I Dumped Her Not Knowing That She Was My Favorite

Chapter 55

055. I want to know.

Why do I always run away like this?

When you’re scared, you run away because you’re scared.

When you’re embarrassed, you run away because you’re embarrassed.

Even today I ran away from my brother, even though I knew that acting like that didn’t always produce the best results.

Emotions that are difficult to summarize in one word are swirling inside me.

pleasure. relieved. A sense of betrayal. Thanks.

It was clear that plus or minus was plus, but this indefinable feeling dominated me until the moment the broadcast started.

My brother was a Luca fan…

I imagined that there might be a Pingtukdan among the acquaintances I occasionally pass by, but I never imagined that it would be my brother.

Wow. But the fact that I’ve seen it for a long time means that I was watching the broadcast even when I confessed?

Memories of that day, like a nightmare, play again in my head.

I didn’t have the courage to broadcast that day, so I said I was taking a break.

Thinking that it was one of the many ping-tuk gangs who dumped me made me feel a little dumbfounded.

Isn’t it a setting that only appears in some kind of third-rate romance novel?

By the way, I think it’s true that my brother became interested in me when he found out that I was Luca…

I didn’t have enough time to organize my thoughts yet, but a broadcast was a broadcast, so I hurriedly booted up my computer.

After checking your mic settings, try broadcasting as usual.

While communicating, we were just talking about my daily life and chatting about trivial topics…

whoa…

The request of the viewer who donated 100,000 won was my aegyo.

I had a certain amount of time, so it would be enough if I just followed the similar cutely, but not today.

…You mean your brother might be watching.

Of course, since I said I watched the show a long time ago, I might have watched it countless times, but when my thoughts reached that point, my face felt like blood rushing like crazy.

I feel ashamed to kick the blanket off even if someone I know sees it, but my crush is looking at this…!

I knew that the camera was recognizing my expression, so I couldn’t stand it any longer, so I quickly called for water and picked up my phone.

I had to say

I thought it would be better to take a hundred steps and say even if my brother is not watching the broadcast and doing something else.

[Turn off the broadcast.]

The time given was short, so I couldn’t wait for a reply.

I put my phone face down again, took out water from the refrigerator, poured it into the tumbler, and returned to the monitor.

[ah. oh I’ll try it now~]

When I checked the original video one last time, I sighed deeply.

cadet. Who the hell is making these things?

Every time I did it, I thought there would be nothing more disgusting than this, but it seemed that human greed really had no end.

And Pingtukdan is more sincere about these contents than anyone else.

[Aye~~]

half the air. half a sound.

The aegyo tips I heard from Rover seemed to be helpful, but I had my doubts.

[Oops! Luca-tang, oh, Pingtuk is the best!]

it’s a job Doa.

You can follow this in less than a minute and get 100,000 won.

Financial therapy, the only way to defeat Hyunta.

However, the fear that her brother might be watching seemed to be outweighed by the mighty power of financial therapy.

[Lukatan~ So cute… Puff…! ah! sorry!]

Boos pouring in an instant.

[hahahaha]

[Is it 2 times?]

[again again]

[Guys. Is this a bit difficult? It’s not that the tongue is short, it’s almost non-existent?]

One crying face for pretending to be poor.

I was able to catch my breath and luckily I was able to succeed the second time.

[Ugh! tiring! Whoa… Do you really like this? you?]

Unlike me, who had a hard time hitting the strings, the Pingtukdans were having a party among themselves.

[Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot Clip! Hot clip!]

[Isn’t it Legend Clip Gak?]

[Ah~ It’s so delicious~ Today’s broadcast is so informative! Mr. Luca!]

Yeah… it’s just that you guys are happy.

I just opened the rhythm game window, desperately hoping my brother didn’t see it.

* * *

“Hehehehe”

A laugh that no one else can hear.

Despite Doa’s dissuade, I watched the broadcast until the end and was enjoying happiness with a happy face.

I thought it would be so much fun already thinking that the cute clip would spread all over the place.

It will spread not only to Closer members but also to other communities, right?

Luca’s rising popularity is the pride and happiness of Pingtukdan.

It was also part of our joy to see Luca happy and troubled.

-weiying

Cell phone rings.

I definitely didn’t think of anything until right before the broadcast ended.

I instinctively sensed who the main character of the notification was, so I swallowed and unlocked it.

[…saw?]

A sentence in which the subject is omitted.

But I knew what I had seen without having to say it.

[no.]

This time, I thought it was a white lie.

How embarrassing it would be if I said I saw it here.

The yellow bar disappeared, but no reply came for a while.

It was a moment when I just wanted to ask about that and not contact you today.

[Can I see you if I ask to meet you now?]

[now?]

I guess I’m a little late.

The clock indicated 11:40 at night.

[yes.]

[It’s okay, but where can I see it?]

It was time and the cold wind was blowing hard outside.

[Is it okay if I go to your brother?]

[my house?]

Instinctively, your eyes scan the inside of the room.

Luca’s posters and goods were still stuck in the closet since the day Doa came to play, but the house was a bit messy.

[Should I come now?]

I secretly asked to see you tomorrow, but Doa was adamant.

[There is something I really want to say right now.]

I didn’t change the thought that it was late, but I was curious about the content of those words.

[I think I need some time to tidy up the house. it’s okay?]

[How long does it take?]

[One… 20 minutes?]

[Then I’ll be there in 20 minutes.]

The message ends there.

I hurriedly put the clothes scattered around the room into the laundry basket.

Imagine what you’re trying to say.

Is it about confession?

Or resentment for what I’ve been hiding all this time?

Or something I didn’t expect at all?

As I kept thinking and cleaning the room, the 20 minutes passed in an instant.

– smart smart

Standing in front of the front door at the sound of a clear knock, I unlocked the lock.

“…hello.”

Sky blue gwajam with a familiar design.

Doa, wearing a black ball cap, entered the front door.

“ah. yes. come in.”

Doa neatly took off her ivory-colored crocs.

She noticed that she was looking for a place to sit, so I put the computer chair in front of her.

“So what do you mean?”

The two of us sat across the bed facing each other.

It was only after I bent down a little that I could see Doa’s expression hidden under the ball cap.

“…Do you remember what you said to me before?”

It was a calm yet determined tone.

“What words?”

“I said let’s get to know you slowly.”

At the time, it was a conclusion that I came up with carefully to clarify the relationship with Doa, so there was no way I could have forgotten that word.

“I remember.”

When I nodded and expressed my approval, Doa bit her lip.

“Then you know that makes no sense?”

This was a bit difficult to understand at once.

“…why?”

“You probably haven’t seen me often on TV.”

“I always talk about what I did today, what food I ate, and sometimes I even talk about my family on the air.”

“Do you want to put it all on your own and get to know it slowly from now on?”

The tail of the rising horse was full of dissatisfaction toward me.

I understood what he was saying, but it was difficult to predict what Doa wanted.

“But I thought you would be embarrassed or embarrassed if I said I was your fan.”

Unfortunately, I’m going to lay out my own circumstances.