Became an Academy Spearman

Chapter 74

74. I can’t understand you either

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“Glesia!”

My heart felt like it was about to explode, but I managed to catch Glesia, who was trying to leave the park by shouting.

What should I do if Glesia isn’t in the park? I thought it was too late, and I was arrogant even as I ran.

“…”

Seeing Glesia slowly turn around, I was really relieved.

And I have to approach Glesia who is looking at me… … .

My body stopped listening. It seemed that his legs were stiff from being heavy.

“haha….”

Even now, as I stopped and let out a rough breath, even my vision was blurry. It was as if my body was warning me, as if pleading that my body had not fully recovered yet.

The time I heard from Carly as soon as I woke up. about the promise. Now I rushed to him without even having time to pick up my body.

As if the body, which was the limit, was just too much.

that buck

Still, somehow I took a step.

That’s how I forced myself to approach Glesia. Just in time, Glesia was also approaching me.

again.

It was also at a faster pace than me, maybe because I was too tired, the speed at which she approached me seemed very fast.

pounding.

I thought about what I had to say even as I let out a rough breath through my still beating heart.

‘How should I apologize.’

Would that make Glesia’s mood at least a little better?

Even now, my heart feels like it’s going to explode, and my body doesn’t move as well as I want.

More than that, I thought first of all that I should hand over a proper apology to Glesia, who must have been waiting for me.

that buck

again.

Let’s face each other with the sound of each other’s steps, I handed over the apology right away.

“I’m really late… I’m sorry.”

Rather than attaching any rhetoric, I had no choice but to convey an apology.

I’m late is late, and my circumstances are just my personal circumstances.

It was like a mistake I made because I was immersed in Dalian.

“……”

Glessia, who didn’t even say anything about my apology, looked just like her usual self.

Looking at me with extremely transparent blue eyes, those closed lips do not open easily.

And that just made me more anxious.

‘I must have been very angry.’

“Agar Castle. Why are you so… out of breath?”

Took.

Glessia’s voice as she asked me was unexpectedly calm.

Contrary to what I thought she would be angry with or scolding me for, she was calmly asking.

“Ah, this… I’m sorry that I’m running in a hurry… Doesn’t the look of me look a bit like now?”

He smiled awkwardly as he belatedly corrected the crooked hem of his dress or messed up hair.

To be honest, I felt exhausted when I opened my mouth now.

“I thought you just forgot your promise to me.”

“Glesia. How could I forget my promise to you?”

“Then why are you late?”

Although a little surprised by Glesia, who calmly asked without any sign of anger, she immediately answered.

“Today I said that I had a prior agreement with Instructor Carly. Do you remember?”

“remember.”

“And as he said, I was engrossed in training while moving with Instructor Carly. But maybe that’s… I guess I went too far. I lost consciousness while training.”

No lies are added, only the truth is conveyed.

“…”

Glesia, who met me with a transparent gaze… strangely did not show any sign of anger.

I couldn’t bear the thought of attaching a lie to that appearance.

If I tried to wrap myself up in a lie here, I would feel like I was betraying the transparent gaze that was facing me.

“I lost consciousness… ?”

“uh. I practiced too hard… By the time I regained consciousness and woke up, it was already past 6 o’clock. It sounds like too much of an excuse for you to hear. It’s the truth without a single lie. I am really sorry that I came so late to my appointment with you.”

Even the words were not natural, saying that he was breathing heavily in between while delivering his words.

…I’m sure my face is red now and I’m out of shape, but I couldn’t even keep myself in shape.

“……”

Glessia, who had listened to this, had no answer.

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Just stare at me

With a transparent gaze that can’t even read thoughts.

I thought it would be rather ugly for me to say more here, so let’s wait for Glesia’s words, and she nodded slightly.

“First. agaric. Let’s have a seat.”

“uh… ?”

“I think you need to rest now. Let’s sit down for now.”

again.

When Glesia responded in a calm voice and moved on, I blankly walked beside her.

that buck

Even as I kept pace, I felt that this situation kept going beyond my expectations.

I should be happy that Glesia didn’t get angry and treated me calmly, but… I wondered if that was really safe.

rattle.

My legs trembled as I walked.

Maybe it’s because I’m relaxed for a moment, or maybe it’s because my body feels its limits. It was still just hard.

Seruk.

When Glesia sat down on a bench, even as she sat next to her, a small breath leaked out.

My heart, which had been beating like crazy, had calmed down a little now.

But the aftermath was no joke.

“…”

Even now, the trees in the park seemed to look blurry.

“First of all, agar. I understand what you mean.”

“okay? Aren’t you mad that I’m late?”

When I asked cautiously, Glesia nodded calmly.

“I was angry, but I’m fine now. Because you can understand why you are late. And now that I see you, it doesn’t even look like a lie.”

“then. Why would I lie about something like this?”

I felt like I was completely at peace now.

It was fortunate that Glesia spoke so calmly.

I’m not hiding that feeling or saying I’m not angry, I’m angry but I can understand me.

I’m fine now… .

Glesia’s unique way of speaking felt so good now.

‘It’s much better than people who talk in circles.’

The tiredness he should feel when dealing with women had no meaning at all to Glesia.

There are times when being too pure is embarrassing, but looking at pure itself, you can say that you are the kind of person you want to get close to.

There is no pretense or concealment in dealing with them. I have nothing to hold back from dealing with such a person.

Because I, too, can treat you with sincerity.

“Thank you for understanding this. I honestly… I knew you would be really upset.”

While leaning against the bench in a daze, now quite a few words leaked out naturally.

“Agar Castle.”

“uh.”

“Instead, hang out with me one more day this week.”

“…uh?”

“You are so late today. If this goes on like this, only I who waited for you today will lose money. I can’t go over like this.”

When Glesia spoke with her eyes met, I awkwardly nodded.

Her words were right. In addition, it seemed that my heart would be more relieved if I could pay this price and go over rather than just being late.

“okay. okay. Then let’s meet one more day this week.”

As if Glesia was satisfied with my words, she slightly raised the corners of her mouth, but I unknowingly followed her with a smile.

When you think about it, it was a really strange ‘price’.

Even now, I still couldn’t believe that meeting me could be a kind of price for Glesia.

‘You said you wanted to understand me… .’

But what is the reason Glesia must understand me? I involuntarily wondered.

“Glesia. Can I ask you something?”

“You may ask.”

After answering my words calmly, he carefully brought out his words.

“Why do you… want to understand me?”

Even if you don’t ask about the reason, it’s okay to keep the current relationship with consistent ignorance.

Because the less she understands me, the more often I can be with her.

By the way.

Let’s see Glesia accepting me well even if I make a mistake like this today. I just couldn’t think of it that way.

“…why do I want to understand you?”

“okay. The reason you are with me is because you want to understand me. I said the other day that I couldn’t figure out the reason for my self-esteem or the basis for my confidence. I really don’t think that’s the only thing…”

As I spoke, I felt vague.

The reason for my self-esteem and confidence in the first place. It was something that Glessia might realize when. And then. If my relationship with her ended, I would hate it.

I had already met Glesia for several days, and it became quite natural to talk to her.

The relationship between me and her is really… .

Because it’s not going to end that easily.

“Chunseong Han, how did you… know that?”

“How did you know?”

“…that it’s not the only reason I don’t understand you.”

When Glesia suddenly spoke in a daze, I also lost my mind for a moment.

‘Is there really any other reason?’

It was a question as if guessing. I was even more surprised when Glesia said there was a really different reason.

“Rather than knowing, I just wondered if that would be the case. It didn’t feel normal for you to spend time with me.”

Having said that, I’m really curious now.

For what reason does Glesia say she doesn’t understand me?