Became an Academy Spearman

75. Thoughts of each other & first signs of thinking

***

“…”

Now that the night has deepened and we are seeing off Glesia.

I had to feel sorry for no reason at the sight of her back slowly moving away.

Compared to the previous meeting, I didn’t do too much today.

It wasn’t that Glesia and I didn’t decide what to do and meet, but today I couldn’t go to the training ground because I was in a bad physical condition.

It was late for the promised time, and the time we just spent together without doing anything. Even so, Glesia stayed with me without much complaint.

again. again.

Even the sound of my footsteps slowly faded away, and I brushed off the lingering lingering feelings in my heart.

‘Let’s do better next time.’

Because we decided to meet one more day this week. At that time, I thought I could do better.

Then, Glesia suddenly turned around.

“Agar Castle.”

When we met eyes at the voice that was clearly audible despite the distance, Glesia suddenly waved at me.

“…”

I blinked blankly at the sight, but I waved my hand without realizing it.

It really didn’t last for a few seconds as they looked at each other and waved their hands like that.

sh*t.

Then Glesia smiles and turns around and goes into the dormitory. Even as I lowered my hand, my mind was a bit dazed.

Glessia… suddenly felt like she had changed a bit.

It’s hard to explain what has changed, but something has definitely changed.

I felt that way intuitively.

“What was the trigger… what was it?”

I don’t think I did very well today. Because Glesia suddenly gave me the feeling that it had changed in a good direction.

then suddenly It reminded me of just two weeks ago.

The day I took the academy entrance exam. Even then, I was conscious of Glesia, but I couldn’t even speak to her cold atmosphere.

And when Glesia suddenly looked at me. I looked at her and waved my hand.

It was like avoiding eye contact and just bumping into each other, so I inadvertently waved my hand, but I still remember Glesia’s reaction to me at that time.

The way he coldly turned his gaze away from me.

and today.

Their relationship has completely changed, and this time Glesia looked at me and waved.

…and with a faint smile.

When I realized that, I burst into laughter.

“I heard you really don’t know what people do.”

I vaguely thought that it would be nice to be friends with her. After entering the academy, I was naturally hanging out with her.

that buck

As I turned to the other side to return to the dormitory, I was amazed.

“Now that we have a relationship that can be called friends… .”

There is no hesitation in looking at each other, talking, and spending time together like this.

It felt like something was going well. Even on the first day I was given the spear skill, I wondered how I should live.

The future isn’t as bleak now as it was back then. No, it was bright enough to feel quite bright.

that buck

While walking like that, he suddenly put his hand on my cheek.

The warmth of the moment when a hand other than my hand touched it seemed to still linger.

ㅡYes. I’m still looking at you like this, but I can’t understand you at all.

I shook my head as I recalled the moment when Glesia had put her hand on my cheek and said in a strange voice.

“I can’t understand you anymore.”

Really…that was the feeling.

Whether she and I can remain just friends or not… .

I don’t even know that anymore

***

shoot it

Glessia, who had left her body in the pouring warm water, slowly opened her mouth.

“You forgot me… it wasn’t.”

I thought he forgot his promise to me, but now that I think about it, it was just a futile idea.

Han Chun-seong can’t be like that, but I know that man isn’t that kind of person.

Why did I think that way and was disappointed by myself?

If I had waited a little longer in the park, Han Chun-seong would have come on its own. And now that I was stupidly hesitating at the end, thinking about it now, I felt very fortunate.

Han Chun-seong hadn’t forgotten his promise to me.

Suddenly, I remembered the moment when I turned around and looked at it.

The reddened face, those lips that continued to speak even as they breathed heavily. However, the appearance of Han Chun-seong, who explained the situation with sincerity… … .

Even now, several hours later, it came to my mind so clearly.

And just by looking at it, the sadness that filled my heart was easily relieved.

At that moment, I was just grateful that you came to see me.

I can feel that you are properly thinking about my relationship, from every word you say. I just accepted him.

“As expected, friend… I think it’s right.”

Now I really consider them friends.

I wasn’t the only one thinking of him, he was thinking of me too.

So. That we’re friends… .

“…”

Laughter broke out again.

I don’t know why laughter leaks out so often today. But… I just felt good.

‘Is this why I have a relationship with a person?’

I felt like I knew why I had to be friendly with other people.

I felt a feeling I never felt when I was alone. There was a strange feeling like a sense of fulfillment that you can only feel when you are together like this.

In addition, it was more pleasant than I thought to properly check each other’s relationship.

—-Me too… I can’t understand you.

Even the stupid words he said to me came to mind.

The moment he said he wouldn’t understand me, just like me. Oddly enough, the words sounded so good.

It wasn’t just me who didn’t understand him, it was because he didn’t understand me properly either.

“then…”

Han Chun-seong will also try to stay with me from now on. As much as I want to be with him, he will need me too.

Seruk. Nodding my head, I looked forward to the next day we would meet.

“So, what do friends usually… do to pass the time?”

I was crazy about thinking like that.

Now, Han Chun-seong and I can be called friends.

The next time we meet, even if we do what we can as friends… .

I think it’s not going to happen.

***

The day passed and the afternoon of the next day.

I wasn’t in the C1 classroom.

The lectures at the Grand Royal Academy seemed plain, but there were more colorful parts than I thought.

Received full support from the Empire, renowned instructors and lecture schedules were all precisely planned.

The cadets are thoroughly educated on character, morality, and ethics, but more than that, it was possible to adjust the schedule so that cadets could take other lectures according to their characteristics.

So, instead of only taking lectures by the instructor in charge, there was a mobile class like this within the class. Such lectures are held only on Wednesdays and Thursdays, and from this week onwards, joint lectures with other cadets in the same class were to be given.

to suit each character. For example, elemental series, long-range series, short-range series, other magic series, and in rare cases, supernatural series. If you break it down into specific areas, there really was no end.

Naturally, I was a close-range character.

Seruk.

Although he was currently in the C3 class classroom, his eyes suddenly went to the other cadets.

David, who was treated as a close range right now, was also sitting with me. But other than that, the classroom was full of cadets who had never met or talked to me.

that buck

My eyes went to the male instructor who entered the classroom in a slightly chaotic atmosphere.

Underneath the stout body and short blonde hair, a strong impression stood out.

good!

In the church, the missionary immediately put down the textbook.

“First of all, nice to meet you like this. In the classroom, there will be cadets who know me, and there will be cadets who are seeing me for the first time. Let me introduce myself lightly. I am Vermont, the instructor who will be in charge of short-distance lectures.”

When the male instructor smiled and looked around, most of the cadets were nervous.

However, it was quite tolerable for me, who had endured Carly’s gaze. Soon after, Vermont cleared his throat slightly and continued.

“After thoroughly educating on theory until this week’s lecture, all lectures will be replaced with practical lectures from next time. It may be a bit boring today, but please listen carefully to the lecture nonetheless.”

“Yes, I understand.”

As he continued his speech in a strong tone, he focused on the lecture while answering with the other cadets.

To be honest, I have never felt bored while listening to a lecture in this world.

I’d say it’s rather strange. It was knowledge that I could use with my own strength, so I even enjoyed listening to the lecture.

“First of all, being here as a close-range group is a big risk. No matter how good your traits are, the first thing to recognize is danger. Why are you saying this in the first place? Whether you stand on the battlefield or not, it’s impossible not to encounter a monster in your life… … .”

…

The Vermont instructor’s lecture lasted about 3 hours.

It was theoretical and it was about precautions or mindset. I listened intently to each and every word.

Because he was a person worth looking up to with just the position of ‘instructor’. I know how much risk I have to take before standing in that church as an instructor in this world and making a big impact on the battlefield.

Having read Groa’s novels, I couldn’t take them lightly.

It is not an exaggeration to say that of those who have never been on the battlefield, I know their dedication best.

That’s why I didn’t listen to even the smallest words from the instructor’s mouth.

“…”

The instructor seemed to like my attitude, and there were quite a few times when the instructor gave me a look and nodded.

“Everyone’s attitude towards the lectures is pretty good, more than I thought. Satisfied enough. So let’s end today’s lecture here. Instead, next week’s lecture will be straight out of the academy. Everyone, come fully prepared.”

After the Vermont instructor left, the cadets began to stand up one by one.

“Agar Castle.”

“uh?”

“me. I will never sit next to you.”

Then David raised his head and said something strange, but I wondered why.

“What do you mean all of a sudden?”

“No, how on earth do you get the instructor’s attention wherever you go? Even I, who was next to you, became nervous for no reason.”

When David smiled and said, I laughed too.

“It’s good to focus together.”

“…done. How can I understand the mindset of an honor student?”

“What is an honor student?”

The car slowly got up from its seat at the sound of nonsense.

Involuntarily, my eyes went to one side of the seat in front of me.

I wasn’t conscious because I was concentrating on the lecture, but a woman caught my eye later.

Beneath the light blue hair, the gloomy complexion. It looks so full of worries and worries. that was so idiosyncratic.

‘Why are you making that face?’

The lecture wasn’t difficult, and now it’s only the beginning of the academy, but he was making an expression as if the world was ruined.

“David.”

“uh?”

“Then let’s practice today.”

“You want to go straight to the training ground?”

“You can go to a cafe before that, I don’t care.”

Taking her eyes off the female students without thinking about it, she thought of helping David practice today.

Seeing Gerard get beaten up the other day, I didn’t want to see my friend get beaten.

“Then let’s go to a cafe.”

“okay.”

While walking with David like that… .

I inadvertently looked again.

To a female student who moves with a small body that wants to be 160. However, he soon shook his head.

‘Well, I’m not really a cadet to care about… .’

Then, I stopped involuntarily at the name tag of the female student.

Took.

“yes? agaric. what’s the matter?”

“No, nothing.”

As he awkwardly responded to David’s words, his gaze wavered for a moment.

—-Karite Esildern.

The name was definitely in my memory.

The first accident that will explode soon. It was the name of the cadet who would become the victim.

that buck

I felt strange as I moved along with David.

Groa’s future has already been twisted. In order not to distort the future of this world further, I had to adapt as much as possible.

‘However… … .’

If there is someone who is about to die right in front of your eyes.

…Is it right for me to just stand by? I really don’t want the future of this world to change any more… can I?

Took.

“David.”

A crazy moment to think about. Without even realizing it, I opened my mouth.