The Greatest Showman

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He is still alive.

This was the first thought in his mind after he was reborn. He thought he had given up, he thought he was finally relieved, he thought he had calmed down, after ten years of bedridden life, his mood had gone through countless ups and downs, and finally returned to calm, just wanted to end this everything.

Just like what Adam said just now, "I just want this to end soon." The collapse after the extreme despair, reluctantly chose to disarm and surrender, the pain and struggle hidden behind all turned into helpless sigh.

He thought he was like that.

But when I opened my eyes, I saw the light again, I started breathing again, I felt alive again, and I was sure that when I was reborn as a baby, I was covered in blood, weak, and short of breath, but life was so real. After all, he couldn't hold back, and burst into tears, as if he had lost the whole world but found it again.

As a baby, this is his right, the old soul imprisoned in the young body finally collapsed after experiencing the catastrophe of life and death. He wasn't hungry, he wasn't peeing, he was just... alive. Tears could not be stopped at all, just crying uncontrollably, without end.

He knew that he still wanted to live. So sincere, so urgent, so eager. Not only did he want to live, he also wanted to breathe, to walk, to stand, to live...to be free. Once upon a time, this was an extravagant hope for him, and because it was impossible to achieve, he chose to give up and surrender. However, the flame deep inside has never been extinguished.

He is Chu Jiashu, he is Renly Hall. At this moment, he is still Adam.

He thought that Chu Jiashu and Adam were different, and the predicaments they faced, the hardships they experienced, and the pain they endured were all different. It's like at the beginning of the filming of "Anti-Cancer Me", his mentality and emotions had to be adjusted, and even the rhythm, method, and connotation of the performance needed to be adjusted.

But today, he understood that Chu Jiashu and Adam were the same.

They are all suffering from illness and helpless; they are all missing the wonderful life and regretting life; they are all longing for the continuation of life and rebirth from the ashes.

The night before Adam's surgery, the images in the back of Renly's memory were awakened, those images he had almost forgotten: after death, before rebirth, the dark passage, the long run, seemed to never end, he didn't know Where is the end point, I don't know what's ahead, I just bury my head and run, running towards the light at the end instinctively, the desire to survive dominates his feet, and he runs with all his strength.

Adam's despair, Adam's pain, Adam's depression, Adam's madness, Adam's release, everything is so real and clear.

Adam and Will, Adam and Chu Jiashu, Adam and Renly, each image is so distinct and unique, but at this moment, they all blend together without hindrance. The boundaries between Methodism and Experientialism have completely disappeared, and even the control and framework of Expressionism has disappeared. Performance is no longer a performance, but a resonance from the depths of the soul, and everything is natural.

Life and death, this eternal theme, has sublimated Renly's mind and soul. The four-dimensional barriers of the movie and the different-dimensional barriers of two worlds have all disappeared.

The moment when life is conceived and when life dissipates is always so great and so magical. Sadness and happiness are intertwined, and pain and happiness are merged, but they can't always learn to face it calmly and calmly. Even if he is reborn, even if he escapes, even if he is reborn, he is still just a beginner in the face of death.

There was a sudden silence, his brain was quiet, those angry roars, those regretful sighs, those painful struggles... all the noise disappeared. After venting the emotions heartily, it returned to calm, whether it was Adam's or Chu Jiashu's, it was the same.

He wants to continue to live, yes, not just to survive, not just to live, but to make his life more exciting. One day, even if only one more day, he would choose a different way. However, now that the right to choose and decide is no longer in his hands, he can only wait and wait quietly—

To live, or to die. This is a question, but also a fork in the road. He can't face death calmly, but at least he can face tomorrow calmly.

The mood completely calmed down, the tight shoulder lines gradually softened, and the vicissitudes and experience of the two worlds have settled down. He slowly leaned towards the back of the chair, his back muscles relaxed a bit, a silent sigh inadvertently overflowed from the corner of his mouth, and his eyelids drooped slowly, hiding the faint tiredness.

Anna stood there, staring blankly at Adam sitting in the driver's seat, with a shallow smile on his mouth, the light in his eyes finally returned to calm, the darkness swallowed most of it, and only the last little halo remained. , lingering on, but his emotions have calmed down.

There is no anger, no despair, no sadness; similarly, there is no resistance, no struggle, no fight back, just accepting his own destiny calmly.

Stand tall and embrace death. So calm, so peaceful.

Suddenly, the tears burst again. Anna could barely control her emotions and covered her mouth, tears bursting completely.

Jonathan Levine froze in place, dumbfounded. He didn't know how Renly did it. Renly was only twenty-one years old this year.

, The sophistication and wisdom that have suffered from vicissitudes, but dyed his facial features with a thin layer of jade halo, but the look at the corner of his eyes has already explained the confusion between life and death.

Is this the power of acting? Is this just the power of acting?

Jonathan couldn't believe his eyes. Renly's performance broke the shackles of time, the blockade of time, the shackles of time and space, and told the theme of the movie vividly, even if he was the director, the director who controls the overall situation, at this time He had to move at this moment, the warmth in his eyes made him embarrassed.

It's not just magic.

Jonathan can't remember the first time he's felt this kind of shock since the filming of "My Cancer Me" began.

Renly has brought the profound meaning of performance to the extreme, which has far exceeded the weight of a comedy or even a movie, and interprets the meaning of the movie about cancer, life, and outlook on life to perfection; at the same time, it also takes into account Comedy, dark humour and sarcastic banter, even in the presence of Seth, it doesn't fail in the slightest.

Even more frightening, Renly was only twenty-one years old.

God, when Jonathan realized this fact again, his jaw was about to dislocate. But at this time, he couldn't care about his chin, and he had to deal with the tears that fell down first.

The entire crew was silent, and just when everyone thought that Renly was affected by Oscar and his state plummeted, but Renly gave them a head-on blow and a blow to the head. The wonderful performance brought everyone present into the story, felt Adam's pain with empathy, and further felt the fear of death.

Those doubts are so ridiculous.

Travel sighed lightly, his cheeks aching hotly, but he couldn't help but give a thumbs up, giving Renly a hearty compliment. Faced with such a performance, he was absolutely convinced and had no objections.

In the night in Seattle, the cold wind with water vapor was still blowing tirelessly, making people shiver, but Renly's performance made everyone immersed, and in a trance, they had forgotten the cold of the night.

Adam sat quietly in the driver's seat, his whole body returned to a calm state, and the bitter arc at the corner of his mouth pulled up slightly, bringing out a light banter, "Before I call you , what are you doing?" The calm words jumped up slightly, "Are you on Facebook?"

...

Silence, the answer to Adam was silence. Everyone in the crew turned their heads and looked at Anna. Originally, Anna should have continued to answer, laughing at herself: You know, besides monitoring my ex-boyfriend, I have a lot of things to do. Then the two of them started a warm and funny conversation, which ended the last night before Adam's surgery.

Just one sentence completes the transition from tragedy to comedy, and returns to the inherent tone of the entire film of "The Cancer-fighting Me".

Here, the most important thing is Adam's emotional transformation, from the explosion of despair to the calm calm, to the self-mockery of hope. This is a "concave"-shaped development curve, which is an extremely difficult test for acting skills. Well, it is either too heavy or too light, which may have an impact on the sublimation of the film and on the tone of the film.

Renly's performance just now has deservedly won the hearts and minds of everyone. It can be said that it swept thousands of troops with absolute strength; even Seth's performance was a natural one, but no one thought of it, but it was the least likely to go wrong. One of the links, Anna got stuck.

All eyes fell on Anna, but she saw Anna covering her mouth, tears rolling down continuously, wet the back of her hands, her eyes were red, and she was even a little helpless. Don't say the right lines, even standing up straight is extremely difficult.

Anna also realized her negligence, but she couldn't explain it, she could only shake her head sullenly, stand on the spot, bent down, and cried bitterly.

Jonathan knew that the filming of this scene had to be interrupted, and he was depressed, but he had no choice but to shout, "Ka."

Renly, who was sitting in the driver's seat, didn't understand what was going on, and suddenly heard "ka", but he didn't have the strength to ask. All his strength seemed to be taken away, as if he had become Chu Jiashu again. Chu Jiashu lying on the hospital bed raised his head, looked up at the starry sky through the car window, and his thoughts gradually calmed down.

He knew he was Renly. Not Chu Jiashu, nor Adam. But in the scene just now, he was Chu Jiashu and Adam. This kind of performance was completely different from before.

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