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Next Day

I woke up to hearing someone knocking on the door

I got up and walked to the door

I opened it and it was my brother with baby Jihan

Xukun: hello sister

Me: hey oppa

I hugged him

He walked in with lots of bags

Xukun: ok I labeled each bag to tell you which one is which

Someone called him

Xukun: ok love sis I have to go

He kiss Jihan for the last time and gave him to me and kiss my forehead then rushed out the door

Me: hey Jihan I'm your aunty Zhenzhen

Looking down at him and holding his small hands

I grabbed his baby bags and put it in my room

I sat down in my bed with Jihan in my arms

Jihan kept yawning so I got up with him in my arms and grabbed his bottle out of the bag

I rocked him sleep with the bottle still in his mouth and put him in the middle of my bed with pillow on the edges so he wouldn't fall off the bed also a pillow under his head.

I got my outfit ready to get in the shower

I did my morning routine

Dried my hair

I put my hair in a half up and half down with my bang

Half up- two ponytails with colorful clips and rubberbands

Half down- curls

My hair color is bubblegum pastel pink (the same color as Jimin has in not today)

Outfit

Billie Eillish hoodie with person on it and her name on the sleeves - gray and designs are yellow

Under the hoodie I have on a White shirt with a person (Billie Eillish design for her Merch) with rainbow Louis Vuitton designs (the shirt is to my knees so I tied it like a belly shirt

Billie Eillish beanie- gray with black design

Billie Eillish Black sweatpants- yellow lightning

White Air Forces 1 with rainbow Louis Vuttion designs

Accessories

ASOS design necklace with hardware chain and pad lock in silver

Silver Cuban link with rose gold diamonds

Sliver necklace with says 𝔅𝔞𝔟𝔶𝔤𝔦𝔯𝔩

Sliver neck with a cross

Sliver Cuban link with pink diamonds and the playboy bunny with pink diamonds

Sliver Pandora bracelet with lots of charms

Playboy bunny hoop earrings for dangle tassel elegant earrings sliver and clips to the ear

Louis Vuttion- Christopher Monogram gm Prism clear canvas Backpack

Makeup

Natural and light makeup

Pink lip tint

Blush

When I looked in the mirror it looked like I didn't have on any makeup but I did that on purpose to see my freckles

No eye contacts - light hazel eyes

I walk out of the bathroom and Jihan is still sleeping so I go out of my room to woke up Unnies

I went to Irene's room first

I jumped on her and she hit me

Irene: YAH!!

Me: ok unnie not to loud time to wake up

Irene: are you tell me to shut up?

Me: unnie my nephew is sleeping be quiet 🤐

Irene: ughhhhhhhhh.... okay

*she got up and went to the bathroom*

Me: next is Jimin

*i go to her room and jumped and layed on her until she woke up

Jimin: Whattt...time to wake up already

*she got up from the bed and picked out her outfit then headed to the bathroom

Me: Jimin unnie one more thing my nephew is staying here with us

Jimin: ok

Then Gigi unnie was next but surprisingly she was awake

Gigi: good morning I'm already up then she headed to the showers

I go back inside my room and see Jihan woke up and he was a mess so I took him to the bathroom to freshen up I put him in the tub

*i took off my hoodie to wash Jihan*

Jihan loved splashing the tub water

(I prepared a outfit for Jihan because I wanted us to match so I got him a baby Billie Eillish outfit

Me and Jihan has the same outfit on expect the extra necklaces,earrings, and backpack

I give him two necklaces

The sliver hardware chain necklace with the padlock

Sliver necklace with sliver cross

The only earrings he has is the one is doctors gave him- small Diamond studs

Once I was finished I walked into the living room with Jihan in my arms

I turned on tv for Jihan and put pillow around him so he wouldn't fall off the couch (he was watching Mickey Mouse)

I went in my room to grab Jihan some soft baby cookies to eat

I went back to Jihan and gave him fed him cookies

Irene came out of her room and me fed Jihan

Irene: awwwww he is so cute and what do you want for breakfast

Breakfast

Pancakes with hash browns

Bowl of fruit

Irene: Jimin and Gigi hurry up

Jimin and Gigi unnie walked out their room at the same time walking to the table

I grabbed Jihan and went in my room to grab his high chair then I stripped him in so he wouldn't fall out of the seat

I ripped up his pancakes and cut his fruit smaller

We finished our breakfast and Gigi put the dishes in the sink and wash them

Irene: ok girls today we are going to workout, do our daily lessons and then we have a are hanging out with SuperM, ohh and Zhenzhen you have an meeting with PD nim

Me: okay but who are going to take Jihan

Irene: I'll take care of him okay

I nodded my head

Skip time

Irene: come on girls manager is outside

I grab my backpack (the things I need is in there and brought another bad to put Jihan's things I. There then put it inside my bag then I picked up Jihan (I put a mask on Jihan and on myself for protection) (I also put a denim jacket with a hood on Jihan so reporters or fans wouldn't see his face

We walk outside into the van and I see manager put a car seat in the van for Jihan so I have to strip him in the seat then I got into my seat in the van

Once everyone was in the car we headed to our vocal, dance, acting, and modeling classes

Skip time we finished our lessons and we got back in the van and then headed to the SM building to meet SuperM

Skip time

We made it to SM building and it's packed with fans and reporters outside so we knew it was going to be hard to get inside

Manager: hold on girls I'm going to call PD nim and tell him we need security guards outside

While manager is talking to PD nim

The guards came out and made a path way for us

Then we had to get ready to head inside the building

I grabbed my bag and Jihan then we all headed out of the car and into the building

Fan: ZhenZhen!!!!!! *trying to grab toward me*

I feel Jihan shaking in my arm so I hold him tighter and rub his back to comfort him

We finally got inside the building and the staff directed us toward a room

Once we got inside we saw SuperM sitting and talking with each other

They saw us and got up and bowed

SuperM: hello we are SuperM *in korean

Moon: Hello we are Moon *in Korean

Then they noticed the baby I'm holding

Lucas: why do you have a baby??

Me: ohhh this is my nephew his name is Jihan

As I said his name he lifted his head off my shoulder and looked at the guys weird

Me: Jihan say hi to uncles

He waved and said hello in a little voice enough to hear

Jihan: I want to walk around * he shake to make me put him down*

I put him down and he started running around

Me: yahhhh!!! Jihan stop running your going to fall *i ran after him

Then he fall and started laughing then I picked him up and checked if he hurt anything but he kept laughing and good thing he wasn't

Jihan then started crawling on the floor

Me: Jihan your going to get dirty please get up

Jihan: ahhhhhhh noooooo

Me: yahhhh Jihan I asked you nicely now get up or your no getting a toy

He got up

Jihan: sorry

Taemin: your all m.a.t.u.r.e now

Me: I feel like a mother but anyway how are you guys especially Taeyong I haven't seen you since the accident again I'm sorry

Taeyong: it's okay I'm fine

Irene: Gigi are you okay?

Gigi: yup * I noticed she was sweating*

I looked at where her eyes were looking at, she was looking at Kai

I whisper to Jimin and she nodded

Me: ouuuuu Gigi do you have a crush on someone?

Me and Jimin started giggling

Irene looked at her with a serious look

Gigi: what!? Noooo??? Me have a crush pfttttttt?!! Ha

Jimin: your sure because your sweating like crazy

Me: could it be * looked at the person*

Gigi: your dead meat

Me: ohh no runnnnnn!!!

I ran around the room and since Baekyun was near me I used him as a shield

Me: ahhhh Baekyun save me

Then I ran to Kai and she freezed

Me: why are you only attacking me Jimin did it to

Gigi: I'm going to kill you

Me: Ok I'll stop don't hit me or I'll bite you

I slowly walk away from Kai and she didn't do anything

Gigi: I'll kill you later watch your back *she glared at me

Mark: that was something

Everyone started laughing

Jihan grabbed my bag from the back of the room to get his iPad

Skip time

We had lots of fun with SuperM

Then a staff member came in

Staff: Zhenzhen please come with me

Me: okay Irene watch Jihan for me

Irene: ok

I walked to the elevator with the staff and we went to PD nim's office

Skip time

We arrived at PD's office and the women at the front desk next to PD office

Women: Zhenzhen PD nim is waiting for you

Me: ok thank you

I headed into his office and saw lots of people in the office

PD/ Sooman Lee: hello ZhenZhen

Me: hello PD nim and Directors * in korean and I bowed*

PD: have an seat

I take a seat

Me: ummm PD nim you called me for something

PD: ohhh yes I did.. ok ZhenZhen I would like you to meet the CEO of Esteem Ms. Kim

Ms.Kim: hello Zhenzhen it's very nice to meet you * she put out her hand*

Me: you too Ms. Kim nim * I shook her hand*

PD: ZhenZhen you know how you always wanted to start a modeling career and start from scratch

Me: yes PD nim

PD: I found a company for you and many others but I think Esteem is perfect for you ok.. Ms. Kim the floor is yours

Me: wait.. PD nim before we start I have a question for Ms. Kim why did you pick me?

Ms. Kim: ZhenZhen first of all you are a gorgeous girl with a very small body and face with beautiful eyes also a sharp jawline and I think you are going to be a very successful model once you are fully trained to become a model

Me: wow.. thank you I think I look average but thank you sorry for interrupting you can continue Ms.Kim

* I bowed to her*

Ms. Kim: hello SM entertainment my name is Kim Soyeon and I'm the lead CEO of Esteem entertainment. Esteem was established in 2003 and we started off very small with 5 models and now we have about 300 models and many of our models have become worldwide famous like SooJoo, Noma, Hyejin,Sunjin, and many more

Ms.Kim: we have become the number 1 modeling company in Korea and I feel like if you join my company we will make your name known. Here is your contract Exclusive contract to Esteem

She handed the contract to me and gave me a pen

Me: ok....Hold on I have to read this contract

Skip time

Me: ummm....Okay I want to join your company but one question how much more weight do I have to lose?

Ms.Kim: please stand up for me

I stood up and turned around for her to see

Ms. Kim: can you take off the hoodie

I took off the hoodie

Ms. Kim: loft the shirt up to where your bra starts

I did as I was told

Ms.Kim: You don't need to lose anything your one of the thinnest people I every saw I can see your rib cage but just to make sure come with me

Me: ok *i grabbed my hoodie and followed her*

She took me to the bathroom

Ms.Kim: I need to see your legs just to make sure about your weight

Me: ummm..ok

I went inside the stall and took off my pants then walked out for her to see my legs

My legs are very thin. there is a huge gap in between my legs and my legs don't touch (never) when I walk or sit down I look like a skeleton .many people say it likes like I have an disease or I'm going to die. It's scary seeing every bone in your body

Ms.Kim was shocked at my legs and then told me to walk

I walk like a model around the bathroom (this is my first time)

Ms.Kim: your back is very straight also your body is perfect now you can put your pant back on

I went in the stall again and put my pants on again

Ms.Kim: can you walk again please

Me: sure but this my first time modeling

I walked again

Ms.Kim: you sure this is your first time

I nodded my head and said yes ma'am

Ms.Kim: your better than many of my students they trained for years ok now let's go back

We walked back to PD's office

PD: okay your back

Ms.Kim: as I said her body is perfect her leg are as thin as her body

She grabbed my baggy sweatpants and wrapped the pants around my leg like 6 times until you saw my legs size

Everyone grasped

I heated someone say how is she even alive Then Ms.Kim did the same thing with my shirt

???: she's not human she is very thin

Ms.Kim: ZhenZhen you need to stop wearing big clothes it makes you look bigger

I nodded my head

As she was talking more about her company and how I would make a perfect model I signed the contract

Ms.Kim: ok director Choi can you get the clothes

Director Choi pulls a rack of clothes

Ms.Kim: ok Zhenzhen Director Choi we hand you some out fits and you will put them on and model for us okay

They put up and little private curtain so I can put on the outfits

Outfit #1

Blouse crop top made it tight but wasn't tight on me *white*

I don't need to wear bra because I have very flat c.h.e.s.ted so I wear sport bra but I have to take it off for this outfit

High waisted jeans that are made tight but not tight on me and I rolled the ends on the pants

White heels

I walked out and everyone was amazed

Ms.Kim: walk ZhenZhen

I did the walk and posed then walked back

???: she looks so professional and doesn't look like a new model

Director Choi: Zhenzhen is this your first time

I nodded and say yes Director

Director Choi: *made an amazed noise*

Ms.Kim: Zhenzhen next outfit

Outfit #2

Turn down collar down tied crop top and mini skirt *white and silk*

I put my playboy cubanlink necklace on with make the outfit better

Also my pandora bracelet

Minimalist Ankle Strap Chunky Heels *white*

I put my hair into a high ponytail

Then I stepped out and did the walk, posed, then I walked back

Ms.Kim: every outfit complements her petite body

The people from Esteem took pictures of me and the outfit also taking videos of me modeling

Ms.Kim: this is the last outfit Zhenzhen you can change

Outfit #3

Sport bra *red

Black shorts that look like u.n.d.e.r.w.e.a.r

Red, white, and black windbreaker *i left it open*

Red vapor Maxs

I wrapped my hair into a messy bun

I walked out and walked, Posed, then walked back

Ms.Kim: Zhenzhen I want to see you walk without the jacket

Me: ok

I walked again and then back

Ms.Kim: I like this outfit the most Because it show the beauty of her body and her face she is already a model if you think about it

Ms. Kim: Zhenzhen you can change back into your regular clothes

I changed back into my regular clothes then everyone sat back at the table

Ms.Kim: ZhenZhen I want you to be a Esteem tomorrow at 9am and bring two black outfit two crop tops or sport bra something that show your body and then bring one pair one pants and one pair of shorts and the shorts have to be like the ones you have one for the third outfit then bring three pairs of shoes all black heels, flats, and sneakers ok

Me: ok * I wrote down everything I needed for tomorrow* Ms.Kim thank you

PD: ok this meeting is dismissed

Everyone got up and shook hands with each other then left I did the same

I headed back to the room with SuperM

Everyone was still there

Irene: it's about time

Me: guys guess what just happened

Everyone: what???

Me: I'm officially a model at Esteem Entertainment

Their jaws dropped

Me: but I need someone to take care of Jihan cuz I have to start Tomorrow

Irene: I'll do it

Kai: I'll help

Taemin: me too

Taeyong: I'll cook for him and I'll help too

Me: thank you guys

I look at my phone and it's already 11 pm

Our manager and SuperM manager came in

Managers: time to head back to the dorms

We all hug each other then leave but I pick her Jihan and my backpack

We got inside the van after going through fans

Skip time (Jihan and me and Unnies had McDonald's)

We go inside our dorms and I put my back pack in my room and put Jihan in my bed since he was already sleeping so I took my hoodie, accessories, off then took off Jihan's clothes then put him in the tub while sleeping then put his pj's on then I did the same

Pj tube top (belly shirt)

High waisted shorts

I tied my hair into a high ponytail

My furry slippers

I pick up Jihan and started brushing his teeth when I was finished I put him in my bed then I did my skin care routine then brushed my teeth then moisturized my face then put my sleep mask on my forehead

I made a few more tik Toks, posted on Instagram,

Instagram account

I changed my name to

𝔎𝔦𝔪ℭ𝔥𝔲𝔫𝔤𝔏𝔦𝔢

24 𝔭𝔬𝔰𝔱 101.3𝔐 𝔣𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔡𝔰 726𝔣𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤

I checked my tik Toks account again and I was surprised the fans were not lying about getting

𝔎𝔦𝔪ℭ𝔥𝔲𝔫𝔤𝔏𝔦𝔢

🌙𝔐𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔩𝔡🌙

10𝔱𝔦𝔨 𝔱𝔬𝔨𝔰 72.4𝔐 𝔣𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔰 0𝔣𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰

It says 0 following because I just started this account yesterday

Then I made a video on tik tok and Instagram saying good night to my fans and a little message for positivity

Then I went to sleep

Next day