Why am I the Villainous

The plum blossoms scattered in the cold breeze mixed with snow..

Under the red petals,a boy and a girl stood hugging each other...in the middle of scattered boxes with beautiful cravings and sclupture...

But it was not very heartwarming as the latter's killing intent was getting thicker...

Thider tightened her hug ."After all,those were very unpleasant.. ..

And they seemed to be real...

I could feel the despair, hate,anger and pain...all those things ...are tiring...I even think of killing myself sometimes.. .but I found that I will not escape this fate even if I kill you or my sister or myself..."

"Thider..."'Feng Jiu felt that all those things he knew about the world seems so little....

"I must be crazy....telling all these things to the person who would probably kill me in the future.."Thider shook her head..Her killing intent faded ..."No,telling these kind of things to a fouteen years old is already very bad...you might be haunted by these words from now on..."

Philia rolled his eyes...'Now,you know?If this is back in your world,you might be in mental hospital by now!'

'Shut up ,Furball!'

Feng Jiu frowned at these words.

"Sen Thider,don't think that you are older than me just because you are a reincarnated soul...or you can change your body into an adult one ....You are three years younger than me...."

Thider laughed and patted his head ....much to his annoyance.

'I should be the one doing that! Damn,it hurts my pride.'

"Ok,Little bro,I'll keep that in mind.. ..But don't go thinking that I'm gonna call you 'Big brotherJiu'

because of that..."

She was in a good mood...'Really,talking face to face is just great....Most of my darkness in heart is gone now..Why didn't I do that earlier....Really,I almost turned into a weird sadist '

'Your darkness didn't disappear when you talk with me...'Philia was drawing circles in a corner with his front paw.... looking dejected...

'We are one and the same...Talking about your grieves to one self is not as What should I say...It's not the with other people'

Thider rolled hwr eyes mentally.

"So,you hate me... And you find happiness in messing with me ..because of some memories and words from your soul fragments?"

Feng Jiu's somewhat stern voice startled Thider but she soon smiled...'This is the kind of person he should be...And here I thought that someone had switched his soul...'

"Yeah,I really wants to torment you for that... giving you a taste of what I had felt back in those days

....Ay,It seems stupid now that I think about it..."

'Not stupid,they were real...Just because you don't recall these memories as your own doesn't mean....'

'I know,Philia,I know...'

'Then,why are you hugging him like a teddy bear?!'

'Because it feels great....?'

'Noooo,what happened to my pure Thider?Who kidnapped her!?'

Thider patted his back when he said....

"Isn't that a bit too much?After all,I haven't even imagined about those things you said I have done to you and your family.. .."

Thider coughed guiltily.. .He's got a point here...

"I'm sor..."

"It's fine...You were only venting your feelings... Of course , I don't like it but anyone would do that if they have those kinds of dreams and memories .... But I promise"

Feng Jiu looked into the light less eyes ..."I won't harm you or your family...."

'You won't? ' Thider chuckled...

"One of the 'you's in my dreams said so too... He just killed me in one swift in the end..."

Philia covered his eyes with his paw

'Do you have to tell the boy like this?'

'It feels great ...'

'.....'

"....." Feng Jiu was at a loss for words..."I promise..."

"Ay,you don't have to promise me anything... Since,promises are meant to be broken...."

'Isn't it..'meant to be kept'...?'

"So,you still hate me?"Feng Jiu asked Thider because he couldn't make it out from her behaviours..

Thider won't show her emotions most of the time...and when she does show...they are mostly pretended although she herself said that she hated the pretenious people....but she was not the same...

"What do you think?"Thider smiled at this..."I still want to bully you..."

"....." 'Why is there someone who would say things so bluntly...?

"Now,when will you release your grip on my waist?Do you think I am your dear teddy bear?Eh?"

Feng Jiu flustered at this and immediately broke away from Thider and stood five feet away from her...with a tink of red on his cheeks and the tips of his ears...

Thider could sense his abnormal heartbeats...and frowned ...

"Hey,are you....."

But she couldn't end her question as she had to stop him from falling onto the snow...

She felt his forehead...

'It's burning....'

Thider rolled her eyes...'Are you a male lead or a female lead?!Why are you so fragile?!'

'Oh,Buddha,why is this Kid so weak?' Thider lamented as she put a pill down his throat with a rough snap,put all the 'presents' into his artifact much to Elder Mo's astonishment , put him into her own bracelet and went back to the Prince Yi mansion...

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Philia was annoyed...

'Why did you bring him here!?'

'I can't? ' Thider said as she flied through the clouds...

ITs a little cold here better fly higher...

'What if he tries to snatch it!"

'Philia,I thought you were smart."

'What!?'