The lone wolf of Freyrdrand

Five: Patients and Doctors

“How do you feel?” A middle-aged male doctor wearing glasses asked.

“It feels… not bad…” Lothar was lying on the bed, covered with a thick quilt, “Doctor Shen, you don’t have to come to see me every day. I know my condition, and I can’t be cured anymore.”

“You know that I hate it when my patients say such frustrating words.” Shen Fan looked at Lothar’s daily measurement report, “Your testosterone secretion value has been abnormally high recently. Has anything happened recently?”

Lothar smiled wryly and said, “I’ve been hospitalized for so long, and if there is anything unusual, it’s almost moldy.”

“I see. I will start an investigation. You must have confidence in your condition and believe in yourself.” Shen encouraged the head nurse by handing the report to him.

“This sentence no longer works for me.” Lothar said flatly.

Shen looked at Lothar: “You are still young, don’t give up hope.”

“How could there be hope!”

“What’s the matter?” Shen found out that Lothar suddenly called out a strange sound, and said with concern.

“No… nothing…” The corners of Lothar’s mouth twitched, “I’m tired, Dr. Shen, if I have nothing else to do, I want to go to bed first.”

“Okay, then we won’t bother you.” Shen just wanted to step back, but the head nurse grabbed his sleeve and reminded him in a low voice.

“Oh, by the way, I almost forgot, please keep my memory in mind.” Shen patted his head, “The main hospital has found a new doctor for you to talk to you, at five o’clock this afternoon, remember to go to the meeting room on the sixth floor , you know the direction.”

“I found another psychiatrist for me.” Lothar said distressedly, “How many times is this already?”

“This time it’s not a psychiatrist, he…is very powerful.”

“You are amazing to have Dr. Shen”

I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but Lothar always felt that Shen’s face under the mask smiled.

“He is my senior, and his medical skills are much better than mine. Go and meet him, it won’t hurt.” Shen said.

“Ok……”

“Then I won’t disturb your rest, remember to go, call me if you need anything, I’ll be there all the time.” After speaking, Shen led the head nurse out of the room.

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Lothar moved his ears, and after confirming that the two of them had reached another floor, he finally breathed a sigh of relief and lifted the quilt.

Under the thick quilt, apart from Lothar, there was another person there.

She was wearing a nurse’s uniform, with black hair and sharp eyes, but now she was lying on Lothar’s legs disheveled, revealing a large piece of skin on her chest and thighs. She was covered in sweat, and the already slim nurse’s uniform was completely close to her curvy figure, and she was struggling to swallow Lothar’s half body.

“You really aren’t afraid of being discovered, Akali.” Lothar squeezed the pretty face of the female nurse.

“Wow…” Akali spat out the thing in her mouth, grasped it with both hands, and licked the top with the tip of her tongue, “What are you afraid of, it’s exciting like this.”

“I was almost scared to death by you. If I was found out, the whole hospital would know.”

“No, I know Uncle Shen. He’s the last person who likes to gossip. Even if he finds out, he’ll be fine.””But didn’t you say that your head nurse likes to gossip?”

“Ah, I forgot about that annoying gossip… When I become the head nurse, I must make her look good!”

“But you’ve only been a trainee nurse for half a year, and she’ll probably retire by the time you become the head nurse.”

“…”

“Ah, pain, pain, pain! Don’t bite!”

Akali fiercely gouged out Lothar with her gaze, and opened her mouth to swallow the whole root completely. After she didn’t have to hide, her movements suddenly became much more intense, and she didn’t stop even swallowing directly into her throat.

Finally, Lothar couldn’t bear it anymore: “It’s coming out.”

Akali didn’t let go, but Zhenshou heaved even more.

Finally, a warm torrent erupted in Akali’s throat, and her throat swelled, swallowing it all.

After a long time, Akali finally spat out what was in her mouth, and licked her lips with unsatisfied desire.

“Do you have pica? You actually like to eat this kind of food.” Lothar flicked Akali on the forehead.

“Don’t worry about me, I’m very healthy, you are the guy in the hospital gown.” Akali got up disapprovingly, separated her legs, and straddled Lothar, “Besides, it’s just water, Fructose, protein and some ingredients, I wash you so clean every day, it’s okay.”

“Are you my nurse in charge or my owner?” Lothar smiled wryly, “You have to take care of eating and taking a shower. Do I have any more personal space?”

“No.” Akali pressed Lothar’s hands on the part of her thigh that was not covered by the white stockings, “I said it before, I want you to be so obsessed with me that you won’t be able to commit suicide any more. idea.”

Lothar looked at Akali’s eyes, which were clear and firm, not at all like the eyes a young nurse should have.

“Are you serious?” Lothar asked, “Why don’t you think about it again? You are so beautiful and so young, there is no need to waste it on me…”

Lothar didn’t finish his sentence, because Akali had already blocked his mouth with her tongue.

“I don’t care that much.” Akali hugged Lothar’s neck, “I am such a powerful nurse who takes care of you every day, if you dare not give me recovery, I will bite you to death!”

“Bite” Lothar was a little scared when he saw Akali’s neat silver teeth. He was often harmed by these teeth.

“Also, a Disneyland opened across the river last month. You have to recover and accompany me there.”

“Eh……”

“There are objections”

“No……”

“It’s about the same.” Akali kissed Lothar twice in satisfaction, then looked up at the wall clock on the wall, “It’s only one o’clock, you have to go to Uncle Shen’s senior at five o’clock, right?”

“To be honest, I don’t really want to see him. Do you know who that doctor is?”

“Uncle Shen said that if he has better medical skills than him, then he is the only one.”

“Who”

“You’ll know it when you see him.” Akali pushed Lothar down, straddled him, and lifted up her nurse skirt. “There are still four hours, let’s start.”

…

Lothar slowly walked out of the elevator.

“That guy Akali is too brave… He insists on walking against the wall… I hope people don’t see anything wrong…” Lothar sighed inwardly.

Lothar is naturally very happy to be liked by a girl like Akali, but he also doesn’t want Akali to really fall in love with him too much. There is no result in liking him.

“Or maybe… I’m the one who got too deep…” Lothar walked towards the destination with heavy steps.

Lothar went straight to a door and knocked on it.

“Please come in.” A very young voice sounded.

Lothar opened the door, and it was a very ordinary reception room. A small figure was already sitting on the sofa.

“Hello, I’m inpatient No. 6407 Lothar, and a doctor wants to see me.” Lothar said.

“You are here, I am that doctor.” The small figure said.

“You…” Lothar looked at him in surprise.

Although he is sitting, Lothar estimates that he may not be one meter tall. He is wearing a white coat, a stethoscope around his neck, and a mask that almost covers his face. Lothar is very suspicious Here’s a little kid in a doctor’s costume playing house.

“Don’t doubt it, it’s me.” The little doctor pointed to the nameplate on his chest.

Lothar took a closer look and saw that it read——the attending doctor, Kenan

“Doctor Kenan” Lothar hesitated and sat opposite Kenan, “I’m sorry, I see you are a little…”

“It’s okay, I’m used to it.” Kenan was very friendly, he jumped off the sofa, and stretched out his short hand to the coffee table to pour tea for Lothar.

“No matter how you look at it, you look like a kindergarten kid…” Lothar thought to himself.

“Just asking.” Lothar couldn’t bear it anymore, “How old are you, Dr. Kenan? I heard from Dr. Shen that you are his senior…”

Kenan’s mask moved, as if he was smiling, and he jumped back to the sofa without answering Lothar’s question: “Let’s talk about you, your situation is similar to what I said, but I want to hear your Say it yourself.”

“Okay.” Although the doctor was weird, Lothar didn’t have the idea that he could cure himself, “I can’t control myself.”

“How can the specifics be out of control?”

“I’m not the only one in my body.” Lothar pointed to his brain, “There are other people, they often pop up when I’m asleep, and compete for control of this body.”

“You mean how much youPersonality? ”

“Several psychiatrists have examined me and said that I don’t have a split personality.” Lothar shrugged.

“Then tell me about your symptoms, what have other people in your body done?”

Lothar noticed that Kennan didn’t take out his notebook or recorder to record, he was just asking questions and listening.

“I’ve done a lot… against my will.” Lothar recalled those unbearable memories, “The first time I mustered up the courage to confess to my crush, it turned into rape, and when I shook hands with a child. He broke his hand bones, donated all his savings to a stranger, ran naked at a temple fair full of people, and burned the ancestral house left by my grandfather… Recently, Dr. Shen They also tried to perform a craniotomy on me, but as soon as I was anesthetized, I jumped out of bed and beat up all the doctors and nurses in the operating room.”

“It sounds like you have a strong tendency to violence and emotional regulation disorder.” Kenan said.

“But none of these came out of my original intention.” Lothar said seriously, my reason would never allow me to do these things.

Kenan thought for a while: “Are you conscious when you are doing these things that go against your reason?”

“I am sober every time I do it, but I just can’t control myself.” Lothar pulled out a bitter smile, “It stands to reason that I should be locked up in a lunatic asylum, but luckily I met Dr. give up on me.”

“Shen Ta has a rather mean temper, and he won’t let go of the patients he handles until he recovers.” Kenan said.

“Well, he is a good doctor, but I am not a good patient.”

“Why do you say that?”

“Because I can’t cure it.”

“What I’m talking about is, why do you say you are a patient?”

“Ah.” Lothar looked up at Kenan, “Of course I… am a patient…”

“No, you are not sick.” Kenan said very firmly, “You are a very healthy person.”

Lothar scratched his face: “Is Dr. Kenan joking? Or is this some kind of new encouragement therapy?”

“I’m not joking.” Kenan’s tone was very serious, even though his voice sounded like a child’s, “You are indeed not sick.”

“Oh…” Lothar pointed at himself, “I can’t even control my behavior, so I’m not sick.”

“Each of us can’t control our behavior.” Kenan said, “Can you control your heart from beating?”

“This… These are two different things.”

“It’s the same thing.” Kennan retorted, “The evolution of creatures has never served a single individual, but the entire group. That’s why our subjective thinking cannot control every part of our body.”

Lothar raised his eyebrows.

Kenan continued: “Evolution is not to become stronger or more perfect. Otherwise, all predators should evolve machine guns, which are more effective than fangs and claws. Otherwise, all creatures should move towards stronger Individual evolution, and there will be no weak insects and krill. If their subjective consciousness can choose, then they should also want to evolve into tigers. And we are born as humans, and we cannot make our bodies completely obey our subjective consciousness. conscious judgment.”

“It’s different.” Lothar retorted, “I can’t even control my body to behave correctly. Is this normal?”

“Many people in this world can’t control their behavior. When they are angry, when they are distraught, when their sperm is on their brains, their behavior will go against their subjective will, because hormones go against their subjective will.”

“You want to say that my condition is also caused by hormones.” Lothar shook his head. “I didn’t receive any stimulation when I did those actions, and I was very calm.”

Kenan suddenly pointed at the wall: “How many people are there next door?”

Lothar’s ears moved: “Four breathing sounds.”

“As Shen said, your perception is very keen.” Kenan exclaimed.

“Does this have anything to do with my illness?”

“As I said, you’re not sick.” Kenan said, “My inference is that your keen perception made you perform those actions instinctively.”

“What do you mean?”

Kenan took out a small bag from his back, took out a photo and put it in front of Lothar: “Do you recognize her?”

“This is…my crush. This is what she looks like now.” Lotha stared at the gorgeous woman with fiery red hair in the photo, and said in surprise, “Why do you have her photo?”

“I went to find her and investigated her background.” Kenan chuckled, “Guess what I found?”

“what?”

“Your crush, Sarah, is actually the eldest lady of a gangster.”

“Gangster” Lothar looked at the photo. There were indeed many black-clothed attendants behind Sarah.

“Yes, and it is a gangster with a very large territory. It can mix black and white. Sarah is the heir of this gangster. In recent years, her power has developed very rapidly. She is a rich lady, a gangster. She’s a tough heir, nicknamed ‘Miss Fortune’, with a lot of lives on her hands.”

“That’s it…” Lothar touched her face in the photo, “I didn’t expect… so many years have passed… We are already people from two worlds…”

“Sarah is still unmarried.” Kenan said suddenly.

“what”

“Let’s not talk about being married. She hasn’t had any scandals or affairs with any man. There’s no black and white. It’s incredible, right? For a woman like her, a male companion should be readily available.”

“Perhaps… she wants to concentrate on her career.” LotharNot sure authentic.

Kenan took out the second photo.

Lothar picked it up and looked at it. In the photo was a room, which looked very luxurious. There were three walls in total, one side was filled with guns, the other side was filled with luxury items for women, and the other side was filled with… Lothar’s photo.

“this is……”

“This is Sarah’s room.” Kenan said.

“What?” Lothar stared at Kenan, “How did you get the picture of her room?”

“I have my means.” Kenan smiled, “Do you know why her room is full of your photos?”

“She…has been following me for so many years?” Lothar shook his head violently, “Impossible! I wanted to rape her back then! It’s good that she doesn’t want to kill me!”

“Actually, not only did she not kill you, but she was also very concerned about your situation. Your house is full of pinhole cameras she installed.”

“Why did she do this?”

Kenan took out the third photo.

It’s still the same room, but this time it’s the bed. Sarah is sleeping on the bed in her pajamas, and she’s hugging a body-sized pillow. The pattern on the pillow is printed with Lothar.

“Still don’t believe it.” Kenan took out the fourth photo.

It was a female masturbation device. Lothar could see that it was exactly the same shape as her own, with Lothar’s name and “For Sarah” written on the root.

Lothar: “…”

“I investigated Sarah’s behavior pattern and some deeds. Judging from her aversion to weak people, she may be extremely obsessed with men stronger than her, and you have the experience of attempting to rape her…so…” Kai Nan shrugged, “It’s basically certain that she’s in love with you.”

“It’s impossible!” Lothar decided that these photos were all fake, “If someone secretly took pictures of me, I would definitely be able to detect it!”

“That’s right, you can definitely detect it with your perception, but the problem is, you don’t want you to be aware of it.”

“For…why”

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“For Sarah.” Kenan said, “If you are aware of these cameras, Sarah will not be able to keep an eye on you while avoiding other people’s eyes. According to my surveillance, she once became manic because she didn’t get your photos on time. You have to directly kill two subordinates who only committed petty crimes, and you like Sarah’s subconscious, which allows you to reach a subtle tacit understanding with her.”

“This……”

“If you still don’t believe me, let’s look at the next one.” Kenan didn’t take out the photo this time, but took out a remote control and turned on the projector in the room.

On the white screen, a video appeared.

It’s Kenan, and a very strong man.

The man was overly strong, but he was wearing a suit. His physique almost burst the suit. His face looked very rough and silly, as if he was not very intelligent.

“It’s him!” Lothar remembered the man’s face. “The kid whose arm I pinched! But…how did he grow so big! Isn’t he supposed to be so old?”

“His name is Mondo.” Kenan introduced, “He was diagnosed as born with mental disabilities, and later went abroad with his adoptive parents. Although he was mentally disabled, he showed an amazing sense of the legal and political circles. All the projects have been a big success, and now he is a tycoon with a net worth of over tens of billions.”

Lothar: “…”

Kenan pressed the play button.

In the video, Kenan and Mondo started a question and answer sentence by sentence.

Kenan: “Do you remember this person?”

Mondo: “Mondo remembers! He is a kind big brother!”

Kenan: “His name is Lothar. He met you six years ago. He wanted to tease you, so he held your hand, and it broke your hand, right?”

Mondo: “Yes! Mondo is very grateful to the big brother! At that time, a wooden thorn was stuck in Mondo’s hand! It couldn’t be pulled out! It hurt! After the big brother crushed my hand for me, the wooden thorn came out! Hello big brother Clever! Mundo likes Big Brother!”

After finishing speaking, Mondo waved his hands that were bigger than the iron pot.

Lothar: “…”

Kenan pressed the pause button: “Mundo is also well-known in the medical field. No matter what injury he suffers, he will recover completely the next day. He recovered soon after you crushed his hand. He said he I really want to thank you, and said that if you go to him, he is willing to share half of his property with you.”

Lothar: “…”

“You once donated all your savings to a homeless man you never knew. That homeless man’s name is Delevingne, and now he is the most popular e-sports host and YouTuber in the world. He said in the live broadcast every day that he wanted to find the original The kind person who donated money to him is willing to transfer half of the equity of the live broadcast company under his name to him.”

Lothar: “…”

“You once burned down the ancestral house your grandfather left for you, and then were forced to move to other cities. One month after you left, the residents near your grandfather’s old house were infected with deadly infectious diseases one after another. Only you are alive.”

Lothar: “…”

“You beat Shen and the other nurses who performed your surgery. Half an hour later, the surveillance camera captured an assistant surgeon throwing up in the corridor. He was hungover last night. If you let him participate in the operation, you will lose your mind. ”

Lothar: “…Then what about the streaking at the temple fair?”

“Oh, that time, that day happened to be Akali’s birthday. At that time, she was still in junior high school, and her mother had something to do, so I asked me to take her to the temple fair. I happened to see you running naked. On the way back, Akali told me Said that it was the first time in her life that she saw such a cool and daring man.”

Lothar rubbed his forehead, he finally understood why Akali started pestering her when he first met Akali in the hospital.Fucking herself: “This girl is really weird…”

“Your perception is so sharp that you can perceive many things that your subjective thinking can’t perceive, but your subconscious can perceive. When your subjective consciousness can’t handle it, they will come out to help you. Your subconscious Perception and perception have never harmed you, although they are not under your control, they are all helping you.” Kenan said, “You are not sick, you just have talents that are different from ordinary people.”

Lothar stared at Kenan: “Who the hell are you and how can you investigate so many things?”

“You are not the only one who is different from ordinary people.” Kenan took off his mask, revealing his furry face, “When I was young, I always thought I had dwarfism and hirsutism, but I later realized that this body has become like this. In order to allow me to run faster than a sports car, I can investigate so many things in such a short time.”

Lothar’s eyes widened: “Are you a superman? You’re still a doctor.”

“This talent is nothing compared to yours, and being a doctor is my childhood dream.” Kenan put on his mask, “What I want to say is, don’t deny other personalities that you can’t control, try to accept them. Because they are also you. Just like you can’t control the beating heart, although you can’t control it, you can’t live without the heart.”

Lothar sat quietly, digesting the facts Kenan brought to him.

“Accept, the other me?” Lothar looked at his hands.

“The conversation is over. If I were you, now I would be more worried about how to bear the anger from Sarah after interacting with Akali.” Kenan smiled, as if he already knew everything, “By the way, go through the discharge process The formalities are on the third floor.”

…

Lothar returned to his ward, sat on the bed and thought for a long time.

For the first time in his life, he felt at ease.

What’s in his body is not a disease, but a part of him.

Part of Lothar.

Lothar clicked on the nurse call button on the bedside, and Akali’s energetic voice came from the other end: “Why isn’t it time for dinner yet? My back is hurting. You can get your meal yourself. I know I won’t be with you for so long.”

“Akali…”

“Well, what’s the matter? If you are dissatisfied with your desires, I can only help you with your hands or mouth.”

“Let’s go to Disney.” Lothar smiled happily.