Fallen Unknowingly...

****************(SANJAY... (PROV)) *********

"How do you feel now?"

"I'm fine Nick." I gone thriugh small operation to remove bullet. I dont know how I survived with pain all the time. It's been three days in hospital. After my operation, Sanvi and i shifted to Delhi main hospital.

"Nurse, get his files." Nick said.

"What about sanvi?" she is unconscious and the doctors are saying she may be in comma.

"As you know she is in unconscious state. But blood loss is high so it's good that some amount of drugged blood is out of her system. Even though it effected her brain a lot and I hope she gets conscious." I nodded at Nick.

"Hey,.. " i turned towards door.

"Hai, kinnera." It's a surprise and I didnt expect her to be here.

"How you feeling?"

"Yeah, I'm good." i replied.

"Fine, I will meet you later Sanjay." Nick said and left. And I can sense that kinnera wants to talk to me Privately.

"So, Is everything okay?" I asked.

"Okay!!!!. I cant act like everything is okay. I'm not this soft kind of girl..... " What? Why is saying this?

"Yeah, I know. But what's wrong?" I asked.

"Are you serious? I know you fought with Sanvi. You didn't meet her from the moment you left her to operation theater. It's not normal." Yeah she is right. I didnt entered her room. I see her daily but from outside. As I promised her not to interfere in her life.

"Are you Insane? Why don't you get it? I don't think you're this dumb? You can't avoid her!!! "

"How did you know about my fight?" i asked.

"Okay, you're dumb." whatever. she took her phone out and shown me a video. Which made me mad on myself. Seeing sanvi crying made me angry.

"So you get!!!! " Out of no where Divya came in.

"What do you mean Divya?"

"Sanjay, she needs you. She sleeps tight whenever you're with her. She is strong but you make her more strong to fight with anyone." Divya said.

"And yeah, She is tough to break. I don't know why she didn't dated anyone. But trust me you're the only one in her life who made her feel love. She never spoke or get along or trust anyone like she do trust her dad. But she trusts you as Much as her dad." Kinnera said.

"And when Liala came from no where she didn't become jealous. Instead, Sanvi made distance with you. I know it's really tough for her." Divya said.

"Wait!!! stop lecturing me. She broke me by hiding many things. She tells the silly reason that I may get stressed. Why Can't Sanvi get it?" Avoiding her is not easy.

"I know, from what sanvi said she accepted she did a mistake. She didn't do it intentionally." kinnera said.

"Fine it's your wish sanju...., Whatever I said is what I seen in her." Divya said. I nodded.

"Fine take care." I nodded and they turned to leave. My head is spinning with all this stuff.

"Actually, You should punish her. I want her to know what she feels. She is damm stubborn and let her know what she feels for you." Kinnera said and I nodded.

"I won't leave you sanvi. But trust me you gonna regret for sleeping this long."I whispered.

****Evng****

" Hey, sanju.... get up now."

"What happened?" Daniel is scaring hell out of me.

"Sanvi is up." Now it's really scaring.

"Let's go." I stood without taking care of my hand and I relaised when it hurt.

"Damm man..., careful."

Now I'm standing in front her room and I'm afraid to enter. I lost my breath when she is in my arms in such a vulnerable state.

"I think you should meet her." Aron said.

I entered her room. She stared at me and this staring is in her blood I guess. But I'm angry at her. Without a blink I went to her and when she looked at me I slapped her. I know no one will expect this. But I want let my anger out. I felt lifeless when she is unconscious.

"Sanjay...," Divya said. But before that sanvi cut her and said.

"So, Do you forgive me?" I just looked her. I slapped her but even though she wants my forgiveness? Ahhh girl you're driving me crazy. No one ever played with me and this is happening only with you.

"Nick, Is it okay? that I slapped her? "

"Hmmmm..., Yeah..., she's fine." I went out of her room. I don't know what I did is right or wrong? She is mine and she should know that she is wrong to play the wrost game to die.

"You okay... " I turned and that's kinnera.

"Look, if you're planning to speech me again then sorry I'm not interested. I'm angry and I can't take that. If she won't wake up I..., I...., can't be..... " I stuck at my words.

"Live life? " I looked at kinnera as she completed my sentence. I nodded.

"I'm not here to give you any speech and I'm sorry for earlier.....,over reacting. I haven't seen her cry and that made me piss. You slapped her and I'm okay with that. And the game you're playing to make her realise what she is feeling.... I'm in with you to ." I nodded. Actually I don't have any plan to or any game I'm playing. I'm just going with the flow.

"Sanjay, can we talk." Nick asked and I nodded

"Take care of her kinnera." I went to my room.

"What happened Nick?"u

"I want to talk about Sanvi." I nodded.

"That I'm happy she lost blood and it's good she lost the bad drug inside her body. But for few days she is going to be damm weak. When I said Weak I mean it. She really can't control her urge to drink Alcohol or drug. I mean she can control and it will last for few days. As we gonna give injection twice in a week. That so called drug will leave her body soon. But till that time we should be careful. Once she started to take alcohol you know it increases in her blood." God!!!!!

"Why is that happening?" I want to know.

"As I said she lost blood and now she had lot of good blood and that drug will start increasing in her body that creates fluctuations. And now we can control it but she should be in control." I nodded.

"Nick...., Thank you so much for taking care of her and keeping this drug part as secret." He and Neethu knows the fact about drug and Nick done his reaserch about curing and he is doing his best.

"Don't forget sanvi is my friend too." I smiled and he left. Now, I should be with sanvi and I must be careful.

"So, you wanna eat?" I turned toward mom.

"You're here all the time?" I asked.

"Hmmm.., no I'm with Sanvi when you slapped."

"Mom...,!!! "

"Yeah, I get it. And I really like her the most so go for it. I don't mind. But now you eat." I nodded.

"What about Sanvi? "

"Of course she ate Sanjay." my mom god!!! she is the best person to make me feel happy.

**************(SANVI.. (PROV)) *********

"Hey, Sanvi... stop eating that. Start eating this Apple now."kinnu is going to tourcher me all the time.

"Kinnu, I already ate two apples and what more you want?"I'm really pissed. I mean from the moment I woke up from my great sleep, This girl is here. I know I have to eat apples to make blood, but she is only feeding me this apples.

"You're acting like....., idiot. I mean I can't make blood more than what I can per day...,if i eat apples constantly. You know what I meant right kinnu?"

"Kinnera, can you go and check on discharge details." Sanjay came in. 6 days here and I'm a old customers although.

"Hmm..., yeah sure." kinnu left. I wish Sanjay slap me every day as he did 3 days before. He is not talking to me. He stays with me all the time but no word will escape from his mouth. I didn't tried to talk to him bcoz I'm afraid. I'm afraid of loosing him. Atleast he is with me now.

Kinnu came after 5mins.

"Sanjay, All cleared and pack the stuff. We will leave in 10 mins. I just need to submit this form at administration. You people get ready." I sat straight. I can stand but I can't walk like I normally do. I'm damm weak and I know the reason. I looked at Sanjay when he winches at pain. Bcoz his arm hit at same place where bullet passed. I came to know what happened when I slept for three days. When Nick said about Sanjay operation I got that he saved me and got bullet.

I think I should pack my stuff. Where's the bag? Oh!!! who the hell kept it on sofa? Fine let me get it. I walked slowly like tortoise and I'm not at slow Walker. May be after two mins I reached the sofa..., but why this sofa need to be this small? well now you have to bend a little Sanvi. Yeah.!!!!

"Aaaahh..... " I can't bend....,it's hurting on my waist. God!!! it's hurting.

"Sanvi... " Sanjay hold me before I fell.

"it's hurting Sanjay!!!!! I can't bear this."

"Shhh..., hold on to me. Put your weight on me. Don't worry it's okay... "I tried to hold my pain back and I really can't bear this. Sanjay took me to bed and looked at my stiching and everything is okay.

"Just sit..., I'll do it." I nodded and he packed everything and kinnu helped when she came. I reached home.

"Hey, wait." I stopped at door entrance. Bcoz Sanjay mom want me to stop.

"Small ritual..., Sanvi." I miss my mom a lot. I can't say what is happening in my life now. My dad knows that something happened but he don't know exactly what happened? for the first time I'm hidding something from dad.

"Hey..., you okay? " Kinnu came. I whipped my tear.

"I'm okay." she did what she wanted to do and then I enter. I'm really thankful to her bcoz she took care of me along with kinnu. Actually she don't need to bcoz even her son Sanjay was hurt. But she spent lot of time with me.

"Aunty..., I don't know what to say? bcoz thankyou is a small word to say. But I'm always here for you. thank you so much aunty."

"Really? Don't tell anyone it's a secret.... " I nodded at her. I'm with her at dinning sitting and everyone are busy with there own stuff.

"My son..., I mean Sanjay likes you and there's more than like...,you know that." I'm blanked out. I mean I'm embarrassed.

"For the first time after Neethu and me, he let you in his life. Don't get me Dramatically..., but I'm happy that he likes you. And trust me he never leaves you even if you want. Bcoz I know you like the way he likes you." Why is his family full of suprises? I never said anyone that I like him not even kinnu. How did she know?.... wait!!! sanvi you just said you like Sanjay as he likes you.... God!!! you're in trouble idiot. I looked at Sanjay but he is already staring at me.

***evng.... ***

"Kinnu, If you have work you can leave. Aron is here and he will take care of me." I know it's not easy to get a leave for her.

"I'm fine anvi.... and don't worry about me."she sing that line.

" And don't you think you should talk to Sanjay....? "

"What do you mean kinnu? "

"I mean stop being stupid and go talk to him and sort the things."

"Do you really think it works?" How can be she stupid? it's Sanjay.....

"Really?youre talking like this Sanvi? you're the one who told me not to stop from something by yourself. you're the one who told me to be free from regrets and I don't think you want to regret what you're done?" she is right!!!!!

"Fine I will."

"Yeah you should Sanvi and now I want my privacy so get out of your room for 30 mins."

"Wait are you carzy..., it's my room and you're asking me to leave?" she is carzy.

"Yes and now leave and also talk to Sanjay... " In that split second she throwed me out of room and for my fortunate there's only Aron and Sanjay.

"What happened Sanvi?" what should I say?

"Nothing Bhaiya..., it's just I want to get out for fresh air."

"Okay..., I will be back in 30 mins. I need to complete some work related to fest." Oh!!! yeah I totally forgot about fest. In two days the original fest is going to happen.

Bhaiya left and I sat with Sanjay for 20 mins but we didn't talk and now it's enough of this act..., I'm going to talk. You can do this Sanvi....!

"Hmmmm..., Listen Sanjay." he turned and I got nervous when he's looking at me. As if I'm a teenager....,god!! be with me.

"Look I'm sorry. I know I did mistake and I'm sorry. I won't do it again. And I didnt hide it Wantedly trust me Sanjay and..,... " What should I say more?

"So you're not going to talk ha?" He is staring and listening.

"Fine if you don't talk...., then don't care for me. Bcoz I know care for me lot and it's easily seen so don't denie..... " I stopped when he smiled.

"Why did you smile? I not cracking jokes.. "

"So you know that I care for you...., you know that I like you...., and what else do you know? " Shit!!!! I never thought I will face him like this.

"You want me to talk to you. Fine, let me ask you a question. What if you're in my place and I'm in your place? What if something happened to you when I'm not with you? I'm not afraid of answering to your dad. I'm afraid of loosing you." He said.

"I know and I don't know this is going to happen. I don't know...., I'm really sorry. " Tears came out.

"Hey guys...., I'm ordered the food..." Kinnu said and whipped my tears.

"Hmmm..., kinnera i got to go. I have some work." with that sanjay stood and started walking towards door. The each moment he is going away the pain is killing me. I just need one more chance to be with Sanjay. I do like him and he is the only one who I liked this horribly.... And I think he won't give me a chance.

"Be ready tomorrow morning .....,you're..., going to with me." Sanjay said and left. I smiled and I'm happy. Even if he hate me I'm okay with that.