The Path Of The Great Sovereign

Mentally I have been struggling since the start of the pandemic. I am 24 years old, I have lost so many people that are younger than me or important to me in this 2-year span that I just feel numb to it. I'm thousands of dollars in debt, my partner is literally the only person in my life that makes me feel like I'm a normal person. Work sucks, in the military your mental health isn't really a priority. Today I sat here and had a thought I never would have ever guessed passed through my head. "What if I wasn't here anymore?" Day in and Day out my life is a stressful situation, I owe thousands of dollars to various companies for things I didn't even do.

its hard. I know I made promises too you all, and I plan to keep them, but I just want you to understand what I am going through. Because no one else seems to care.