The Greatest Showman

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Looking at Annie who was staring at him, Renly couldn't hold back, and shook his head helplessly, the corners of his mouth raised like this.

Just as Renly was about to speak, Annie eagerly leaned forward and stared at Renly's eyes with wide eyes, as if she could see the soul hidden in the depths of her skin. , "Renly, when you come back this time, will you leave? Will you leave later?"

Those watery eyes still have tears that haven't faded away, flashing with urgent light, and the anxiety of worrying about gains and losses makes people's heart soften.

Then, Renly saw the disappointment and sadness in the depths of Annie's eyes, like a thin mist of rain, entwined on top of the color of her pupils. Little Nizi slowly fell on the bed, let go of Renly's wrist, the smile on the corner of her mouth drooped down following the arc of her shoulders, and her whole person's light seemed to dim.

"I know. You're leaving anyway, aren't you?" Annie muttered in a low voice.

"Annie," Renly called softly, trying to comfort him, but didn't know how to express it. Facing parting, facing children, language always becomes so pale.

Annie muttered to herself, "I know, I know everything. You think I don't know anything, but I know everything." A layer of water mist was applied, tears were condensed on the eyelashes, and grievances were written.

"Dad is with Karen. Every time he comes to the hospital, he hides and chats with Karen. On the phone, he smiles very happily, but when he turns to face me, he becomes sad again. He didn't like me, Dad didn't like me all the time. But why? Is it because I did something wrong? Did Dad leave?"

"Dad's gone, Heather's gone, Alex's gone, and now Mom's not coming. Why? Why does this happen? Why does everyone have to leave? Why can't we be together forever? Me Want to grow up so I can be with the people I like and never be apart."

"Now you're leaving too. Because you're chasing your dreams, you're going to be the best actor in the world, and you can't stay here with me, can you? You still have your own life, and you can't be forever To stay in the hospital with me growing up, right? I know, I know."

"Renly, why am I the only one in the hospital? Why am I the only one left? Why is no one willing to accompany me? Did my mother suffer because of me? Would my mother be happier if I died? Then Am I not going to be alone again? Why is everyone leaving? Why?"

The thick crying voice asked loudly, but the tears kept swirling in the eyes, stubbornly staying, never slipping down, pouting, muttering indistinctly, and then the voice began to choked up, the pair of The smart eyes were full of confusion and puzzlement, and the delicate eyebrows were tightly knotted together, unable to stretch.

Renly felt a burst of sadness, but didn't know how to comfort him.

Raising his right hand, Renly gently smoothed the wrinkles between Annie's brows and showed a shallow smile, "Annie, life is like a journey, very long, very long."

Renly suddenly realized that Annie was a child, but not just a child. For life and death, this is an indispensable part of her life, and she began to witness it early in her childhood; if she continues to be treated as a child, she does not tell anything and continues to beautify everything, then sooner or later she will poke Bust these lies and lose hope in life.

So Renly knew it was going to be difficult, but he decided to have a good talk with Annie anyway.

"Everyone has their own journey, so there are journeys where we cross, walk side by side, and then part ways again and continue on the journey.

Some people start from the starting point and then leave in the middle; some people join in the middle and then disappear quickly; some people, after joining in the middle, will accompany us for a long, long period of time until a certain person reaches the end, and then farewell forever. "

"Everyone has to complete their own journey, sometimes, alone; sometimes, together. If you are lucky, when you grow up, you can meet a partner who will walk with you for the rest of your life; even if you don't, through experience It is also the best memory of the journey.”

Renly's voice choked slightly for a moment, but calmed down, and continued, "Just like Heather. Heather has ended her life's journey, but these past years are the most precious memories, and will last forever. Stay with us as if Heather never left."

Renly raised his right hand and gently stroked Annie's hair. "It's a lesson that everyone has to learn and face. Whether it's walking alone or in a group, at the end of the day, we Everyone has their own journey to complete.”

Annie just stared at Renly in a daze, the sadness in her eyes trickling out, "But...but why can't I learn?" Then, the tears burst, and she burst into tears again, " I don't want Dad to leave, I don't need Heather to leave, and I don't want you to leave, why? Am I too stupid? So I don't always learn?"

With that cry, Renly's heart was broken from crying, and his emotions were about to burst, so he could only carefully hold Annie in his arms

In the middle, he hugged her tightly and tightly, patted her back gently, and whispered, "No, it's not like this. I can't learn it either, and I still haven't learned it until now. "

Parting is always so difficult. No one can escape the natural laws of birth, aging, sickness and death, but again and again, life after life, he still has not been able to learn it.

At the door of the ward, Anita was holding pills and a water glass in her hands, her back was just against the wall, she didn't open the door, she just stood there quietly, sadly. After being in the hospital, after getting used to seeing death, the nerves gradually began to become numb, and it seemed that he no longer cared, as if he had become accustomed to it, but in fact, he was not calm, but gradually forgot the feeling.

Embarrassedly, she raised the back of her hand and wiped the tears from her cheeks. Anita pushed the door and walked in. She put the object in her hand on the table, then tapped Renly on the shoulder and shook her head. "Annie's mood fluctuated too much today, she can't continue crying, or her body will have problems."

Renly let out a long breath, patted Annie's back gently again, and said in a deep voice in her ear, "This is a very, very difficult subject, and I haven't learned it until now. So, you I haven't learned it now, it's normal, take it slow, take it slow. In this journey of life now, I will always accompany you, and I will study with you. "

Annie's mood gradually calmed down, and the crying slowly disappeared, then raised her red and swollen eyes and looked at Renly seriously, "Really?"

"Really." Renly nodded with a smile and said firmly, "Not forever, but at least now." Renly wiped the tears from Annie's face with his fingers, "You know, I want to be a good Actor, I still need to keep running, if you can always accompany me during this journey and find my dream, then we can run towards the dream together!"

Anne bit her lower lip, hesitated for a moment, and said timidly, "Like Heather?"

Renly's eyes flashed slightly, but his smile remained the same, "Yes, just like Heather. But you can have your own dreams, just like Alex has always dreamed of being Superman, and you can also find your own future. goals to strive for.”

"I don't want to be Superman, he's not good-looking." Annie wrinkled her nose and said with disgust.

Renly and Anita exchanged glances, they both laughed, and Anita finally said, "Then don't be superhuman, Anita can think slowly. However, if you want to chase your dreams, the most important thing is to take care of yourself. A body, a strong heart and a strong soul, that's the perfect dreamer."

Anita picked up the clear plastic cup and water cup with the pills and handed them to Annie.

Annie looked at Renly. After catching the positive light, she took the pill and swallowed it with her head up. Then she drank all the water in the glass in one breath, and smiled triumphantly at Renly. , waving the quilt in her hand as if showing off. After seeing the bright smiles in Renly and Anita's eyes, Annie became shy again and slipped into Renly's arms.

Looking at the skinny little Annie in his arms, Renly just felt distressed.

For adults, they will never understand how thrilling and earth-shaking they have experienced in their children's world, and their childhood memories have long since disappeared into the cruelty and indifference of growing up.

Renly once read a professional research report that mentioned an illusion of time. Time flies very fast for a child, almost three times as fast as in the adult world. In other words, one minute in real time may have elapsed, but three minutes in the child's world.

In the turbulent past year, for Annie, it has been three years; and the absence of Joss and Renly is also such a long and difficult time, every minute and every second is not easy.

So, during today's meeting, Annie collapsed twice before and after, and her emotions could not be stabilized at all.

"Annie, let's set up a secret communication line between us that only belongs to us, okay? If you miss me, send me a text message or video, and when I'm done with work, I'll be there as soon as possible. Reply to you, what do you think of this idea?"

Renly's words had just fallen, and then she saw Annie's eyes instantly brighten up like a little sun.

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