I don't know, I don't know anything,

I just know that I desperately want to return to Xiao Tao!

All I knew was that I wanted to go back to her and hold her hand to guard her, guard her, guard her until she stopped crying ...

Xiao Tao, don't cry, OK, I will be back soon ...

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Why ca n’t I find the roses

Why are n’t there enough princes to meet?

Why do happy blue birds fly so high

Why might Apple and Hug be □□

I never thought it would be scary to be alone

I suddenly remembered the doll that was with me

I don't want to, I don't want to grow up

There is no fairy tale in the world when you grow up

I don't want to, I don't want to grow up

I would rather be stupid and stupid forever

I don't want to, I don't want to grow up

I will lose it when I grow up

Why can't I see it changing inside the crystal ball?

Why the ending did n’t laugh but burst into tears

Why the wish to the meteor never came true

Why a heroic knight is more dangerous than a dragon

Let's go back to before

Naive, stupid, happy, beautiful

I don't want to, I don't want to grow up

I do not want to grow up……

The horse ran all the way without encountering any obstacles.

When we rushed into the gate of Tianzu Temple, we didn't pause at all. The horses hoisted up on all fours. My heart seemed to fall from the clouds into **** ...

"Where are they?"

I heard myself say this, my voice was so cold ...

"Your Highness wants to see you." The man behind him was always cold.

Suddenly I turned around, lifted my feet, and kicked Yang Wei behind him!

Like a large cat, he twitched gently, and deftly dropped his horse.

"Where are they?"

I held the reins and looked down at him, and the steed that was striding down the ground was uneasy because of the cold air from my body ...

He looked at me lightly for a while, his eyes finally softened, and he said indifferently:

"West Chamber."

Turn around without hesitation, running wildly!

Although the temple is not as spacious as the road after all, the luxurious garden is confused by the horse kick, and all the people on the way are exclaimed and retreat. I can't see anything and don't care about anything!

Seeing the quiet West Chamber from a distance, I suddenly didn't dare to approach. The uncle's holding on to the horse was actually afraid of disturbing the quietness ...

He walked off the horse and walked behind the oleander outside the window, but was unable to take another step ...

The carved window in the west compartment was half-covered, and Xiao Tao sat on the bed to do needlework, just as before, just like every time I broke into her room fiercely, just like every time I spoiled her around. ...... Only the layers of fine yarn wrapped on the left hand mark the change of the right and wrong. The little red on it is so dazzling, it hurts my eyes, it is lingering with a bitter liquid instantly, as if it can only relieve it pain of……

Xiao Tao was sewing something very seriously, and looked closely at the apron I made last time.

Her hands were very awkward, she sewed it wrongly, disassembled it again and again, sewed it wrongly, and dismantled again ... but she would never give up, and still repeat this simple mechanical action seriously ...

Wrong

open

Heavy sewing

Demolish

Sew again

I stood outside the door blankly and couldn't move in one step ... Xiao Tao, she could be the best female red in the Tibetan Spring House ...

My heart was very tight with that flying needle thread, very tight!

My tears burst into tears, trying desperately to find an exit ...

I was trembling all over, almost standing still ...

"Minmin ..." A sigh, inaudible ...

I was stiff, slowly turning my head back, Qingqing holding gauze ointment standing not far away watching me quietly.

I looked at her stupidly, opened my eyes desperately so that tears would not burst out ...

Qingqing sighed again, turned her head, and pushed the door into the compartment.

"Xiao Tao, don't sew, let's change the medicine ..."

"Wait a little longer, it will be all right ..."

for a long time.

There was no sound in the room.

Suddenly I heard the crisp impact of the needle thread falling to the ground! Xiao Tao's hysterical voice sounded without warning accompanied by crying ...

"Sewing is not good! Sewing is not ... bad! I ... I am not sewing well! Qingqing, what should I do? I am not sewing well! Sewing is not good!"

I heard Qing Qing hurriedly dropped the thing on her hand, took a few steps to hug the trembling little peach,

"Little peach ...?"

But Xiaotao just kept crying and kept repeating: "I can't sew well ... What to do? What to do? My hands don't work well ... What to do?"

"It's okay, you can connect slowly, take your time ... it's okay ..."

"No, no more, what to do? What to do? What to do ... I can't do anything except Minhong, I can't help Minmin ... I can't do anything ..." She cried in dismay. Only this ... Only this ... Really doesn't work ... No ... What to do? What to do ... Will Minmin not let me follow her again? Ah? Qingqing? You answer me ... "

"No, never, absolutely, absolutely ..."

"I ... I can't do anything ... I can't help Minmin ... Qing Qing, you teach me to sing! You teach me to dance! Ah? Teach it now! Teach it now ..." Xiao Tao desperately shook Qing Qing's sleeve ...

"I teach you, I teach you, I teach you everything ..."

I can't help it outside the window! Tears burst out! Can't stop it ...

I can't shake myself all over! I heard myself crying!

"Little peach! Little peach ... Little peach ... Sorry, sorry ..."

I do n’t remember if I rushed in or they ran out, I just remember holding Xiaotao firmly and not letting go! Hugging her wailing cry, drowsily staring at Venus, her fingertips twitching and trembling ...

When I woke up, I didn't know where I was, and concentrated my mind for a long time before I figured it out: I didn't drip into the water for a day, and ran on horseback all night long, coupled with sadness and anger, I cried indignantly. ...

"Little peach ..."

As soon as I spoke, I was startled by my hoarse voice ...

"I'm here."

Xiaotao's warm hand held my hand, moved my head into her arms, and gently lifted my bangs and stroked my forehead ...

There was a soreness in my nose immediately! Folding her hands and holding her hand,

"Xiao Tao, don't leave me in the future, will you?"

"it is good."

"Don't ever leave me, okay?"

"it is good……"

"Xiao Tao, as long as you sew sportswear for me. You can sew slowly and change slowly, no matter how slow I am willing to wait! Because in my life I only need to wear what you sew for me, so you do n’t want to I sew, okay? "

"OK ..." A cool tear fell on my forehead ...

"Xiao Tao ... I like you the most, don't hate me, okay? In the future, I will protect you well and never let others hurt you again. You are still my good friend, okay ..."

"Okay ... okay ... don't say it, don't say it again, Minmin ..." Xiao Tao hugged my head tightly, both of them were in tears ... Qing Qing on the side was already crying ...

He fell asleep again, woke up a few times midway, wondering if he had a fever, and everything around him was not very clear ...

Qingqing Xiaotao came to see me ...

Guard Yang came to see me ...

His Highnesses have seen me ...

Xiao Shou also came to see me ... He stood at the window under the setting sun, his sleeves fluttered as if to die with the setting sun ...

He looked back at me and his smile was blurry ...

His light words were clear and terrible:

"Minmin, I'm leaving." He said, "I can't protect you right now, wait for me, wait for five years, I will definitely come back."

He gently lifted me up, seemed to want to kiss me, but finally sighed and let go of me again, what he said, I do n’t remember anymore, I just remember that his last figure was lonely and lonely, and even brought a little Desolate colors ... have dimly blended into my unclear dreams ...

It's been two days since the fever went down. After getting sick, I was silent for a lot. I spent most of the day in a daze, guarding Xiaotao and Qingqing.

Xiaotao's injury gradually got better, but her fingers could never return. Every time I saw her somewhat empty left hand, I would feel a heartache. Xiaotao wanted to hide, but I resolutely refused because of this. It's a reminder-remind me to keep in mind:

I have someone to protect, and I cannot continue to be reckless.

I've always seen this world separated, because in my heart, I don't belong here. I just watched as a historical passenger. Nothing hinders me. Nothing can restrain me. I can do whatever I want.

I thought that the world was completely irrelevant to me, but now I was wrong, so wrong!

My heart has long been restrained by the people around me. When I see them sad, I feel sad. When they see heartache, I feel heartache. If I hurt them because of my reckless waywardness, I will never forgive myself for life, I am no longer a visitor to this world, I ca n’t do it ...

Perhaps when a child realizes that he is responsible for what he does, he grows up.

grown up……

…………

………………

His Highness sent Xiao Shou to the north to study with General Lou, and he summoned me on the third day.

I waited for his leather whip to add candy, but I wasn't nervous at all.

When Guard Yang led me over, he was having dinner in the pavilion, and Wen Wen and other beautiful women were waiting.

When I went in, I saluted honestly, Qingqing Xiaotao was in his hands, and it was very unwise to confront him now.

"sit down."

I sit down honestly.

He stopped talking, and the whole table was scary.

He didn't tell me to eat, and I didn't dare to use chopsticks. I was sitting and bored. Soon, I went into a daze.

"You are honest today."

"Ok……"

"Now you know who is the master!"

"Ok……"

"If you dare to escape, don't blame me!"

"Ok……"

"Escape again and again, don't you take me to your eyes?"

"Ok……"

"Ok?"

"Um ~~~!" I quickly shook my head!

"I thought you learned well ... hum!" He grunted coldly, and stood up.

I sat still and looked up at him calmly: "I've never been good and never will-you know ... Qingqing Xiaotao is in your hands, as long as you treat them well, I will help you do things. But you are not my master, and never will-please remember that. "

He looked down at me for a long time, and I looked up at him without shaking and not afraid. Now I understand that the key to whether there is momentum in the negotiation is not in height.

"Okay," he said finally, "but one day you will come to ask me to be your master."

"That person must not be called Minmin." I said lightly.

He sat back again, lifting gracefully.

"You're almost done, so pack up and go to King Luo's house today."

"Um." I answered blankly, always came, didn't I?

He looked up at me and seemed surprised at my indifference,

"If there's anything you like in this house, just choose to take it away."

what is this? Comforting fees?

"Then I ..."

"Qingqing Xiaotao won't do it." Immediately interrupted me, paused, he slowed his tone again, "let Qingqing go with you, there must always be acquaintances around. What else do you want?"

"Anything in this house?"

"Okay."

"Then I want him!"

Everyone froze, and my raised fingers pointed firmly at Guard Yang.

The faces of so many people are changing, but these two men are the best looking.

I stood up sneer and said goodbye,

"Don't break your word, I don't think I need to remind you. Fourth ~ Highness ~ High ~! I have to go down and salute, Minmin said goodbye first."

Then no longer care about the colorful in the pavilion, turned around and walked out, I wish I would never see someone's face again!

"Minmin ... Unfortunately, after all, I didn't eat the food you made ... I don't know if I will have a chance ..." The man's sigh came from behind him, so low that it was almost inaudible.

After only one meal under my feet, I continued to take a step, and left without looking back ...

After bidding farewell to Xiao Tao, I was like a lifeless doll, and a faceless lady under the command of Ren Yiwen played with her:

Bidet, dress, make-up, hair ...

The colorful people in the mirror are not Zhao Minmin, but the offerings to King Luo.

King Luo's face changed from clear to fuzzy in my mind. Qing Qing stood in the corner and looked at me worriedly. How to go in the future? Rampage or scary?

When the last ray of light was swallowed up by the night, I gracefully boarded the limousine-like car in the standard posture in the swaying candlelight in the Prince's Mansion.

Qingqing held my hand nervously, too gorgeous clothes and strong makeup reflected the abnormal crimson on my cheeks, and laughed at myself, how beautiful to dress?

After all, this sedan chair will enter through the back door of King Luo Mansion.

but me,

It is a beautifully dressed dark chess.

"Get up-sedan-!"

I shook my body, and I started an unknown journey ...

There will be no fairy tales when you grow up

I will lose it when I grow up

Why can't I see it changing inside the crystal ball?

Why the ending did n’t laugh but burst into tears

Why the wish to the meteor never came true

Why a heroic knight is more dangerous than a dragon

Let's go back to before

Naive, stupid, happy, beautiful

I do not want to grow up……

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