Fallen Unknowingly...

Chapter 39 - Mixed feelings.

*************(SANVI.. (PROV)) *********

"Hey you actually look good.., I mean in purple. And yellow combination on you is sooper cool and let me guess who suggested you this color? " I turned and found sanjay staring at me

"What now? " I asked but he won't open his mouth I know.

"Well, whatever sanjay you won't do anything...., i know...," I turned. well I'm talking to wall sitting in Sanjay cabin. Do you think I'm mad? yes then I'm going to be mad. From past 3 days I'm going with him where ever he goes and he drops me at home when Aron comes back. He won't trust me anymore. That make me kill myself that he won't trust me.

"Well, sorry he intruptted. Let me tell you which color suits you more.... "But next second he came beside me and sat damm close. I don't want to turn or do anything. I want to act normal. But it's not happening.

" Blue..., suits you.. although.... "Shit!!!!! Sanvi this bloody feeling inside you not safe get out of room now. I stood like nothing happened but I know it's not easy to act normal. I walked out of cabin. I left to open space corridor and felt myself clam.

"Miss.Jullie I already gone through the JJ group file so if want to make change do it." Ahhh!!! I stood without facing sanjay. But in next moment he dragged me with him.

"Wooo.., look now he's dragging. I wish I had a vampire boyfriend." What did I say? vampire boy friend... God I should stop watching vampire diaries..., I'm stuck with the series. I'm totally in love with that. I entered lift with him. Will he ever talk to me?

"What?" I asked him when he pulled me to his side. In that second I realized I'm standing like a staute thinking about random things. I looked him and now I wish I can fly or I wish I had some kind of avengers power. Sanjay is in front of me and I'm facing him. There's only few inches distance and my height is low that I'm reaching till his shoulders.... And this heart is beating too fast that anyone in lift can hear this sound clearly.

I looked up to behave normal. Sanjay looked at me and he brushed his fingers on my cheeks and hell started inside me. I'm like about brust, bcoz I'm perfectly reacting to him. Goddd!!!!!!

**************(Sanjay.... (Prov)) ************

"Aron...., I will come here tomorrow morning at 9:00AM."I said.

"Hmm.., perfect. " he answered and I looked around to look at sanvi. But she is no where. If she avoids me this time then she gonna face damm good consequences.

Actually, I'm stupid. Whatever happened in lift is just out of my control. Not talking to her, not touching her and not teasing her is driving me crazy... Whatever I should end this soon before I become crazy. She is not impulsive but now she need to be taken care. Her treatment is going good and she will be normal as before.

***********next day********

"Sanjay, I need to go to hospital." sanvi said. Is everything okay? I looked at her and she understood my question.

"Fine I got it, I want to talk to Nick. I can't sleep every night comfortably and sometimes I get pannic attack too." What the hell? She is going through pain and I don't know.

"Dada, Take her to hospital and I will go by cab." I got down the car bcoz I had an important meeting. I can't let her go alone either.

************(Sanvi.... (prov)) ******

I used my problems as excuse to go to hospital. Bcoz I have to now. Bcoz Raina wants to meet me. I asked Nick to help and I'm gonna tell this to Sanjay once I'm done.

"Mam, you can go in." I waited for Nick.

"Nick, where is she?"

"In that room and you have 30 mins to talk." I nodded and left.

"Hey, How you feeling? " Raina asked.

"I'm good."

"Raina, I know you can't talk to me openly. I don't mind, But tell me how you know that Ellen going to attack me? Now you can't deny that you don't know who is Ellen bcoz You said me to be safe." now she don't have option but to spill the truth.

"Bcoz I know he is planning to kill you." Wait!! kill me? I thought he just want to get the girls and I got middle of it.

"What does that mean? Firstly how did you know?"

"I lost bcoz of him Sanvi and I can't be back to my life. I don't want you to leave Aron." what does she mean?

"Take care and thanks for finding me but you can't help me Sanvi." No I can't Let her go.

"Wait!!! I know what is your problem. I know you had tumour." She is surprised to know that I know this.

"Ohhhh!!! then you should know that if I go through operation I may really get amnesia forever. I don't want to forget the every moment i spent with Aron. I want to die with those memories." I may not feel what she is going through but I know why she is doing this.

"Raina, I never know You and Aron personally as couple. But I know you both bcoz of Aron words. Whenever I ask him about you he explains me everything. As if the scene is running in front of me for real. I know you don't want to loose him. And he don't want you to die. He want you to live with or without his memories. He want you to get back to your family.... Even if you go through operation and you may forget everything happend. One thing will never change Raina...., that's your love for Aron..., that's your heart. When you don't want to give it a chance to live no one can change it. Aron life depends on you...,not on me." She just stood looking at me.

"I don't know what is Ellen doing here? I know Ellen is the person you got in this situation and trust me if you let me help you I gonna take you out from Ellen." with that I left. I went home directly bcoz I'm not in mood to roam around and I want to know about Ellen. I have no options left to know. These thoughts is messey in my head and I drifted to sleep....

****Night****

"Hey sanvi..., wake up." I opened my eyes and looked at Aron.

"You okay? You slept for 15 hours... " what?

"I'm okay bhaiya i felt stressed.... " he nodded.

"Fresh up and come." he left the room. I did my work and changed my clothes and went to Hall. Danni is here.

"Hey, S" Danni said and I nodded.

"Well, do you know someone is leaving to night." I looked at him

"I'm not in mood to slove pulses."

"Ilan packed all bags and.... " I looked at danno when he stopped at his mid Sentence.

"Sanjay???" I asked

"Yeah may be." I stood and ran out. without any thought I took keys from Danni. I can't drive bullet so I have only option left is his scotty. I reached his penthouse and when I entered Ilan is there.

"Where is he?" I asked.

"He is upstairs.... " before he complete I ran to Sanjay room. Today he is done. Enough is enough he played with me and he won.

"What the hell do you think of your self ha? " He is doing something on lappy..., well I don't care.

"I will call you later.... " He said to what ever video call he is going on.

"So..., will you explain?"he stared at me as I'm asking something out of box.

" Sanjay I'm serious. Your game is done with me and why the hell are you leaving?"He turned to me

"Look you don't want to talk then don't talk. I'm fine but why you need to leave?"His silence.....

"Fine I want you to talk.... "O god!!! I'm confused and blabbering like stupid... clam yourself sanvi.

"Sanjay, I'm sorry. You said that I won't trust you and you left me that day saying that you won't come back to my life. Do you think that's easy for me to let you go. If you want to go out of my life then why the hell you come in first place?" He turned around and that pissed me more. I ran to him and punched him hard.

"What angry? Want to punch back?" I said and when I raised my hand to punch he caught my hand.

"Asshole...., you idiot..., you made cry like hell. You know I can't be normal without you. You know I can't do anything without you. You changed me and you want me to live in this hell without you?" He started laughing which is irritating me a lot.

"Stop laughing Sanjay..., if not.. if not I will kiss you." I said. Then he turned me and laughed at my face.

"I'm serious.... " I said.

"For your kind information...., Ilan is leaving not me...." He said. What?

"I know you sound like drama queen some times and now I'm watching you as perfectly modified drama queen..... " he laughed. Yeah you are a joker right now!!!! You didn't even remember the things what you said just now. Why you become this impulsive idiot?

"I need to go. " I said but he caught me.

"Nah!!!! you just said something...,so do it." i said lot of things which I don't even remember exactly.

"What?" This proximity is killing me.

"Really? you just said you're going to kiss me if I don't stop laughing.... " he said raising his eyebrow. Yeah I said that. Bcoz he's not talking to me and now he's. What should I say to escape?

"I didn't mean...., that..., exactly.., I mean.. " Urgh!!! this is not happening. He took support of walk to stand and I'm in his arms. He lowered his face to me...., I should do something.

"Yeah I'm ears....." He said and looking at me.

"Sanjay..., I want to go." before I die.

"I don't think you want to go." He said and I don't know what to answer.

"Do you really want to go?" He asked. He came to my right cheek and his lips are brushing. my breathing is heavy. I never felt like this. I never felt this for anyone till today. And this new feeling is making me weak.

"I know you don't want to go, but it's the best option for you to leave now before I stole your first dammm kiss." With that he left me and I turned around walked away.

"Hey..., all okay?" When I got down Ilan asked.

"I'm okay..., Why are you leaving?" I asked.

"Just small work. I will be back in a month." I nodded and left. Before going to villa I went to Danni.

"Hey aunty...," Danni's mom.

"Come dear.., After long time you came home..... " she said with a smile.

"And at this time?" Danni asked with a smirk on his face and I'm desperate to take of that.

"Aunty would you mind if i punch him hard...? " I asked aunty.

"if you want to punch go ahead. Bcoz he did wrong which made you piss i guess." With that she left to her room.

"And you asshole... " He walk backwards.

"Hey.., listen I know I told you a lie and it's worthy. "

"Like seriously Danni." with that I punched him like hell. I really dont know why I'm punching. May be bcoz of mixed emotions..

"Hey my nose bleeding sanvi.... " I stopped and yes he's right.

"Shit!!! I'm sorry... I'm angry and urgh!!!. "

"I know and Sanjay is you remote control. That's the reason I did this." he said and took his Towel to clean his nose.

"I know you both like each other but why you people are behaving like this? " he asked.

"Sanvi sit... " I sat.

"You don't want to talk to me that's fine but think about it. I know I'm not wrong." He said.

"I don't know..., Danni. I can't be without Sanjay. When he said I don't trust him I felt like there's no space for me to live. Bcoz....., I trust him. He slapped me I didn't felt bad but if he ignores me I feel like dying... " What's happening to me?....

*****next day*****

"Bhaiya.., Where are you going this early?" it's 7:30 Am now.

"Tomorrow is main fest Sanvi..., and I need to do few things." Yeah I totally forgot.

"Okay." I ate my breakfast and sat with karuna maa. There are many problems in my mind. I really wish Raina to convince for what I said and I want Aron life to be normal. I want Abhi and Aron to be normal.

"Hey...," I turned to that voice and in next sec I want to hide myself.

"Hai Sanjay..., come eat this." karuna maa said and I'm hiding my embarrassment. He sat next to me and I didn't dare to look at him.

"Sanvi drink this and don't give me 'No'. " Karuna maa said.

"She won't say 'No' karuna maa. She will punch you or she will kiss... " oh hell!!!!

"Actually, this is good you should eat." I cut him and covered as much as possible.

"What did you say? kiss?" karuna maa asked chopping potato. Sanjay looked at me and I nodded as No.

"I said curse karuna maa." Thank god!!!! I know he got a new thing to bully me. So bang on to the bully Sanjay...

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