The Greatest Showman

Remember in one second [End of the God Station] Mobile phone user input address: m.xinwanben.com

t 0,ep a j otqp1: i o l tried to calm myself down, but my body kept protesting, my head was throbbing, my ears were ringing, my muscles were sore, my stomach was sore. Cold... That feeling of numbness and soreness is everywhere; lying on the sofa well, but feeling that the cushion is turning into a pool of icy mire, swallowing him little by little, cold and slippery along the way Pores dipped into the blood, stabbing sharply at the bones, but he couldn't even raise the strength to resist. ｀｀し\\r

He knew that he was losing control, but he was powerless to stop it. The nameless fire, after being reluctantly suppressed, swept over again, burning all reason. \\r

"If it's about the Oscars, then I can tell you I'm not going to be there."\\r

Before he could react rationally, the words came out impulsive, and even Renly himself didn't understand, how did these words come up, and why did Oscar suddenly come up? Why didn't you plan to attend all of a sudden? \\r

"What?" Andy was a little confused. This sudden situation really caught him off guard. Rao was experienced in a hundred battles, and the voice of consternation still blurted out. But the gaffe was only for a moment. Andy took a deep breath and calmed himself down again. Then he spoke again and asked calmly, "Renly, what happened? Why did you suddenly decide not to attend?"\\ r

"Hey." A sneer sneered lightly from the corners of Ren Li's mouth, slowly opened his eyes, glanced at Andy, and a bleak sneer and contempt flashed in his eyes, "I thought you were because of my health. I just made a special trip to Seattle. Why, now that I heard that I won’t be attending the Oscars, I suddenly panic?”\\r

Facing Renly's sharp fire, although Andy's mouth still had a shallow arc, but there was no smile in his eyes, "Renly, I think you need to rest for a while, after you relax. , let's talk slowly."\\r

Andy realized that Renly was in a state of tuyere right now, like a volcano erupting, and whoever hit it would be unlucky. He didn't understand what the hell was going on, he had never seen Renly so rude after he had known him for so long. \\r

Compared with the anti-anger, the calm and wise temperament of Renly in the past has disappeared now. It seems to be more approachable, but it also seems to be more common and simple. This is the most unfamiliar part. \\r

"Now are you willing to let me rest again?" Ren Li sat up instead, staring at Andy, those dark brown eyes were no longer covered, all emotions were clear at a glance, but it was just a mess, as if he couldn't see it. The ball of yarn at the end of the thread, "Do I want me to rest, or do I want me to go to the Oscars?"\\r

Renly's aggressiveness, Andy refused to respond directly, not because he couldn't refute, but because he understood that any refutation would only exacerbate the situation. Renly made it clear that he wanted to quarrel, and he was taking the initiative to start a war. This kind of Ren Li is really incomprehensible. \\r

"I don't see the point of attending the Oscars." Andy didn't respond, but Renly had no plans to stop there. Control, all repression burns away. "I'm like a monkey in a circus. I show it in front of everyone, and then everyone comes to watch, have fun, and tease!"\\r

"We all know that Colin Firth goes to Best Actor and Natalie Portman goes to Best Actress. It's a done deal, all the other nominees are just running. We Arrived at the scene, and then said words of blessing against his will. Jesus - hell - Christ, I don't want to bless them at all, okay? Every nominee wants to win an award. Those who say they don't want to win an award, It's just false nonsense!"\\r

An abnormal flush appeared on Ren Li's face, and his entire complexion suddenly became ruddy, but the fresh and dripping color made the lips pale and the despair in his eyes more and more vivid. \\r

Andy didn't want to respond, but he couldn't hold back after all, "If you want to win awards in the future, then you must attend!" He also noticed the abnormal expression on Renly's face, it looked so abnormal, he couldn't help but He gave Nathan a wink and motioned for Nathan to call the doctor, but Nathan was stunned and didn't respond for a while, and Andy's calm couldn't help being disrupted. \\r

"No, I don't want it." Renly waved nonchalantly, shook his head, then leaned back heavily, sinking into the sofa cushions, "I don't see the point of it."\\r

"The meaning of it is that you can get your own approval, and then build your acting career according to your own ideas." Andy barely held back his anxiety and persuaded the camp step by step, "In this world, it is full of There are countless rules. We can't be bound by the rules. Only by breaking the rules can we have freedom. But before breaking through, we must adapt to the rules, learn to use the rules, and then break them. Those rebels who ignore the rules, Often martyrs."\\r

"Those ordinary people who do nothing in society, those ordinary people who have lost their edge and lost their personality, those ordinary people who have succumbed to life without accomplishing anything. That's what they told themselves." Renly can be said to be full of fire, mocking, Contempt, ridicule, ridicule, contempt, all eighteen martial arts. \\r

Then, Renly paused for a moment, looked at Andy seriously, and reiterated, "No, I won't be there."\\r

Originally, this was just a thought, a thought that came out of nowhere, but

Now the thought was growing little by little, and then uncontrollably took over his head: He didn't want to be at the Oscars. \\r

In the face of cancer, he could not see the meaning of Oscar. Compared with life and death, compared with the meaning of life, a golden statue is just a drop in the ocean. He should pursue greater ideals, truly find his own meaning on the road of life, and put aside the luxury and desires of Vanity Fair. \\r

In front of the performance, he couldn't see the significance of the Oscar. It was just an award voted by a group of specific races, specific genders, and specific groups of people, just like a presidential election. This is a game, a game controlled by a few people. For example, the Weinstein brothers. \\r

He is an actor, not a star. He doesn't want to give up his persistence for a show. \\r

"I'm in the middle of filming, and the crew can't stop just because I'm alone." Renly's thoughts suddenly began to become clear, and in the chaos, the only belief that unswervingly guided him to sprint forward. \\r

"We're in a good state right now, and once it's interrupted, no one knows what's going to happen. Next, I'm going to shoot the scene where I shave my hair, and the whole crew is looking forward to it, and we all do it. Get ready. So, I'm not going to the Oscars, I'm not going to LA for a circus show."\\r

Ren Li's words were so firm, with a rude and brutal sharpness, they sprinted unstoppably, which made Andy froze in place, he could speak to refute, but when he saw Ren Li's eyes The look inside, his words stuck in his throat. \\r

Support (end this site) and share this site with those who need it! Can't find the book, please leave a message!