The Fugitive White Moonlight of a Powerful Minister

  Chapter 218 Extra Story Xie Nanzhi: You were born to be a queen (2)

  Chu Yu was extremely happy.

   He took dozens of names overnight and poured all his good wishes and prayers into them.

  Father was also very happy.

   On the second day, I couldn't wait to bring a "famous doctor" into the palace, saying that I was worried about my body.

  Actually, he was just eager to know about men and women.

   I was lost after I found out I was pregnant.

  Although she is pregnant, she may not be the prince.

  Even if the father brings a famous doctor, he can't be sure of a man and a woman when he is only two months old.

  Even if it is the prince, the whole palace is staring at Fengyi Palace, I can't do anything to him.

  Even if it is the prince, the relationship between Chu Yu and his father...is not necessarily as bad as I thought.

  Actually, in the final analysis, although I used anti-child medicine, I wanted this child to come back a few years later, but he really came...

  I can't bear to have him.

   I have many flukes in my heart.

  What if my father is not as ambitious as I suspect?

   In case Chu Yu wins, will he show mercy to Mrs. Xie for my sake?

  Or, if I give birth to a princess, then all my worries are nothing but nothing.

  I lied that I was unwell, and stayed behind closed doors at Fengyi Palace, refusing to see my father again, preventing him from taking the doctor to take my pulse.

  I paralyze myself over and over again, I will be a princess.

  Princess Chu Yu would be happy and pampered.

  Even if it is a prince, there must be a way for the car to reach the mountain. I know my father and I know Chu Yu, and I can always think of ways to deal with them a few more times.

  My belly is getting bigger and bigger, and the imperial doctor expects to give birth at the end of February, when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming.

   But before the new year, war broke out in northern Xinjiang.

  Chu Yu issued an order almost without hesitation, and the Royal Commander personally conscripted.

   "Azhi, when I come back after winning this battle, old man Xie can't do anything to me!"

   It turned out that he was not so sure.

  Although he is well-known, he has never made any military exploits, not to mention the few generals he can use.

  By using the name of his own conquest, he can establish his prestige in the army, and he can also take back a lot of military power.

   "Don't worry, I will return to Beijing before your delivery."

   "There is Rong Hua in Beijing, she is younger than you, if I really can't make it back, she will take care of everything."

  Actually, I had some bad premonition at that time.

  My father can't bring a doctor to give me a pulse, but he can bribe the imperial physician.

  The imperial physician was afraid of committing the crime of deceiving the emperor, so he never mentioned men and women lightly in front of Chu Yu. His father asked them to speak up, and there were plenty of ways, and Chu Yu went out at this time...

  The night before Chu Yu left Beijing, I cried behind his back.

  I want to tell him not to leave Beijing, or to leave Beijing with me.

   But I know so well that he has a great cause ahead of him, so it is impossible for him to march outside the capital for me, let alone bring the queen with him.

  As soon as he left, I became restless.

  The whole day is like a raging fire, bitten by thousands of ants.

For a while I was worried that my father would take the opportunity to harm him and make him "die in battle", and for a while I was relieved that I might not be a prince in my womb, and my father might not be so ruthless. Given the opportunity, he will not give in easily.

   While tossing and turning, I had a ridiculous idea in my mind.

  At the beginning, I quickly rejected it, but the more I thought about it, the more eager I was to move.

  Chu Yu was not in the palace, and he was not used to putting eyeliner on me, and even gave me half of the token of the Jinwu Guard.

  If I want to, this man in the palace is at my disposal.

  As long as the planning is thorough, even if a baby boy is born, it may not be impossible to change to a baby girl quietly.

   But it’s too ridiculous after all, I can already feel every fetal movement of the baby, and I am even more reluctant.

  Until one day, Nan Ci sent me an urgent letter, saying that my father had secretly transferred away the eight thousand elites of Xie Jiajun, and asked me if there was any difference in Beijing.

  It was snowing heavily that day, and the earth dragon in the temple was burning warmly, but I was trembling all over.

  I am seven months pregnant, my father must know something.

  What does he want eight thousand elites for?

  Does he want to cause trouble in northern Xinjiang, or set up an ambush in Beijing?

   Does Chu Yu know about this?

  Will it be fortified?

  I wrote many letters throughout the night.

  The outspoken, insincere, and finally put into candles.

   Once the father's actions are discovered, it is for treason.

   Not only his life could not be saved, Nan Ci's life could not be saved, the entire Xie family, even the eight thousand Xie family troops, would be guilty of this.

   If I don’t report the letter, I am afraid that Chu Yu will be plotted against by his father. If I report the letter, how can I face Xie, who gave birth to me and raised me?

   That ridiculous idea surfaced again.

  As long as I don't give birth to a prince.

  As long as I give birth to a princess, my father will never be so eager and blatant.

   Otherwise, even if you avoid this time, there will be a battle between Chu Yu and his father sooner or later.

  I wrote a letter to my father, saying that I dreamed of giving birth to a princess, and I was depressed and worried.

   This reminds him that taking the pulse is not foolproof, and before the child is born, don't act rashly.

   He wrote back to Nanci again, ordering him to go to northern Xinjiang as soon as possible. If something happened, Chu Yu's life should be saved no matter what.

  Father loves him the most. If he stands in front, his father won't bear to kill him.

  Finally, Sang Liu was called.

  Sang Liu couldn't believe it, she cried and begged me to say no.

   Said that His Majesty said that he will come back before the delivery, and let me discuss with him before making a decision.

  If he can really end the war before I give birth and return safely, the ending may really be different.

   But the war was extremely stalemate. From the New Year's Eve years ago to the early spring of the New Year, when I gave birth, it was a critical moment in the war.

   And everything seemed preordained. The most difficult stage for me to steal the dragon and turn the phoenix, Princess Ronghua, was born prematurely.

   On the day I gave birth, she was still lying in bed and unable to stay.

  Chu Yu chose so many names for that child, but none of them were used in the end.

  The name is "You", and the character is "Shuzhi".

  I humbly hope that one day, if he knows the truth, he can forgive my choice and forgive me for abandoning him.

  I never thought that he would appear in front of me so unexpectedly.

   I never thought that when I met him again, the situation would be even worse than the year he was born.

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  I sent Yu'er away and made what I thought was the most comprehensive arrangement.

  The people who take care of him are all trusted confidants.

  The place to send it to is Lingnan where Nanci is located.

  Nan Ci has been close to me since childhood, he is generous and loyal, not as ambitious as his father.

  If there is any emergency, let Nanci take care of it.

  But things still had unexpected side effects.

  Northern Xinjiang calmed down after Chu Yu's personal conquest, and was restless, replaced by Southern Xinjiang.

  During those one or two years, floods and epidemics came in turn, and the Nanban couldn't hold back and took advantage of the situation to invade, and wars broke out frequently.

  I was terrified all day long, and received news from the south every one or two months. Every time I saw that Yuer was safe and sound, I was relieved.

  When You'er was two years old, a major event happened in Beijing.

  The prince of the Duke's Mansion was kidnapped.

  The eldest princess is pushing women to enter school and become officials, which is strongly opposed by various families.

  Someone abducted her two-year-old eldest son at her birthday banquet, and when he was found, he was already a shapeless corpse.

  Rong Hua was distraught, and Chu Yu was furious.

   It can only be the aristocratic family who can do this.

  Among the aristocratic families, the Xie family is the head, the Wang family is the second, and the two families are still relatives by marriage.

  The sword between Chu Yu and his father was once again on the verge of breaking out.

  I dealt with the two of them every day, exhausting my thoughts.

  When I realized it, I suddenly realized that I hadn't heard from the south for half a year.

  In the current situation, Chu Yu cannot be alarmed, let alone father. It took me a bit of effort to find someone to look for in Lingnan.

   This search took another half a year.

  There is no news.

   Trembling with fear, I wrote a letter to Nan Ci, asking him to return to Beijing quickly and discuss important matters.

  I told him everything, and Nanci looked at me in disbelief: "Sister, why didn't you discuss such a big matter with me? You sent him to Lingnan, why didn't you inform me earlier? Do you know..."

  He paused for a moment, then came to his senses, and said with red eyes: "Sister, I am incompetent."

   "Sister, just wait, one day, I will ask you to pick him up in a splendid manner!"

  Although Nanci is my last resort, if it is not a last resort, I don't want him to know about it.

  Although Xie Jiajun was formed by Nanci alone, all of them are his father's old confidantes.

  Nanci is young after all, and his name is Xie Jiajun's coach. Those people who really obey their orders are their fathers.

  If he knows this, his father will easily notice his actions.

   "Sister, I know what you are worried about. Don't worry, I will act carefully."

  Nanci really found Yu'er.

  He didn't say much, he only said that his servants probably encountered bandits, and none of them survived.

  He was adopted by an ordinary family. The family was loving and kind, and treated him like a parent.

  He said that he looks like me, smart and intelligent, he only teaches him martial arts once a month, and he can always understand the fundamentals and make rapid progress.

  Every time I receive a letter from Nanci, I cry and get sick.

  Even Chu Yu noticed something strange: "Why don't you transfer Ah Ci back to Beijing? He has also reached the age to marry a wife."

  He thought I was just thinking about Nanci.

  Of course Nanci will not return to Beijing. On the contrary, when Yuer was eight years old, he invited himself to fight in northern Xinjiang.

   "Sister, I have grown up and cannot live under my father's wing forever."

   "I want to bring out my own Xie Jiajun!"

  The battle was actually fought very smoothly, and it was obviously won, but at the last moment, a cold arrow flew from nowhere and pierced Nan Ci's heart.

  Just as Chu Yu didn't believe that the prince's captivity had nothing to do with his father, his father didn't believe that Nan Ci's death had nothing to do with Chu Yu.

  He was certain that Chu Yu arranged for people to assassinate Nanci.

   When I was dealing with the two again, I only felt that I was wrong.

  Wrong.

  At the beginning, when my father asked me to choose, I shouldn't have chosen Chu Yu.

  The imperial family should not have feelings.

  If I were ruthless to Chu Yu, if I stood by Xie's side wholeheartedly, if I advanced and retreated with my father, there would not be so many dilemmas at all.

  I completely gave up on the idea of ​​taking Yu'er back to the palace one day.

  Nan Ci, who was the one who supported me the most, is gone. In order to suppress the Xie family, Chu Yu also supported the mother families of several princes.

  The situation in the court is changing rapidly, and the huge palace is like a dense cage.

  Nan Ci said that although his life was poor, he was loving and free.

  Nan Ci said that he is smart and hardworking, and even without the blessing of status, he will be able to break through the world in the future.

   Nan Ci probably guessed that I felt guilty and worried, and only reported good news but not bad news.

  I really thought that he didn't suffer any pain, but just grew up smoothly like an ordinary child from an ordinary family.

   Until the day when the Dongchuang incident happened, Chu Yu threw at me word by word in a rage.

   "Do you know that the bones of Lingnan were everywhere in the past few years, and he was picked up from the mass grave?!"

   "Did you know that when he was less than three years old, he was dragged to beg on his knees, and if he was a little careless, he was locked into the woodshed and deprived of food and drink all day and all night?!"

   "Do you know how many people bullied and laughed at him because he has no father or mother?"

   "He was supposed to be His Royal Highness, Dayin's most honored prince, but it was you who made my prince prostrate in the dust and let others humiliate him!"

  I have never experienced such profound pain.

  I didn't expect him to suffer so much.

  I thought he didn’t have rich clothes and fine food, but he had enough food and clothing. He didn’t have thousands of people worshiping him, but he was happy and at ease.

  After Nanci’s death in the war, I ordered people to go to Lingnan. They all said that the couple loved him very much. He studied and studied like ordinary people in the city.

  I secretly took care of some of the family's business, and then I was worried that Chu Yu and his father would suspect it, so I stopped and ignored it.

  I don't know his past before he went to that family, and I don't know that they moved to the capital with their family.

  There was a sudden rift between me and Chu Yu, whenever we met, it was quarrel, quarrel, quarrel.

  He won't listen to any explanation from me.

  Nanci is dead, and the eight thousand Xie family troops who were secretly transferred back then, his father did not do anything in the end, and Chu Yu didn't know about it.

  After Nanci's death, his father fell into a slump, and the Xie family was no longer in trouble.

  What I did back then has become a foolish joke.

   "Even if there are eight thousand Xie family troops, are you so sure that he can take my life?"

  Chu Yu decided, "You are just worried that Mrs. Xie will be convicted!"

He even questioned my feelings for him: "Xie Nanzhi, your whole heart is crooked, it's my fault, you never admired me from the beginning, you don't want to marry me at all, do you?! "

  I can't argue with a hundred words.

  I can't prove that if Yu'er hadn't been sent away, my father would have killed him, and I can't prove my love for him and Yu'er.

  Chu Yu said that facts speak louder than words.

  The fact is that Mrs. Xie didn't pose a threat to him, and Yu'er, who was sent away by me, suffered so much.

   Not long after Chu Yu found out the truth, his father also found out about it.

  The day he entered the palace coincided with a cold spring.

  The coldness between the father's brows and eyes is far more piercing than the north wind.

   "Zhizhi, this is the Zhizhi I taught you with all my heart, the Zhizhi that your mother cared for since she was a child, and the good daughter-in-law that the Xie family has cultivated with all their efforts!"

   "Unfaithful, unfilial, ungrateful, betrayal."

   "You betrayed your father, you betrayed your clan, and you killed your dear brother."

   "Father, I'm really disappointed in you."

  If it is said that Yu'er's past encounters made me feel like a knife, every word Chu Yu and his father said was nothing more than cutting flesh and bones.

  Every negation and every accusation they made was gouging out at the vital point, dripping with blood.

   I was wrong, I was wrong.

   I am the sinner.

  I'm sorry for Chu Yu, I'm sorry for Mrs. Xie, and I'm sorry for You'er.

it's all my fault.

   I started crying one after another and getting sick one after another.

  I dare not see Yuer.

  Even though he often goes in and out of the palace now, he is just a short distance away from me.

  I don't know what attitude and expression I should use to face this child who was abandoned by me back then.

  I don't want to step out of Fengyi Palace.

  The sunlight outside is too dazzling, and as soon as I go out, I can hear many people criticizing me.

it was all your fault.

your fault.

your fault!

  I don't want to see Chu Yu, I don't want to see my father, I don't even want to see Zhao He.

  For so many years, I have treated Showa as my own, and placed all my feelings for Yuer on her.

  Now when I look at her, I think of You'er, and I even called her "You'er" to her twice.

  Showa probably guessed it.

   Once Chu Yu came over, there was another quarrel, and Showa came in not long after he left.

Her eyes were red, she hesitated to speak, she didn't ask any questions, she just came over two days later and fell on my knees: "Mother, get well soon, I will listen to my father, and I will listen to my father in everything. Your father will be happy."

  Chu Yu wants to give Showa to Yu'er.

   Absurd.

  He could see my objection only from my expression: "How? Showa can afford to call your mother, but he can't? My son is not worthy?"

  Ever since Yu'er was discovered, Chu Yu and I have never had a good word.

   Even if you come calmly and talk, you will start to sarcasm, sarcasm, and anger.

  The most serious quarrel was when King Rui was convicted, and he wanted to confess Yu'er directly.

   I disagree.

  After all the hardships in the past, he had eaten all he could, and finally stayed away from the palace, away from the struggle for succession, and recognized him back. How could it be so easy for the Prince of the Eastern Palace to do so?

  Now he is the son of the Duke of the State, he can make a difference in the court, and he can be like Duke Pei, living a leisurely life with the title.

  Besides, I have met his wife.

Although he suspected that he didn't want to marry Zhaohe early in the morning, he hurriedly married the daughter of the Honglu Temple Qing's family, but when he actually saw the girl, saw the joyful light in her eyes, and heard her describe the Yu'er she knew, I know he really loves her.

  Only in front of the girl he admires will he unconsciously expose his weakness.

  My Yu’er, it’s the same as when I was young, I just want to eat a candy, but I can’t get it.

   Now that there are girls who give him candy, are they going to be locked in this impenetrable palace and turn them into a couple like me and Chu Yu?

  But my many considerations, in Chu Yu's eyes, turned into one sentence: "You are nothing more than worrying about things being exposed, and I will punish you for Xie's crime!"

   This is Chu Yu's heart disease.

  I refuted him for the first time: "Since you think so, why come to discuss with me?!"

   "After all, you are Your Majesty. You want his surname to be Pei, and Chu to be Chu. What does it have to do with my surname Xie?!"

  Chu Yu was furious, reprimanded me for being useless, and decreed to abolish the Empress.

   Abandon it.

  He hated me so much earlier, he was abolished earlier, and his eyes were clean earlier.

  Father came to see me again.

  He said that thunder, rain and dew are all due to the grace of the king. Now you understand that the only thing you can rely on is your family?

  I lowered my brows and eyes: "Father is right, everything my father said is right, it is my daughter who is wrong, and my daughter deserves death."

  I want to move out of Fengyi Palace, but no one in the palace dares to move.

  They still respectfully called me Niang Niang, and they didn't dare to neglect.

  I want to ask Chu Yu to send me to Jingfa Temple, where there are many former concubines.

  Chu Yu never saw me again after the dispossessed queen.

  He even went directly to the palace.

   Wait for him to come back from the palace.

  I invite myself to go to Jingfa Temple and shave my hair to become a nun.

   After all, I have no face to face Yu'er. If he knew the truth, he wouldn't want to see me in the palace all the time.

  The second day after Chu Yu went to the palace, my father came to see me.

   "The Wangs and his wife who raised him, his beloved niece, and his respected teacher all died at my hands."

  I haven't seen him so excited for many years, his eyes were shining brightly, and he looked at me scorchingly: "Zhizhi, the opportunity to make amends has come."

   "I have left enough clues, you only need to add fuel to the flames, and you will push all these to the Dog Emperor."

   "It just turned his father and son against each other, but he separated me from Nanci!"

   "Zhizhi, the dog emperor has abandoned you, Nan Cijing loves you, so you don't want to avenge him?!"

  I looked at my father, who was already a stranger in front of me, and couldn't even shed tears.

  He wasn't like this before.

  He is a respected general who went to battle for the people and killed the enemy with unparalleled bravery.

  He is the chief assistant of the cabinet respected by hundreds of officials. He is running around to make suggestions for the new policy of the court.

  He has ambitions, but he also looks forward to seeing the prosperity of Dayin, looking forward to Haiyan and Heqing, and the prosperity of the country and the people.

  So there is no prince, he can continue to be a minister, instead of fighting hard and trying to replace him.

  He knows that the change of dynasty will hurt muscles and bones, and it will only be the common people who will suffer.

  But he turned into what he is now.

  He said that he wanted to slaughter and return to the whole village, but Yuer stopped him in time and only killed a dozen ants.

  He said that he still wanted to take away all the survivors I left over 20 years ago, but it was a pity that Yu'er had already taken precautions.

   His eyes were full of madness and paranoia.

  He said that if I was not as good as he said, he would turn against His Majesty and tell the Xie family to go and be buried with Nanci! Ask You'er to personally kill his grandfather!

  I can't find my mind, and I can't find my voice.

  Under great shock and pain, I nodded.

OK.

as you wish.

  As you wish.

   The culprit of all this is me.

  The damned person is also me.

  As long as I'm dead, my father won't be able to blame Chu Yu.

   Only when I die can I give an explanation to those undead.

   Only when I die, will Chu Yu's hatred for me and You'er's resentment for me dissipate.

  I, there is no more light in my life.

   There is nothing better than death to solve all difficulties.

   (This article is first published in Xiaoxiang Academy, please go to Xiaoxiang Academy for updates.)

It's not easy to be a sandwich person. The queen is actually very depressed in the later stage. We can see Emperor Jiahe's love for her and love for her. They turned against each other again.

   The purpose of this article is mainly to see clearly the reasons for the queen's two major choices, so I won't stop here.

   Sorry it took so long to update, I only have enough time on weekends QAQ

In addition, you have another fan-exclusive episode. I communicated with the editors, because many cuties missed the event time and failed to check in for five consecutive days during the event. There were also cuties from other platforms who did not participate in the event. Next, I will post it as a VIP chapter.

   It's six o'clock tonight.

   You don’t need to buy the treasure you have already received, the content is the same.

  (end of this chapter)