you'll always be downtrodden unless you fight for yourself and carve your own way through this shit storm and unless you realise that almost everyone has ulterior motives against you you'll always find yourself being taken advantage of Felicia, you'll always be defenceless, being used and abused till you die unless you take your life into your own hands, you'll always be a defenceless little girl." I finish to find that I can't hear or feel anything from her anymore though I don't have time to worry about that anymore and I quickly release my hand holding her mouth shut and shift her back to the passenger seat where she stares at me blankly not understanding what has just happened with tear leaking from her eyes. "Get out." I say coldly and that seems to break her out of her daze as she opens the door and bolts out quickly sprinting up the stairs to her house and quickly taking refuge inside her own home though I doubt she feels any safer in there, I reach over the gearbox and close the passenger door she left open.

I turn the ignition in my car and slam my foot into the peddle to accelerate and head home to try to sleep off tonight, I'm tired...

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