"Well, after the wolf disaster, it wasn't rescued by Police Lin, but accepted by a group of superpower organizations that call themselves The Fool. And then became one of their members?"

"Yeah." Xie Zhifei nodded.

"Then about... the woe and the Fool, do you remember any details?"

"Details..." Xie Zhifei pressed his brows tightly, "Wolf disaster...is a legend. When...they appear, the world will be destroyed..."

"And Fool, I... I can recall three people named... Yi Nian, Ji Qing'er and Liu Huan..."

"Is there nothing else?"

"No more," Xie Zhifei let go of his hand and shook his head, "I have seen too many things, but they are incoherent, even interspersed with each other, broken fragments. Completely inexplicable fragments..." Saying here, Xie Zhifei stopped. When he came down, he seemed to fall into the endless sinking ocean composed of blood and memory fragments.

"Ding—" The sound of the ballpoint pen's cap and pestle bouncing heavily on the table was incomparably clear, like a soul-calling bell, instantly piercing the heavy and distant water and pulling him back.

"It's all right here," Ma Yue's voice still seemed a little cold, wrapped in a white coat like a skeleton, and these voices penetrated her empty ribs and spine before coming out of her mouth. Not the coldness and the chill, but the smell of loneliness.

"Typical secondary delusional delusional disorder." Ma Yue said.

"You...still think all this is my imagination?" Xie Zhifei's tone was a little hurried.

"No, in fact, in your perception, at least now, these are your real feelings. You feel they are real."

"That!"

"Listen to me." Ma Yue just pressed the pen in her hand again, "The point in this sentence is not the truth, but what you think."

These three words instantly removed Xie Zhifei's spine that had just been straightened up, like a mountain crumbling. "It's... sickness, right?"

"Well." Ma Yue nodded, "In fact, we have always suspected that you may have this complication. Since that incident, in all your descriptions, you have described the wolves that attacked your family as having a small mountain. A black wolf of the same size. This is the early sign."

"But since there's only one memory that doesn't match the truth, we've been treating it as an exaggerated fear of catastrophe. It's also very common among traumatized people, who tend to put those who traumatized them, Power is infinitely exaggerated, even demonized.

Most children who have experienced domestic violence or school bullying as children grow up with an instinctive fear of their former abuser. Even if they have an absolute advantage in power and power.

So we thought at first that you might have the same reason. But long-term traumatic re-experiencing symptoms reinforces the impression when you review the same scene countless times, so you subconsciously take the reality of that scene as reality. "

Having said this, Ma Yue paused and gave Xie Zhifei some time to digest, "This kind of truth is in conflict with your daily knowledge reserve and your reason. If the two kinds of truth that you have identified conflict with, it will inevitably end in One side is twisted to an end."

"It now appears that it is reason that is distorted."

"I... I imagined such a memory because I wanted to find... a reason for... that mountain-like wolf... to exist?"

"It seems that this is the most likely possibility." Ma Yue nodded, "Of course, the possibility of other causes, including drug side effects, cannot be ruled out."

"Then... those, those details are..."

"Wolf disaster, it's called this, right." The crisp rebound of the ballpoint pen cap sounded again, "About that ballad, it was mentioned in Dr. Xie Tingshan's research notes. I believe he should have also told you, the description in it. The fact that the group of wolves perished becomes a hint that lures you into this fantasy."

"That fool..."

"Ji Qinger, this is the name of the sports committee member of the class next door to you in elementary school." Ma Yue took out a thick kraft paper folder and placed it in front of Xie Zhifei, "Because we are worried that your recent memory loss will worsen, we will report to the relevant authorities in advance. The institution took your file. It contains your student list for that year. We will find out more about her specific relationship with you."

"Yi Nian and Liu Huan are the codenames of a pair of agents in the popular one-step TV series some time ago. In the TV, they have done a lot of work to protect and save the world in order to prevent the world from being destroyed."

"The wolves, it is the source of your fear, and the hint of the ballad makes you magnify that fear and believe it. If they really have the power to destroy the world, there is no way you can be safe no matter where you are. So you In order to protect yourself, you subconsciously built an organization against it. And you are naturally a member of it.”

"Even subconsciously, you still want to overcome your fears, but you can't, so let the most powerful people become your teammates."

"Take a good rest. We have fully understood your situation and will start to formulate a new treatment plan. One or two new drugs may be added recently. If there is any drug reaction, remember to report to the nurse in time."

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Chapter 132 Back to School

"Xiao Fei, have you packed up!" Su Mei shouted outside the door. The sky was just numb, and the sun rose very early in early summer. This kind of sky can only prove that the time is earlier. "We have to report to the principal first, so we are in a hurry."

"Immediately." Xie Zhifei replied. In fact, he had already packed up a few minutes ago, but he just kept standing there, looking down at himself over and over with a look between scrutiny and scrutiny. That's it.

What he was wearing was not the same wide cotton gown with blue and white stripes, but another blue and white, wide sports jacket. It's not right to say a jacket, it should be a sports jacket. This is so wide that it can cover almost all the newly developed body curves, and successfully achieves clothes that reduce the viewer's hormone secretion by 200%. Accompanying hundreds of millions of teenagers in this country through their golden youth. In the name of school uniform.

Xie Zhifei is now wearing the school uniform of Qingyuan High School. Although it is not ugly to the point of madness, it is only the average of that kind of school uniform. Of course, he is ugly, but Xie Zhifei doesn't see him as ugly now. What he was thinking about was what the dress represented. Xie Zhifei, who was caught in some kind of weird thinking, was called by Su Mei before he reacted.

Hurrying to go out, the little nurse standing at the door was also dressed in a school uniform. In the cold morning, her hands were wrapped in her fat sleeves. I could only vaguely see the lightness of her fingertips, and the little nurse with her big eyes flashed like a high school student.

"What are you stunned for?" Su Mei saw Xie Zhifei's foolish expression, her big eyes curved into two crescent moons, "Your sister, I'm already very young, okay!" Then she realized something.

"Why are you so slow! It's going to be too late." Su Mei grabbed Xie Zhifei's hand, without the slightest restraint of a high school girl, but it still made people see the flamboyant character she had experienced in the nurse position. Under the gray sky, young people in school uniforms in the hospital ran, blowing the dewdrops on the leaves of the grass and trees.

school? There seemed to be a sigh drifting in the wind.

"This time, I really trouble you, principal." Xie Zhifei stood quietly, watching Su Mei and the chubby principal talking politely in front of him.

"It's alright, it's alright." The principal smiled with a kind of kindness, "If it wasn't for this accident, Xie would have been a student here. Dr. Tingshan is also our honorary alumnus. Qingyuan is of course obliged to be busy. ."

"No, no, it's because of your open-mindedness, Principal..."

This kind of chat lasted for nearly ten minutes, and Xie Zhifei just kept listening quietly. It wasn't until Su Mei pulled the cuff that he reacted. He bowed to the principal. Then back out.

Shi Yuqing was already waiting at the door. When she saw the two of them coming out, a bright smile appeared on their faces, "Sister Su Mei, Xiao Fei."

"Haha, I knew Yuqing, you would definitely be waiting for us here!" Su Mei rushed over and gave a hug. "The two of us can completely listen to you now!"

"Okay, okay." Shi Yuqing also hugged Su Mei, tilted her head and made a helpless smile at Xie Zhifei who was beside her. "Your affairs have already been explained before, and the books and seats have been arranged. Now it's almost time to read and it's over. It's just right in the past, let's go."

"Students, this week we will have two new classmates join our class to experience the learning atmosphere of our school. I hope you can get along well with these two classmates during this week and show our school's ethos. Character and excellent quality. Next, we let the two students introduce themselves…”

That's right, Xie Zhifei came to experience campus life. The day after he explained his memory fragment to Ma Yue. The latter reported that he might have had a concurrent delusional disorder. Xie Zhifei himself is considered to be a relatively important patient in the hospital. In this case, the treatment has not achieved any results or even has a tendency to deteriorate. There is also a lot of pressure on the side of the Society of Historians and the Society of Archaeology.

Then Ma Yue, as the attending doctor, proposed this new treatment plan. Delusional disorder occurs because repeated traumatic re-experiencing symptoms reinforces the fear of the perpetrator, makes him believe it, and conflicts with common sense. So correspondingly, Ma Yue hopes to let him join the original real life that is most suitable for his age to strengthen his common sense experience. to limit the expansion of the delusional disorder.

I don't know what kind of discussions Ma Yue and the dean had gone through, but in short, the medical plan was implemented. After communicating with several high schools in Longcheng, his father's alma mater, Qingyuan High School, agreed to let him transfer for a week. The class that was transferred was the class where Shi Yuqing was. Of course, this was also what Shi Yuqing and Ma Yue took the initiative to strive for.

So there is the one that came out this morning. As for Su Mei, the little nurse took the last insurance because he was worried that he would develop physical and psychological symptoms similar to traumatic re-experiencing symptoms in school.

Xie Zhifei didn't know how he completed the self-introduction, so he sat in the arranged position in a daze. There are several brand-new textbooks in the table bucket. The side of the book will feel a little rough when you scratch it with your fingertips, and you may even be scratched by sharp paper.

The first class was English. There were large sections of English wrapped in squares of different colors in the textbook, which made him feel like he was in a different world. How long has it been since you sat in such a place and listened to the teacher? Xie Zhifei lowered his head cautiously, put his face on the stiff paper, and smelled a little ink.

After class, the students quickly flocked to the two of them. Transfer students, experience learning for a week or something was too far away and interesting for them. Compared to Xie Zhifei, who seemed a little helpless and taciturn, Su Mei was obviously more in line with their needs.

The latter well concealed the reason why they came here, just saying that it was because of their parents' work relationship, and then cut the topic to other places without leaving a trace. Although she has just joined the work for a few years, she has only climbed half of the flower bones compared to these ivory towers. The gap in experience is almost decisive. Without even being able to feel it, he was being led astray.

But that's fine, Xie Zhifei breathed a sigh of relief. From the moment he woke up to the present, the dull pain in his brain has not disappeared, sometimes good and sometimes bad, making his thinking intermittently. He doesn't have much energy to deal with this kind of communication, not to mention that he is not good at expressing himself.

The sound of chalk hitting the blackboard came from the podium, mixed with the cicadas chirping outside the window, and the grassy wind mixed with the smell of sweat in the classroom fermented into a wonderful taste, which made the head slightly drunk.

"Xiaofei."

"Xiao Fei!" The voice calling his name loudly accompanied by the crisp sound of tapping on the desk woke him up. "Really, I don't know what I'm in a daze." Shi Yuqing pouted and stood in front of him.

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