The Tyrant Gentle Husband

I walk on a path that has no end. Everything was like a dream compared to reality, but I couldn't wake up from a slumber like this reality. My feet have been sore, walking for hours without a direction and never find out the end of this road. Where am I? I never see this place before, and there are no clouds above my head at all. There is only one path that I can follow, and the light in this place only shines that path and the area around me is pitch black. I am scared that the ghost will come out from that dark area.

Someone said that ghosts like dark places, and that is why I am scared of dark areas, even though I like watching horror movies. I walked without stopping, and I couldn't feel my feet anymore. 

I turned around, but I didn't see anyone except myself. I am alone at this place, and Luke is not with me. Alone in this dark place, and no one can bring me out of this emptiness. I can't give up because I believe that I can go out from this place. After I walked in this long road, I saw a girl who lowered her head standing in front of me, she is wearing a white gown, and there is a pink ribbon around her waist. Her black hair covers her face, and her skin is paler than any human in this world, and she gives off a cold aura from her body. Her height is the same as me.

She slowly turned her gaze at me, and I was shocked that she was like my twins, but I never remembered that I have a twin sibling in my life. Who is she? I don't know her at all. She slowly walked towards me, and her high heels sounded so loud in this silent place. 

"It is the first time we meet, Elena," The girl in front of me almost face to face with me.

"Who are you?" I asked her with fright.

"You don't remember me? I am your other personality, and you locked me deep within your soul so that you can't remember hurtful things in the past," The girl said with a calm face.

"What do you mean by that? How come I have other personalities like a heroine in a novel or drama? I am only an ordinary girl," I answered her again.

"Then tell me who you are? If you are not Elena, who are you? Ah, I understand now, you want to say that you transmigrated into a novel, and then you live in Elena's body, right? They tell me why do you have Elena's real memory when you are not her? Oh, you want to say to me that in a novel, it is usual for a transmigrated girl to inherit the original heroine's memory. Then, do you know that it is a reality, not a novel world, that everything can happen in it?" The girl was mournful, and she looked at me with sorrow in her eyes.

"I don't understand at all. So you said that I am you and you are me?" I looked at her with confusion.

"Yes, you are right. Elena, you are not amnesia, but I erased hurtful memories from your memory, then I brought the painful memories myself so that I can protect you from suffering. You created me when you were down and didn't have anyone to save you. Your emotion was uncontrollable at that time when Luke was in a comma, and you only wanted one thing in your life, and that was to end your suffering. Then you got in an accident and were also in a coma for three days," The girl said to me with teary eyes.

"I hate that man. I really hate that man because he made you suffered like that, and he doesn't deserve your love at all, but you keep falling in love with that sc.u.mbag," The girl who looks like me added.

"I never know that my life is also like a drama on television," I laughed a little.

"It is not the time for you to laugh so happy like that. My name is Nana, your other personality. I look like you, but I am only sixteen years old. I have a different character than you, even though I am still young, but my mind is an a.d.u.l.t-like you, and I don't have a cheerful character like you. I am introverted and like a calm place, and my favorite is being alone. I don't adore people that much, and I especially hate someone like Luke Vander, who dared to hurt your feelings. Even though I don't favor people and have an introverted personality, but I am stronger than you in psychology," The young girl smiled at me.

"Then, do you want to say that I don't transmigrate, but I am the original Elena all this time?" I asked the young girl with widened eyes.

"Don't you hear me even when I speak a lot all this time?" She glared at me with dissatisfaction.

"I hear you, but this thing is hard to believe because it feels like a fantasy than reality," I honestly tell her.

"You read too much novel lately. It was why you thought yourself transmigrated, but another reason was I erased your memory, so you never thought that you were the original Elena all this time," The young girl explained it to me with dissatisfied eyes.

"I don't want to hear that from someone who likes books the most like you," I said with dissatisfaction and avoided her eyes.

"You are not me who is so smart that I can differentiate which one is real and which one is a fantasy, so I am different from you," The girl refuted my words with a sulky face.

"But there is something that makes me confuse. Why didn't you take over my body, and you only erased my memory? In a novel, when the heroine had uncontrollable emotion and was in pain, then her other personality would take over her body and made the real heroine sleep instead," I asked the young girl with an innocent expression on my face.

The young girl was angry at me instead of answering my question directly and said, "Are you stupid? That is why I said that you couldn't differentiate which one is real and which one is a fantasy."

"I am not stupid, so stop saying like that to me," I yelled at her.

"But it is a fact, and I am not a liar. I already told you that I don't like people and interact with people at all, so it was the reason why I didn't take over your body. I only erased your memory because I will also die if you die, "The young girl explained it with an impatient expression like I made her angry.

"I see, but where are we right now?" I asked her suddenly about the place we were.

"It is called the subconscious, a place that you can come when you are unconscious. It is my house," The young girl talked and showed me a big mansion behind her, and she looked at me with pride and asked me to praise her.

"It is truly a good house," I said with an awkward smile.

"Of course, who do you think the one that builds this house. Of course, it is I who makes it with my imagination. This place is the same as a dream, and everything you imagined can show up in front of you," The young girl looked at me proudly. I could only nod my head to agree with her statement.

"You want to come back with that man, Elena?" Nana suddenly opened her mouth when both of us kept silent.

"Hm, why do you suddenly ask me like that?" I answered her honestly because I really didn't know what to do.

"You don't know what to do right now because you still don't believe that you are the real Elena, and you still think that you transmigrate from another world, but that worlds don't exist at all, Elena. Please open your eyes and accept that this is your reality," Nana said.

I smiled at Nana silently and looked at her with an awkward expression.

"Do you know why you can meet me like this? I shouldn't have shown up in front of you until you die, but now you currently have a headache and slowly remembered hurtful memories in the past. Do you know why did you start to remember the unforgotten memory? It is because of Luke Vander. He changed his attitude towards you and started to love you. I am sealing your memory deep within your soul, but his appearance makes that unlock memories showed up one by one, and then here you are, meeting up with me," Nana said.

"Elena, give me your choice, and I will give you two options. Will you accept me as your other personality, and all of your memory will return? Or Will you deny me as your other personality, and I will lock all of your memory forever? Then you won't be suffering anymore," Nana said with a firm tone.

"So tell me, Elena, which one will you choose? Everything is up to you," Nana added.