The Joy of Her Two Worlds [Rebirth]

    Qin Sishao followed behind Jiang Chi, she watched Jiang Chi leave the school gate, she ran over and was stopped by two security guards in the school, they asked her for a leave slip from the head teacher, the school The petition is a small blue card, which Qin Sishao does not have.

    She could only go back to the classroom under the persuasion of two security guards. Along the way, she saw many students, they were noisy outside the teaching building, lying on the railing and chatting, she walked to four When I was near Ban, I heard someone talking about Jiang Chi and Jiang Ping'an.

    There was a sigh of regret, and some people said they deserved it.

      After calling him, the two said a few words, and later they saw Jiang Ping'an running out. Not long after, someone heard the sound of hitting the ground with a bang, and some students saw him fall from the building.

      My children's studies are slack. Occasionally, when I see my children working too hard, I will ask them to play more.

    Qin Sishao doesn't know why Jiang Ping'an jumped off the building?

    She and Jiang Ping'an have met many times. There are many girls in the school who like Jiang Ping'an. He is very good-looking, tall and long with long legs. He loves sports, plays basketball well, and has a very good personality. Enthusiasm, friendship has always been good.

    How can such a person jump off a building? Such people seem to have never experienced the haze.

    After Jiang Chi dropped out of school, gradually, no one mentioned it.

    Everyone has to learn, and there are new gossips in their spare time.

    There are so many things happening in this world every day, no matter how tragic things are in this world, except for those who care.

    Qin Sishao came out of the toilet, and after returning to class four, she found that Jiang Chi was seated with a girl. The girl was shy and introverted, and she was a hard-working student in the class. Seeing her After sitting down, the girl smiled with her and said her name.

    Qin Sishao just nodded. After she sat down, she smelled the strange breath from the girl next to her.

    At this moment, she finally accepted the fact that Jiang Chi has been away from school for a long time, this seat is already taken, and Jiang Chi will not go back to school.

    Qin Sishao's eyes were red, but in the noisy classroom, she didn't dare to cry, she just put down her hair tied into a small chirp and let it blow and fall, covering most of her She opened her face, her head drooping lower and lower, and only at this time, when she felt that no one could see her, did she dare to cry.

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    After this class, Qin Sishao made a decision in his heart that he would go to Jiang Chi after school on Friday.

    She felt very sad these few days, every minute and every second became very tormented, and finally made it to Friday, when the bell rang for get out of class, she ran away with the schoolbag that she had packed up. Going out, the classmates in the class all looked at her.

    She ran all the way out of the school gate, ran to the nearby subway station, took the subway to the central area, and walked outside the Changhe Mansion.

    The security guard of Changhe Mansion asked her who she was looking for, she said she was looking for Jiang Chi, they looked at her with sympathy, maybe seeing that she was a girl, looking haggard and wearing a school uniform, they moved Compassionately, she still made a phone call for her. Under her expectant gaze, the two security guards shook their heads.

    They said that they were workers, and it was not easy to get this job. I hope she can understand the hardships of making money and don't embarrass them.

    Qin Sishao whispered thank you.

    She didn't dare to go, but sat down on a bench outside the community. She sat until it was dark and was so hungry that she ate the steamed buns left at noon. Dare to leave, in case Jiang Chi goes out from here, or comes in from outside.

    Every time a car came in and out, she would run over to see if there was Jiang Chi in it?

    No, no Jiang Chi.

    At ten o'clock, she went to a small Internet cafe nearby and opened a computer. If she used to, she would definitely write novels. Her writing has been signed and needs to be updated every day, but She didn't have the heart to write, but fortunately, she still has a manuscript.

    After five o'clock, she went outside Changhe Mansion and waited there again.

    She waited there for two days. When she was sleepy, she sat and slept for a while. When she was hungry, she bought steamed buns to eat. Some kind people saw her pity and called the police. She got food and water, sent her back to school, and contacted her head teacher.

    The head teacher told her that he didn't know anything about Jiang Chi's family. He and Xu Junling graduated from the same university. Xu Junling was still his senior sister and the guardian of his students. Common friends, he also asked those common friends, they couldn't tell, they couldn't contact Xu Junling.

    The class teacher comforted her for a long time. She is still a student and has no ability to survive. Her goal now is to study hard and go to university.

    Qin Sishao listened. She sat on the floor in the dormitory and thought about a lot of things. She took out the cheap mobile phone she bought. Why didn't she add Jiang Chi's WeChat in the first place? Why don't you keep asking for Jiang Chi's phone number?

    Qin Sishao regretted so much. That day when Jiang came to school late, she should try her best to get out, whether she went crazy in the security room or climbed the fence, but she didn't go out.

    After school next week, Qin Sishao went to several hospitals in Nancheng to find Jiang Chi, but he still couldn't find it.

    She goes to Changhe Mansion every week, sits there and writes novels on her mobile phone, she wants to make money and save money.

    Time passed quickly, the first semester of high school was over, she called her grandmother and transferred a few thousand dollars. She did not go back to her hometown for the New Year, but chose to live in a small hotel She spent most of the time in the Internet cafe, and finally on New Year's Eve, she met Huang Panyun.

    The security guard told Huang Panyun that this girl came to Jiangchi, Huang Panyun said a few words to Qin Sishao, saying that Jiang Rui was going through the divorce procedures with Xu Junling, she said Jiang Ping'an When she died, she said that Jiang Chi was unwilling to recognize her aunt, so she must follow Xu Junling.

    Huang Panyun said a lot, she stroked her belly, which was already slightly raised, her young face couldn't hide the pride.

    Qin Sishao knew the reason why Jiang Ping'an jumped off the building.

    It's too late, Jiang Ping'an jumped off the building, and Jiang Chi is not here.

    This winter vacation went by very quickly. After arriving at school, the group of class 17 came to beat her again. She couldn't beat them. She saw the boy who handed her a love letter and was rejected. Laughing aside, he also came over to touch her face, she kicked him severely, and was slapped by the girl who liked him.

    Just before class, a group of them left, she didn't tell the teacher, but kept her head down during class.

    After class, she went to the first international class to find Zhao Changning and Su Banxia. They are Jiang Chi's best friends. Qin Sishao thinks they know where Jiang Chi is? They ignored her and didn't talk to her. Qin Sishao still went after class and asked if they had contact with Jiang Chi? Do you know where Jiang Chi is?

    No matter how many times she asks, they ignore her.

    Qin Sishao is not discouraged and goes to the international class every day.

    The girls from class 17 blocked her again in the women's toilet. When they started beating her, Zhao Changning happened to be in the women's toilet. She must have practiced, beating people hard, the two of them After hitting those girls, this melee took place in the women's toilet, and the riot was bigger than the previous few times, and it went to the school leaders.

    Students with good grades are given preferential treatment in every school. The principal and the head teacher asked her why she didn't say it earlier, she just lowered her head, she was afraid to tell the teacher, a group of them would be outside the school Revenge her, so she dare not say it.

    She didn't speak, the school leaders asked Zhao Changning, and Zhao Changning said everything.

    Those students with poor grades often bully their classmates on campus. Qin Sishao is not the first nor the last, especially this time they bully the first in their grade, the future Qingbei Students, for whatever reason, school leaders will not allow this group of students to continue to stay in school and affect other students.

    The people in Class 17 were expelled. They came to the school a few times and blocked Qin Sishao near the school. The school leaders also took this into account and asked her to leave the school less. The school's security had greeted her and asked them to accompany her if she needed to go shopping outside.

    She went to buy food near the school on weekends and saw the group of people a few times. She was surrounded by security guards, and they dared not come. She ran into the school as soon as she bought something.

    Qin Sishao began to realize that Zhao Changning was a more soft-hearted person than Su Banxia, ​​so she went to Zhao Changning, but Zhao Changning always stayed with Su Banxia One, one afternoon, she found Zhao Changning alone, Zhao Changning knew what was going on when he saw her, and was annoyed by her question, but he was very sympathetic to Qin Sishao and Zhao Changning.

    Zhao Changning told her that Jiang Chi had gone abroad, she cut off all contact with them, and her aunt cut off contact with everyone, and they also took two old people out, never came back.

    International classes are all preparing for going abroad in the future, Qin Sishao asked Zhao Changning, what about you? Will you be able to see Jiang Chi in the future?

    Zhao Changning also misses Jiang Chi, she said of course, although Jiang Chi is reluctant to contact them, but her mother's friends in M ​​country know Jiang Chi and they are in M ​​country, and they also know Jiang Chi Which state do you live in now.

    After this time, Qin Sishao did not go to the international class.

    She started to make a new study plan, planned the daily study time and coding time, she wanted to save money, and went to M country to find Jiang Chi in the future.

    It didn't take long for her first novel to become popular on the channel, and it was the day when the website paid for the publication. At that time, she was busy writing questions and didn't know anything, and found that the group she had added was The editor was disbanded, she didn't understand anything, and after searching the Internet for a long time, she realized what happened.

    Qin Sishao only knew a lot of money, if the website was willing to give her a little, it would be enough for her to buy a plane ticket to go to Jiang Chi, but the website did not give her, she was not reconciled, she chose to call the police, but it was nothing As a result, the website did not even give her the digital manuscript fee filled in the backstage last month.

    This incident made Qin Sishao powerless. She began to learn about other novel websites. After brushing the selection, she felt that Lujiang was good. She began to search the Internet for the signing steps of Lujiang.

    After she knew how to apply, she sent a previously written text to the past, signed a one-time contract, and just chatted with the editor to discuss the contract, the editor said that minors can only sign with the permission of the guardian , Adults can have an ID card, but minors need parental consent and a household registration book.

    She was only sixteen at the time, and although she didn't want her parents to know that she was writing a novel, she couldn't think of any other way than to go home and ask them for a household registration book to convince them to agree.

    She hadn't returned to that house for a long time, and gave her mother two thousand dollars, her parents took her money, they learned that writing novels could make money, and agreed with her to sign a contract, after that, they They started to ask her for money, and they went to her text to make trouble, and she opened a new account.

    She told them that she didn't make any money, and she had no money to give them. They said what about the scholarships given by the school?

    They even went to the school to make trouble, they didn't feel ashamed, but Qin Sishao felt ashamed, she was just a high school student, in front of her classmates and teachers, she has her own pride and self-respect, her biological parents But in front of her teachers and classmates, she severely trampled on her self-esteem.

    In the end, they were kicked out by the school's security.

    She heard some classmates whispering, it is better to have such parents.

    They looked at her with sympathy.

      People communicate without speaking.

    In the morning reading class, most of the students will make a sound when they are reading. Only she never makes a sound, but reads the book and keeps it in her heart. She said, and after the teacher called a few times, she stopped calling her.

    The head teacher has always been very kind to her. She was afraid that she might have a psychological problem. She also took the initiative to contact the psychology teachers in the school. Those teachers have approached her many times.

    She knew they were all for her own good, but she didn't want them to spend time on her, she hoped them to help other classmates, she felt that she was fine, she had no problem , just didn't want to talk, wanted to be alone, didn't want to say a word, she didn't lose the ability to communicate with people.

    She obviously has no problem, why do they all say that she is unhealthy, she has to cooperate with them to receive treatment.

    Qin Sishao didn't understand, she just didn't want to talk to anyone.

     Her grades were getting better and better, until she received a call from her aunt from her hometown, saying that her grandmother fell while going to the market and stayed at home for half a month, her legs and feet were still not good, on the contrary It was even more painful, and the aunt said that they were going to take grandma to the hospital.

    She transferred the money she had saved to her aunt and asked them to take her to the hospital. She kept a few hundred dollars and asked for leave with the head teacher, saying that something had happened at home. She took the car back to her hometown and directly When she went to the hospital, on the hospital bed, she saw the scrawny, dying grandma.

    She cried, who hadn't cried for a long time, how did grandma become like this?

    She ran up and down with two relatives in the village, took medicine, paid fees, all kinds of things needed her to deal with, the leg injury that was not serious because the old man was reluctant to spend money and dragged it on Seriously, the medical expenses are very expensive, and my grandmother can't reimburse it.

    She called her relatives at home and her parents. They were all elders, and she couldn't stand her younger generation blaming them.

    In the end, everyone hung up and blocked her number.

    She had no choice. Her grandparents had only saved 30,000 yuan over the years, which was not enough to pay for medical expenses. She had to call the head teacher and ask the teacher to borrow money.

    The class teacher deliberately drove to the county hospital, lent her the money, and talked to her grandma.

    70,000 yuan is a lot for my grandmother. She has never heard of so much money. She can’t even count the thousands of yuan. How should I pay back the 70,000 yuan? She also spent the 30,000 yuan she finally saved for her granddaughter to go to college in the future.

    grandma told her that she would rather die than have a funeral, don't need to buy a coffin, just dig a hole, just bury her, she doesn't need to spend money when she's old Money can't be spent.

    Qin Sishao reassured her that 70,000 yuan was not much, she could easily pay it back in the future, and she would pay it back.

    70,000 yuan is a lot for a sixteen-year-old, but she firmly believes that she can afford it in the future.

    But the old people's thoughts are different. They feel that they are useless, drag her down, and make her burdened with debts at a young age.

    After grandma was discharged from the hospital, she accompanied her back home and stayed at home to take care of grandma for many days. Grandma's leg was healed, but she left serious sequelae and walked with a limp , can't go too long.

    The doctor also explained to her that grandma is old and has worked hard all her life.

    When she was at home, every time she found out that her grandmother was going to do something, she would grab it and do it. Grandma would sit or lie down to rest, and occasionally cook.

    Not long after, her grandmother urged her to go to school, saying that her studies could not be delayed any longer, that she had missed so many homework and could not catch up with her classmates. How would she go to college in the future.

    That morning, my grandparents got up very early, boiled a lot of eggs for her, killed a chicken and stewed them, and asked her to take them to school together, saying that they would share them with their classmates, Have a good relationship with her classmates, so that the classmates will be willing to help her with the schoolwork that is left behind.

    She took her things and nodded choked up.

    Grandma packed everything for her, except her schoolbag, the old man thinks that the reader is very great, every book is so sacred, dare not touch her books and put them on the desk of any book.

    She packed her schoolbag and took it down, grandma and grandpa carried big bags and small bags, put things on grandpa's tricycle, they took her to town.

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    As for grandma, she thought grandma was very tall when she was a child, she was very afraid of grandma.

    When she grows up, she finds that her grandmother is not tall at all, she is very short, she has never read a book, and she does not know a word, but her personality is taller than many highly educated all people are great.

    She looked down at her grandma, who only reached her shoulders, hugged her, and grandma cried, and told her that she didn't come back for Chinese New Year last year, and she must come back for Chinese New Year after the exam.

    She said yes, she will definitely come back this year for Chinese New Year.

    When the bus arrived, she got on the bus, grandpa and grandma gave her things, grandpa paid her the fare, she waved to them, the car drove away quickly, she After sitting down, I got up and looked back, my grandparents disappeared for a moment.

    She put her things on the ground, holding her schoolbag in both hands, thinking, now grandparents are the most important, she wants to put Jiang Shi behind, she has to wait for the college entrance examination before going to Jiang Late, she wants to be nice to her grandparents and accompany them more.

    Every time she sees her grandparents, she compares them with the last time she saw them, they are much older, their bodies and faces are full of mottled traces of time.

    After Qin Sishao arrived at school, she worked harder than before. She also used to read books in physical education get out of class. She never left her seat except to go to the toilet after class.

    Because she hides in bed every night and writes novels, she lacks sleep, so she can only sleep a little more during the day after class.

    This kind of life continued until the eighth day of the twelfth lunar month. At that time, it was very cold in Nancheng, and it was almost twenty days before the New Year.

    In the place where she is, she is very willing to spend money during the New Year, buying pork for bacon and sausage, buying fish for smoked bacon and so on.

    She called her grandma a few days ago, and her grandma told her how much pork she bought and how much sausage she made today, all smoked.

    The pond at home has not been filled with water, the fish in it have not yet been fished, and the ducks at home have not been killed. She said that they will be killed in a few days. The fish that were caught was not caught until a few days before New Year's Eve, and two were kept at home to eat, and the rest had to be sold.

    Grandma told her a lot of things, ramble, she listened carefully.

    She thought she would go home to celebrate the New Year with them soon, but she received a call from the aunt in the village that her grandmother passed away. No one knows exactly when she passed away.

    Grandpa called Grandma to eat after making breakfast in the morning. After calling many times, Grandma didn’t respond. Once he went over, Grandma had already died and her body was stiff.

    There is a custom there. When someone in the family dies, they also set off firecrackers. Grandpa went to the village store to buy firecrackers. After setting them off, the neighbors knew that grandma passed away, and they began to contact her. people at home.

    Several children of grandparents and grandparents came back, and grandchildren and grandsons also came back, and some did not come back, saying that they were busy with work.

    Qin Sishao took leave and went home again. When she got home, she saw that the house was white, and there were white cloth strips everywhere. She carried a schoolbag and walked to the door of the house. He stared blankly at the black coffin in the hall on the first floor.

    Some old people in the village saw her, put the white cloth that had been prepared on her, and asked her to kneel.

    She knelt there and kept crying, it was night when she arrived home, his parents brought her brother back two hours before her, her aunts, she The uncle's family also came back, as well as some older brothers and sisters.

    She cried for a long time, until the aunt who was close to her saw her carrying a schoolbag, took off her schoolbag, and went upstairs to put her schoolbag.

    , this time they all came.

    It took many days for the white affairs to be done, and everyone would cry when they came in. After being persuaded, they went out happily.

    She saw her parents standing by, teasing her brother.

    Her uncles were sitting together to play cards with the villagers, and the aunts were chatting with people. When they got home, they cried, but it was only for a moment, so they were not sad.

    Qin Sishao found that the most sad person was grandpa, followed by her.

    She went to the kitchen at the back. Grandpa was making a fire. Seeing her, she just nodded and said, "I'm back, have you eaten yet?"

    She didn't eat for a day, she lied: "I did."

    Grandpa didn't say anything, just added firewood to the stove. He added too much firewood, and the flames were getting more and more vigorous. Qin Sishao felt very hot in such a cold weather.

    After ten o'clock in the evening, all the helpers in the village went back, and some relatives also left, indicating that they came back early, and they were the only people left at home.

    Everyone quarreled about sleeping tonight. My mother passed away, so it is impossible to drive to the hotel in the county town.

    There are only four beds at home, but they have not come back for many years, and they are not used to staying there.

    The bed that grandparents slept in, and the bed of Qin Sishao upstairs.

    Qin Sishao's room was slept by her mother and aunt with her younger brother. No one wanted to sleep with her grandfather, but they still disliked it. She didn't go, but knelt in front of the coffin for a long time. She was so cold that she went to the kitchen to make a fire. She didn't sleep all night.

     He also found a place to sleep.

    The next day, following the customs of the village, it was already optimistic about the day and hour of the burial.

      Let her speak in this situation, because everyone thinks she is not qualified.

    Everyone ignored her. There were a lot of people who came to eat, dozens of tables, and some people from the village next door.

    Bread, noodles and milk in the morning, everyone has a carton of milk.

      Messy things, but also invited people to sing, more than 5,000 yuan per show, four nights in a row.

    Qin Sishao listened to them, bowed his head and said nothing.

    She thought of the classmates saying that there was an old man in her hometown, and the children didn't want to care about him, so he was starving. She paid more than 200,000 yuan, and her classmates said that other people in her village were very envious, saying that the old man had a good life and his children were filial.

    The classmate said she could not understand.

    Why don't people be nice to him when he is alive, is it useful to do a good thing after death? It's just a show for everyone to see.

    But how can she have the right to speak here, she just eats silently.

    Grandpa and grandma raised a lot of chickens, ducks and geese, and there were a lot of eggs, ducks and goose eggs left at home. The two old people were reluctant to eat them, so they raised and laid eggs and made some money by selling them.

    Usually, only when Qin Sishao comes back, or when she celebrates her birthday at home, is grandma willing to kill chickens.

    These poultry that she was reluctant to eat, this time, were finally killed and eaten by everyone, including the meat smoked by grandma during the New Year.

    After a few days, until grandma was buried, they bought a lot of paper villas, paper cars, paper cruise ships…

    From the morning to the afternoon, it was all burned out. After the afternoon, it was more than four o'clock. They said they were going home and it was time to go.

    Before she left, one of her cousins ​​said that she lost a thousand dollars. She kept looking at Qin Sishao when she said this, saying that Qin Sishao stole it.

    Qin Sishao said she didn't, but her aunt and eldest uncle said she must have stolen it.

    Her parents looked ugly and rushed over to beat her. She took a few steps back and looked at them in disbelief. Everyone was saying that it was wrong to steal other people's money. Take it out to my cousin.

    She asked my cousin when she lost it?

    My cousin said she lost it today, they were all in the mountains today, why should she blame her for losing money?

    My cousin said, because we are not short of money, because you are poor, who else could it be that you stole it?

    She kept crying while talking, saying you don't bully me, don't steal my money, I work hard to make money, you return the money to me.

    Qin Sishao just watched her cousin cry, numb to the extreme.

    Is it a thousand dollars in cash? You can search at home.

    Cousin said yes, they also searched, but no money was found, so they said she hid it.

    In the end, my grandfather came out and said that my granddaughter would not steal money. I and your grandma know her character.

    The aunt's family was very angry, saying that since you are protecting her, don't let us give you old age, let her give you old age, and we will not come back if you die in the future.

    The family drove away.

    The uncle's family also left.

    Her parents also left with their younger brother.

    Only she and her grandfather were left at home. They were sitting on the stove and crying. Grandpa took out the money he and grandma had saved and gave it to her. dollars.

    Grandpa asked her to study hard. She said that the school has scholarships and she can make money now, but grandpa doesn't believe it.

    She and grandpa chatted very late before going upstairs to sleep.

    Grandma is gone, this house is very quiet.

    All the poultry they raised are gone. In the past, my grandparents always said that they were woken up by ducks in the morning, and people couldn’t sleep well. Now they can’t hear their calls.

    Qin Sishao hadn't slept in the past few days, especially at night, she just slept on the table for a while during the day, she slept until noon and woke up, and when she woke up, she found that her grandfather was already carrying a load The chopped bamboo came back from the mountain, and was chopping the bamboo with a hatchet, planning to weave various agricultural tools.

    She brushed her teeth and washed her face silently, saw the hot food in the rice cooker, and went to her aunt's house after eating.