I Dumped Her Not Knowing That She Was My Favorite

054. turn off the broadcast

I can’t even believe it when I see it.

I thought it was an expression that only appeared in cartoons.

Holding my brother’s cell phone, I was gripped by the feeling that I was looking at something empty.

A golden badge that shines brightly.

That was never something that could be achieved in a day or two.

It’s proof that I subscribed while watching the broadcast from the very beginning…

Even after confirming that it was the most expensive Tier 1 badge among the subscriptions, I asked my brother the truth with a trembling voice.

“Then… Then, oppa, really.”

Does this make sense?

“You were my subscriber before…?”

My brother swept his hair upwards, took a deep breath, and snatched the phone from my hand.

“Does the 12-month tier 1 subscription badge look like a dick?”

The older brother, who enlarged the badge photo, tilts his head slightly.

crooked posture.

A no-nonsense speech.

And what decorates the end.

“Lukatan?”

another name for me.

My breath stopped when my name, which only existed in the virtual world, crossed over into reality.

My brother lowered his arm and put the phone back in his pocket and pulled me into his arms.

“…So.”

I feel the texture of the sweater inside the coat on my face.

The pleasant scent of fabric softener tickled my nose.

“You’re not the only one who liked me.”

Oppa who brushes my back with an awkward gesture.

In a different sense, I felt my eyes heat up.

It’s just that those clumsy hands are so warm.

As if craving that warmth a little more, I wrapped my arms around my brother’s waist.

“Then stop crying.”

“Don’t say that.”

What my brother was trying to say to me, who was rich in sensitivity, was like rat poison.

If you tell me not to cry, you want to cry more.

I thought the DVD room was enough to show an ugly crying face.

“I haven’t said anything yet.”

“I know what you’re trying to say, so don’t do it.”

Just for a second.

I wanted to be intoxicated with the sweet feeling of cotton candy for just a moment.

How many of the most unrealistic cases were real?

If I knew this was going to happen, I would have said it sooner…

Hanbit’s older sister.

sister is god

It’s been a while since I thought that.

“…brother.”

“yes?”

“…Then did you watch my broadcast from last November?”

When the upset heart calms down, another wave of anxiety rushes in.

“ah. yes.”

As I dropped my body slightly, I saw my brother’s tense face.

But in November…

Wait a minute.

I think it was not too long after I started broadcasting for real…

I started in October and subscribed in November.

“Then, maybe even with that princess concept…”

“ah. I still think that was a bit far-fetched.”

It’s nice weather to die.

I had a sudden thought.

* * *

I tried to throw it away hotly, but…

Is this enough to have worked out…?

Doa confirmed that I had been watching the broadcast since when, and left a message that she would contact me again later, then went home as if running away.

What should we do in the future, let’s date properly, I expected that things like this could come and go, but that didn’t happen.

what though

As a result, I thought it was fortunate that the last expression didn’t look so bad.

It was because if I had cried more and scolded myself at the word Pingtuk, I would have felt like wanting to cry too.

I opened the refrigerator and took out the ice and drank the cold water that made my head hurt.

“Whoa…”

It was kind of funny when I remembered that Doa would turn on the broadcast in a few hours.

I’m sure it would be very disturbing.

If it was a personal broadcast without an agency, I thought it would have been enough to leave it off, but I wondered if it would be difficult because of the contract with YM.

Because business is business.

I lay in bed and open my phone.

When I logged into the broadcasting app and entered Luca’s profile, a pink-haired avatar was winking at me.

really how do we

Luca, who I thought was the furthest and closest to me, was shedding tears because of me just a moment ago.

I closed my eyes and waited for Doa to contact me.

* * *

[ah. oh Can you hear me? everyone?]

8 o’clock in the evening.

Doa’s voice came through the speaker, turning on the broadcast on time like a knife.

[Ruha! Ruha!]

[LOL!]

[Luctan why come now!]

[I’ve been late lately…]

The standby screen goes down and a familiar avatar appears.

[I’m not late! I just turned it on at 8!]

[Uh huh. I haven’t been late once since I closed that?]

[It’s because I get paid again. Guys, even before I debuted, I wasn’t late!]

At the sight of Luka puffing out her cheeks, the chat was filled with words of cuteness instead of stupid.

[A test? Um~ To be honest, it’s a bit boring.]

[ah. me. I’m an idol, so I shouldn’t use expressions like this.]

[Lukatan. I tried my best, but the result was a little disappointing.]

There was a chance that there would be a reaction of retching at the optimized tone, but our Pingtuk-dan were just liking it and cute it.

[I think I’m going to go to the middle of the day, and I give up on culture.]

[I think I’ll have to take a break after preparing hard for culture, but do you really want that?]

Luca smiles mischievously.

[Look at that. Also, if you don’t turn on the broadcast, you’re going to write Pingtukcon on the bulletin board.]

Pingtuk Ticon only available to subscribers.

It is said that an illustrator who is a fan of Luca made it, but there were many places to use it very usefully.

My favorite emoticon is Patta Pingtukcon.

There was nothing like this when the atmosphere suddenly became cold or a viewer making strange noises appeared.

[ah. I want to go on vacation soon.]

It’s November now, so there are less than two months left.

The end of the lecture is usually around the 10th of December.

No matter how late it was, it was the end of the class before Christmas.

Doa also conveyed her thoughts through her mouth, as if she had the same thoughts.

[Do you broadcast 5 days a week when you are on vacation? Well… I can’t give you a definite answer, but wouldn’t it be taller?]

[What do you do when you are on vacation? I also need to rest and play. Just broadcast how to meet.]

[You guys also meet friends outside and have fun.]

Before the words were finished, a lot of Patta Pingtukkon came up.

[To me, this is entertainment and this is a club!]

[??? Why hit?]

[Are your friends here?]

[????]

[Okay! Got it! I’ll kill the broadcast! Stop hitting me!]

Luca shook his head as if he was dizzy.

If it was usual, I would have joined the ranks and clamored to broadcast 7 days a week.

Today, I was watching the broadcast with a passive attitude.

I was in the middle of the broadcast doing this and that everyday talk.

-Lukacoin Rice Cakesang sponsored 1,000 won.

[Are you capable of cute reactions?]

[Lukacoin rice cakes! 1,000 won Thank you~ Aegyo? The unit price of our room is high. Can you afford it?]

Back in the days when the scale of broadcasting was small, you could enjoy aegyo with gobong rice for 5,000 won.

Now, the reality is that even 10,000 won is difficult.

It’s unfortunate, but it was an understandable system.

It was because if the unit price was too low, the broadcast could have ended while just doing cute acts.

And it’s true that it’s delicious if you do it occasionally, but it’s true that it’s not tasty because it’s rare.

-Lukacoin Rice Cakesang sponsored 50,000 won.

[possible?]

[It’s cheap! Shall we watch the video then? Are you asking me to do this?]

Luca had already done pretty much everything, so I thought it wouldn’t be too much of a burden, but this one seemed quite difficult.

3rd person passive is standard.

The end of the speech had to end with kywa ing, and the content was very dizzy.

[Write it… It’s tough…]

Luca’s face shows hesitation.

-Lukacoin Rice Cakesang sponsored 50,000 won.

[go go]

[Lu… If Lukakoin Tteoksankun says that much… I can’t help it.]

Cheeks that have become reddish due to being injected with capital.

Viewers were smiling at Luca starting the engine.

Like any other Pingtuk, I licked my lips with a hearty smile.

[But I’m seeing this for the first time, so I’m going to go back and try it a few more times.]

Even if being a virtuber is displaying a character that is not your own face, that doesn’t seem easy.

Would that have been possible if I had been a streamer?

I thought that maybe I was a little burdened and couldn’t do it.

is not it. Still, if you give me 100,000 won, I’ll give you one.

[Rurrrr.

oh The clip looks delicious.

If this goes well, I think we can come out with a legend clip.

Even if he made it cute, he would be a legend, and even if he made a beep in the middle, he would be absolutely cute.

Luka, who chanted a scale and licked her lips, saying she needed time to relax, stood up from her chair after saying that she would leave with a glass of water.

-weiyiing

Ringing cell phone vibrating.

The content of the message from Doa is all four letters.

[Turn off the broadcast.]

…Does it sound like goose bumps?