Hold My Hand, Don't Let Me Go

If it wasn't for the undeniable swollen effect on her eyes of her last night's emotional endeavors, Xin Lian would still think that her living inside of a novel is just a long dream; but the stinging she feels in her eyes is the biggest proof that she is the proud antagonist Zhou Xin Lian, and she swore to the original's soul that this time she wouldn't live her life miserably. This time, she would die of old age with a smile plastered in her wrinkly but beautiful lips.

That is why, despite her terrible headache, Xin Lian sat in her office table trying to write the cause of her future despair and what to do to avoid those.

In one of her luxurious notebooks, Xin Lian decided to first write the name of the man who was the cause of everything.

JIU CHEN

The man that Xin Lian loves. A very attractive man that made Xin Lian do everything just to make him love her again. Because of this guy, the used to be successful and confident her became so desperate and insecure that pushed her to do bad stuffs to the protagonist. In the end, all Xin Lian got in return is a cold and direct divorce papers.

Xin Lian heaves out a deep sigh as she underlines the name once again.

That man is the first person she must avoid yet, couldn't because of the abnormality in her heart.

No matter how much she wants to divorce Jiu Chen, she'll probably die of heartache before she could even sign the papers; It would be a huge pain to continue being married to a guy who hates you and blatantly loves another woman, but she doesn't have a choice.

At least for now: she should talk with Jiu Chen, fix their misunderstandings and brief him about how he shouldn't turn his back on her.

Xin Lian stressfully pulls her hair in agony.

"Now, how am'I gonna do that?"