Lifetime Idol

Chapter 43 - 44

Stray Kids POV

(We were in the studio practicing and we took a break for 2 hours)

Lee Know: guys lets play Truth or Dare

Stray Kids: okay

I.N.: BangChan truth or Dare

BangChan: Truth

I.N.: Do u have a crush on any one?

BangChan: ummmmm I do but idk if she will like me back

Han: Ouuuuu whoooo?

BangChan: no no I already answered your question

Han: fine

Skip time

Everyone went expect Hyunjin who was to busy on his phone smiling

Changbin took his phone of his hand

Changbin: ouuuuuu Hyunjin has a crush.....

Hyunjin: no I don't

Changbin: really then why are you stalking Zhenzhen's Instagram and liking all her photos

Han: Hyunjin stop being scary and talk to her

Seungmin: how about we call Woojin and ask him to use his Instagram to dm her

Felix: good idea Seungmin

Felix called Woojin and he argeed to let Hyunjin use his Instagram

Changbin singed into Woojin Instagram with Hyunjin's phone

Changbin: what should I say to her

BangChan: how about hey Zhenzhen this is Hyunjin from Stray kids and I know it's weird for me to text you but I was wondering if we could hang out sometimes I think you are a cool person

Han: yea put that

Changbin typed it and pressed send

A few minutes

Changbin: Omggggg she saw it and she is replying

Her reply: sure I think you are cool also plus love your music 🎵

Han: she said yesssssss

Hyunjin was smiling with his head down

Felix: look Hyunjin is smiling *pulling his head up *

Hyunjin: give me my phone

Changbin: fine

Hyunjin was texting Zhenzhen and was smiling the whole time

Han: hyung but she is 12 and your 19 * his birthday passed I know he is 20 but it will change later on*

Hyunjin: soo....

I.N.: are u sure u want that

Felix: 7-8 year difference hmmmm... not bad

Lee Know: age doesn't matter if they love each other that's all that matters

BangChan: I agree with Lee know

Changbin: just don't get her pregnant or make your relationship public

(Hyunjin was texting her from his number not from Instagram anymore)

Skip time

(Our break was over)

My POV

I text Hyunjin I have to go And he texted the same

I got myself together and headed out of the plane

We got back to Korea

There were no fans (cuz of the virus )

We go through testing and thing to make sure we were not sick

Everyone even the staff test as negative and we were free to go home and we drove to our dorm

We arrive at the dorm and supplies was stacked

Toilet paper, food, and cleaning supplies

Also there was a note on top of the supplies

The staff of SM made sure we had supplies to be safe from the virus as we were coming from America

Our manager and other staff went home and told us to clean everything around the house and how to protect ourselves from the virus

I put my clothes in the washing machine to clean them and then I got in the shower and washed my hair then changed my clothes

Outfit

Furry hoodie cropped with bunny ears (pink)

and sweatpants (pink)

White socks

Furry bunny slides

Hair

Straight with bang- light pink *i dyed the rest of my hair pink cuz I didn't like the blonde anymore*

Then I started a live on Instagram

Viewers 4.5M

Moon.ZhenZhen and 4,500 people have joined this live

Me: Hello stars we are back in Korea yayyy *clapping* ummmm

*Realstraykids joined*

Realstraykids: hey Zhenzhen it's Hyunjin

I noticed the comment

Me: hello Hyunjin *in korean*

Also I notice my brother joined the live

CaiXukunoffical has joined live

Me: oppa hello *in korean*

Me: I am going to start requesting people

I chose my brother first

Xukun: hello baby sister

Me: oppa where my nephew

Xukun:Jihan aunty want to see u

Me: aww he is cute

Xukun: ummm Zhenzhen

Me: yes oppa

Xukun: tomorrow umm can u take Jihan for 3 days or maybe longer cuz I have to make sure mom is okay

Me: ummm....sure I am doing to be in the house for a long time so why not

Xukun: I'm going to bring him early so be ready

Me: okay oppa I'll call u later

I take him off my live and go to the next person

Account name: ATEEZie

Me: hello..*in English*

ATEEZie: hello *in English

Me: where are u from and what's your name?

ATEEZie: my name is Emma and I'm from LA

Me: LA in the building *celebrating*

Me: okay anything u want to do Emma?

Emma: ummm... I want to play kiss, Marry, Kill with u

Me: ok let's gooo

Emma: San, I.N., Mark (nct)

Me: okkkk.... that's a little hard I would marry San, Kiss mark cuz that my brother and sorry I.N. I don't want to kill him so he can take a vacation

Emma: Hyunjin, Lucas, Eunwoo

Me: Marry Hyunjin, kiss Lucas, Eunwoo can take a vacation

Emma: last one Taehyung, Mingyu, Woozi

Marry Taehyung, Kiss Woozi, Mingyu can take a vacation

Me: sorry Emma we can't play this game for the whole time because I want to try to get to talk to as many people as possible and thank u playing with me and I hope u have a good night 😘

I remove her from the live

𝒱𝒾𝑒𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 7ℳ

I put some music and sang

Me: ouuuu my stars should I start TikTok cuz it looks fun

Comments: ATEEZie: yassssss if you start til tok we could get you to 100M or more

Me: okay guys be I don't care about followers or views I just want to have fun

(I am live on my MacBook Air not my phone)

I pulled out my phone and it was a case of San from ATEEZ (my husband/mountain ❤️❤️🏔)

Me: okay I downloaded Tik Tok and I need to decide on a Name

Name:

Nickname at the end of each tik tok

Top Comment:

SAN's mountain: 𝒦𝒾𝓂𝒞𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔ℒ𝒾𝒪𝒻𝒻𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁

Seonghwa's hoe: 𝒦𝒾𝓂𝒞𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓁𝒾𝑒

Jimin's laugh: ℬ𝒶𝒷𝓎𝒵𝒽𝑒𝓃𝒵𝒽𝑒𝓃𝒾𝑒

Kai's giggles: 𝒵𝒽𝑒𝓃𝒵𝒽𝑒𝓃𝒪𝒻𝒻𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁

Me: okay I am going to choose 𝒦𝒾𝓂𝒞𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔ℒ𝒾𝑒 for my real account name and guys don't be sad I have to do another and this is my nickname

Top comment:

Kpophoe: ☀️ℳ𝑜𝑜𝓃𝒞𝒽𝒾𝓁𝒹☀️

ATEEZ.WooSan: 😘𝔅𝔞𝔟𝔶𝔊𝔦𝔯𝔩🥴

And more

Me: ok I am going to put ☀️𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫ℭ𝔥𝔦𝔩𝔡☀️and okay my account is set up and now I am going to learn some dances to do now cuz I'm bored

Me: should I change into clothes or stay In my pjs

Comments

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Justin_huangmh has joined (my ex)

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Charlidamelio has joined and many more had joined

Me: ok the dance I am going to learn is Supalonely okay I need a tutorial

Viewers 9M

Me: should I change?

Comments

Irehen:no you are perfect just the way you are

Me:okay let me turn in my ring light and room light

It took me 1minute to learn the dance because it wasn't hard

I set up my tik tok account and everything and I am practicing my first one

Supalonely

(It's currently 11pm in Korea)

I made it and then posted it

Then I made a few more

Say So

Savage

Vibes

The box

No idea

Blinding lights

And last one Roxanne

Me: ok guys I made eight TikToks and now I am going to look at other TikToks to see what TikToks I should do tomorrow

Comments: Taekook.Bts:ZhenZhen make your own challenge

Me: ummm ok I am going to pick a song

Song: Like that- Doja Cat

I made the challenge in my head and practiced 3-4 time at the max then recorded it once or twice and post it as my challenge

ⓋⒾⒺⓌⒺⓇⓈ:10.5M

Me: I am going to turn on some music song: wish- Trippie Redd

I started singing

Comments

Hyunzhen: Vocal Queen 👑

StarykidsWoo: Woojin and Zhenzhen collaboration

ATEEZ.Maknae: Jongho and Zhenzhen collaboration

ExoLforever.bacon: Baekyun and Zhenzhen collaboration

Song: Adore U- Harry Styles

Song: Jopping- SuperM

SuperM fans were going crazy and everyone was singing the lyrics in the comments

I did Taeyong and Mark raps parts

Stars.Moon: Rapper Zhenzhen

Song: Kick it- NCT127

Me: let me introduce you to some new thangs

Song: love Song NCT 127, Daydream- NCT 127

I sang the high notes

Song: StaryKids- Double knot

I like the rap parts especially Hyunjin's part

I stop the music and

Me: okay I am going to start adding people again and we can only talk for 20 second

Me: wait but before I start should I add idols also or just fans

Comment

Kpopstanshoe: yes plz add idol *that was the comment I saw*

Me: ok so everyone put in your request and one am only doing a random pick okay so if you don't get pick plz don't get angry Just Try next time. Here is how I am going to pick I am going to close my eyes and scroll through the list with my eyes closed and where never my finger stops that the person

Me: let's go

I close my eyes and scroll through the request list my finger stops

I open my eyes

Me: okay the first person l SkzXMoon.adore

It started connecting

Me: hello *i waved and smiled* what's your name and where are you from?

???: OMG!!!! *she screamed*

Me: * I am covered my ears because her scream hurt my ear a bit*

???: Ok ok Hello Zhenzhen, My name is Becca and I am from Europe

Me: which country? *my accent come out*

Becca: France

Me: *grasped* Really??? I always wanted to visit there how is it there?

Becca: very nice weather, amazing food, very beautiful and clean but depending on which part you live in, lots of museums, malls and stores, very lovely city

Me: any other question for me Becca

Becca: actually I do when are you and Hyunjin going to start dating

Me: ummmm... Well I don't really know Hyunjin that like from outside the industry but we recently became friends so right now he is like my big brother to me

Becca: when is Moon having their next comeback

Me: ok ok....I knew this question will come....ok this is all I can say this album is not far away and This album is something a little different for moon but I think fans will still love it and I'm sorry that all I can sayyyy... *pouting*

Becca: ok last question

Timer run up for 20second

Me: ohh nooo we are out of time *pouting*

Me: but me being nice I will let you ask this question and I answer quickly

Becca: who would you collaborate with?

Me: ok I would Love to collaborate with Jay Park because he is an amazing artist okay I have to let you go Becca thank you for supporting Moon and I hope you have a good day or night

I took her off the live

Me: Omg I love her I would be friends with her she is so sweet

Me: okay now this is the next person

I scrolled and it landed on

xxibgdrgn was next

Me: omggggggg I'm not ready for this one okay guys the next one is xxibgdrgn (if you guys don't know who this is this is G-DRAGON from Big Bang)

I add him into the live

Me: *i am still in shock*

G-DRAGON: hello Zhenzhen *in korean*

Me: Hello G-DRAGON sunbaenim *in korean *

G-DRAGON: my question is would you become my daughter (as daughter he means like a dad and daughter relationship)

Me: ummm...okay G-Dragon sunbaenim

G-Dragon: how about we collaborate together for one of my art projects?

Me: I would love to G-Dragon sunbaenim *

G-Dragon: okay I going to go now be safe little one *he waved to me* oh and I am going to text you about the information well bye everybody *in korean*

I took him off the live

Me: *i am still in shock* My heart left me body and I was scared for my life

Me: but... let's keep going next is

ATEEZ.Sanie

Me: hello what is your name and where are you from? *accent is back*

???: Zhenzhen why are you so skinny and ugly? Blackpink and Twice are better than Moon on perioddddd. I don't understand wh-

I click her off my live and block her

Me: why are people so nasty about everything. I don't understand why so negativity energy toward people just living their dreams

Me: ok I am going to two more people

I add Kpopdestroysmysense

???: sup skinny flat a.s.s bitch and you know what G-Dragon you ain't shit you saying she is your daughter now so what you disown Blackpink now you weird... now listen here Zhenzhen I am tired of you being over Blackpink and twice and first off all y'all don't deserve those awards on perioddddd. Also y'all think that y'all better than BTS Now you out your head you ugly boneless skinny bitch a.s.s skeleton and I hope you die in you-

I click her out the live

Me: what did I ever do to people? That they hate me so much and people forget that I am 12 years old and I am fighting for my dream like BTS, Blackpink, and Twice. We all have the same dream but why do people have to spread hate. Like why are people attacking me and asking me why am I famous at this point I don't know anymore and I don't know why I'm famous ask the people

(I recorded the two people who attacked me)

Comments

Moonstarsstankpop: because you are talented and have something special that could make the world happy and your purpose in this world is to make people happy like your are doing now #Moontaughtmehowtoloveyourself #BTSBlackpinkTwicefansaysorrytoMoonZhenZhenNow

I saw this comment and pinned it

Then put my head on the desk and then started crying

Gigi unnie came into my room and saw my eyes were red from crying and my nose was red pinkish (more pink)

She hugged me and wiped my tears

Gigi: Jimin and Irene unnie come in here now

Jimin: what happened *she sees me crying* ohhh our Maknae is crying

Irene: what!! I was making dinner *she sees me crying* ohh no my baby what happened * irene Unnies picks me up and put me on her hip like a baby. She put my head on her shoulder and my legs around her waist and I still cried

Gigi unnie notice I was still on live

Gigi: umm guys I'm sorry but Zhenzhen is very upset and I don't know why could someone explain to me what happen

Fans: Twice, Blackpink, and BTS fans attacked Zhenzhen

Some people even sent screen recording of the people attacking her and Gigi and the other Unnies watched from Zhenzhen's phone because the Live was on her laptop

Gigi: how could people do this she is a 12 year old kid wow...that's not cool but guys thank you for coming to this live and supporting us but she is very upset and I think we should end the live because she needs time but guys please be nice to each other and thank you good night

Gigi unnie ended the live

Gigi unnie knew who to call to make ZhenZhen feel better

she called Jimin from BTS from my phone

Jimin: hey Zhenzhen-

Gigi: Jimin this is Gigi and I need you to come to our dorms now it's Zhenzhen she is upset because people are bullying her and your the only one that could help

Jimin: ok I'll be right over

Gigi: plz hurry

Irene unnie put me in the living room still holding me like a baby and Jimin unnie wrapped me into a blanket

Gigi unnie come from out of my room and say in the living room with us until someone knocked on the door

Gigi unnie went to open the door and it was Jimin from BTS

He walked in and said hello first to Unnies then came to me and grabbed me out of Irene's l.a.p and pulled me into my room and sat us in the bed

Jimin/BTS: Zhenzhen I heard what happened don't that those dumb people get to you okay you are an amazing artist at a young age and one of the best artist In The world also one of the most beautiful

Me: but I don't get what I did wrong to deserve that?

Jimin/BTS: nothing....you did nothing to them... Zhenzhen people are just jealous of Moon's talent and I don't never want to see you cry because of what people think okay

Me: yes I understand Jimin oppa thank you for coming here *i hugged him*

Jimin looked at me and wiped the last of my tears and he made me laugh again

We walked out from my room and Unnies looked at me weird cuz I was smiling and laughing

Irene: Jimin your an genius

Jimin/Xuan: who did you two do that your smiling?

Me: Jimin motivated me to not believe the haters and continue to show my talent then made a joke * I laughed*

Gigi: yay she is fixed

Irene: Jimin do you want to stay over for dinner

Jimin/BTS: sure what are you girls having

Irene: your lucky I made kimchi fried rice with dumplings on the side with sweet chili sauce

Me, Unnies and Jimin sat at the table and eat the food

We laughed hard together and talked about meet each again with the rest of BTS