For The Rest of Our Life

On the way to the counselor's office, Lin Xian boredly guessed that there were many possibilities, but she never thought that the counselor would ask her in the end: "Lin Xian, for your application for a regularization, before the result is announced, Some students raised a strong protest and hoped to withdraw it, so I deliberately asked you to find out the situation."

Lin Xian stood in front of the man, and when he heard the words, it was a gimmick. She twisted her eyebrows and politely replied: "Teacher, you ask." Who did she offend? It is not enough to see her as a nail. It is not enough to vote against it, and you have to protest to the teacher.

"That student reported that your style was not correct and did not meet the requirements of Party 1." The counselor stared at Lin Xian and said seriously.

"Teacher, what exactly does improper style mean?"

The man suddenly became a little difficult to speak. He stared at Lin Xian, who was slightly displeased but always calm, like saying an extremely shameful thing, deliberately lowering his voice: "He said that you like girls and engage in homosexuality. It will bring bad classmates, bad ethos, and bad academic style." When he said the word "gay", there was a flash of contempt in the eyes of men. Lin Xian saw the score clearly.

Although the counselor's attitude was unclear but there was a hint of prejudice and reported malicious slander, Lin Xian felt for a moment that his brain exploded. This is the first time she has been so disgusted by others. For a moment, she felt that homosexual herself seemed to be a virus and garbage in the eyes of the teacher she had respected.

However, the next moment, she clenched her rear molars quietly and stood more straight in front of the counselor.

She frankly and calmly faced the instructor, her voice was calm and quietly asked the other party: "Teacher, not to say what this classmate said, I am **** is not true. Just say, our party chapter 1 Which one says that homosexuality is against the norm? Which one of the rules and regulations of our college says that homosexuality is corrupt and destroys the style of study? Is there any law in our country that accuses that homosexuality is illegal and criminal? Why does it mean that the style is wrong?"

Lin Xian's eyes were as bright as her eyes, and her words were powerful. The counselor was overwhelmed by her inquiries for a while. He frowned, trying to suppress Lin Xian's momentum, and said with a deep voice: "Lin Xian, pay attention to your attitude."

Lin Xian bit his teeth tightly before taking a deep breath, pressing down on the anger in his chest and swallowing with courage: "I'm sorry, teacher, I'm a little excited. I believe the teacher can understand my anger of being stabbed."

She spoke vaguely. The stumbling in her semantics means that homosexuality is equal to a bad style. But the counselor's understanding of the injury was that someone said she was gay.

"Lin Xian, I didn't argue with you when I called you. Tell me, is his accusation true?" The counselor calmed down and relieved a little.

He still likes this student very much. Frankly speaking, the students of Jingnan University are already outstanding people, not to mention the family background of Lin Xian. If he can, he is more willing to do that Bole, and maintain a good relationship with such a brightly visible student. In this society, connections are more important than many things.

As long as Lin Xian said "I'm not gay", he can act as if this has not happened. In the academic and educational circles of Anjiang City, Lin Xian and his family are considered to be well-behaved, and he does not want to offend.

But Lin Xian stubbornly stubbornly emphasized with his neck: "Teacher, who kind of thing do I like, is my own privacy, isn't it? You will ask other classmates" Others say you like XX 'Is it really such a thing? I think I have been disrespected. If you can, can you call the protester to confront me? If not, I can only answer you, I have no wrongdoing. I asked myself that the World Bank is doing things right, and I don’t admit this accusation of wrongdoing. If you have to withdraw my application for regularization, I accept your decision, but I don’t agree.”

"What do you want to do if you are not convinced?" The counselor started to feel a little irritated by her words of privacy and disrespect. Whether or not to develop her is actually just a matter of his words. If he really wants to catch her, it is not because her style is wrong, he can also find ten million sounding reasons.

People under the eaves have to bow their heads. Lin Xian pursed her lips, her eyes gradually rose, and her eyes were obviously red. She took a breath and lowered her head in a dumb voice: "I can't do anything either. I can only work harder to be myself and let the teacher see that your decision was wrong." She didn't dare to fight hard with him. I'm afraid he will be in trouble if he wants to contact Zhou Qin.

"Teacher, if I have nothing to do, I want to go back first." The girl seemed a bit discouraged.

Seeing Lin Xianfu softened, the counselor was soft-hearted. Obviously, from Lin Xian's mouth, he could not ask anything. He frowned, waving at Lin Xian unpleasantly, believing her to leave.

It’s against the common sense for gays to jump anyway. He doesn’t oppose it, but he never supports it. Lin Xian's answer was ambiguous. He neither confessed nor denied it. He was a little uncertain. In private, he is not willing to believe. After all, Lin Xianping's performance in school has always been normal. He called in Lin Xian, not only for this rightful place, but also for him. He didn't want such a promising student to destroy his future because of sexual orientation.

He believes that there is no real homosexuality, but more people who are unconventional and trendy. Lin Xian is as old as an adult, but as a child, he is still a child. Well, children, it is easy to cross friends and be taken the wrong way. As a teacher, she has the responsibility and obligation to bring her back on track.

The moment Lin Xian walked out of the counselor's office, there was a tear in the corner of his eyes that couldn't help but fall. She backed towards the corner of no one and walked quickly, then raised her hand and quickly wiped away the tears. She kept clenching her fists tightly in her pockets.

What a bad style. It turned out that all her efforts and all her achievements were no match for a prejudice and could be burned in such a few words. Only because of different sexual orientations, can the majority of these people hold the domineering crime on her head in a prestigious manner? Why are there such narrow people in this world?

She just wanted to punch the self-righteous man with a fist, but she still had to endure it rationally. The situation is stronger than people, he is a teacher, she is a student, she still needs two years under his men. The situation is getting bigger, and for her, there are no harms.

However, angry and unwilling to burn her whole heart hurt.

Why?

It's just that I love someone. Why is it possible for others to be so finger-pointing? They have been very patient and have been forced to love in hiding. It has been so patient, why are these people so aggressive?

Lin Xian is not just grievances for herself, she is even grievances for her Xiao Panpan. It was only the first time that she suffered from such a vision and unfair treatment because of her sexual orientation. What about her Xiao Panpan? Her Xiao Panpan walked along the road, how much should be wronged?

Before such a sting like a poisonous needle did not fall on herself, Lin Xian thought she was a person who didn't care about others. When she really experienced it, she realized that the original malicious vision could be more substantive than it was. It can make people so sad, embarrassed, angry, but helpless.

She thought of Xiao Panpan and her, not only the same sex, but also the age gap and the chaos of her generation. No matter which one is carried out, it is almost possible to set off a hurricane in the hearts of these narrow people. Her Xiao Panpan must have realized these earlier and deeper than she had, and also realized how hard it would be to be with herself earlier and deeper.

She began to truly understand what Xiao Panpan said when she first pushed her away from time to time, and began to truly understand Xiao Panpan's constant concerns and pressures, and she became more and more aware of how much Xiao Panpan loved her.

It doesn't matter how she is, but it's a little sad, but a little angry. She doesn't bother to associate with narrow people, nor does she disdain to join in narrow organizations. Apart from Xiao Panpan, nothing is necessary for her.

But her Xiao Panpan is not. Xiao Panpan does not have such a strong and hard heart. What should she do? When the storm really comes, what should she do to better protect her Xiao Panpan from being hurt?

Lin Xian discovered for the first time how weak and weak he was.

It was a little while when I returned to the classroom. As soon as she sat down, Shiman realized that her face was not as usual and pale and scary.

"What's wrong with you? What did the counselor tell you to say?" Shi Man asked in a low voice.

Lin Xian sighed for a long time, took out his mobile phone, opened the notepad page, and briefly outlined the whole story.

"Which despicable villain is actually behind such a shady man." Shi Man couldn't help but filled his curse with outrage. She frowned, typing on the keyboard snappingly: "Can you guess who it is?" Shi's eyes flashed fiercely.

Lin Xian shook her head: "It should be the same person who voted against it." She had actually guessed earlier, who might vote against the ground. But now, she is a little uncertain. After all, the only people who know that she likes Xiao Wanqing are those who are close. From the perspective of people who do not know the outside world, it is impossible to guess the relationship between her and Xiao Panpan to this level. Fortunately, it sounded from the counselor's words that the other party did not seem to reveal her relationship with Xiao Wanqing. It is very likely that the other party should not know her relationship with Xiao Wanqing. But she was able to identify her homosexually with such accuracy, she could not think of anyone.

But maybe this is not the most important. This is more like a wake-up call for Lin Xian, letting her realize the sheer difficulty of her and Xiao Panpan from the excessive optimism of the past.

There really is another part of this narrowly prejudiced person in this world. They can be strong and ignore the narrowness of other people. What about the narrowness of those close to them? What if her parents, like Xiao Panpan's parents, couldn't accept it for a while?

A whole class, Lin Xian did not want to listen. Because the people around her accepted her orientation and her relationship with Xiao Panpan very well, she used to have the idea that the boat to the bridgehead was naturally straight and passable, and she always felt that everything would not be too much. bad. But now, she is full of thoughts and thoughts that she has never steadily and seriously thought about, and it is time for her to make plans. How she plans her future path is the best for Xiao Panpan and their love.

No matter how disturbed, life still has to live. In the evening, Lin Xian had a tutor. She put away her heavy thoughts, and she still finished what she should do.

At 9:30 in the night, when she returned home tiredly, seeing the tender woman waiting for her under the shadow of the living room lights, Lin Xian's eyes were a little wet.

Like a small boat, after experiencing the storm outside, she finally sailed into the harbor where she was at ease. Whatever the wind and rain outside, as long as she can come back here, she will not be afraid of anything.

She sniffed her nose and threw Xiao Wanqing's body in three and two steps, hugging her thin body tightly as if hugging her world.

Xiao Yuanqing was keenly aware that Lin Xian's emotions were not right. She gently embraced the girl and carefully kissed her cheek to appease her. He asked her softly, "Envy, what's wrong?"

Lin Xian felt distressed and said: "Xiao Panpan, did I leave you alone for a long time?"