For The Rest of Our Life

"Xiao Panpan, did I leave you alone for a long time?"

Xiao Wanqing was slightly startled. While gently moving the girl to sit on her legs, she keenly cared: "Envy, what's wrong?"

The girl hooked her neck and sat on her legs, staring at her big eyes with the sadness and lowness that was rare in the past, Xiao Xiaoqing looked distressed. She kissed Lin Xian's nose and coaxed her, "No, how can I be lonely with you by my side. Why would I think so suddenly?"

Lin Xian gazed at her lover's gentle face, her gloomy eyes regained a little glory. She cuddled Xiao Wanqing's neck lovingly and lay down on Xiao Yuanqing's shoulder, and said: "I just suddenly felt that I was so small and childish before, self-righteous, I didn't know how to understand you, understand you, and let you work hard. For a long time." She didn't intend to tell Xiao Wanqing what was happening in the school, and she hoped that she would think too much. She was afraid that she would think too much all at once, and she took responsibility and pressure on herself, adding to her troubles.

"Envy, you are still young. But in my heart, you have done a good job and can score 99 points." Xiao Yunqing rubbed her head with her cheek.

"Eh? Why isn't it a hundred points?" Lin Xian suddenly cheered up and asked, sitting upright.

Xiao Yuanqing laughed softly and scraped her nose, saying funny: "You just thought you didn't do well enough in the past, now why do you think you are worth a hundred points?"

"The point I deducted was that I was afraid to expose myself to like you too much, but reserved the reserved point." Xiao Wanqing stared at Lin Xian's eyes and held her ear close with a smile as she blinked. Breathing hotly, he whispered slowly.

This straightforward disclosure is not her character, but she really wants Lin Xian to know that she has done a good job. She wants to learn from Lin Xian and learn to express more; like Lin Xian to her, in Lin

Envy her when she feels sad. As the words came out, there was a shy blush on Xiao Yunqing's face.

Lin Xian felt that his heartbeat began to accelerate with Xiao Wanqing's words. She slipped her throat, but she couldn't help but leaned over her head, and a hot kiss slipped from Xiao Wanqing's cheek to her red lips.

However, Xiao Wanqing just naughtily backed away when she had just licked it gently. The woman charmingly touched the hair falling down her cheeks, blinked, and said softly: "So envy, you haven't told me, why do you think of yourself so suddenly today?"

Lin Xian couldn't get in touch and had to squeeze his lips, but he smiled helplessly against Xiao Wanqing's forehead: "It may be that I came to my aunt today, the emotions are relatively large, and I can't help feeling more sentimental."

This answer was unexpected by Xiao Wanqing. She seemed to think of something, and she burst out laughing with a thump.

"What are you laughing at?"

Xiao Yunqing raised his hand and took care of Lin Xian’s fine bangs, with some nostalgic expressions in his eyes, and said softly: "I just remembered when we first went to the supermarket together. It was very shy to buy sanitary napkins at that time. Lin Xiaoxian, now, I can talk about this matter so generously."

Lin Xian thought of herself at that time, but also couldn't help but feel a little emotional. In fact, it was only a year, but it felt really like another world. The 17-year-old self and the 18-year-old and 19-year-old self have been completely reborn, and their moods are completely different.

She hooked the corner of her lip, pounced on Xiao Wan's green lips again, and the corner of her eyebrows all responded warmly: "Because, I have you now."

"Xiao Panpan, the real little child who used to hide behind you and seek your protection has grown up. Later, she will slowly grow into a leafy tree that can protect you from the wind and rain. You can be considerate of her , But you also have to believe in her, rely on her, and even ask her like you would treat an ordinary lover. Don’t all support yourself and make yourself too hard, OK?” Lin Xian promised softly and firmly.

Xiao Yunqing's arms around Lin Xian's waist gradually tightened, and his eyes seemed to have a clear spring flowing, tenderness and affection. For a long while, her eyes were a little red, but there was a little smile on her eyes. Shen Sheng Ying Lin said: "Envy, will you give you 101 points?"

"What's the extra point?"

"I like your selfishness too much," Xiao Wanqing replied softly. Not an ordinary lover, her Lin Xian is not ordinary at all.

A little more than ten o'clock, Xiao Yunqing was blowing her hair after taking a shower, Lin Xian had not yet come out of the bathroom.

On the bedside table, Lin Xian's mobile phone suddenly began to vibrate rapidly, and the screen flashed the words "Shiman".

Xiao Heqing didn't hesitate, put down the hair dryer, grabbed the phone and went to Lin Xian's bathroom. She gently knocked on the door and told Lin Xian: "Xian Xian, are you almost finished? Calling you full."

"The bubbles in my hair haven't been washed yet, are they still ringing? Would you please pick them up for me first?" The girl's voice came muffled from the room through the door.

"Good." Xiao Wanqing agreed. She just swiped the screen and clicked to answer, but the call hung up automatically because of the ringing timeout.

Missed calls are prompted with an automatic text message reply. Xiao Yunqing is preparing to help Lin Xian to respond automatically when he is full of "Bathing, I will return to you later." There is a WeChat pop-up that jumps out of the screen faster than her.

Still full.

The information is not complete, Xiao Wanqing can only see Shi Man said, "Envy, I know who the villain behind you is."

Xiao Yunqing gave a chuckle in his heart. This sentence contains shocking information.

She frowned slowly, recalling Lin Xian's depression when she first came back. It's not difficult to guess that Lin Xian must have been an unhappy thing that didn't tell her today.

She very much wanted to click on the news that kept coming and going, to understand the whole story, but she still refrained rationally. This is Lin Xian's privacy. She has no right to view it without Lin Xian's knowledge.

She locked the screen and said to Lin Xian, "The bell hangs up automatically, and it's changed to send you a WeChat full. Will you reply to her after you finish washing?"

"Okay, I'll be fine soon." The girl answered briskly. Xiao Wanqing's heart slowly slowly became heavy.

When Lin Xian returned to the bedroom, Xiao Wanqing was sitting on the bed reading a book. When Lin Xian came in, she turned the page slightly. The next second, she pursed her lips, closed the book, and shook her hands unconsciously. She turned her head and stared at the girl as she lifted the quilt and crawled into the bed.

"Envy, when you just sent WeChat to you, the pop-up window popped up automatically, and I saw a little." Xiao Wanqing confessed.

Lin Xian grinned disapprovingly: "It's okay. Stupid, I have something you can't watch."

Xiao Wanqing narrowed his eyes and continued: "I saw her saying that she knew who the person behind you was."

Lin Xian's brisk look suddenly changed.

Xiao Wanqing knew that his guess might be right, and his heart sank more and more. Her five fingers clasped Lin Xian's fine white fingers, her fingers clasped, and asked in a low tone, sincerely, "Envy, can you tell me what happened?"

Lin Xian twisted her eyebrows and looked at Xiao Wanqing, biting her lip, hesitating. For a long while, she took a deep breath and leaned forward to kiss Xiao Wanqing and asked softly: "You promised me first, after I told you, don't think too much, okay?"

Xiao Yuanqing blinked his eyes and promised seriously: "Okay."

Lin Xian briefly recounted with her: "Actually, it's not a big deal. Isn't it a regular meeting before the holiday? The counselor suddenly talked to me today and said that some classmates said that my style was not correct and should not be recognized by the Party 1 organization. , I went to explain it. Then it should be the person who helped me find the complaint."

"Wrong style?" Xiao Wanqing and Lin Xian were at a loss when they heard the word. She could not imagine how the word could be related to her Lin Xian.

Lin Xian did not want to deceive Xiao Wanqing, but was also afraid that this incident would bring unnecessary harm and pressure to Xiao Wanqing. She tightened her eyebrows, hesitated for a long while, and finally politely said: "The other party seems to know that I like girls, but I don't know what I like is your thing. She and the counselor said that I like girls to be in a bad style."

Xiao Yunqing's complexion suddenly turned pale, and his blood color faded. In the past, the pictures of people who didn't understand the buzzwords and pointing, suddenly flashed in her mind, and repeatedly sounded in her ears. She remembered the opportunities, honors, and even the value of her classmates, friends, and loved ones that she lost and deprived of.

Xiao Wanqing's voice shuddered with obviousness, and asked Lin Xian: "Envy, did you... admit it?" No, Lin Xian, don't be impulsive, don't admit it. Those nightmares must not happen to her Lin Xian, Lin Xian, must not take the road she has traveled.

"I didn't admit it." Xiao Wanqing had just relieved a little, and Lin Xian pulled back his mouth and continued: "But I haven't denied it."

"Lin Xian..." Xiao Wanqing called her name in a panic.

"Xiao Panpan, I will never deny our feelings." Lin Xian stretched out his arms and hugged the worried beautiful woman firmly.

Lin Xian is too naive, too brave, and too much like himself when he was young. Xiao Wanqing stuck to the girl's hot chest, panic, helplessness, and distress filled her heart, stimulating her tears to fall.

"Envy, I didn't protect you well." The woman choked herself.

"Xiao Panpan, you promised me, you don't think too much. What does this have to do with you?" Lin Xian gently wiped her tears and said sadly.

She said: "Panpan, to blame yourself is also my blame. I learned today how innocent and natural I used to be, how much pressure you have to bear alone. I said that I wanted to protect you, but I have always been hiding under your refuge and feel at ease."

"Actually, this thing happened is also very good. At least, it made me understand some things, let me know how to love you better and protect you better."

"Lin Xian, I don't need your protection, I only want you to protect yourself." Xiao Yunqing stroked Lin Xian's still green face with guilt. Lin Xian is not yet 20 years old, which is not something she should consider at this age.

Xiao Wanqing was afraid, and feared later. Today, this student can report Lin Xian to the counselor. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, when will this student spread this matter on a large scale. Naturally, there are enlightened teachers and classmates in Jingnanli, but naturally there are stubborn factions with narrow prejudices. What should she do to protect Lin Xian, so that Lin Xian's future will not be affected by her or this relationship.

"Envy, go abroad to study." She finally said the sentence that had been held in her heart for a long time and was reluctant to say it.

Lin Xian likes girls, so the foreign environment is always better than domestic ones. In the long run, this is the best way to go abroad, whether it is for Lin Xian's professional perspective or Lin Xian's future emotional life.

Xiao Yunqing choked his throat and promised: "Envy, go where you should go. I will always be here waiting for you to come back, or, if you do not come back, and the time is ripe, I can go to you." If, then you still need me. She made up sadly in her heart.

But Lin Xian rubbed her cheeks and shook her head: "I won't go. Xiao Panpan, there is only one way I can go in life, and that is to walk towards you."

"Panpan, if I tell you, in fact, I am not a particularly ambitious and ambitious person, will you betray me? Going abroad is the path my father and mother have planned for me, and it is never that I really want to go or should go Road. Even if you want to go abroad one day, it will be the day you want to go abroad. Let’s go together. Where you are, where you are, I am where I am.” Going abroad is not fair to Xiao Wanqing. Xiao Wanqing gave up everything at home for her and went abroad from scratch.

Where are you, where is your home, where am I? In an instant, Xiao Wanqing's tears overflowed violently, and his throat choked with pain.

"But envious, it will be very hard and tiring." Xiao Wanqing said with a trembling bite on her lower lip.

"Learning is actually very tiring and work is more tiring. In life, there will be a certain amount of hard work in pursuit of anything. But when you achieve the results you want, all the fatigue will disappear, leaving only satisfaction and happiness. So, we will pursue tirelessly. Xiao Panpan, I am not tired at all. Love you and stay with you is my biggest pursuit, as long as you love me and stay with me, my satisfaction and happiness Overwhelmed everything."

Xiao Wanqing moved.

"Panpan, I think about it. When the tutors find the classmates they have taken over in the past two weeks, I will quit. I also thought about what Aunt Wen said last time. I won’t go abroad, but undergraduate employment There will be certain restrictions. So, Panpan, hard work, wait for me for two more years? My current grades are enough, I will continue to work hard next year to fight for research, and then stay in Jingnan or Nancai. It’s a two-hand preparation. On the side of the sideline, I picked up the novel, continued to write short articles in magazines, and tried to write a long one. If the pen name can be developed, there should be some prospects. As for my parents’ ideological work, from now on From the beginning, I will slowly release the signal and start to do it. I will try my best to get rid of my parents’ financial constraints earlier and let them see my growth and maturity."

"Panpan, you are my struggle and pursuit. With you, I can become a better self. I am not afraid of hard work along the way, and what I am most afraid is that the pursuit and hard work have no results. So, Panpan , You don’t want me to work hard, don’t think about letting me walk alone again. Believe with me, work together, take this road out of the flowers, OK?" The girl hugged her, looking at her with bright eyes, better than the stars It's bright.

Xiao Yunqing stared at her green and firm face, as if there were a thousand words in her heart, and finally, only a clumsy and emotional: "Lin Xian, I love you." She could not restrain the ups and downs of love in her chest, Encircled Lin Xian and kissed her with nostalgia.