The Tyrant Gentle Husband

I know that sometimes Love is an unbelievable thing in this world because You can't choose who you love. Your heart becomes stuffy when you see the one you like. Your mind will full of the thought of that person. Looking afar is enough for you to satisfy your heart. Sometimes you want to keep your feelings deep within your heart without letting the person know you love them. But when your affection keeps growing bit by bit, you begin to be a possessive person and want to have that person by yourself. When they reject you, you can't accept the fact and push your feelings to that person.

You ignore the fact that you become a burden to the person you love and keep pushing your feeling onto that person. Your pure feelings turned into madness and jealousy. You don't want to accept the fact that you got rejected. You don't take it when that person begins to like another girl. You begin rampage and bully the girl or the man that person loves.

You begin asking yourself, what do you lack that he rejected you? You are beautiful or handsome, and you have status, or you didn't lack anything at all. Sometimes love doesn't come because you are good looking. Sometimes love doesn't come to you because you have money and status. Sometimes love doesn't come to you because you are kind and gentle.

Love is like this. Even though you don't lack anything, and they keep rejecting you, and it means that it is not your fault. They only don't love you, and it is the reason they reject you, not because you lack anything. There are two types of affection, first affection, at first sight, second affection grows each time you know each other. Because you can't force someone to love you, then let them go.

If they are your destiny, someday they will come back to you. Elena taught me all of that. I am happy that she is my destiny because I neglected her for three years, and she still accepts me as her husband. I blessed that she didn't leave me even after I left her alone in the past. If Elena didn't love me, I reluctantly let her go, even though it would break my heart into pieces. But I am glad that kind of thing doesn't happen to me.

I will appreciate the time we spend together from now on. I finished cooking and saw Elena watched me intensely without blinking until tears flowed from her eyes. I walked towards her and wiped her tears.

"I am not crying at all," She sulkily said.

"I didn't say anything, and you misunderstood me, Dear," I said with gentle eyes.

"Hmmph, Lying," She said while walked out of the kitchen, running away from me like a scared kitten.

Lisa helped me put the food on the table, and after she finished, she walked out of the kitchen with the reason that she was tired. It was Lisa's reason for not to be a light bulb. I saw Elena elegantly sat down in the dining room like a noble girl in a manner. But of course, she is an aristocrat herself. I smiled at her and sat down beside her. I saw her body trembling.

"Are you okay, Elena?" I asked her. Elena only shook her head while she heard my question. I am not sure if she was telling the truth or not, because of her words, and her reaction didn't match. I tried to ask her again, but Elena only said nothing. I touched her forehead with my hand, but she didn't have a fever, but her body was trembling. What happened to her?

"I am okay," She repeated her words again, but it is hard for me to believe her.

"Let's eat before the food turns cold," She added without looking directly at me. Hm, did I do something that made her angry?

"Did I do something to make you angry?" I questioned her again. She kept saying nothing to my question. I continued eating and wondering what happened.

Luke is too handsome that I can't look away from him. He is good looking for whatever he does. His looks are the best and make my heart is beating fast, and my eyes keep searching for his presence. Ah, my heart doesn't stop beating fast, like running for 3 kilometers nonstop. When his eyes looked at me, My body kept calling for him. There is something wrong with my body. It keeps asking Luke to enter me. This sinful body of mine is shameful. I felt dirty. My mind always thought of our exercise. Ah, this mind of me is full of sin and l.u.s.tful. It was a disgrace. I couldn't look at Luke directly.

He's too close to me, and my body keeps trembling. Is it because we are a couple of husband and wife that my body keeps calling him? Yeah, Let's not thinking about it anymore, hm, he is a wolf in tiger clothing, so he has more l.u.s.t than me. I am not wrong to have a passion for my own husband. It would be strange if I didn't have any s.e.x.u.a.l d.e.s.i.r.e for my own husband. 

"Elena, do you hear me?" Luke asked me.

"Eh? What are you talking about this time, Honey," I answered with a smile on my face. I saw Luke helplessly shook his head and took a deep sigh. Did I ignore him? I am sorry, Luke.

"I am sorry, Luke, tell me again what are you talking about?" I said with a soft voice.

"I asked you to have a date with me, but you didn't even hear me," Luke said.

"You are in a daze. Is that boring to be with me?" He asked again.

"Of course not, to be with you is the most precious thing for me, okay, Don't sulk," I said.

"Of course, I am happy to have a date with you," I added.

"Where do you want to go? How about a movie? We never have a date in a movie before," He said.

"Eh? Movie? there is a movie on this private island?" I asked him.

"Of course not, we will go to the country next to this private island, and it is not far from here with a boat," He said.

"So, this private island is next to that country, what country is that?" I asked.

"It is Z country known for their movies," Luke said without any expression.

Having a private island next to the country of movies is astonishing. This private island is not cheap at all. After we finished eating, Luke held my hands and led me to the boat. It is really not far from his private island. It only needs fifteen minutes to get there with a boat.

We wore more warm clothes because the weather is colder than we thought. Luke held my hand and put my hand in his pocket. We walked around the city like a new married couple. Luke smiled along the way, and Luke rarely smile when he was not with Elena. So he only put a smile on his face while he is with Elena.

"What movies do you want to watch?" Luke asked Elena with a gentle voice.

"How about a horror movie? Are you scared of a horror movie?" I asked Luke while tilting my head. Luke turned his gaze on me and shook his head, "Of course not, because it is not real at all."

"You are not afraid of the ghost?" I asked him again.

"Ghost is not real, you know, Elena," Luke said.

"No, the ghost is real, because there is someone out there who can see the ghost," I said.

"Yeah, maybe it is true, but I don't believe at all," Luke said while poking my cheek.

"Whatever, let's see the movie instead of fighting here," I said.

"You are the one who argues with me first," Luke said.

"Who cared about who is the first one who starts the argument," I said.

"Right, right, a woman is always true, right," Luke said.

"It is a relief that you remember it," I smiled brightly and went to the counter.

"How about this movie, it is the newest horror movie this year," I added.

I pointed at the horror movies with an ordinary poster that called, 'The Dark Within Me.' It is a horror movie directed by the known director names Arya Lane. He always makes horror movies, so he has the nickname 'Ghost Director.' The film he directed got a nomination in the most scarier movies in the year, and he always won in every nomination of the most horrific film this year. The actor in Arya's movie got nominated for the best actor in the horror movie.

"You look so happy," Luke asked.

"Yes, because it is Arya Lane's movie, his movie never disappoints his audience," I said with a cheerful tone.

"Is it that good?" Luke asked.

"Of course, it is, you didn't know the director? I hope that someday Selly acts in one of his movies, but Selly scares of ghost and horror movie," I said with helpless tone.

"I don't know the director, but I am glad that you are happy," Luke said. After that, we went in.