Male and Female Reversal High School Pure Love

83. Field trip (1)

1.

A vague question only brings an ambiguous answer.

If you ask me if the question I asked was that ambiguous, it’s too ambiguous to say yes.

Anyway. What I want to say.

“There’s no…, um, no, um… I don’t think there’s any.”

Seung-gi’s answer was very ambiguous.

If it doesn’t exist, it doesn’t exist.

When I first heard that answer, I felt a sense of disappointment. After thinking about it some more, I wondered.

Isn’t it a bit unreasonable to say that my mood has sunk because of the vague answer?

Anyway, I’m not the kind of person who does that for just one reason.

So, is it because I didn’t get the answer I was expecting?

What, were you waiting for Seung-gi to tell you that he likes me?

Or were you waiting for an answer that said you were interested in me?

I was pathetic even thinking about it.

How long has it been since you became aware of your heart, and are you already doing this?

And, what Seung-gi wants to ‘confess’ like that…… Isn’t it because I don’t have the courage to approach a man?

Although the relationship between Seunggi and I seems to be more than just a normal best friend. That’s not what makes up his mind.

Right now, even I have finally admitted my feelings, but isn’t it too selfish to want Seung-gi to like me?

As I was thinking about that, I heard a voice again right next to me.

“What do you like, who do you like?”

“Me, me?”

I had been feeling a sense of shame until just now, but in an instant, other thoughts began to enter my head.

At first, I wanted to say yes.

To put it badly, it was a very foolish way of thinking.

I want to reveal the thoughts in my heart to Seung-gi, but I don’t have the courage to suddenly confess.

I want to draw attention by deliberately saying vague truths.

I want to open his mind secretly.

For some reason, I felt that way when I tried to answer that there is no such person.

If Seung-gi likes me, I wonder if I’ll draw a line by saying this.

… ….

Is that so?

Did I ask a question?

Looks like you blocked my way by asking strange questions.

“Uh…, Well…? I didn’t think about it…”

As soon as I started to feel uneasy, the most ambiguous answer came out of my mouth.

No, it seems like an odd answer rather than vague.

It was a choice I had no choice but to make.

I just threw an answer, but what if Seunggi likes me?

Our conversation didn’t last long after that.

Seung-gi corrected his lying position, saying he really needed to sleep, and soon began to make only breathing sounds, but my head was still busy with many thoughts.

That thought is mostly…… , Imagine that Seung-gi greets me when I come home from work.

Imagination of introducing Seung-gi to my friends saying that I have a boyfriend.

Or, imagine me saving Seung-gi from a bad situation.

Um.

I can’t control the corners of my mouth with this.

I have to go to sleep, but I can’t calm down because I’m trying to let my imagination run wild.

I know that delusions are just delusions, but each one of them is very enjoyable.

When we get into the same class next year, no, no.

Right now, more than half of this year is left.

Has there been any other fun events this year?

A club festival in the fall? Are you doing that this year?

Then… If possible during the festival, just the two of us with Seunggi…….

“But.”

“Eh, huh?!”

Surprised!

Seung-gi, who was lying down quietly breathing, suddenly spoke to me.

Thinking about it, I don’t think it was the time to be delusional.

I was taking it for granted… , Seung-gi is sleeping right next to you.

No. But it’s suspicious again.

I use the word ‘no’ a lot, but… Anyway.

No matter how open you are, sleeping right next to a woman might be burdensome again.

No matter how much you win, I don’t think you’ll enjoy this situation that much.

Why does he always sleep next to me?

It was the same when I slept at my house last week, and then when I slept at his house.

Eventually we ended up sleeping next to each other, and he didn’t seem to mind it.

… ….

Of course there were some problems when we slept over at our house….

“I think you are the only one.”

“Hmm…? What, what?”

“People of interest.”

“Huh…?”

“I’m not even close with other girls.”

Uh.

Does he like me too?

2.

We are in the middle of riding a tour bus to the airport right now.

A lot of things happened this morning.

Originally, on the morning of a trip, all sorts of things happen.

Seunggi was taken aback when he received the carrier, but he finally accepted it after his parents said something with great energy.

Anyway, that’s not particularly important.

The important thing is…….

I had all sorts of delusions until dawn and fell asleep late. When I woke up in the morning, the delusions I had yesterday started to come to my mind.

It was an imagination that only I knew about, but I couldn’t come to my senses when I remembered them with my mind.

It was even difficult to make eye contact with Seung-gi.

However, I didn’t have many chances to come to my senses.

Eating breakfast, waiting for the tour bus after coming to school, and leaving for the airport after the bus arrived.

Because it was extremely rare to be away from victory.

Even now, Seunggi is sitting in the window seat next to me and watching the scenery outside the window.

Every time I see it, my heart beats, and every time I see it, it makes me feel better. The delusions I had yesterday are creating a sense of shame like crazy…….

I immediately closed my eyes.

It’ll take less than an hour to get to the airport, but you can’t be this stupid all the time.

It’s not like this all day.

I don’t sleep well at night, so I’m sleepy.

Wouldn’t it be a little better if I woke up?

3.

I felt something on my shoulder and turned my head.

I glanced to the side and saw Min Ah-rin’s head resting on my shoulder.

He looked sleepy from morning, but in the end he couldn’t stand it.

As she was contemplating whether she should leave this alone, she felt a fragrant scent rising from Min Ah-rin’s hair.

Since I don’t have a taste for collecting other people’s food, I turned my head again and started looking at the scenery outside the window.

… ….

For some reason, I felt the warmth from my shoulders, the golden hair that tickled my neck, and the scent that was still spreading softly. I was too concerned

I felt ashamed of something.

I can’t say exactly why, but I felt the temperature of my face rise for no reason.

When I think about it, it seems like yesterday was like this too.

Once, when Min Ah-rin asked us to call each other by their first names.

It’s not a big deal, but it wasn’t easy for some reason.

It’s partly because I said that I was ashamed of Min Ah-rin, but I think it was more embarrassing than I thought.

Even when I said a word, it felt like my mouth was drying up, and it felt like someone was tickling my ears.

And the other time, when we lay down to sleep.

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When I was asked if there was anyone I liked or interested in, I immediately tried to answer that there was no such thing.

I had never thought of such a thing, and there was no way there was such a thing.

But when I opened my mouth to answer, Min Ah-rin suddenly came to mind.

I don’t know why, but after she remembered her, it became harder for her to answer.

It is ambiguous to say that I like it.

I’ve never really liked anyone, so I don’t really know, but I like it with these vague feelings, so there’s nothing to talk about.

By the way, if you ask me if I’m not interested…… Well.

Anyway, by the way.

The tickling feeling I felt at that time, the shameful feeling and the swollen hands. I was still feeling the same way.

Every time I thought of Min Ah-rin sleeping on my shoulder, it was like that.

She made up her mind to live like a high school student, but did she react like this just because she was dating a woman?

I didn’t want this.

If you ask me if I hate this situation, I don’t know.

No, it’s not that I don’t know, it just seems good.

It’s not a bad feeling.

Oh…….

I don’t know if I know people’s hearts.

Even my heart.

I think I’ve been through a lot of complicated and subtle feelings like this. For some reason, these days, especially today, it seems to have gotten worse.

While thinking that, I focused on the scenery outside the window.

Well, no matter what.

I’m not doing this because I like Min Ah-rin.

I’m like her younger brother.

I’ve never liked anyone before.

I don’t fit in with the upper class.

4.

It wasn’t very long, but sleeping definitely helped… ….

It didn’t.

When I woke up, I felt a good smell wafting around me. In my sleep, I thought it was a dream. I got close to it and smelled it.

I didn’t know that was the nape of Seung-gi’s neck.

My sense of shame and shame became much worse than before I went to bed.

After that, I was away from Seunggi for a while.

The teachers took care of all the complicated things, but the airport was a complicated place with a lot of things to do.

Since Seung-gi was among the boys, it was also like that when he started talking to him.

Of course, I think it was a little stubborn that I was only among my friends while waiting for the flight at the boarding area.

As I was bruising while listening to my friends’ conversation, I noticed Seung-gi walking around in front of a glass window that could see the outside clearly.

Perhaps he was watching the plane.

Even from a distance, I could feel that they seemed full of curiosity.

I wanted to stand next to him too, but I didn’t bother moving my feet.

I was still full of shame.

I wondered if my friends were going to joke with me again by tying me up with Seung-gi, so I could just let it go.

I need to organize my thoughts for a while before arriving in Jeju Island…….

“This bastard is seriously ill.”

“…….”

“Min Ah-rin. Are you a pervert?”

“Huh? Me? What? Why?”

“Why do you keep saying things while watching Han Seung-gi? You’re really gloomy.”

“Me, me?”

“Don’t stutter. It’s disgusting. I’m not pretending to be cute.”

These are never helpful.

I tried to make a rough excuse and pass the situation over, but other friends who heard what he said started to take an interest in me.

I started to refute every single word they threw out.

Why were you watching Seunggi, why were you laughing, etc.

It wasn’t a big deal, it was just a joke with no excuses, but my mouth was refuting every joke they made.

And the interest did not end there.

This time, the giant man Cheon Se-joon approached me as well.

“Wow… Min Ah-rin. How good is Seung-gi?”

“No…! It’s just, uh, what, I haven’t taken a lot of domestic flights, and since it’s my first airline, I’ve been watching the planes…, Seung-gi was just in sight…, I wasn’t paying attention….”

“Are you calling me Seung-gi now? Wow… Jin is really slow too, but.”

You don’t even listen to my excuses.

Rather than intentionally ignoring him, he doesn’t seem interested.

By the way, I felt stuffy for a while.

“Hey, give me your ticket.”

“Huh? Why is that?”

“Swap seats with me.”

“Why?”

“Why?”

Almost semi-forced exchange.

My ticket was taken away before I even had time to answer my question, and a new ticket was in my hand before I knew it.

“If you change your ticket, when you get on the plane…”

“They said they didn’t even test properly because they were all kids from my school anyway. The kids from Class 1 got on first, and that’s how it was.”

Chun Se-joon said those words and then went back.

What is this?