The Woman Found the Will I Wrote

67 – Rumi Goes Bad

I sighed while stroking the head of Luna, who was rubbing her head against my body.

This is because what I heard earlier was quite shocking and it was difficult to make sense of it.

‘… ‘f*ck it.’

I don’t know if it’s because it’s a seed of negativity rather than a human, or because it’s changed into the shape of a cat.

Let’s sigh, thinking that I have recommended the way of thinking of an animal rather than the way of thinking of a human.

Luna tilts her head as if she doesn’t understand my reaction.

[I think those females would also like it if their master did that, so why don’t they want to do it? I heard that some humans live together with multiple females!?]

From Luna’s words, I was able to realize that my values were still staying on ‘Earth.’

I guess I subconsciously thought that each person should have one spouse.

At that fact, I was silent for a moment, then slowly shook my head and spoke.

“That’s not important. “There is another problem besides that.”

[In trouble? What is it!]

To be honest, I wanted to just say that I am from Earth and that I may or may not return when I see the ending.

‘It’s difficult to do this to someone you trust.’

No matter how much I changed my modifications, I couldn’t tell Luna, who was fundamentally a ‘seed of negativity.’

He shook his head and avoided answering.

‘… If only I had known what would happen after defeating the Demon King or Demon God, I wouldn’t have worried like this.’

I think it’s a pain because the future isn’t clear and I can’t decide on anything.

Luna looks at me as if she doesn’t understand.

[Humans think too complicatedly. I feel stupid.]

Isn’t it more foolish to think simply?

I tried to point it out, but I ignored it because I thought it would be funny to argue with Luna.

Luna mumbles and talks to me.

[Why is it so difficult when you can just pick it and eat it? ! Fool, fool!]

I thought that if I left it like this, I would repeat those words on a regular basis.

Sensing the need to educate her properly, he lightly squeezed Sun Luna and sighed inwardly.

‘Anyway, I need to think about it.’

I decided to think more deeply about what attitude to take and how to continue the relationship, so I took a step forward.

* * * * *

The moment Rumi left the room, she shed tears as if that was her starting point.

I don’t know if it’s because the relationship has gone awry or if she’s crying tears of relief because she doesn’t have to leave her side.

What was at least certain was that from now on there would be a change in everything surrounding him.

“… Ugh.”

Not being treated the same way as before or having to work wasn’t such a big problem.

I didn’t really care about this because it was an uncomfortable moment because the treatment I received while staying here was so good.

What I’m most worried about right now is that I don’t know what will happen to my relationship with Dern.

‘… ‘I feel stupid.’

Up until now, she had clearly decided to let go of Dern, and ran away while pushing Dern away.

Now he wants to stay next to Dern and spend time with Dern…

As she was wrapping her head around her contradictory actions and thoughts, she felt the self-loathing she had felt earlier becoming stronger.

Suddenly, a full-length mirror placed on the wall catches my eye.

Splashed hair and swollen eyes.

It can be described as a contrast to the Sien seen earlier, and its unorganized and ugly appearance catches the eye.

When I see that, the stories I heard when I was young come to mind.

[Trash should remain as trash. Rumi, that look suits you best.]

[Hey, don’t you stink? Just shut the f*ck up, please. I don’t know why the beast keeps trying to hang out with people.]

[Wow, that’s just sh*t.]

Stories I heard from adoptive parents and believers of the Heavenly God Church.

Actually, at the time, I just laughed because I thought it was something I heard over and over again.

You wear proper clothes, take care of yourself, and are put in a situation where someone cares about you.

I was able to realize that negative emotions that I had not felt at the time were rising quickly.

“Dern… Der Eun.”

At that moment when such a feeling fills my mind, I unconsciously call Dern’s name and try to ‘lean on’ him.

It seems that he unconsciously acted like this because he thought that Dern would be able to solve this situation.

The moment she realized that fact, she quickly covered her mouth, covered herself with a blanket, and thought.

‘If things stay like this, I’m sure I’ll really want to share all my sadness and despair with Dern.’

The thought of

.

When that thought crossed her mind, she thought that it would be right to leave Dern’s side and bit her lip hard enough to make it bleed.

‘It’s true that I disappear… ‘

I thought I would just disappear after causing such a nuisance.

I had no choice but to stop when Dern said earlier, ‘Pay back the money.’

… I realized that if I die like this or run away to somewhere else, it will be difficult to repay that money for the rest of my life.

So, I was restless and wondering what to do.

… To keep his promise, he nodded, deciding to stay here until the money was paid in full.

‘And he stayed here… Don’t let Dern care about me anymore.’

As Dern repeatedly did things that would upset her, she decided to let Dern go away on his own without her having to push him away.

‘Only then…’ ‘You will be able to leave without difficulty later.’

Just thinking about it makes her heart tighten and tears threaten to pour down her eyes.

If we don’t distance ourselves like this, it will cause greater inconvenience later, so we decided to distance our relationship in this way.

She decided to think about ‘ways to be hated by Dern.’

* * * * *

I returned to the lab with a sigh and snapped my fingers.

This is because having to come up with an answer to a problem that has no correct answer itself was quite stressful.

So, as I was silently wondering what to do, Luna let out her yawn and spoke to me.

[Fool! The owner is a complete idiot. There is an easy way, so why do you keep trying to go back?]

The moment I hear that, I want to punch him in many ways, so I tighten my fist.

Luna was startled, her tail standing on end, and she urgently shouted her words.

[Don’t hit me! If you don’t hit me, I’ll do it for you!]

I don’t understand the word “Great minister” And I look puzzled.

Luna had a triumphant expression on her face, and this time she changed into a human form, not a cat.

She looks quite slender with long black hair, but has a body with great curves that emphasizes her charm as a woman.

Even when it was in the form of a cat, it changed into ‘a form that people would find cute.’

When I turned into a human, I guess it was because I changed into something that people would think was pretty.

Luna transformed into a woman with a beautiful appearance that seemed to embody men’s ideals and spoke with a bright smile.

[Now! Now do whatever you want!]

However, there was something special.

Perhaps because she had been a cat for a long time, even though she changed into human form, cat ears grew on her head and a cat tail near her buttocks.

I clicked her tongue while looking at that.

“What are you asking me to do?”

At those words, Luna tilted her head and spoke as if it were natural.

[Of course mating… !]

When I heard those words, I could no longer hold back and shook my head as I spoke.

“It’s already a pain in the ass, so don’t make a fuss and just stay still.”

Luna was acting for me, but she was angry that she got hit all of a sudden.

She glared at me with her tearful face, then immediately covered her forehead and spoke.

[…] Fool. Master, you’re an idiot.]

I don’t even have the energy to respond, so I just ignore it.

Luna returned to her cat form and continued her words to me.

[I’m upset, so take care of it!]

Then, she crouched down, as if burying her face on the floor, and laid down on the desk in the shape of a loaf of bread.

Looking at Luna like that, I wonder if I was too harsh.

When I patted her back as an apology, Luna raised her tail.

[…] !]

She stood up with a surprised face and spoke to me with a bright smile.

[I like the owner as expected… ! I really like it! Pat my head!]

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It looks like it was changed too much during remodeling.

I sighed and thought for a moment about returning it to the way it was.

‘No, just… ‘It’s better to listen well.’

I decided to leave it alone for now because I thought this type of personality was better than that.

*

The next morning.

While I was conducting research in a somewhat tired state, someone knocked cautiously on the door.

When I heard this, I felt quite annoyed and asked, ‘Who is it?’

“Master, it’s breakfast time.”

Rumi’s voice was heard from beyond the door.

Around the time Rumi stopped talking because she was embarrassed that she was calling me a master.

Something Rumi would never do, she opens the lab door arbitrarily and talks to me.

“Let’s go. Young master.”

Then he looked around and found the document in front of him.

After taking off her shoes, she spoke, carefully trampling on her papers.

“… “Hurry up.”

As I watched Rumi act somewhat delinquent, I had a hunch that something was strange about her.