The Good Mother System

That night.

Zhen Zhengqi returned home with the bag. The expression on his face was a bit tired. Tonight, he watched all night and studied at night, and he was busy until now. It was getting too late and the street lights outside were all on.

He entered the door, and all he saw was the cup placed on the dining room table. No need to lean over, he knew that there must be a cup in the thermos cup and it was steaming and fat sea. They were the most useless voice in the profession of teachers. , He would have a drink like this every night when he came back.

Tonight, his wife didn’t have to go to the class for an evening study, so he told his wife to take good care of her daughter at home. Zhen Zhengqi dragged a little bit tired and walked to the door of her daughter. He raised his hand to knock on the door but let it go. , Her lips trembled slightly, she wanted to speak but didn't speak, and sighed deeply.

His eyes fell on the conspicuous glass cabinet in the living room, where the awards and trophies were all packed and put up by him and his wife one by one.Even if it was a corner, he could make peace like a treasure. The guests introduced when and where the daughter got it. For him, as long as he started chatting with others, he had to use his daughter as an entry point to have a hearty chat.

Only recently, every time someone mentioned his daughter Shanshan, he couldn't help but feel horrified. He was nervous about him, for fear that people would know the secret he wanted to hide.

Zhen Zhengqi didn't understand why her daughter suddenly became "abnormal", and his daughter was so well-behaved and obedient, but why did she get this homosexual disease. He felt full of hatred that iron can't make steel, why this kid doesn't know something.

He also made an anonymous phone call to the psychological counseling center to ask. They only said that homosexuality was not a disease and could not be treated. Zhen Zhengqi couldn't understand how he could think about it. How could it not be cured? Isn't this the same as ADHD and autism, how much improvement can be achieved by injections and management? But I found several, and the answers were exactly the same. If he could only look for the so-called "earthwork", if it weren't for his years of quality to stop him, maybe he could come up with something in his current state. Death is forced.

Zhen Zhengqi has been standing by the door for a while. After listening for a long time, he didn't hear the movement inside. He only guessed that his daughter might be asleep. In fact, he missed his daughter a little now. It's just that he always has to be cruel to control the child. If you are soft-hearted, if you say that you can't bear it, you will be chaotic. The same is true of educating children! He turned and left, took the cup and entered his house next to him.

Close to the door, Zhen Shanshan heard the footsteps of her father leaving, and smiled sullenly. For her, both father and mother's footsteps were very easy to recognize, not to mention that her mother was already resting in the next room and arrived home so late. There is only Dad, but Dad has clearly arrived at the door of the room, but he stood there and refused to knock on the door to ask. She couldn’t help but smile. She thought that what mom said might be useless. In Dad’s heart, she will always The sin is unforgivable. If she doesn't change it, she will not forgive her.

Because my father found out, she was guilty and she was sick.

...

Zhen Zhengqi walked into the room. There was only a small bedside lamp on in the room. His wife was wearing glasses and was writing something in the notebook. While changing his clothes, he asked, "It's so late, why don't you go earlier? Rest? Not all our medical doctors have said, we are at this age, and we must take good care of ourselves in order to live a long life!"

"Are you back?" Shan Jingqiu stretched out his hand and rubbed the bridge of his nose, and sat upright. "You wash first, I want to tell you something."

Zhen Zhengqi straightened his body as soon as he heard this. He looked at his wife and looked a little angry: "Aren't you moved by Shanshan again? I told you, Jing Qiu, you are soft and I am soft, but this is not cruel. , Can she change it? Some of our students are addicted to the game, even stealing money from the family to recharge. If the family is not cruel, can you change it?" He said firmly, "I'll talk to you again Say it again, you have to understand that if Shanshan is really with that girl, she will not be able to look up in the future. How will she go to relatives in the future? How to be a person? If you work in a larger unit, a colleague How to deal with it when I ask?"

Zhen Zhengqi was very helpless. Although his wife was on the same line as him, she was more soft-hearted as a mother. She often watched Shanshan crying a few times and couldn't help but want to let her out: "Jingqiu, I know you are It’s good for children, but it’s not like that for children. Just listen to my advice."

Shan Jingqiu patted the bed and signaled Zhen Zhengqi to say it first. Although there was a anger in his heart, Zhen Zhengqi and his wife had always respected each other, so they sat next to his wife. As soon as he sat down, his hands were covered. The wife stuffed a book.

"What is this?" Zhen Zhengqi asked while turning over the book. The contents of the book made him feel a little dissatisfied with it. However, it is the habit of being a teacher that he still has to read the book before talking.

This thick notebook was made by Shan Jingqiu all afternoon and evening. Fortunately, there are computers and printers at home. Most of them are news and papers that Shan Jingqiu found on the Internet. It was neatly cut into strips and pasted on the notebook, with dense notes written next to it, one after another, very organized, even Zhen Zhengqi, who was dizzy and full of rejection, read it one by one in order.

The first start is the discussion about whether homosexuality is a disease. The above quoted comments from medical experts, psychologists, and genetics experts. They all clearly wrote the words "homosexuality is not a disease" in their academic papers. And citing classics to discuss the "innateness" and "irreversibility" of homosexuality in many ways, which also shows that Zhen Zhengqi's face is getting darker and darker.

"Nonsense, these are all nonsense!" Zhen Zhengqi was in a terrible mood just by reading the first few pages. These were not the same thing as his long-standing notions and what he had learned about mutual aid associations on the Internet. He turned the book very loudly. Big, eyes straight to see his wife: "You don't want to find so many things to fool Shanshan in order to help Shanshan cross the sea. The truth is that drowning is like killing a child. As a Chinese teacher, you still don't understand?"

Shan Jingqiu smiled helplessly. She didn't avoid Zhen Zhengqi's eyes: "Zhengqi, am I fooling you, or are you fooling yourself? You are also a scholar and also go online. I don't need to use these things to fool you. "She turned a page back, and on that page was densely packed notes, "This is the call record I made by calling several psychologists today. There is also his phone number next to him. For fear of not being authoritative, I still I went to find a well-known psychologist through people I knew, but all they told me were exactly the same."

"It's not like this, it's not like this." Zhen Zhengqi seriously denied, "Jingqiu, you have been deceived, yes, even if this thing is true, you can change it! Look around us, who have you heard of gays? A sick child? Let alone children, we have so many relatives, as teachers, know so many people, do you know who has a homosexual? No, none of them! This proves that homosexuality is a very few, almost none Yes! Even if there is, it can definitely set things right, and you can quickly change it back! You have been cheated!"

Zhen Zhengqi’s most stubborn argument is that he is the world. As long as there is no one around him and he has never heard of it, it proves that these are a very small group of people, or they can be corrected, and his hope is that his daughter can be like Those people are getting better!

"Since ancient times, there has been a habit of breaking sleeves and the goodness of Longyang. In ancient times, F province also often had the habit of forming brothers. Not to mention foreign countries. Gay marriage has been accepted by law in many places..." Shan Jingqiu Regardless of Zhen Zhengqi's refusal, she said word by word, pointing her head on the notebook, and beckoning him to turn back, "Zhengqi, if you say you have never read it before, you might as well look at these..." The finger was on the page of the notebook, and above it was the news that Shan Jingqiu seriously cut on the Internet.

Zhen Zhengqi looked at ten lines, one page followed by one page back. What Shan Jingqiu cut was a history of blood and tears of "tong wives" and "tong husbands" on the Internet, telling the story of many couples of their generation, who had been asexual for half a lifetime. Marriage, loveless marriage, in the end, it turns out that it is not that they are so bad, they are so unworthy of having a happy family, but their pillow people, who like the same **** from beginning to end.

Word by word is full of accusations of blood and tears, and it is full of them being cheated into their marriage for not getting even the slightest happiness, full of their grievances and struggles, full of their despair and hatred, that is uncomfortable. The emotions of Zhenzheng can almost be transmitted to people's hearts through that piece of paper. This also makes Zhen Zhengqi's heart very sad. As a teacher loved by students, Zhen Zhengqi has always been empathetic, so just read these articles , He can feel the pain in it.

He frowned and looked at his wife. He was confused and disgusted and said, "What are you showing me for? Don’t the things you showed me prove the guilt of homosexuality? They hurt others and hurt themselves. It has caused countless suffering to others, and this is one of the reasons why I must change Shanshan!"

Shan Jingqiu sighed helplessly, looked at her husband and opened her mouth: "Zhengqi, do you really only see this?"

Zhen Zhengqi was taken aback for a moment. He turned his eyes slightly and said nothing. How could he not understand his wife's suggestion, but he was unwilling to accept it from beginning to end.

"Can't these prove that even if you are around you and me, all this may not have happened?" Shan Jingqiu said seriously, "You and I thought everything was calm and everything that I thought never happened because There are countless families who have been forced to sacrifice and suffer. It is not if we close our eyes and everything does not exist."

"Maybe we already exist around us, do you understand?"

"No, I don't understand!" Zhen Zhengqi was a little anxious. He stretched out his hand to grab his wife's shoulder, "Jingqiu, even if it really exists, it shouldn't be our Shanshan, you know? This road is inherently difficult. I am her father. I can't accept it. Why do you make outsiders accept it? I don't allow Shanshan to change like this. She must change, she can only change."

Zhen Zhengqi finally said what was in his heart, but whenever this happened to a stranger, maybe he would just treat it as completely ignorant, but because it happened to his daughter, he was completely unacceptable. For him , There is no other choice but to change this approach.

"Zhengqi, how did you teach your daughter since you were young?" Shan Jingqiu stepped back a little, and distanced herself from Zhen Zhengqi, hoping that the other party could calm down, "You taught your daughter to be a good person and an honest person. People, she has been our pride since childhood."

"She can’t change it. You have to recognize the fact that this is not a disease. This is not a disease from beginning to end. Some people are allergic to alcohol, some like spicy food, and some like sweet food. Naturally, it’s right.” Shan Jingqiu slammed into Zhen Zhengqi’s heart every word, “She’s not sick, so what do you want her to change? She’s not a crime and doesn’t need to be punished. Why are you still? Are you escaping?"

"You told her to be honest, to be a good person, to be a kind person, and then you know that she can't change it, but you force her to find a husband and have a baby? Has her family become another miserable and distorted family in the news? What you do will not only suffer from Shanshan, but also another family involved in it!"

Shan Jingqiu’s eyes were a little sad. If in the last world, He Mengqi hadn’t taken Shanshan away so decisively, maybe Shanshan wouldn’t be so severely ill, but she could be forced to go to Liangshan by her parents and married a man, would she really be happy? ? And what did he do wrong when he was deceived by not doing anything?

"I didn't..." Zhen Zhengqi waved his hands blankly. "Did you not read what it says? It's like our generation. Some people who get married are not the ones they like. This kind of marriage is what Make do with each other. After the two people live together for a long time, they get used to it and always do well. As long as Shanshan is willing to marry, she will take good care of her family and be happy after a long time!" He tried to convince his wife , Is also persuading himself to shake.

"Is it really going to get used to it?" Shan Jingqiu looked at her husband with a somewhat obscure expression, "Zhengqi, in our generation, how many people around us are unhappy, not a few, they say they sleep separately in middle age. How much do they look for each other out there? How many people have been with each other for a lifetime? You are not giving Shanshan happiness, you are because we feel good, so you have to take her life to gamble!"

Zhen Zhengqi was shocked by what she said. He opened his mouth and closed it again. He was unable to speak for a long time. He lowered his head somewhat dejectedly. He is already fifty, except for the rest of his life. He hadn't cried before, but now his eyes were red. He looked at his wife: "Yes, I'm gamble with her for the rest of my life, but if I don't bet, I'll treat her right?"

"Jingqiu, what do you know, what is alien? Yes, you are right. There may be many such people in our generation who are buried in the past lives. They are not not struggling, but forced by society. And the pressure of the family, but this proves how big these pressures are and make them have to do this. I don’t want Shanshan to suffer, but I also don’t want her to take a wrong and unhappy path. We all pay attention to inheritance in China. Someone needs to provide for the elderly. You said that we will all be old and leave. If she is separated from her and her partner, there will be no one around her, no children, who can take care of her?"

Zhen Zhengqi spoke earnestly, all heart-hearted words: "When we are a husband and wife together, after all, we have a child who cares about the family. Even if we grow old and divorced, the child will be there. After all, we have a support. You say Shanshan , If that's the case, what will we do in the future?" He didn't know how to talk about Shanshan's partner. It was a bit subtle to say that it was marriage, so he could only find some pronouns to refer to it.

Shan Jingqiu could understand what Zhen Zhengqi meant, and she also said sincerely: "There are couples who are old and old, and there are couples who are separated from each other. We have even heard that husband and wife are birds in the forest, and they fly separately, even if disaster is approaching. Shanshan is really looking for a husband you want her to find, can you really go to the end together? Not necessarily. There is also this child, now there are fewer children in the news that are unfilial? Have you forgotten us before? Talking about it, when we are old, we will go to a nursing home to live without burdening our children..."

"There is no one-size-fits-all solution in the world, Zhengqi, you are for Shanshan's good, but can all of this really develop as you wish? None of us can guarantee that she is still young now, but she is already Growing up, we parents can't hold this kite rope forever. You have to let her fly by herself and live the life you want. You have to believe that Shanshan will live well, won't you? "Shan Jingqiu said with tears in her eyes, staring at Zhen Zhengqi closely.

"I..." Zhen Zhengqi's brain was chaotic for a while, and he didn't know how to refute it. He just thought for a long time, and then sighed. He stood up tremblingly, as if everything that happened tonight gave him a huge The blow made him tremble with his hands. He looked at his wife for a long time, and finally opened his mouth: "Jing Qiu, you let me think again, think again." Then he took the clothes and rushed to the bathroom. Took a shower.

Shan Jingqiu watched Zhen Zhengqi go in, and he was slightly relieved. From the very beginning of speaking, she used a medical tester to test Zhen Zhengqi's physical condition. After all, both he and her body are fifty "old people". Hypertension, diabetes, coronary heart disease and the like have also become common diseases. She was really worried about this. Zhen Zhengqi fainted directly, but fortunately, the other party listened to it, and the body did not come out because of these stimulations. A big problem.

It is also the pity of the parents of the world. It is precisely knowing Zhen Zhengqi's heart and love for her daughter that Shan Jingqiu decided to talk about it first, otherwise, even if Zhen Shanshan had another incident, Zhen Zhengqi would never be shaken.

...

Zhen Zhengqi always saves water. On weekdays, he only needs to turn on a tap to turn off the water in time. Today was the first time he wasted water resources. He opened the tap quite big and watched the water splashing on his head. I have many thoughts.

He couldn't help but repeatedly think of Shanshan, who was small when he was a child and was always by his side. Xiao Shanshan is very sensible. He is obviously such a small carrot. Every time he goes to take a bus, he sees an old man. The pregnant woman gave up her seat. Don't say rebelliousness since she was a child. She didn't even tell a lie. The only time she ate snacks was discovered by her parents and she immediately admitted it, sobbing and saying sorry.

But this kid...but this kid...

This is his daughter, he has only one baby girl, no matter how much he talks, no matter how hard he talks, can he bear it?

In the past few days, as long as Zhen Zhengqi calmed down a little, he repeatedly remembered the desperate look in his daughter's eyes when he locked her daughter in the room that day. Even at that moment, her daughter could not do anything directly with her parents. , I just dared to explain desperately, so I was locked in.

Would that kid hate him? Zhen Zhengqi didn’t know. He only felt that he was now a sigh generator. One sigh followed by another sigh. He only knew that he was sighing constantly. At this moment in his mind he was fighting. One Zhen Zhengqi was hitting the other. Knowing to beg for mercy, talking about what the daughter is now young and does not know the difficulties of being a human in this world, do you want her to hold her head down in the future? Another Zhen Zhengqi was beaten on the ground and still resisted stubbornly. So you said you were trying to prevent your daughter from being looked down upon. Would you rather have her pain for a lifetime, or lie to another person? The two parties scolded and scolded and couldn't draw a conclusion, just like his heart at this time.

...

The night was getting deeper and the clock on the wall had already pointed to two o'clock, but the people in the room could not fall asleep. Shan Jingqiu turned her back to Zhen Zhengqi, and she could clearly feel the people behind her turning over and over this night. Sighing constantly.

Zhen Zhengqi told himself countless times that he should sleep, but he couldn't sleep anymore. He couldn't help but sighed again, feeling a little itchy in his fingers. After he had quit smoking for a long time, he suddenly became addicted to cigarettes again. To swallow the clouds and mist, just as he was entangled, his wife seemed to have been asleep for a long time behind him and suddenly said something.

"Do you remember Shanshan's second and third year of high school? Zhengqi."

"Remember, what's the matter?" Zhen Zhengqi didn't pretend to be asleep, and lay flat and looked at the ceiling, which was clearly invisible at this time.

"You remember that there was a time when Shanshan's grades fluctuated, and then her head teacher turned around and talked to you a few times. You were too worried and talked to her many times, for fear that she would be caught in a critical moment. Influencing, failing to pass a good university has affected her life." Shan Jingqiu still turned her back, her voice a little hoarse.

"I remember." Following his wife's words, Zhen Zhengqi seemed to have returned to that time. He was an experienced teacher, but when it was his daughter's turn, all these experiences seemed to be gone. He knew that her daughter was here. There is a lot of talent in reading. This child has been striving since he was a child and has always been a leader among his peers. His biggest wish is that this child can take a good school exam, so he was more anxious than anyone at that time.

Shan Jingqiu had no class this afternoon, so she was at home. She went to Shanshan’s room to accompany her a lot and listened to the child telling a lot. During this time, her depression has relapsed, but luckily , Has not developed to such a serious stage as in high school, but as soon as Shan Jingqiu hooked up, she said everything like a bamboo tube pouring beans.

"During that time, Shanshan suddenly got fat. You always talk about her, she is always silly, you should remember too."

Knowing that his wife could not see, Zhen Zhengqi still nodded. His impression was very clear. At that time, Zhen Shanshan was always silly. He hated iron and steel and complained to his wife several times. He felt that his daughter was cheeky and made no mistake. Ken honestly admitted his mistake, and still had a hippy smile. Fortunately, everything slowly got better after this: "Well, I'm quite impressed."

Shan Jingqiu followed with a sigh: "But we don't know that at that time Shanshan couldn't adjust herself due to excessive stress and got depression. It was He Mengqi, the girl, who accompanied her to the hospital. She managed to recover from her illness secretly, because it was discovered early, and she was treated with medication in time, and it would be better after adjustment."

Zhen Zhengqi was silent for a long, long time. The words his wife said fell into his heart like a big thunder suddenly dropped. His voice was a little hoarse: "What did you say?"

He knows about depression. If it was a few years earlier, maybe he didn't know it very well. But a few years ago, there were children who jumped off the building due to depression, so all of them, teachers, were sent for several training sessions. So now He is clear about the serious consequences that depression can cause. His wife’s words corresponded little by little with his daughter’s high school years. He still remembered that his daughter was in front of him, eating and eating. He cried as he ate, and when he returned home, he lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling in a daze. When he said a few words impatiently, he immediately got up to study.

His heart was dull and painful. He didn't expect that when he didn't know, the child would have passed such a difficult level by himself. A little bit, he might lose his daughter.

"Zhengqi, my children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren. Like you, I can’t accept what I think at first, but I really can’t bear Shanshan’s pain. You are right. I am soft-hearted and easy to be moved, but Shanshan It’s our child. Don’t we bring her into this world and don’t want her to be happy? She has always been an excellent child and has always made us proud. We should also support her and give her some strength."

"Zhengqi." Shan Jingqiu called out to the other party again, "We want children to be like this when we are young, and we want her to be like this, and she has grown up in the frame we drew. I haven't asked us anything, shall we support her once? Let's support this child once!"

In the darkness, Zhen Zhengqi slowly closed his eyes. He didn't know how to answer this question or how to say it.

...

b City One Middle School

"Ms. Zhen hasn't been wrong recently."

"Yeah, yeah, although he was still speaking as seriously as usual when he was in class, he couldn't help but wander off after the get out of class. Several times I saw him almost fall down in the corridor!"

"Yes, I'm really worried about whether something happened to Teacher Zhen's house. As long as Mr. Shan hasn't seen it recently, he won't be in school. I asked other teachers and didn't say anything. I don't know what happened!"

...

After class, there were already students in the hallway secretly gathering together to discuss. The main topic among them recently was what happened to the teacher Zhen, the teacher? Mr. Zhen, who has always been serious and takes students seriously and responsibly, seems not quite right recently. Although all the care for the students is the same as before, it has become more and more strange in the past two or three days. The dark circles are getting heavier and heavier in the evening. Halfway through the preparation, he couldn't help but wander, his eyes didn't know where to go, making the classmates worry too much, but they were worried about offending the teacher, so they didn't dare to ask again.

Zhen Zhengqi walked back to the office, and sat stiffly on top of his position. He saw that his wife was not there behind him, and he knew that his wife must have gone home to accompany his daughter again. Since his wife and him spread the matter, he I couldn't sleep almost every night, and I started thinking about it all the time.

But until now, he still doesn't know what he wants to do and how to go. That's right.

Zhen Zhengqi looked around for a week and saw four colleagues busy, quietly opened WeChat, once opened WeChat, the group chat still came into view, but these group chats were completely different from the previous style.

What "My child is gay", "Support gays, anti-discrimination!", "As a parent, I support!" Several large and small group chats, they are also chatting hotly, only the news inside and the previous few days The contrast is simply the opposite.

Doudou Mom: My son-in-law and my son took a photo. They just returned from their honeymoon trip to Yunnan, they are very happy! I really hope that in the future, same-sex marriages can be allowed in China. I will send my child to the red carpet and give him a drink!

Buddha Xin: Looking at the news today, the **** country has passed a same-sex marriage law, and the National People’s Congress of our country has also made a proposal before. Of course, under the current social customs, it may be subject to a lot of public opinion pressure, but I believe that maybe in ten years, Twenty years later, in this country, it will become legal.

My family has acres of land: I have a son and a daughter. One of them brought me a daughter-in-law, and the other brought me a daughter-in-law. Our family of four is very happy, just like the others! Happiness is that simple!

...

One by one, as long as you don’t watch it for a while, you will miss a lot. Zhen Zhengqi takes it seriously. These groups were sent to him by Shan Jingqiu. She dropped the anti-gay and homosexual group chats in Jiadi before. It was clean, and I went to find several **** parents sharing groups on the Internet and recommended it to Zhen Zhengqi after screening. At first, Zhen Zhengqi didn't agree to enter. After thinking about it, he couldn't hold back, and entered the group to watch.

Unexpectedly, Zhen Zhengqi is like their family. There are not a few families with **** children. They are definitely not the one or two he once thought. There are people in this world who want to kill all homosexuals like those before. There are also others. Trying to open up and embrace all this.

Zhen Zhengqi has been "seeing the screen" for a long time. After thinking for a long time, he finally couldn't help but send out the message, but as soon as the message was sent out, he regretted a little, and was anxious to withdraw, but he couldn't find the withdrawal button. I saw below. Many replies have already appeared, asking him to read them one by one.

Kistler: Hello everyone, my daughter was recently discovered by me that the person she likes is a woman, which caused me great confusion and embarrassment. First, before I got to know it, I always thought that homosexuality was a very small number, and even felt that It is a serious illness, and it shouldn't exist, but it actually happened to my daughter. All this made me very sad. Second, I think that in my neighborhood, this non-universal sexual orientation will be greatly discriminated against. As a parent, I feel that my daughter has gone the wrong way. I am very worried. I don’t want it. My child is suffering. As a parent, I only hope that my daughter can walk a smooth road, but she has to hit the south wall.

Kistler: Until I read everyone's sharing, I found that many people have chosen to accept their children's feelings. I want to understand the reasons why you accept all this. Are you like me, worried about your children? If you are worried, why agree?

Qiu Shui Yiren: Kistler group friends, you still don’t realize that this is not a disease. In fact, it’s just like a group of friends that you like women. It’s just that your daughter likes women as well. If you have to You will be very painful when men are together, and the same is true for your daughter. This is not a choice of two, this is a single-choice question. As parents, after knowing that this is a child must walk on the ground, we open an umbrella for her, shelter her from wind and rain, hold her, and walk through these ups and downs. !

Doudou mother: Yes, I used to be as confused as you, but when I went to see the smile on my child’s face, I knew how to choose. I hope the child’s happiness is more than anything else, I just hope My child can always smile like this and live happily.

Buddha Mind: Yes, the current society does not accept it. After all, children are in the minority. This is normal. But if we are not even parents, how much pain should the children suffer?

My family has acres of land: everyone is right. Just like my family, everyone can live in harmony. The world is not black and white. The child is born beautiful, some ugly, some tall and short. ! They are born like this. Should parents say that they are ugly and have to go for plastic surgery, and when they are short, they have to go to help them grow up?

...

Friends of the group, you said each word seriously. Zhen Zhengqi was very uncomfortable. It took a while before he replied with the words "Thank you". He closed the phone screen and seemed to be lost in long thoughts.

At the same time, Shan Jingqiu was also switching the WeChat account. At this time, the account name she logged in was Qiushuiyiren. The WeChat group that appeared on the homepage was exactly the same as those of Zhen Zhengqi, except that there was no friend on this account.

She smiled slyly, and logged out of the registered WeChat account with her newly bought mobile phone number, and logged in to her WeChat account. She thought, this one-stop kick should have been kicked out, and she could see Zhen Zhengqi's heart. It has been completely shaken, and it only takes a little buffer time to completely accept it.

The "Ding Dong" cell phone rang suddenly, and when she looked down, she only saw the message from Zhen Zhengqi.

Zhenzheng Qi: Jingqiu, prepare some food for me at noon. I have changed time with people in the afternoon and evening. I have something to do when I go home.

Shan Jingqiu smiled slightly, knowing that it was done.

...

Zhen Zhengqi stood in front of the door and turned to look at his wife. She was still busy in the kitchen. He swallowed his saliva. He was nervous and anxious for some reason. He knocked on the door cautiously and asked softly, "Shanshan, Dad is going to open the door and go in. Oh."

"...Dad, come in." After a while, Zhen Shanshan heard a hoarse voice.

The more anxious he became, the more he became a little rushed. It took Zhen Zhengqi a while to open the door of the room that was easy to open on weekdays. When he opened the door, the room was a little dark, so he stretched out his hand and turned on the light. Daughter by the bed.

Zhen Zhengqi's eyes were fixed on his daughter's body. In the past few days, he did not dare to come in to see her daughter once, for fear of facing her daughter's desperate eyes. But at this time, seeing her daughter's somewhat thin figure, his heart was bursting. The colic started, perhaps because she didn't go out to bask in the sun. After only two days, her daughter looked extraordinarily pale and her complexion was very bad. Zhen Zhengqi felt very distressed.

Zhen Shanshan stood up, looked at her father and smiled reluctantly, as if she didn't dare to get close: "Dad, you are here."

"Hey." Zhen Zhengqi responded, feeling sour in his heart, "Dad is here."

He still doesn't know what is right, what is wrong, and what is really good for his daughter. But just looking at his daughter's seemingly waveless eyes and a very weak figure, he knew that he was wrong. He forced his daughter to be like this. How could he be so cruel?

Zhen Zhengqi smiled reluctantly, and walked inside step by step, walked to the daughter's side, looked at her seriously, then grabbed the child, turned her back and took the child out to go: "Go, let's go out for dinner. , Go to the table for dinner with Dad."

Zhen Shanshan stared at her father's figure in a daze. She was pulled forward several steps before reacting. She asked, "...but I, but I haven't changed it yet."

This sentence finally almost defeated Zhen Zhengqi's psychological defenses. He blushed and was silent for a while and finally said: "If you don't change it, you won't change it."

"You are not wrong, what should be changed!" His voice was very hoarse, with a little shaking, "It is Dad who is wrong, not you."

Zhen Shanshan followed her father step by step and walked out, in a trance, from the room