Became an Academy Spearman

56. It’s okay for you to do this to me. But I don’t want anyone else to do this

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Shrek.

Her overlapping hands are falling apart, and her hand that used to caress my hand is also moving away.

“…”

Watching Glecia take her hand away from mine, as if satisfied with it, made me feel a little queasy.

“Certainly different from me.”

“…so I said it. Of course, your hand and mine are different. Men and women are different, how can the hand holding the sword and the hand holding the spear be the same?”

“I thought so too. Still, I was a little curious about how it was different in detail.”

Watching her answer as if she was genuinely curious, I actually felt very strange.

‘Do I really have to think of this as pure?’

Because it’s obviously pure. It must have been like this without hesitation, but as I was subjected to her actions, I couldn’t help but feel strange.

She asked for a hand out of the blue, and when she held out her hand, she was stroking my hand with a single word, ‘I’m curious, wait a minute.’

No matter how much it was me, I couldn’t accept it by pretending to be calm.

She is a charming woman of the same age, stroking my hand and kissing her.

Along the way, I couldn’t do anything, with only a silly, awkward smile at her strange touch.

It was also evident that the gaze from other tables on us was particularly stinging. As I looked back, it felt like my body was warming up.

‘But… let’s not get it wrong.’

Glecia is doing such nonsense now, and I don’t have a heart like love. I didn’t want to be excited by myself.

She needed to speak properly to Glecia.

“Glesia.”

“yes.”

“If I did the same thing you did a while ago, would you accept it?”

“…are you talking about holding hands?”

“right. Even if you said you held my hand to check. Conversely, imagine that I suddenly grab your hand. That would be so strange, of course you would have rejected me too.”

I wanted to persuade her as rationally as possible.

It’s not about how I feel right now, it’s because if Glecia did something like this to anyone else, she would end up with multiple victims.

“Nothing. If it were you, I wouldn’t have refused.”

“okay. Of course you would have rejected me too… .”

Naturally, he stopped talking.

‘…you wouldn’t have rejected me?’

I was going to say no to that with a gyeojisaji, but I was speechless.

“Hancheonseong. Why do you think I will reject you? You accepted me now.”

Rather, Glecia, who asked questions as if something was strange, looked very casual.

As she uttered her words that would shake people’s hearts without hesitation… I couldn’t believe for a moment that she was making such a natural expression.

“You won’t refuse… Glecia. Do you mind if I hold your hand?”

“Rather than nothing, the day we first met at the cafe was already over. Because I said I’d accept the time I was with you. Even if you were trying to reverse what I just did to you, if I could understand you, I would have accepted it calmly.”

She spoke calmly and looked at me with a pure gaze.

Her translucent blue eyes seemed to have no other meaning than that… It seemed to reflect her sincerity, but it was so ridiculous.

‘ha… .’

Swallowing her sighs that were about to burst, she calmed her mind once.

Even I was embarrassed that Glecia was shaking my heart.

She knows that she doesn’t have her feelings for me, because I keep thinking about it alone from the way she behaves and the way she speaks.

Really… Glacier was the problem.

She was constantly telling me things that would be greatly misunderstood, so if that hadn’t been for her to think she had her pure and eccentric personality, I was now blown away enough to think that Glecia liked her me.

“First. Glecia, let me clarify in advance that I am not speaking with any feelings.”

“okay. Say it.”

How should I give her attention, she thoughtfully opened her mouth, thinking that she would not feel bad for Glesia to hear.

“Once you act like that, I’m fine, but I want you to think a little about what you did and the position of the person listening to you. Because there is room for people to misunderstand your speech and actions.”

“…misleading.”

“okay. There’s too much room for misunderstanding. Just a little while ago, yes, you caressed my hand as if you were going to check it. Wouldn’t you feel a little weird if I really did that to you?”

Glecia stared blankly at my words, and she looked at her own hand, and she was relieved a little.

‘Also.’

Even if it’s okay with her words, if I really grabbed her hand and patted her glacier, she would definitely feel weird about her too.

“Certainly… she must be weird.”

“right? So. I think we need to refrain from doing the same thing as before. Some people think it’s good for you to treat yourself like this. Sometimes it leads to misunderstandings.”

Not all of these actions could be passed on by saying that they were pure.

It is said that I can understand and accept Glacier, but if other people listen to Glecia, if it is a hundred, everyone will be misunderstood.

‘And… I don’t really want to see him like that.’

Even though they don’t have feelings for each other. I didn’t want to see Glecia do this to another man, who had done this to me.

Then she sees Glecia looking at me without her words, she seemed to have something to say.

“…Hancheonseong. Do you want to touch me too?”

When she uttered endless words with innocent eyes, she could not understand the words themselves.

“Do you want to touch me?”

Even as she spoke, she was very strange from the beginning.

“You’re saying that it’s okay for me to act like that right now, but it’s like you’re referring to holding your hand over and over again. Just in case you want to touch my hand too.”

Glacier throws a calm and transparent gaze.

She stared blankly at her, but she lost her words for a moment.

“…”

Rather, at this moment, I wonder if Glacier is really pure. She seriously thought again.

In fact, there must have been enough of a hundred foxes in Glacier’s body. Otherwise, how can I choose and say only words that can shake the hearts of the listeners?

And… I was constantly repeating myself to myself.

-Glesia doesn’t like me.

That’s why I’m trying not to feel like a fool, even by force. Even that is now questionable.

‘You’re not really seducing me, right? ?’

Even in the midst of doubts, I persevered.

“It’s not like I want to touch your hand or anything like that. glacia. I want you to think about my position too. To be honest, I didn’t like it when you touched my hand… because I felt really weird.”

In the end, I thought I would understand it now by being honest and speaking out.

“Hancheonseong. Why did you feel… strange?”

However, Glacier, who asked with her curious eyes, always exceeded my expectations.

“…someone else is stroking and stroking my hand. ‘Cause I can’t be casual It was just weird. Do I need any further explanation to say that it is strange?”

“No, it’s not necessary, but I was just curious how you would feel.”

At the end of those words, naturally, when Glecia took her drink, the strange feeling that I felt was not erased at all.

Even if I suppressed it and kept thinking that it wasn’t, my heart trembled even more.

…so I finally accepted it.

‘Let’s admit it.’

I was now swayed by Glecia.

Anyone can see that she is beautiful, and even her tone and actions seem attractive to me.

When Glecia’s unique innocence permeated her arrogant behavior and tone, it had a charm that other people couldn’t see.

So.

Now my heart can be shaken.

Rather than trying to deny it, I decided to accept it calmly.

good.

And looking at Glecia with her glass down, she decided to eat her heart harder.

Not to be shaken too easily.

“Agar Castle.”

“…uh.”

That time when we met our eyes while answering. She suddenly held out her hand to me.

White, fine hands.

Glecia smiled softly as she looked at why she suddenly extended her hand.

“I’m sorry if I made you feel weird with my sudden action.”

“…that’s fine. So why all of a sudden your hand?”

“It means you can touch my hand just as I touched your hand.”

He spoke a little brightly and gently held out his white hand to me.

“…”

As I looked at her hand, my heart fluttered again.

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Just a moment ago, my heart was shaken like an idiot to the extent that my thought that I would not be shaken easily was overshadowed.

gulp.

As I swallowed my saliva involuntarily, I wondered what kind of stupid situation it was.

Is it true that Glacia doesn’t really like me?

She said that she could act like this without any selfishness?

in several questions.

To me, Glecia’s behavior now seemed only tempting.

It is also a very secret and blatant temptation with innocence.

That’s when I trembled with her hand without realizing it.

I took control of my mind.

If you unintentionally touch Glecia’s hand right now, the reason for bringing up her words to Glecia will fade away. I couldn’t.

“Glesia.”

“yes.”

“Now there are things like this… .”

When I saw Glecia coming to meet her gaze transparently at my words, I made up my mind again.

Glecia needs to be given proper attention.

Even this behavior of me right now would feel like a fatal temptation to anyone else. An act of temptation that no one can help but mistakenly believe that he has a heart.

I had to fix it now.

“Don’t do it to anyone else.”

She opened her mouth firmly.

Glecia, who paused at my words, met her gaze, and I said it again and again.

“It’s okay for you to do this to me, but I don’t want you to do this to others.”

“…why?”

“Because I can accept you, but no one else.”

Saying that, she was about to slowly push Glacia’s hand away.

“A cadet Hancheonseong?”

Suddenly, a cold voice was heard.

And I knew… well who would call me like that.

For a moment, it was as if his body had stiffened.