The Alpha King's Mate

Chapter 42

Camryn's POV

I gaze my eyes at the night sky. Little twinkling lights filled the night. The whole world is now sleeping while I was still wide awake.

My brain can't stop thinking all what had happened earlier at the dinner. And now, I can't sleep because of it.

There's too much going on inside my head. Questions, confusions and wonder filled me. Especially the mystery that I had done with the rogues.

When my mate said it over dinner what happen that day, I was shocked and confused.

Did I really did that to the rogues? How? Why?

I don't know if I have such power to do those kind of things that my mate said.

"We have to see it for ourself. We have to see the rogues Camryn" said my wolf firmly.

I sighed before responding to her.

'I guess so..'

"But you know what? I am really happy now" she said changing the topic "Everything will be alright now, Camryn!"

"I hope so, my wolf.. I hope so."

Until now, my mind still can't believe all the unexpected things that's happening to me.

"For me, it's all too good to be true. My mind still catching up and adjusting" I said to her hesitantly.

"You have to stop thinking too much Camryn!" I felt that she rolled her eyes at me "Just be happy now! Isn't it this is all we have been wishing for? Why can't you just accept this all with all your heart! I'm gonna pull that brain out of your head!" She angrily huffed.

"Maybe you're right"

"I am really right Camryn!"

"Okay, yeah! Whatever!"

I shake my head at how annoying my wolf is but I love her for being true to me.

Maybe I should really stop to doubt the things that's happening to me now especially when it comes to my mate.

Speaking of my mate, his scent filled my nose sending chills to my bones.

"Something wrong love?"

I turn around and saw him standing. He was looking at me worriedly. A gentle breeze blown softly making me shudder and I can't stop myself to look at him under the moonlight. It's just that now I really had the chance to look at him truly and take a look at his features.

His ocean-blue eyes so deep that I could swim in and be drown into him. I swallowed hard when my eyes darted down to his lips. I absentmindedly lick my lips looking at him and gaze my eyes more to him. His solid body were all b.a.r.e for me to see.

Goddess! He is truly so s.e.xy!

One look at him and surely all the shewolves would swoon at the sight of him!

I felt suddenly hot and something in me flared intensely. Abruptly I turn my back on him and breath in deeply.

But then he was already behind me. His hands went to my arms. Then gently turn me around to face him. I look up to him to see his eyes burning with need.

His scent filled me making my body feel more heat. I can't help but blush. A smile etched it's way into his face. Then he leaned down as his lips brushed my ear as he spoke.

"I love you, mate" his voice was deep with a serious tone.

A gasp escaped from me upon hearing what he just said. My insides were churning and turning.

His strong hands slowly make it's way to my waist holding me there as his eyes stared deep into me.

"I love how innocently true you are even you don't know it. Your shyness and silence makes me want to know you more" he pulled my body closer to him feeling his warm body "I know this is happening too fast for you but this is the way it should be."

He let go of my waist and grab my hands then gently lay my hands into his firm c.h.e.s.t "A true mate can never deny the bond between them" then he sighed deeply "You don't know how much I wanted to have you. The need in me, the hunger of my wolf gets more and more stronger everyday and I don't know if I can hold him in any longer but I had promised that I will wait until you are ready.."

My hands quiver under his skin. The intensity of him made me weak. His voice, his words made my heart quickened. Feeling his b.a.r.e c.h.e.s.t under my skin making me feel burn with heat.

His eyes held mine and I can see how much he was struggling to keep his self not to lose control.

My heart beats loudly in my ears. I don't know why it felt suddenly hot in here when infact were outside in his veranda under a thousand stars above us. The heat slowly make it's way down to my legs making me shudder. Everything in me feels so damn hot!

My body felt like on fire. Heat course through me. A kind of heat that's set my body on a different kind of way.

My lips quiver as his eyes stared at me intensely.

"We should get back inside before you catch some cold here."

I don't know why he suddenly said that but something in his eyes tells me he really doesn't want us to go back inside. He tighten his hold at my waist before letting me go. Abruptly I removed my hands unto his c.h.e.s.t.

He stepped aside and nudge at me to go back inside. I reluctantly took a step inside.

We both lied down in the bed with him hugging me from behind. The heat that my body was in just grow more intense from how close he was. I can feel his heartbeat behind me, his ragged heavy breaths. His body felt stiff and I felt something hard and rigid just below my back.

I swallowed hard upon realizing what it is.

Jolt of flowed in me when his hardness was just right behind me. A scorching pain erupted between my legs and I closed my fist at the blanket to not groan from the pain.

His hands grip the shirt I was wearing. A low growl erupted from him and instantly my body react intensely from the sound of it.

I was breathing heavily now and I don't know why it felt like this.

The pain between my legs now is unbearable and so I pull my legs together and tighter to lessen the pain but the pain didn't stop instead it grows more intensely. The fire in my body growed more wildly.

My body felt so freaking hot inside and I don't know how will I stop the pain down to my core.

Instantly, tingling sensation erupted when his hands touch my b.a.r.e skin under my shirt. I gasp from the feel of it.

His hands travelled down. His fingers c.a.r.e.s.sing gently unto my skin down to my legs and went up again to scr.a.p.e his hands at my waist just above the waistband of my u.n.d.e.r.w.e.a.r.

And then I m.o.a.n!

'Oh! My!'

I can't stop the urdge from my throat to let out a m.o.a.n from his touch.

It's so damn good! And I wanted more!

Another low growl emanates from him and suddenly I was flipped on the bed with him on top of me. I gulp down the lumped on my throat upon seeing his face. His eyes were dark and full of hunger. Seeing him looking at me like he was undressing me inside his mind felt damn hot!

Why am I thinking like this? Aren't this is so awkward?

But it felt too good under him, towering his body on mine. And I have never felt like this! I should be scared right now!

But no! It feels different! My body feels different from this!

Is it because of my bond to him? Because he had marked me?

My brain was messing again with my heart especialy to my body.

I was always torn between these two parts of me.

I wanted more of him!

But my brain was pushing it's way through my heart.

I look into his eyes not sure if what is it that I want from him.

He was on top of me, his hands firmly on the bed lifting his body against mine while his intense eyes gazed unto me.

My eyes are wide staring back at him while my heart was beating fast.

All of a sudden he pulled his body away from me and sat on the edge of the bed.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. Did I scared you?" His low hoarse voice filled the silence of the room.

I held the blanket tighter around my c.h.e.s.t, missing the warm of his body against my skin.

I didn't respond to him.

I can't find my voice to respond for I was still in dazed from the heat inside me.

He stands up from the bed and I felt his guilt through the bond.

No. You don't have to be guilty for it.

I wanted to tell it to him, but I was worried that my voice would falter. I was still quivering from the sensation at what he just did. I push down the blanket and swayed my legs down the bed.

Before walking up to him, I composed myself first and breath in deeply. And then I stood up and was about to take a step towards him when a sudden loud cry filled the air.

What was that?

We both frozen in place when the loud cry continue to echoed somewhere.

He turn to face me and I stared at him curiously but his face was hard with clenched jaw.

The noise continue to filled my ears as his face continue to look rigid. Turning his back on me, he strode towards the door and walk outside.

I was puzzled at his reaction towards the noise so I followed him out of the room.

I found him standing in a room just three doors next to his bedroom. I peeked inside and saw a little pup crying wildly on the bed.

Then the boy suddenly stop wailing and turn his head towards my mate. His face lit up upon seeing him then quickly he got out of bed and run towards my mate whose standing stiffly. He stopped right infront of him and I was buffled at his sudden actions.

He wiped his tears with his little hands then look up to him then poke his hands on my mate's t.h.i.g.h.

"Hey, Mi-mister monster" came his innocent voice but then I was curious as to why he was calling my mate like that?

"Where is mommy?"

What did he just say?

Mommy?

Shocked course through me upon hearing what the pup said. I tear my eyes at the pup and look at my mate.

I was facing his back and he was looking down at the pup. His fist at his sides. Looking at his back, his muscles were clenching and unclenching. I can feel his anger seeping through the bond and I was buffled by it.

But then this brain of mine were whispering things again unto my heart.

Mommy. The pup was asking for his mommy to him.

To my mate?

Then if he was asking him about his mom, then it means this pup...

This pup is...?

I couldn't continue to stare at the both of them at what my brain was telling me. I breathed in heavily and I slowly back away from the room.

I saw him whipped his head to the side to gaze at me but then abruptly look down to the pup.

"Go back to bed, now" he speak towards the little pup sternly.

The pup trembled under his voice and slowly nod his head in response and quickly tucked his self on the bed pulling the blanket up to his head.

Then turning to face me while I was still backing out of the room. He instantly strode to me until my back hits the wall.

I was looking at him questioningly, curiously.

I didn't have time to react when he reached me and grab my hand but I pulled away but with his tight gripped to me I don't have the strength to pull my hands off of him.

We walked back in his room holding my hands tightly.

I felt his guilt, anger and something else that I can't put on.

Once we were inside, he let go of me and shut the door behind me with a thud. My heart jumped at the sound of it.

Then he walk towards the window.

I felt him taking his time to calm his self before turning to me.

I stand nervously infront of him. Right now, I don't know what to say.

I don't know what should I feel.

What the right thing to say to him?

I really don't know.

Right now, all I can think about is that pup and his possible relation towards my mate.

I look at him and he was looking at me, too. His eyes held something I can't explain.

And I felt what he feel towards the pup.