The Doctor Said I Can Only Eat Soft Rice

    The emperor cares about him, cares about him.

    This realization made Jinzhu feel incredible.

    When he was desperate and he didn't care about himself, the emperor who should have regarded him as an enemy actually cared about him.

    Jinzhu deliberately sat by the window to blow air, deliberately let the tea cool before drinking, deliberately sat on the couch every night until dawn.

    He spoiled his body in various ways.

    In order to seek death, I also want to know how much the emperor cares about him and how long he can care about him.

    The emperor's reaction was more intense than Jinzhu thought, and the emperor's determination and patience were stronger than he thought.

    In order to let him sleep well, the emperor even came to his room and slept with him.

    The emperor embraced him, and the fiery body temperature was transmitted to him through contact, making him lose his ability to think.

    He has endured countless cold nights alone, but this is the first time he is enveloped in such warmth.

    He... craved such warmth.

    For a moment, Jinzhu's thoughts of begging for death were shaken.

    He wants to sink into it and live like this for a lifetime.

    Can this really be a lifetime?

    Although I don't know why the emperor brought him back to Chaoyang Palace to be banned, but Chaoyang Palace is the emperor's palace, and the emperor can't keep him here forever.

    It's better to end it by yourself rather than being forced to lose it in the future.

    After the emperor said that he could walk around the palace, Jinzhu quietly threw away the palace servants who were following him and went to the most chilling place in the palace.

    He sat in the lake center pavilion surrounded by water on all sides, the cold air entered his body, and his limbs were aching.

    He told himself in his heart that he would be relieved soon after holding on for a while.

    When thinking about this, he kept looking sideways in the direction of the imperial study, even though his neck was stiff, he never changed his posture.

    Jinzhu knew that the emperor would not come.

    The New Year has just passed, and the government is busy. The emperor has to work late in the imperial study every day.

    But he couldn't help but look forward to it.

    What if... the emperor came?

    Then he will not seek death.

    I am confined in Chaoyang Hall, and I will not leave without His Majesty's order.

    When he lost consciousness, Jinzhu saw a bright yellow rush towards him in the snow.

    As in the past, he wiped the blood from his hands and walked into the cold palace alone, looking for the only remaining prince.

    The prince who grew up at the beginning of the youth threw himself into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, and said, "Uncle Wang, I'm afraid".

    Now, he was embraced by the fully grown emperor, the emperor used his body to shield him from the wind and snow, his voice trembled slightly and said, "Uncle Wang, don't be afraid."

    After being brought back that time, Jinzhu was ill for a long time, sometimes sober and sometimes confused.

    Every time he wakes up, he can see the figure of the emperor.

    Sometimes the emperor sat in front of the desk to review the memorials, sometimes the emperor watched him beside his couch, and sometimes the emperor lay beside him and fell asleep.

    The emperor did this for him, and it would be false to say that he would not tolerate it.

    Jinzhu has decided to live for a while.

    It's just that he still doesn't understand why the emperor doesn't let him die and why he cares so much about him.

    He asked the emperor, the emperor did not answer him, but with him...

    Jinzhu still remembers how fast his heart was beating, and his whole body was shaking, not because of anger or fear, but because of excitement.

    It was also at that time that he realized what kind of feelings he had for the emperor.

    He…loves him.

    He cares about the emperor's attitude and covets the warmth the emperor gives him, all because of the word "love".

    I don't know where it started, and it goes deep.

    The emperor made him hate him, but Jinzhu couldn't hate him.

    You have to keep your eyes tightly closed to prevent the emperor from seeing the affection and love in his eyes.

    In the following days, the emperor still slept with him, but seldom did things with him that day, and there was a vague sense of respect.

    Jinzhu didn't know the reason, guessed that the experience that day was not good enough, or the emperor was tired of him.

    His status is embarrassing, and the emperor does not want to get close to him, so he naturally doesn't want to take the initiative to join up, so he also adjusts his attitude and keeps a distance from the emperor.

    But he just kept it for half a day, when the emperor pulled him to the bed and filled all the distance.

    After repeating this several times, Jinzhu discovered that the emperor did not like to be too intimate with him.

    Once he shows closeness, the emperor will deliberately keep a distance from him,

    And when he behaves indifferently, the emperor will favor him instead.

    Could it be that... the emperor likes the type that wants to welcome and refuse?

    ·

    Chi Ruanfan made arrangements for the relief after the disaster, and when he returned to Chaoyang Hall, it was already midnight.

    Jinzhu didn't know if he hadn't slept, or was awakened by the sound of him entering the hall.

    When Chi Ruanfan entered the room, Jin Zhu was lying on the couch, looking at him with black eyes.

    Seeing the figure of Jin Zhu shrinking in the quilt, Chi Ruanfan felt a little fortunate.

    At least the other party knew that the quilt was covered, instead of wearing a shirt and sitting until dawn.

    "Uncle Wang rest first, I'll come after I shower." Chi Ruanfan stood far away from the door.

    He just came back from outside, with the wind and snow chill all over his body, he can't just contact the Regent like this.

    "Hmm." Jinzhu responded subconsciously.

    Immediately, he reacted that he was too obedient, and the emperor liked to do it against him, only in that way could arouse the emperor's interest in conquest.

    So, Jinzhu deliberately said with a straight face:

    "Your Majesty will not come here again if you don't sleep."

    He stared nervously at the emperor's expression, and clenched his hand slightly, afraid that the emperor would really go all the way.

    Chi Ruanfan's complexion changed slightly.

    If you don't let him come, you can take the opportunity to spoil your body, right?

    He will never let Jinzhu get his wish.

    Chi Ruanfan almost didn't take a shower, so he bullied him directly.

    In the end, reason prevailed, he endured it, said "you wait for me", and strode towards the side hall where the bath is located.

    After soaking her body warmly, Chi Ruanfan returned with a sullen face and lay down beside Jin Zhu.

    He stretched out his hand to embrace Jinzhu, with a strength that could not be refused.

    Jinzhu lowered his head slightly, as if he wanted to get into his warm embrace, but stopped again for some reason.

    Chi Ruanfan was afraid of Jinzhu's life and death, and seeing that he was really unwilling to bear the humiliation, he immediately pressed Jinzhu into his arms, and clasped the back of his head, forcing him to face himself.

    He leaned over and kissed Jin Bamboo until he almost suffocated before letting him go.

    Chi Ruanfan pressed Jin Zhu's lips with his fingertips and whispered:

    "Uncle Wang, be nice, eh?"

    He closed his eyes to prevent the emperor from seeing the emotion in his eyes.

    In Chi Ruanfan's eyes, this action is a forbearance and resistance.

    Chi Ruanfan was worried.

    He needs the regent to hate him a little more, only in this way can the regent have the will to survive.

    But he didn't want the regent to hate him, they should love each other.

    In the end, the idea that the regent hated him prevailed.

    You must live to love.

    So, Chi Ruanfan forced Jinzhu to feel him under Jinzhu's forbearance "resistance".

    Chi Ruanfan also knows that you can't press too hard, you have to give people some hope.

    He ordered water to scrub the two of them carefully, then hugged Jin Zhu and said:

    "If Uncle Wang is bored in Chaoyang Palace, come with me to the imperial study tomorrow."

    Jinzhu opened his eyes, and there was a hint of surprise in his eyes.

     asked in a low voice: "Your Majesty asks the minister to serve in the imperial study, or..."

    Chi Ruanfan was going to feed the prince regent with candied dates, but he was not about to knock it down with another stick, so he hurriedly said:

    "What are you thinking, I asked you to help organize the memorial."

    Speaking, in order to maintain the image of a villain, Chi Ruanfan squeezed Jinzhu's chin and said:

    "Uncle Wang is obedient, I promise not to treat you like this outside Chaoyang Palace, otherwise..."

    Chi Ruanfan deliberately stopped, leaving Jinzhu plenty of room for imagination.

    Jinzhu really thought a lot uncontrollably. In her dreams, the emperor wanted him in the imperial study.

    But when he woke up, he knew it couldn't happen.

    The emperor is very serious about the affairs of the state, and it is impossible to do that kind of thing in the imperial study, unless he angers the emperor to the extreme, so angry that the emperor will immediately clean him up.

    "Uncle Wang is in a good mood?" Chi Ruanfan saw the smile in Jinzhu's eyes and couldn't help asking.

    Jinzhu hurriedly restrained her smile.

    Staying by the emperor's side for so long, he forgot to restrain himself.

    Chi Ruanfan didn't care either, and sighed slightly:

     "Just going to the imperial study can make Uncle Wang so happy."

    If it weren't for the fact that their relationship is not right now, Chi Ruanfan really wants to hand over the memorial to the regent.

    Jinzhu listened to the emperor's words and knew that the intimacy tonight was gone.

    But he couldn't say that he laughed because he thought of "cleaning up" with the emperor, he could only follow the emperor's words:

    "It is the duty of the minister to share the worries of Your Majesty."

    Chi Ruanfan just thought he had got the "candied date" right, so he wrapped the bamboo in fox fur and took him to the imperial study.

    Chi Ruanfan handed over all the memorials to Jinzhu to sort out, while he sat behind the imperial case and watched Jinzhu sort out the memorials he sent.

    Jinzhu looked at the stacks of memorials in front of him, and couldn't help but looked up at the emperor, and asked in confusion:

    "Your Majesty trusts your ministers like that?"

    "Naturally." Chi Ruanfan said with a smile.

    The regent may take action against him, and against the courtiers who are loyal to him, but he will never take action against the people of the world, the country and the society.

    That's enough.

    As for the courtiers entering the imperial study and seeing the queen regent, they were inexplicably horrified, and Chi Ruanfan ignored it.

    Under the common support of Chi Ruanfan and Jin Zhu, the two lived in harmony for five months.

    It's Jinzhu's birthday.

    Chi Ruanfan went to the imperial kitchen to cook longevity noodles early in the morning.

    This is a habit he developed in his previous life. Whenever the Regent was born, he would cook a bowl of longevity noodles.

    Sometimes it was done by the imperial kitchen, sometimes by himself.

    When people are old, if you don't ask for anything else, just ask for a long life.

    Unfortunately, in the last life, the Regent was still one step ahead of him.

    Put the noodles into the food box, hand it over to the accompanying eunuch, and return to Chaoyang Hall.

    "Uncle Wang, come and taste the longevity noodles I made."

    Entering Chaoyang Hall, Chi Ruanfan took out the face and shouted into the house.

    Jinzhu has long been up.

    I haven't seen the emperor come back for a long time, he is hesitating whether to wait for the emperor to take him to the imperial study after the court, or go there by himself, when he sees the emperor coming from the direction of the imperial kitchen, he also brings back …Longevity noodles?

    Jinzhu was a little surprised, "Your Majesty, remember that today is the birthday of the minister?"

    He hardly had a birthday, even when he was at his most powerful, he never held a birthday banquet.

    Only the year he just brought the emperor back from the cold palace, the little emperor knew his birthday from nowhere. A bowl of longevity noodles.