The Tyrant Gentle Husband

I am so tired that I can't move my body a bit. After Luke pushed out his hot thick things inside me, I already lost my consciousness, but I still woke up at that time, but My eyes were too heavy to open, so it looked like I had lost my consciousness. I could feel Luke gently clean me up and dried my wet body, and he even dried my hair too. Luke is considerate as a husband, and my heart surged in happiness.

Luke even helped me put my clothes on, and if you want me to answer yous seriously, then I will say that I am embarrassed. Luke is my husband, and he is free to see my body legally, but it is still embarrassing for me. After he helped me and put me on the bed, then I heard he cleaned up himself in the bathroom. I listened to the sound of flowing water from the bath, and I didn't know when I slowly lost all my consciousness and came to the world full of black color.

I feel like a Deja Vu because I ever dreamed the same thing. It is the same black thing in the beginning. I feel like my height has decreased to be as tall as a kindergarten child. In general, people don't remember their childhood at all, let alone the memory of their toddler years. So it is not unusual for me for not remembering the memory when I was five years old.

I walked in total darkness and felt that this darkness had no end. I already feel hopeless, and my feet are very tired of walking this endless. After that, I saw the light, and everything looked so huge with my tiny body. I saw two enormous figures in front of me, and they are young boys. Without asking them who they are, I already knew who they are. They are my older brothers, who are ten and eight years older than me. I am only three years old this year, and they are huge for teenagers. They are Elstain and Marxus Marlen.

El and Marx's big brother already moved out of the house after their tenth years old birthday. Marx's big brother lived with me until he was ten years old, but I'm too young to remember that, and I'm not that close to the big brother Marx who seems hard to approach. I can't come near to both of my big brothers because they seem so far away.

"Remember Elena, that you have to protect yourself, because no one will save you when you are in danger," El's voice sounded so cold and uncaring.

"El big brother will not protect me?" I asked him with hope in my tone.

"We won't always be there to protect you, and even though you are a girl, there is no rule saying that you can't protect yourself," Marx said with an indifferent face.

"Why didn't we live together? We are siblings, right. You are my big brother, but why do we have to live separately?" I asked them with a sobbing voice.

El and Marx looked at each other and took a deep sigh.

"It is a family rule, and our parents barely come back. It is not alright for brothers and a younger sister living together without supervision, even though there are servants, because of their status, they can't protect you," El said with an expressionless face.

I tilted my head, and Marx continued the explanation, "There is a story in our family that an older brother hurt his sister, so to prevent something like that happen, so we need to move out of the house after we are ten years old."

"It is our responsibility to protect you, and it is the thing we have to do, don't forget to protect yourself when we are not by your side," El added, and both of them walked away.

The young me looked sad, but she didn't do anything to ask her brother to stay longer, and she could only saw them until the young me couldn't saw them anymore. After that, the young girl tried hard to master martial techniques even though she was only three years old, but she had to be able to protect herself.

While other children were busy playing with their peers, young Elena was busy learning martial arts, which were not suitable for her very young age. Young Elena was tireless and unyielding because young Elena realized that she could not always wait for the uncertainty, and she had to be able to protect herself, so that young Elena didn't need to depend on other people anymore.

Young Elena had to learn to be independent and become a m.a.t.u.r.e person who is actually not suitable for her age, which still requires attention and affection from those around her. Young Elena learned that waiting for something would only give her pain and wound, so she stopped waiting.

When she is five years old, young Elena already masters all the martial art techniques that her teacher taught her. One day the young Elena realized that her big brothers were true when they said that danger would come to her. It is two years after she completed her martial art learning that the accident happened.

The young Elena didn't get affection from her parents, but she gets attention and care from her grandparents, and she will always visit them every holiday. The young Elena's grandfather dotes on her so much, and he even buys anything for Elena. 

It was summer, and suddenly there was a black car parked in front of young Elena and locked her into the car with her head covered in a sack. The young Elena didn't know where the kidnaper would bring her, but she knew that she was in danger. After a long time, they arrived at a place that the young Elena didn't know, and they locked young Elena in a dark place. In that dark place, young Elena met a young boy who is four years older than her.

I didn't know what happened after the young Elena met the young boy because I already opened my eyes with a body full of sweat. I vaguely saw the shadow of a young man who locked in the room with young Elena. But I was wrong because all I saw was Luke's reflection. After all, Luke was sitting next to me with a book in his hand. I saw he was also wearing glasses to read.

"Are you okay dear Elena? Your body is full of cold sweat, are you having a nightmare?" Luke asked with worried in his eyes.

"Hmmm, I can say it is a nightmare but not a nightmare," I answered with confusion because I didn't know if it is really a nightmare or not.

"What do you mean by that? I don't understand," Luke said.

"Don't ask me that because I didn't remember my dream completely, and It doesn't feel like a dream, but it is more like my long lost memory," I answered with wonder.

Luke trembled when he heard about long lost memory because Luke didn't know what kind of memory that Elena told him. 

"But who cares about that kind of vague dream and good morning husband," I said while jumping on Luke and kissed his lips. Luke responded to my kiss and let me go after he was satisfied.

"Go take a bath," Luke said.

"I didn't want to," I said with dissatisfaction.

"Then do you choose to be here and don't blame me for laying my hand on you," Luke smirked.

"Shameless, it is morning, and you were a beast last night," I yelled at him and avoiding his gaze.

"Yes, it is my fault that you got tired, but it is not my fault that you are too cute that I want to eat you each time I see you," Luke said without shame.

"You are shameless," I blushed bright red and hid my face behind my hand.

"I will show you how shameless I am if you don't take a bath right now," Luke said while trying to lay his hand on Elena.

I avoided Luke and ran away to the bathroom while yelling, "You are shameless, Luke."

Luke cheerfully laughed when he saw Elena was running away like a little rabbit that got scared. Luke turned his gaze outside and saw Youkai was howling pitifully in the backyard because Luke didn't come out. Luke wanted to know what memory Elena remembered, but Luke didn't want to ask her because it would aggravate her headaches.

Small Teather:

Young Elena entered the darkroom and saw a young boy in the corner of the room. Young Elena felt curious about the young man because from a far young Elena could realize that he is a handsome young man. Young Elena walked towards the young man and smiled sweetly at him, even though the young man couldn't see her smile.

Young Elena: Big brother, what is your name? My name is Elena.

Young Boy: My name is Luke.