I Became the Prime Minister’s Adored Wife after Transmigrating

  Chapter 172 Do you understand?

  Ji Zhao looked at him, and couldn't help but get red eyes.

  The tears at this moment are like pearls with a broken string, falling continuously.

   "A Tao, don't cry!" Shen Yao hurriedly wiped her tears, hugged her in a hurry, and softly coaxed her, "A Tao, be good, don't cry, okay?"

"Why did you leave without saying goodbye? And why are you here? Shen Yao, you owe me an explanation, a reasonable explanation." After calming down, Ji Zhao slowly pushed him away, his eyes were cold , with a heavy tone.

   "I'm temporarily staying in a nearby inn. Let's go back to the inn first, and then I'll explain it to you slowly, is that okay?" Shen Yao supported her shoulders, lowered his head, and asked in a low voice.

  Leshui Inn.

  Shen Yao poured a cup of hot tea and handed it to her, and said softly, "A Tao, why don't you drink some tea first?"

   "I don't want to drink." Ji Zhao shook his head, "I just found out some news, and I'm very worried about you, Shen Yao."

   "I'm fine now, am I not?" Shen Yao sat opposite her, and comforted softly, "A Tao, don't worry."

   "Are you angry with me?" Ji Zhao couldn't help but asked, "I want to find Immortal Crane to heal your leg, so I didn't hesitate to ask Qin Minghong for help. You must be very angry, right?"

   "I am indeed angry," Shen Yao nodded frankly, "But I am not angry with you, I am angry with myself."

   "Angry at yourself?" Ji Zhao raised his brows in confusion, "Where do you start with this?"

"A Tao, do you still remember? You once asked me, did you ever think about picking up the textbook again, continuing to study hard, and try the science test again." Shen Yao slowly raised his lips, but there was a hint of sadness in his tone. With a sense of self-deprecation, "At that time, I said that the choice of life is not the only way of scientific research."

"But now it proves that my thinking is wrong." Shen Yao held his forehead silently, and sighed in a low voice, "Is Han Chuang studying hard for decades just for fame and fortune? It’s not the original intention of reading!”

   "The original intention of studying should be to plead for the people and serve the court!" Although Shen Yao's voice was very soft, Ji Zhao could hear the strength in it.

"In fact, as early as half a month ago, I received a letter from my master, but I have never dared to face it," Shen Yao thought for a while, and carefully took out a letter from his bosom , and handed it to her, "This is a letter that the master sent me earlier."

   Curious Ji Zhao opened the letter;

   When she finished reading the contents of the letter, she was beyond shocked.

   "Shen Yao, your leg injury was not an accident? It was man-made? But why did that person harm you? What good does he do?"

"He replaced my grades, and he was successfully named on the gold list." Shen Yao closed his eyes weakly, and sighed softly, "Back then, he was my most trusted friend, but in the end he was deliberately pushed from the mountain. A boulder fell!"

  Recalling the scene of being injured, Shen Yao was in great pain!

He had dreamed of serving the imperial court since he was a child. With the support and encouragement of his family, he came to Leishan County and successfully stayed in the private school of Mr. Fan. He studied hard for ten years, from the age of seven to seventeen. age!

   And he passed the exams along the way without hindrance.

From Tongsheng to Xiucai, just when he was full of confidence and thought he could pass the exam, an accident happened. On the way back to his hometown, he was hit by a boulder on the left leg on the mountain. What made him even more disheartened was , he failed.

"During that time, my father, mother, elder brother and second elder brother visited famous doctors, but in the end they still couldn't heal my leg. In order to heal my injured leg, the family ran out of money, and the elder sister-in-law and second sister-in-law even pawned their dowry …A Tao, in fact, I have given up on myself, I hate God for being unfair! I hate myself even more, for wanting to drag my family down.”

  Shen Yao said with a wry smile, "Later... I forced my parents to give up with death. They said that as long as I can live well, that's enough."

   "Body and skin, I have to accept my parents! But I have to threaten them by hurting myself. I know I am stupid, but I really have no way..."

   "It's all over." Feeling his painful emotions, Ji Zhao quickly held his hand, and gently comforted, "Shen Yao, those pains are all in the past."

   "No," Shen Yao shook his head, "If I hadn't received this letter, I would have continued to numb myself, making myself think that painful memory is long gone; but I have received this letter."

"Actually, I came to Leishan County for two purposes. First, I want to ask my master face to face. I want to ask him if he knows what happened back then? And what is he playing in the whole thing? What kind of character? Second, I want to find something."

"what?"

"Actually, I went to see Ji Huai again on the day Ji Huai came to make trouble." Shen Yao said frankly, "I want to find a small jade lock that you wore since childhood, and your name is engraved on it; Huai said that he took the jade lock to the pawnshop and pawned it. I went to the pawnshop again, and the pawnshop said that the jade lock was bought by a wealthy businessman surnamed Jia in Leishan County, so I came to the pawnshop. gone."

   "Why didn't you bring me with you?" Ji Zhao looked into his eyes and asked sharply, "We have clearly expressed our hearts to each other, don't you still trust me?"

   "I just wanted to give you a surprise." Shen Yao said with a wry smile, "But obviously, I overestimated my ability. Not only did I fail to surprise you, but I almost gave you a shock."

   "A Tao, I'm sorry." Shen Yao carefully grabbed her hand as if he had found a treasure, and looked at her with tenderness in his eyes, "Can you forgive me?"

   "No." Ji Zhao resolutely withdrew the hands held by him, and said in a cold tone, "I think we all need to calm down."

   "Shen Yao, do you know what is the most important thing for two people to be together?"

   "Like? Or trust?"

"Neither," Ji Zhao shook his head, looked into his eyes and said in a deep voice, "When two people are together, the most important thing is to communicate; if it were me and left without saying goodbye, what would happen to you? We just confirmed For each other, but you have such a big secret hidden in your heart, you would rather solve it alone than discuss it with me.

  If two people are together and are unwilling to communicate with each other, do you think we can go on for a long time? Whether you like it or trust it, the prerequisite for these is that we need to communicate with each other, understand each other's mind and emotions, so that we can manage this relationship smoothly and in the long run, do you understand? "

  (end of this chapter)