The Perfect Harem System

My name is kazuma, i used to have a common normal live.

I'm 19yrs old, a month ago i discovered my childhood friend Alexandra was touching herself in my bed while i was in my anime/novels club.

how did i find out? I have a YouTube channel, so the night before i was drunk and i made a "video" but forgot to turn it off and it keep recording until i reach home

When i watched for the first time i didn't believe it, i edited (so there are 20-30 of her and not a ton of hours), and being the stupid prick i am, i told my "best friend" and he didn't believe me, so i showed to him, next thing i know the whole high school knows about it...

My friend couldn't with the pressure, a week ago, her parents found her body and a suicide note where she wrote that she always love me and that i wasn't the culprit for the suicide

Right now, im in front of her drunk dad and he has a shotgun in his hands, im terrified, he's crying for her baby and about to kill me

He shot me twice, once in the legs and once in the stomach.

My last thoughts are:

"how stupid i am?

I cant make it up for her...

I wish i had the balls to confess to her

Im gonna die a v.i.r.g.i.n

I wish a had a harem

I wish i could revive her

I REALLY, REALLY DESERVE THIS"

And i died ...