A New Life: Unwanted Marriage

Anhao woke up satisfied with her hours of sleep , it took her a while to realize that there was someone on the bed with her and that his arm was dr.a.p.ed around her waist . she turned her neck and saw how peaceful Shijun looked while he was asleep , her heart began to beat faster as she thought of a way to get down from the bed without waking him up from sleep but a part of her wanted to stay in bed with him a little longer

' stop this ' she told herself ' remember how he broke your heart ' . she was looking for ways to dissuade herself from the notion of staying in his arms but it wasn't working , she let out a sigh

' now I understand what they mean by the heart wants what it wants' .

Her hand slowly traced his jaw line as she prayed that he wouldn't wake up because she won't even know how to start explaining herself but unknown to her Shijun was awake , the only reason he didn't move or talk was because he was afraid that she would stop touching him .

Anhao sighed as she dropped her hand from his face , she didn't want to start loving him again because she wasn't ready to get her heart broken once more . she tried to remove his hand and get down but he held her tighter and pulled her closer to him

" Stay " he whispered into her ear , that word was like a drug to Anhao , the sound of his voice close to her ear , his breath on her neck , his whisper like a c.a.r.e.s.s , all this sensations were tempting to her to actually stay and she began to strengthen her resolve to get away from him , as soon as she was about to struggle they heard a knock on the door she immediately tried to push him away but he expected it and held her tight so she wouldn't be able to push him off the bed .

" who is it " Shijun asked , if it wasn't something important he would fire the person for interrupting what could have been a make out session for him .

" sir , miss Anhao's car has arrived and she said we should inform her immediately it arrives "

Anhao immediately pushed Shijun away and jumped down from the bed , her car had arrived , her baby was finally here .

she ran out of the room and down the stairs in a hurry , she had really missed her car .

she saw the car in front of the garage and ran towards it , Shijun had followed her downstairs to be sure that she wouldn't hurt herself but Anhao didn't notice him infact she didn't notice any thing apart from her car , all the people around thought that she might be on the verge of bankruptcy after all which rich person treats a car like it's a child she even held onto one car like it was her source of oxygen , Anhao knew that some people would think like that but she didn't care because her mother left the car to her along with her other properties , she had other cars as well but the difference was that she could do without those cars , it wouldn't take her anything to buy a new car but she could never get another car that her mother had treasured and driven . Just like the way people collected antiques , they aren't particularly useful but are treasured , that's was exactly how she felt about that car .

she drove it into the garage and sat in it for a half an hour thinking of her mother , missing her and talking to her . Shijun was getting worried ' what is so hard about parking a car in the garage ' . he walked to the garage to check on her only to see her murmuring to herself and he began to wonder if there was something wrong with her , what was she doing in a car talking to herself .when Anhao saw him she immediately dried the tears that had began to fall from thinking about her mother too much , she put on a fake smile that didn't quite reach her eyes as she walked towards him , Shijun was confused hadn't he just seen her talking to herself and now she was suddenly smiling

' hmm , I might need to take this girl to a hospital , something could be wrong with her mentally '

but he didn't remember her being bipolar in school so what was going on .

it wasn't until she was right in front of him that he noticed that she had been crying .

He pulled her into his arms and asked her a simple question

" why were you crying ?"

But to Anhao it was the most difficult question in the world because that was a question she wasn't willing to answer , she had always thought of that car as her diary after her mother's death when she felt all alone in the world , she would sit in that car and it would feel like her mother was with her and she was talking to her . She knew it was strange , other people kept pictures or Jewelry but she kept a car , she didn't understand why but all she knew was that the car was her refuge her sanctuary , a place to go to when she needed to think and she had not only thought about her mother , she had also thought of the possibility of loving Shijun again and getting her heart broken once more until she had realized that she had never stopped loving him and that had made her cry .

But how was she supposed to tell him he was the reason she was crying , the fact that she could and would never stop loving him no matter what happened was the reason for her tears .