The Greatest Showman

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"This performance was really bad."

There was a fire in Renly's chest, an unquenchable fire, and the whole person's emotions still hadn't come out of the performance situation just now. Anxiety, which made him just want to vent.

However, the remaining reason is telling him that it is wrong to arbitrarily anger others and vent his emotions on others at will. So he said with the last bit of reason, "Sorry, I need to calm down, give me thirty minutes."

That sonorous voice had a firmness that could not be rejected. If he didn't leave, he couldn't predict what he would do next. Then Renly turned around, and the bustling crowd stood against the wall. On the road, Renly reluctantly maintained the last etiquette, nodded to show everyone, and then took a cold pace and quickly left the room.

Everyone was stunned and shocked, and didn't understand what happened.

Jonathan was even more full of question marks and confused. He looked at Seth, but Seth was also dazed. He stood there blankly, silent for a while, and said cautiously, "He... is coming for a period. ?"

"Seth!" The serious and stunned atmosphere was immediately destroyed, and everyone laughed helplessly. Seth spread his hands innocently.

Jonathan could only look at Will, Will thoughtful, seemed to understand, but didn't seem to understand, he is not an actor after all, and the way of looking at things is still different, "Otherwise, let's watch the replay again. ?" Will offered his opinion tentatively.

Jonathan nodded in agreement, then watch the replay again.

However, after Renly left, the atmosphere on the set became a little weird.

Everyone thought the performance was fantastic. The director, producer, and the original story were all present, and they all agreed, but Renly, who was the party involved, sang the opposite—not just nitpicking and perfection, but direct. What do you mean by "bad"?

Are you criticizing your own performance? Or are they criticizing the rest of the crew for being unprofessional enough to think such a performance is outstanding? And he turned and left without saying a word, passed the producer and director, and directly asked for a 30-minute break, which was not only impolite, but also a big deal! So, what's going on now? Does Renly want to enjoy the prestige of a big name? Or do you just want to show your professionalism as an actor?

I don't know who this gesture is for!

The crew of "Anti-Cancer Me" was agitated and turbulent for a while. The exchange of eyes and whispered discussions were endless. At first everyone was still shocked by Renly's performance, but the next second took a 180-degree turn. Such a "professional attitude" is really unlikable and even repelling.

Not to mention the staff, even the actors like Anna and Bryce were stunned and didn't understand what happened. But if you think about it, Renly's every move from the time they first met to now has been filled with incomprehensible weirdness, so it's no surprise today.

But even so, what does it mean to suddenly yell "bad" at your performance? Is he waiting for more praise, and then everyone chases after him, saying that the performance just now was amazing? Or are you really criticizing your own performance? Does he think he is some kind of acting master? Robert De Niro or Meryl Streep? Such a cold and proud high profile really makes people feel the urge to sneer.

Renly had no time to pay attention to this, no time to explain it, he had to get out of that space, that suffocating space where his blood was burning; he had to get some fresh air to cool his cluttered brain; He had to rearrange his thinking, to organize his thoughts from scratch.

The whole person is like a restless volcano, on the verge of eruption at any time. He knew that this was not normal. With Chu Jiashu's anger, Adam's dazedness, and Ren Li's irritability, all the emotions collided together, which made him at a loss, but he had no idea where to start. You can only get angry with yourself.

After walking quickly to the outside, fresh air poured into his chest, calming down a little, but still to no avail.

Renly's reckless footsteps slammed on the brakes, stopped, and touched his pockets, only to find that he was wearing a costume, and the pockets were all empty. He raised his head reflexively, looked left and right, and then saw a man. The doctor in a white coat stood in front of the glass window of the overpass, thoughtful.

This sky bridge is a bridge connecting two different departments. There is a large floor-to-ceiling glass wall in front of it. It is still an indoor category, but it is relatively clean. The whole room was filled with a gentle pale blue. The sense of space is amplified unknowingly.

Without extra thought, Renly walked over, suppressed the surging emotions, and said politely, "Do you have any cigarettes?"

The doctor turned his head, it was a woman with neat short hair, long and narrow eyes and delicate eyebrows, but her facial features were very deep, she looked like a half-breed, and her face without Fendai had a look of Jiangnan water town. Clean, not unimpressive, but comfortable.

"Don't you know that this is a hospital, where smoking is prohibited?" The doctor raised his eyes slightly and asked in a serious voice, but his expression was not sharp.

Renly patted his pocket, signaled his innocence, and added an explanation.

"I don't need a lighter."

The doctor paused for a moment, looked Renly up and down, as if he could see through that layer of skin, and after about three seconds, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed one to Renly, "What are you doing? Know I have cigarettes?" She's a woman and a doctor, and many people don't know she smokes.

"Need a reason?" Renly's rhetorical question made the doctor stunned, then a smile appeared on his face, and he nodded in agreement.

Renly put the cigarette in his mouth and didn't light it. The faint smell of tobacco lingered under his nose, and the restlessness all over his body was relieved a little. There is no way to completely calm down, the whole person has a kind of restless irritability, that turbulent feeling is really bad, as if everything is out of control, making people unable to adapt.

The doctor could feel the negativity in Renly. She lowered her eyes, and a small smile formed on the corner of her mouth, "Is the work not going well?"

Renly shrugged. "Life is never easy." Out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the doctor. "What about you? Not going well in the operating room?"

"The sentence has just been pronounced." The so-called sentence is an announcement of the time of death. The doctor looked down at his hands, as if he could see blood on them.

This simple action, Renly understood immediately. In the face of death, in the face of illness, they always think that if they get used to it, they will gradually become numb, but this is not the case.

"Maybe you need a cigarette too." Renly's response made the corners of the doctor's mouth rise. Out of the corner of his eyes, he glanced at the cigarette at the corner of Renly's mouth. The gloom that cannot be shaken away, but with the wanton exaggeration of youth, uninhibited and unrestrained, so dazzling that people can't take their eyes off,

The doctor didn't pull out a cigarette, but stood up straight, "I'm ready to go back to work, the world is still waiting for me to save."

Renly took the cigarette down, turned his head, and there was a hint of teasing in his eyes, "That's it? Just here to get some fresh air...three minutes, and then go back to work?"

The doctors put them in the pockets of their white coats and shrugged, "Life still has to go on. Take a short break and start again. I hope every time is a new beginning, but..." The following words did not continue. , just shrugged, the teasing and ridicule in his eyes couldn't be more obvious.

This is the hospital, there is nothing to start over, only to keep going. Even if the operation is successful, even if it is cured, the impact of a disease on life is still indelible, and even completely changes the trajectory of life; but if the operation fails, there will be no future.

The hospital is not hell, but a place where life and death meet. In a minute and a second, this place is already vicissitudes of life. In the face of birth, old age, sickness and death, all power is weak. Chu Jiashu is like this, and so is Adam.

"Cancer" and "death" are terms that have no tendency and no attributes, but when they are tied to their own destiny, the trajectory of life begins to change. However, standing in the quiet space of the hospital, all the clutter suddenly surged up, making people breathless.

Even bystanders.

Renly has been through it all, Will has been through it all, the doctor in front of him is going through it all.

In the doctor's quiet eyes, Renly saw who he was and who he is now.

Renly and the doctor looked at each other, smiled and nodded, and the doctor turned and left without any attachment.

The two only talked for three minutes, shared a cigarette, and didn't even exchange names, but Renly's irritable mood gradually subsided.

It's not the end of the world after all.

He is a newcomer, he is still a newcomer, and he has appeared in several successful works, which does not mean that he has become an excellent actor. He was never a genius, and in the face of true geniuses, he was at best a persevering worker, like Sisyphus.

Whether it's "Anti-Cancer Me" or "Transcendence", these two works require him to go all out, without the slightest error. Therefore, what he needs now is not impatience or urgency, but calm down and start from scratch.

He let out a long breath, put the cigarette to his mouth again, looked through the glass, and looked at the quiet and peaceful scene in Seattle, Renly finally calmed down.

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