The Woman Found the Will I Wrote

83 – I have something to say to you 2

It seemed like Shien didn’t understand it well, so I tried to give additional explanation to give an accurate explanation.

She couldn’t speak because Shien had covered her mouth with his before she could.

‘…… ‘

As if she was longing for the love she had not received before.

Without the slightest hesitation, Shien occupied my mouth with her tongue and tried to enter her even deeper.

Soon, I could see him clinging to this, not even breathing properly.

I continued to pat Shien’s waist as if to comfort her.

Every time I get hit, I just flinch and shake my butt slightly.

He hugged me tightly without any intention of stopping.

‘It’s a pain in the ass.’

If I leave it like this, I think it will last all day.

I thought it would be a good idea to stop this in a reasonable manner, and spoke as I dropped her shien.

“Let’s talk.”

“…… “

Let’s force the kiss to end.

Shien spoke with a very regretful expression on her face, carefully wiping away the saliva from the corner of her mouth.

“… I guess we can talk about this later. So a little more… “

I felt embarrassed because it was the first time that Shien rejected my words so openly.

I never thought I would like it this much.

‘I think I went rather light last time.’

I internally sighed at Shien’s words and shook her head.

“It’s important, so listen.”

From Noble mtl dot com

At those words, Shien made a very glum face, like an abandoned puppy, and she looked at me and nodded her head.

“… Yes.”

I told Shien about this one more time.

“I am not the Dern you knew, but a different Dern.”

“Yes. “I heard it earlier.”

I see that Shien is looking at me with an expression as if he is wondering what the problem is.

It seemed like they were accepting it in a way like, ‘The weak Dern of the past died and was replaced by the strong Dern of the present!’

I was about to say that it wasn’t like that.

‘The existence of me, who lived on Earth, is said to be a possession that steals Dern’s body and takes over the other person’s body. ‘I am pretending to be Dern without even knowing where the real Dern has gone.’

I don’t even know how to explain this, so my mouth closes for a moment.

‘… ‘Once we’ve all left, it’s difficult to explain the existence of a place called Earth, and it’s also difficult to explain that this place is in a novel, so it’s a headache.’

I’m trying to wrap my head around it, thinking that it’s too picky to tell someone that they’re a character in a virtual world.

Shien looked at me like that and clung to me again, and she smiled brightly and spoke.

“I know. “Even now, I feel like you’ve changed a lot.”

“…… “

“So, stop kissing me now. And… “This is my legitimate right as a fiancé, so I hope you’ll stop trying to stop me.”

I felt like we would just be kissing all day if we continued like this, so I started to run away.

If you continue to do this, you could end up crossing the line.

‘It may be later, but it would be better to refrain now.’

The important thing now is not solving my desires, but things related to the Heavenly God Church, Rumi, and my possession.

I think it would be better to postpone things of relatively low importance for a while.

I clenched my teeth and came out, going to the garden to cool my head.

“Lord Dern.”

Sien followed after me.

He pushes me against the wall again and starts kissing me.

I couldn’t help but sigh inwardly as I saw Sien being hugged to me like a missing person who found an oasis after a long time.

‘Is this why late winds are dangerous?’

If I leave it like this, it looks like it will stay like this for days, so even though I force it to push it away, it doesn’t even think about going in.

As I look at Shien like that, my lips are being stolen, hoping that he doesn’t go any further than this.

“…… “

I caught sight of Rumi looking at us from a distance with a somewhat shocked expression.

‘Why, at a time like this.’

No, if you think about it, it’s not because of reason.

If I think back carefully, Rumi always hovered around my lab, so this might have been expected.

‘No matter what, it’s a pain in the ass.’

Still, it seems that the method recommended by Delia, which raises Rumi’s jealousy, has been achieved in a vague way, so it may not be all bad.

With that thought in mind, I thought it was really time to end the kiss, and I brushed Shien’s bangs up.

“… Ah.”

Only then did Shien stop for a moment, as if she came to her senses, and lowered her head, her face turning bright red, as if pressing her face into the floor.

“I’m sorry.”

After regaining his senses, he seems to have realized what he had done.

I spoke while pulling Shien’s cheek to the side.

“If you want to claim your rights as a fiancé, you must also uphold your duties as her fiancé.”

“… “Yes.”

If it were any other guy, he wouldn’t know, but if it was Shien, he would understand if I just said this much.

I patted Shien’s head to tell her not to make mistakes next time and continued her story.

“And… “

I was about to tell her for the last time that I am not the Dern you knew, but she shook her head.

It was unclear whether I would be able to convince him of these words, and even if I could, I doubted whether I would be able to handle what would happen later.

‘If that’s the case, it would be better to say it right before everything is over.’

Then at least Shien won’t cause any problems.

I was disgusted with myself for my self-centered course of action.

I couldn’t think of an ideal way other than this, so I had no choice but to do it with bleary eyes.

When I was thinking those thoughts and facing an oncoming headache.

Shien whispers to me with her red face.

“De, Lord Dern.”

“Why are you doing that?”

“I would like to say something about what you said earlier about Lord Dern being different from the Lord Dern of the past.”

I nod my head to mean that I can do it.

Shien took a deep breath and continued her story to me.

“It was my past self that came to like the past Lord Dern. “The person I like now is the current Lord Dern.”

Sien whispered to me as if she was confessing, and then she smiled brightly and continued her words.

“So even if Lord Dern becomes a different person. “I have no problem with it because it’s what I like right now.”

“… Is it.”

“Yes. So don’t worry. I am confident that I will like any Sir Dern.”

Seeing Shien answering triumphantly, I smiled without knowing.

It may be different from Shien’s intention, but I was very happy to hear that they would support ‘me’ and not Dern.

When I laughed, Shien opened her eyes wide and was very surprised.

She blinks her big eyes and looks at me blankly.

She then makes a blank expression, but then she smiles and talks along with me.

“It’s been a while since I’ve seen Lord Dern smile.”

It seems like I didn’t make people around me laugh often when I played Dern.

I was wiggling the corners of my mouth, thinking that my imitation of Dern was slowly fading away.

From a distance, I saw Rumi looking at me with her tears flowing, and then I saw her running somewhere as if she was running away.

‘… ‘This is how you do it, right?’

No matter how much I thought about it, it didn’t seem like it.

In the current situation, which is reaching a negative conclusion anyway, this was the only thing worth changing.

I sighed inwardly, deciding to hang on to a glimmer of hope.

‘It gives me a headache every time I think about it.’

Well, anyway, what Delia said was somewhat successful.

We planned to neglect Rumi for a while and proceed with magic research and defeating the Heavenly God Church.

‘If something goes wrong and Rumi really goes out, she has to be prepared for that.’

I’m deciding to make some preventive devices so that I can’t touch her Rumi.

Shien in front of me looked up at me with a pouting expression.

Soon, he seemed to have a good idea and spoke to me again, lightly kissing his lips.

“… Lord Dern. From now on, when you meet me, if you think differently, I will kiss you like this. “I hope you can focus on me as much as possible.”

It seems to me that it is a mistake to feel that Shien is just doing it because he wants to.

I sighed inwardly, thinking that I had no lips left.

Soon, she lightly tapped Shien’s head with her finger and spoke.

“Who said that was okay?”

“As my fiancee, I said it was okay.”

“You’re bold.”

I want to see Shien speaking confidently.

An image of Sien crying and asking for forgiveness flashes through her mind.

Just when I was thinking that I liked the significant difference between how I looked back then and how I looked now.

Sien smiles and talks to me.

“Lord Dern, kissing her last time was not enough. Since I kissed her again today, there is a high probability that I will have a child. So, why don’t you start preparing for the wedding soon?”

“… What?”

“I heard it from the maid. “They say that if you kiss, there is a high probability that you will soon have a child.”

In one word like that.

I was able to recall that Shien had been focusing only on the sword for a long time, and that she lacked common sense.