With You

I think if my mother came to the parent meeting today, she would not perform better than Aunt Qi, and might even make me lose face in front of Yu Huai after a few words. For the first time, I am thankful that she is a kind "outsider". There are so many obvious ways to get along, and only "outsiders" are willing to follow them, carefully staying away from the bottom line called dignity-relatives are not ignorant, but feelings drown this line and lean over without scruples.

As for what she was thinking when she saw my report card, I suddenly didn't care. Even if she would laugh in her heart when I was admitted to Zhenhua, she was still at the bottom, even if she was alert in her heart that her son would never be as wasteful as me when he grows up...No matter what she thinks, I believe she will not show a trace of it to me Know.

This is already the greatest compassion among people, how could I not appreciate it.

No.125

That night, we sat there and talked a lot. I listened to Yu Huai talking about the legendary figures in the High School Affiliated to Normal University, matching these deeds with the faces I will see now and in the future, and for the first time I felt like living in a huge net. .

"It's amazing," I said sincerely. I don’t know if it’s because of successive blows that I became enlightened, "In fact, some of these people you are talking about, I have heard of them before, and of course they are more powerful than what you told me-you know, rumors, They have expanded several times."

"Nothing great. You will know these people in three years, you will become very familiar, and you will know more and more that they are no big deal."

It's no big deal to be familiar with it. Then they separated, becoming more and more unfamiliar, seeing them in other fields, they really became even more powerful people. And what I do best is that I have been familiar with them.

I don't want the conversation to become too sad.

"What about Mr. Yu Huai, who is also a legendary figure?" I asked with a smile.

"Oh, he, he is really a big deal." Yu Huai looked serious.

Ok. I also know. But I didn't say.

"Do you regret coming to Zhenhua?" Yu Huai asked nonchalantly.

I didn't expect that he would suddenly ask me like this. The question was straightforward, but it didn't make me feel offended. The first reaction wanted to nod--but I didn't know what was blocking my neck. I didn't feel as happy as I expected.

Is Zhenhua bad? Although it is not suitable for me now, but let me choose again, will I really come? When my dad helped me fill in a string of Zhenhua on the volunteer form, did I stop him?

I turned my head to look at Yu Huai, his profile was not blurred even in the dark, as if he couldn't blend in. It really fills me with frustration, but the people who frustrate me don't dislike me.

The administrative area is connected to the laboratory area and the teaching area. There are lights in the corridors on both sides. Only us sitting in the middle are like bugs trapped in cement pipes.

I sighed lightly and leaned my back against the glass. After a while, I felt a little bit of coolness.

"I have no regrets coming here." I said with certainty.

I just regret how I am so stupid.

Yu Huai smiled.

"dedicated?"

"Ok?"

"Let's sit at the same table all the time." He said this wordlessly and without reason.

My heart jumped wildly.

Not only did time not take me away, it also took a big step back and returned to a golden afternoon. He said to me, Geng, let's sit at the same table.

Let's sit at the same table, let's sit at the same table all the time. "Okay." I looked at him and nodded.

This is a matter that we are not in control of at all, but we made the decision early.

No.126

When he heard the voice from the teaching area, Yu Huai jumped off the window sill.

"Why don't you go home yet?"

The question that should have been asked an hour and a half ago, he said now, completely confused me. Yu Huai patted his **** and raised his eyebrows to look at me when I was not moving.

"Don't look at people this way, there will be lines on your forehead!" I changed the subject seriously.

"I have something to do, go home soon." He didn't continue to ask me the reason, but waved his hand and blew me away like a child.

"what's up?"

"It's none of your business anyway."

"Your mom wants to give Zhang Pingsai money as a gift?"

"Your mother is going to give Zhang Ping a gift!"

"Then what the **** is your mysterious secret?"

Yu Huai's expression seemed to be constipated. I don’t think it’s too good to force others, so I jumped off the window sill, picked up my schoolbag and said impatiently, “Okay, I’ll go home, you go through the back door quickly.

Yu Huai didn't continue to fight with me. Instead, he waved to me, said to be careful when crossing the road, and then turned and walked towards the teaching area.

I also ran two steps towards the stairs.

Then the moment he turned into the teaching area, he turned and followed.

The action goes smoothly.

I have a natural temperament when I do bad things.

No.127

Yu Huai did not enter the classroom. Our class is in the middle of the corridor on the second floor of Area A in the teaching area. The parent meetings of several classes on the second floor have not yet ended. Yu Huai was standing alone a certain distance from the back door of our class, looking through the glass of the door.

I can only stick to the corner and glance at my eyes from afar from time to time. There is not even a pillar in the corridor, which is very unfavorable for me to play.

However, Yu Huai's behavior made me wonder. How could this not be like a top student. Only those who have caused a major disaster will run to watch the progress of the parent conference uncontrollably? Or was his mother very strict, but if she didn't take the first place, she would have to kneel for three hours when she went home?

I was thinking about it, and he turned around and looked back, scared to make me hurriedly retracted.

After breathing well, I remembered that there was a camera in my schoolbag. If I put the camera lens out a little bit and use the video function to observe it, wouldn’t it work? Anyway, with such a small lens, ten meters away, and the light is dim, he would definitely not notice.

So I did this. I was not ready at the beginning, so I took a picture of "Kak" first. I quickly closed my hand and lowered my head to readjust to the video mode.

Then I felt someone watching me.

Is β. She was looking at me with weird eyes.

"Why are you so perverted." She was heartbroken.

"You have hired dad, so you are ashamed to say me?"

This time I won the confrontation. Beta touched my nose without turning back.

"Have you hired Daddy?" I continued to interrupt.

"They don't have the temperament to be a father," β shook his head sadly, "what are you doing?"

"What are you doing again?" I avoided her question.

"I plan to talk to Zhang Ping personally. Life is still to be mastered by myself." She also coordinated to make a fist posture, which made it hard to look straight.

I admire her very much, and her words seem to be true to her.

"What the **** are you doing?" Then she asked a second time.

"I'm waiting for my mother." I casually made up a reason.

"Waiting for your mother to be like a thief? Wait at the door, stay with me." She took my arm and dragged me to the door. Before I could struggle, she was dragged by her. , Rushed towards the corridor.

Fortunately, at this moment, the front and back doors of the class were opened, and the parents rushed out in twos and threes, like a natural barrier, filling the distance between Yu Huai and me.

β froze, a trace of panic flashed across his face, and let go of my hand. At this time, I used my light to see Yu Huai walking in through the back door, so I didn't care about comforting β, and quickly followed sneakily.

"Geng Geng, where are you going? You can't talk about loyalty!"

"Life still needs to be mastered by yourself!" I threw to her without looking back.

No.128

In fact, it is difficult for me to understand the parents who surround the podium three floors inside and outside three floors. Although my mother would do the same if she were there.

At this moment, the faces with eager anticipation that are tightly surrounding Zhang Ping, behind the anxiety, are actually full of distrust of children, right? I still remember when I was in elementary school, I used to wait in the corridor to go home with my parents. As soon as the door opened, the squad leader and the squadron leader’s parents were always the first to leave—their children are so good, what can I ask?

However, is this trust based on the understanding of the child itself, or is it because of the transcript and the teacher’s praise at the parent meeting?

I asked my dad this question, and he said, where in the world there is so much trust for no reason, even between parents and children, it is necessary to use practical actions to gain respect.

I was circumvented by him at that time, and I felt that it made sense: "You have to use practical actions to win the respect and trust of mom and dad, Geng Geng."

As I grew up, I became more and more confused. What is the actual action? Is it a grade? Is it a ranking? No parent believes that their children are stupid and inferior to others. To say that the kid is stupid is equivalent to scolding me for being stupid-so there can only be one kind of speculation about the decline in grades, you are not good at learning, you are playful, you fall in love, you are bad ,you……

Trust because of one rank, and doubt because of one rank.

Even if there is no unprovoked trust and love, that cause itself should not be so fragile and pale.

You, Zhang Ping, a stranger who has raised a child for more than ten years, really understand what the child is thinking better than you?

Fortunately, it is Aunt Qi who came today. From a distance, I saw her packing her things and getting up and walking towards the door, so I hid aside first, waited for her to leave, and then slipped in through the back door.

Yu Huai didn’t notice me. He sat in the second row of the group by the window, staring closely at his mother's figure-as a top student, his mother was standing in the encirclement with an ardent smile. Here, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows showed impatience towards a woman who was chattering about Zhang Ping and asking questions. He didn't know that his son was staring at her.

After thinking about it, I walked out of the classroom and walked around from the back door to the front door. There is a sea of ​​people between Yu Huai and Qianmen. He will never find me, and in this way I can also hear what the **** is going to say to the teacher.

I deliberately ignored how abnormal my behavior is.

I think this kind of critical moment is not suitable for too many intense and profound psychological activities.

Coincidentally, as soon as I walked to the front door, I heard Yu Huai's mother's opening remarks.

"Teacher Zhang, I am Yu Huai's mother."

Zhang Ping smiled and his eyes disappeared.

"Oh oh oh hello hello, Yu Huai, this child is very good, I have nothing to tell you to learn very autonomous and smart. Anyway, you don't have to worry about it."

I guess Zhang Ping was also nagged, and before Yu Huai's mother suffocated a word, he immediately stepped on the electric door and used a machine gun to block people.

However, Yu Huai has nothing to worry about. Very business, eh.

I held my arms to the side and nodded deeply, not knowing what my strength was with You Rongyan.

Then, I heard his mother eagerly ask:

"Teacher Zhang, the reason I am looking for you is, can I change his seat? Or let him sit next to the boy."