Lifetime Idol

Me and Unnies headed to the stage but bumped into...

LOL

Nikki: well well if it isn't the nobodies from Korea

Me: ummm I am from Australia

Remy: shut up little kid and we will defeat you if you come in our way but break a leg girls literally

They push past us while laughing

Then our camera crew came

Irene: ok girls let's give America a performance to die for on three Moon Fighting

We got in a circle and put our hands together

Jimin:1....2...3

Moon: MOON FIGHTING!!!!

We lift our hands from the circle then hug each other

Me: good luck Unnies

Unnies: good luck Maknae

Kelly Clarkson: ok....the moment everyone has been waiting for *fan screams* give it up for MOON!!!!! *Fan screams*

Everything goes black then we went to our spots on stage behind a door

The light appears at the door then it opened slowly to see me and Unnies posing then walk to the front of the stage

*Fan screams*

Then lights go out again

HANN/ Alone

Parts

Me: Soojin shuhua

Gigi: Miyeon

Irene: Minnie Yuqi

Jimin: Soyeon

The music started

*Fan screams*

We started dancing

Fans: M.O.O.N. HANN! Sanranghae! HANN! And etc

We danced hard that it looked like our heads were going to fall off

Near the end of the song

Fan scream

End of HANN

I drop into a split then winked

Fan Screams louder

Then the lights go out again then me and Unnies got into position for very very very

Parts

Me: Somi, Sejong,Yoojung

Irene:Jie Qiong, Chaeyoung, Chungha

Gigi:Mina, Doyeon

Jimin:Nayoung,Yeonjung,Sohye

The music starts

Screams sound like when a football team won the world championship

I smile brightly while singing And dancing

Fans chant and sing along to the whole song

Hit note

Fan screams*

Fanboy: Zhenzhen!!!!

While singing my part I gave him a finger heart ❤️

I think he fainted*

I hope he is okay 😢*

Near the end

Fan: Moon!!saeranghae!! We love you!!! M.O.O.N!! Very very very!!

End of the song

We bowed and the light went out

Fans still screaming

We go off stage

Then fresh up wipe the sweat off, and etc then went back to our seats because we had 2 or 3 more awards we were nominated for best music video, and hottest new thing

Skip time

Selena Gomez: hello billboard here are the nominees for best Music video

Moon HANN

Black Pink DU DDU DU DDU

BTS boy with love

Taylor Swift look what u made me do

EXO Tempo

Chris brown undecided

Bad bunny,Cardi B I like it

Ariana Grande no more tears left to cry

Shawn Mendes señorita

Camila Cabello Havana

Selena Gomez: the winner is...wow congratulations Moon HANN

We get up and hug each other then head to the stage grab the award bow and hug Selena Gomez then I went to the mic

Me: thank you so much stars without u we wouldn't be here right now winning this award for best music video stars just know one thing we love u and always love yourself thank u

We bow again then we backstage

Skip time, we are in our seats again

Host: the moment you all have been waiting for a performance by Billie Eillish, Tyler the creator, and more after this award for hottest new thing

Doja Cat: this is the award for hottest new thing and these are the nominees

MOON

Billie Eillish

Lizzo

Ella Mai

Her

BTS

Blackpink

EXO

Doja Cat: The winner is....for the hottest new thing.....is... Moon!!!!!!! We hugged each other tight

I cried

We went up on stage

My eyes and nose is red from crying

We hug Doja Cat then went to the mic

Irene Unnies was wiping my tears while I was talking

Me: ummm....I just want to thank everyone who.... *cries* *Irene is hugging me from the back patting my back and wiping my tears * who helped us become Moon and support us even if we make mistakes because we aren't perfect and we are never going to be. I want to thank all the producers, directors, stylist, managers, and especially our fans and PD nim. This is our dream to be in America as a women accomplishing something because in this society women are treated as nothing and we as women can do what a men does. Also love yourself and everyone else because you are special and have a purpose in this world. Thank you and have a good night America.

I hugged Irene back then we walked off stage still hugging and holding each other while crying

We go backstage

We see our manager in tears and go back to the dressing room and the other staff are celebrating

🥳

We pack up to get ready to leave because we are leaving in a few hours and we need sleep

Manager: girls put pants on cuz it's cold outside

I put sweatpants and a jacket on then we to the van waiting outside for us

I was the first one in the car with the driver but as I got in the car I felt pain in my ankle and look at it it was pink and bruised but it shook it off because I don't want to stop dancing so I didn't tell anyone

I will just ice it and it will be better I said to myself and low so no one would hear me

I just went through the pain

A few minutes later Gigi unnie got in the van and went to sleep in the back next to me

I went on my phone and seen that my mom texted me that she has to go back to Australia because she got a new job there so she is going back

I cried quietly then wiped my tears so it looked like I was okay then my brother texted me about him not talking to me for about a year now and he has a girlfriend who just gave birth to a baby boy and they named him after me if I was a boy that name is Jihan

He also sent me a picture of the baby

I went on Vlive and started crying

Comments are flooding say what's wrong

Me: hello my stars we are the van right now leaving the billboard music awards and if your wondering why I am crying it's just that I have a lot of things happening in my life at once and I am not going to talk about them so just don't worry about that I came in here because we wonnnnnnn this was amazing in America wow thank u stars and look Gigi unnie is sleeping next to me I should be sleep too but I wanted to talk to u guys first

We are going be to Korea in a few hours and I am excited to see everyone again

I want to see my family again one day

It's getting late and I have to sleep goodnight stars

Love u *blowed kisses

End live

Jimin and Irene unnie come to the car with the manager

Gigi unnie wake up and plays on her phone

Jimin texted me (from BTS)

Jimin: I saw your performance it was amazing and congrats on the awards so proud of you 👍

Me: thanks Jiminie and I also feel sad today

Jimin: why panda?

Me: I have a lot going on in my life right now

Jimin: tell me I am going to help you

Me: My mom is moving back to Australia and my brother and his girlfriend that I didn't even know about just gave birth to a boy named Jihan but my brother is in china doing his modeling career

Jimin: wow your an aunt can I be the god father

Me: I'll ask my brother

Skip time

My brother agreed to make Jimin The Godfather

Jimin: yay my god son send me a picture of him when you get one

Me: sure jiminie

Jimin: don't forget I am always here for u so just call or text me

Me: thanks bestfriend I can always count on u and I love u jimine goodnight 😘

Jimin: good night

I close my phone then take a nap

Skip time we are woken up by our manager and begin to pack our bags to go back to Seoul

I finished packing and we washed up

My outfit

Grey sweatpants

Oversized shirt trucked inside sweatpants

Women's flashtrek sneakers with removable crystals- white & gold diamonds

Socks

Furry bubble coat

Hat bucket

Mask

Ponytail

Natural makeup

No eye contacts- normal eye color: light hazel brown but dark a little looks green a little

Then I put my bags at the door and checked if I left anything in the room then took my bag to the lobby with the other manager and waited for everyone else

Gigi unnie comes down and waiting with me

Then fans started gathering around the hotel banging on windows, shouting our names

I got scared because the windows looked like they were about to break

Jimin and Irene unnie finally come down with manager and security guards came running toward the door making the fans form a formation like the red carpet and put poles their also so the fans can't run up to us

Irene went out first to the van with manager behind her then Jimin then Gigi holding each other then I came out with the other manager

Skip time

I safety get to the van and put the suitcase in the car

Manager: okay girls we are going back to Korea and we are getting some safety things about the corona virus and it is spread everywhere so be prepared

Me: this 2020 is a terrible year

Skip time

We are at the airport and somehow fans beat us to the airport

There were about 100 guard there because fans were going crazy and this corona virus was going around

We get out the van

Skip time we get on the plane back to Korea it I notice something weird someone behind me....

Is taking pictures

I whispered to the staff and the staff told the person to get out the plane because of invasion of privacy the person was put out and the day continued

Then I got a dm from Instagram

It's was from Woojin (stray kids) account but it wasn't Woojin

The dm: hey Zhenzhen this is Hyunjin from Stray kids and I know it's weird for me to text you but I was wondering if we could hang out sometimes I think you are a cool person

I replied: sure I think you are cool also plus love your music 🎵

We talked for my whole flight and I got his number to talk to him and just him

(I have a huge crush on Hyunjin since he is my bias in Stray Kids)

To be continued....