The Monk That Wanted To Renounce Asceticism

"Do you really know?" Fang Zheng was not in a hurry, but looked at Qiu Baihong's anxious eyes gently, asking calmly like the spring water of the same lake.

Qiu Baihong wanted to nod, but the next moment, a memory flashed in my mind!

At the same time, the picture in front of her changed, and she saw some memories. It was a picture of her investigating the cause of her mother's death. I don't know if I don't remember it carefully. At this glance, she suddenly panicked!

Her investigation method turned out to be a question! Ask those idle people who are drunk or squatting on the side of the road!

These people talked nonsense at random, and even said that they teased her after they said it, but she believed it!

Founder sighed, "The lie was told a thousand times, it's not true or true."

After hearing this, Qiu Baihong was struck by lightning. At the same time, for the first time, she carefully thought about that memory, recalled, and thought, and eventually she found sadly that everything she thought seemed to be different ...

Those memories became more and more clear, but the truth originally thought in his mind began to become blurred. When the memories at both ends collided, Qiu Baihong suddenly shook his head and screamed: "No! No! You lie to me, I must You are lying to me! What I know is true! "

Founder looked extremely painful. Qiu Baihong screamed again and again. Founder couldn't help but sigh. Sometimes, killing someone is not the most painful thing. The most painful thing is the belief that they have believed in countless years! The collapse of faith is more painful than murder! This is the case with Qiu Baihong in front of her. She lived in a dream weaved for herself and lived for more than 20 years! For more than two decades, her faith has collapsed, and she is more uncomfortable than dead ...

However, Founder knew that it was time to come, otherwise it was not to help her, but to keep her trapped in that non-existent cage forever, closing her heart, feeling no love, and all that remained was resentment! People like that can't be called people, they should be called ghosts!

Thinking of this, Fang Zheng took a deep breath and sang loudly, like the thunderous thunder of Jiuxiao, and the roar of the Buddha: "Fool, don't wake up yet, when will you stay ?!"

There was a roar, and a bang came into Qiu Baihong's mind. At that moment, her last resistance broke down!

Those memories that were deliberately ignored and buried by her blasted out from the dust!

The pictures reappeared in front of Qiu Baihong's eyes, and these memories are very clear! Not as vague as those false memories ...

At the moment of seeing these memories, Qiu Bai became idiot, stayed, and stood there for a long time without speaking.

When Founder waved his hand, these memories were rearranged and played in front of Qiu Baihong in order.

The first picture is the picture in which Qiu Laoba put Qiu Baihong carefully into her arms. Qiu Laoba's gentle smile was so warm.

In the second picture, Qiu Baihong was sick, and Qiu Laoba was bare-footed and barefoot holding her in the snow! But she was wrapped in a thick quilt and could not blow a trace of snow ...

In the third picture, Qiu Laoba bought Qiu Baihong's first birthday present. It was a little golden tiger puppet. Qiu Baihong held the puppet and smiled happily for a day.

In the fourth picture, Qiu Jinyu clamped the chicken legs in the bowl to Qiu Baihong and kindly called: "Sister eat!"

In the fifth screen, Qiu Baihong came out to test, and Qiu Laoba was standing at the door waiting for her. At that moment, she knew that she was not alone, no matter when she was!

The sixth picture ...

The seventh picture ...

Qiu Baihong gradually grew up. With that warm picture, Qiu Baihong looked less and less suffocated and smiled more and more ...

At that moment, a memory appeared, and as soon as this memory was played, the Founder looked at it!

I saw that Qiu Laoba didn't know why he was extremely happy because of something. He was drunk and went home.

At that time Qiu Jinyu was asleep. Qiu Baihong was waiting for Qiu Laoba to come back because he was worried that Qiu Laoba had no supper, reminding him that the rice was hot in the pot. However, Qiu Laoba who came back was full of alcohol!

Qiu Baihong hated Qiu Laoba most when he was drinking. He frowned, and he didn't say a word of anger, pretending to sleep.

In the end, Qiu Laoba came to her mother's portrait and sat there, smirking hey: "Wife, you leave early. I tell you, these two children in our family, okay ... Jinyu will not That said, it was born to us, like his father, and like you, the thief is good! Although Bai Hong was picked up, this child is good too ... "

When Qiu Baihong heard it, he froze on the spot, lying on the quilt with his eyes straight, his face unbelievable. The next moment, Qiu Baihong got up and called, "Dad, what did you say? Who did you say was picked up?"

Qiu Laoba was really startled, and at the same time the wine was awake, knowing that he had said something wrong! Looking at the angry Qiu Baihong, and then looking at Qiu Jinyu who was still asleep like a pig, he was confused and came straight to the line: "I am talking about Jin Yu."

After hearing this, Qiu Baihong was relieved, then retracted the bed and said nothing. Only that innocent look became cold from that moment.

Seeing this, both Founder and Qiu Baihong understood it. At that time, she knew that the drunk Qiu Laoba was telling the truth, and the following words were just coaxing her. But she was afraid, she was afraid of knowing the truth, so she chose to close herself, paralyze herself, and hypnotize herself!

So she began to think of various ways to try to convince herself that she was the one born, and Jin Yu picked it up. From that day on, her life was a nightmare she woven for herself! A nightmare that no one can pull out! Get stuck in the nightmare that cannot be extricated!

In the end, in order to convince her completely that the dream weaving was true, she chose to leave Qiu's house and marry herself.

She thought that she would never deceive Qiu, and never have to face the truth. As a result, Qiu Laoba came by three to five. Whenever she thought she could live a peaceful life, Qiu Laoba appeared, and all the memories were turned out in an instant. She was going crazy with that kind of pain!

So she desperately refused Qiu Laoba and wanted to rid him of Qiu Laoba completely from her life ...

In the end, she succeeded. Qiu Laoba left and almost froze outside!

In the last picture, Founder saw that after Qiu Laoba had left, Qiu Baihong also left.

In fact, when Qiu Laoba was taken away by Lao Jin, Qiu Baihong stood behind another pile of straw and looked at it. When she saw that Qiu Laoba was okay, she returned and deleted the mobile phone that was ready to dial The number to go out, the system prompt is Qiu Jinyu's number!