The Tyrant Gentle Husband

After Selly talked to her parents last night, it made her think so much about it. Selly always did the things she was right, but she would regret it so much after she put her mind to thinking back about it.

Selly knew that everyone ever made a mistake in their life, but because Selly has an anxiety disorder, her guilt will be stronger than any other people.​​

Selly felt like she wanted to die because of the guilt she felt towards Luke. Luke made a mistake towards Elena, but she forgot that she didn't have any right to intervene in their relationship.

Selly was upset when she found out that Luke left Elena alone for three years. Selly always asked Luke to try to know Elena better, but he refused to talk about Elena. Selly couldn't understand why Luke was block-headed and refused to listen to her advice.

Selly always tried to tell Luke how kind and gentle Elena is, but he always said that he was too busy to talk to her. Selly was furious when he always said busy every time she asked him to meet up.

One day, Selly finally gave up on convincing Luke and avoided him after that. Selly thought it was a waste of her time to convince a cold-hearted person like her big brother.

Luke used to avoid her every time she wanted to talk to him so when Luke was willing to talk to her, and after that, it was Selly's time to avoid him.

After their long cold war, their relationship also went awry and awkward. Selly and Luke even couldn't speak a word when they accidentally met each other.

Selly and Luke seemed like they forgot all of their vocabularies when they met each other. Selly and Luke never talked anymore after their long cold war continued until now.

Selly always thought about how lonely Elena was because she has a husband, but she continued her life like she doesn't have one. Selly couldn't imagine if it was herself who experienced what Elena experienced.

Selly would be crazy if she experienced what Elena experienced because she has a husband but living alone like a single woman. Selly always felt distressed every time she imagined Elena's sadness waiting for Luke, who never turned back home, no matter how long she waited.

Selly was amazed by Elena's patience to wait for Luke every night without tiredness. Selly admitted that she is not as strong as Elena is. Selly saw how miserable Elena was when Luke left her alone.

Was it wrong for me to get angry with Luke because he left Elena? Maybe, I was wrong because it is not my position to intervene in their relationship.

I am a block-header so I won't listen to anyone's advice when I already decide on something. Mom made me realize that I couldn't be selfish like this.

Elena has an angel heart because she still accepts my sc.u.mbag older brother's back. I won't ever do the same as her if I experienced the same thing as her.

I can open the door of my heart for Claude because we didn't have any relationship before. Claude was not her boyfriend nor her ex-boyfriend in the past. Luke's case was different because he was Elena's legal marriage partner, and it was not natural to leave your wife when you just got married to her.

I still feel guilty because my reaction was too much back then, and I know that Luke is a good older brother. I know everyone would be sad if their little sister defends other people besides him.

Selly's heart was uncomfortable at this time, and she wanted to say sorry to Luke at least. Selly was too afraid to call Luke because she would be upset if Luke refused to pick up her phone like he used to do in the past.

What should she do at this time? Selly was too afraid to call, but her guilt would be stronger if she didn't call Luke.

Selly walked in a circle in her bedroom while thinking about what to do at this time. Selly's mind was about to explode because her mind was full of negative thinking.

What should she do if Luke didn't pick up her phone?

What should she do if Luke refused to talk to her?

What should she say to Luke if he picked up the phone?

What should I say when I wanted to apologize to someone when I made a mistake?

Big brother, I am sorry?

Should I kneel on one knee and say, "I am sorry, big brother."

Should I yell at him and say, "I am sorry, big brother."

Should I say something insignificant first like how are you or something?

Selly thought the internet would not help her solve her problem because they only talked about love everywhere.

When Selly searched about how to apologize to someone, she could only find some ways to make your lover forgive you.

Selly didn't need it at all, and she thought Laxus would need this advice rather than her. Selly's mind was blank, and she couldn't ask Shen for advice because their relationship was not good at this time.

Selly remembered that she had a cold war with Shen after he defended Luke so much back then. Selly threw her body onto the soft bed. She didn't know how to say, what to say, and what to do to solve her problem.

If Selly knew that she would have a headache because of this problem, then she wouldn't make it in the first place. Selly broke her brain to think of a better way to apologize to Luke.

(On the other dimension.)

Luke almost broke his handphone in two pieces when he saw Selly's name on his phone screen. Luke had cold sweat all over his body when he saw Selly's name.

Luke didn't know what to do, and his brain was blank and empty when he needed it the most. Luke didn't know what to say to Selly. It was three years ago they last spoke to each other.

Luke really didn't know what to do. He couldn't ask Elena what to do because she was still sleeping. Luke couldn't talk to Lisa about his problem because they were not close to each other.

Luke didn't have time to call Walze to ask for some advice. Alex is not the right person to talk about private matters.

Luke could only give up on destiny and picked up Selly's call. Luke didn't know what to say, so he only put the phone near his ear without saying anything.

Selly also did the same. She only put the phone near her ear without saying anything to Luke. Silence surrounded them, and no one dared to open their mouth first.

Selly was fidgeting all the time after Luke picked up her call. Selly always turned her gaze at the clock wall, and not even one minute passed. Selly wanted to get angry at this time because time passed too long.

One minute feels like one month at this time. Luke was also not calm at all. He didn't know what to say at all.

They had a long cold war, so they forgot how to speak to each other. Selly and Luck were not even better than a stranger at this time.

Luke wanted to open his mouth, but his lips were too heavy for him to parted them. Selly also couldn't say a simple hello to Luke. Selly hoped time passed faster at this time, but her hope was in vain.

It almost felt like an hour already passed, but it was only two minutes. Selly encouraged herself to open her mouth first.

"Hello?" Selly said with a tiny voice, and it sounded more like a whisper rather than talking. Luke almost barely heard her voice.

Selly's voice was hoarse. Luke didn't hear her sound clearly, and he assumed that Selly was not talking at all.

"How are you?" Luke said with a calm voice, and no one knew how loud his beating heart was at this time.

Luke's voice sounded as calm as a spring breeze, but his heart was not as calm as his tone. Selly felt awkward around Luke because they didn't speak to each other for a long time.

"I am fine. How about you?" Selly answered. Their conversation sounded like an English primary school textbook at this time.

"I am fine," Luke answered shortly. Selly didn't know what to say when Luke only said that he is all right. What should she do?

"The weather is good today," Selly said.

"It is raining outside now," Luke answered.

"..."

Their conversation came to an abrupt end.