Mixed Feelings

I was breathing hard, John and Seth were looking at me with a shocked expression on their faces, I was staring his lifeless body. There was blood all over my shirt; I took a deep breath and relaxed my nerves. Calming myself I strode out of the place, went to my room which was on upstairs.

I opened the door, stepped inside my shower, I stood there showering with hot water. Her suffering was flashing in my mind, Her crying face, screaming for help, everything.

I needed to see her right now or else I don't know what I'll do, I dressed up in my Black suite. I went out of the room. On the way to my car, I noticed Seth looking at me with a kind of expression I couldn't understand, I'm good at reading people but he's a look, confused me.

I climbed inside my car, paul started the car engine. I waited patiently for my mansion, After some time we reached the estate. Paul didn't even stop the car, I opened the door and stepped out of the car.

I walked with long strides and made my bedroom; I pushed the door and saw Judy feeding my baby girl. I see her in my shirt, it reached her thighs; she was so hot in my shirt. I want her to wear my shirts more. I stepped closer to them, I noticed her swollen eyes and tears strained face.

Did she cry? Why did she cry?

I killed that bastard for hurting her already, oh she doesn't know that, right!

Judy stood up from the bed and left us alone closing the door behind. She was looking at me with those pretty eyes; I caressed her cheek. It was so soft, she hissed lightly. I whirled my hand and realized that I touched her wound.

"I'm sorry," I said,

"Why are you sorry?"she asked confused,

"For everything, he wouldn't kidnap you if you weren't involved with me, I promised to protect you, but I didn't,"I said feeling guilty about it.

She pulled me onto the bed, touching my cheek.

******

Venessa's P.O. V

"Don't blame yourself, Enzo, being with you was my choice. Whereas in the kidnapping case, there's my mistake too. I shouldn't have gone there" I said, He looked at me for a second and asked, "why did you go there?"

"There was a piece of paper in my notebook, someone put it in my book asking me to meet them at the backside of the school. So I went there and then someone from behind covered my mouth with a handkerchief and I passed out, when I woke up I was tied to that chair,"I said, remembering that event.

"Let's forget about it, shall we?" I nodded, I was staring him.

How can someone be this kind, There's this thing, which I can't explain? It always pulls me towards Enzo, whatever he does, it draws me towards him.

I'm lucky to have someone like him in my life, I promise you Enzo I will never leave you, I will stay with you my whole life.

*******

After feeding me, he placed the plate on the table. He stood up and walked into the closest, returned in just sweatpants.

I gulped looking at him, he wasn't looking at me, staring him. He was fixing his silky smooth black hair, This man always makes me wet by doing simple things. How does he do that, I couldn't control myself anymore. I was biting my lower lip, I reached him and pulled him on me.

He fell on to me, I don't know from where I'm getting this courage to do this. I can not control this intense Feeling at all, we landed on the bed, me... underneath him, him... on me.

I grabbed his face and kissed him, he was shocked first. But quickly responded, his hands were either side of me. Balancing, Not to put his weight on me.

It turned into a passionate kiss, my hands reached his neck and grabbed his hair, it so intense Feeling ever. We were kissing furiously, I flipped him over and climbed on him.

My hands automatically started touching his body, electricity was shooting all over me. Touching his hard chest, teasing his nipple, caressing his abs, I reached his v line. I can feel him taking a sharp intake; I broked our kiss, looked into his beautiful green eyes. " Relax, Baby girl. You can do whatever you want, I'm all yours," he said, looking at me.

I leaned down and kissed him, he reached down and helped me remove his shirt, Then his hands were on my shoulders, they reached my bra, opened it and freed my boobs. I reached his sweatpants, helped him remove it without breaking our kiss. I can feel his bulge touching mine, He hands were all over my back, he slowly moved them to my breasts, he reached my left breast and squeezes it, he then whispered "I want to Fuck you.... Slow... Deep... Hard... Fast" in his seductive voice, This man makes me burn with desire. His long fingers massaging my firm breasts, My hand reached his v line again, I pulled his boxers out of his body. I broke the kiss, reached down. I gazed at his hard and massive dick, he has a beautiful thick ridge running up the underside, his cock is thick at the base, thicker than three fingers. I don't know how it fitted me, it gets little thinner towards the tip, but his head is deep, rich purple-red in color and looks to be almost as wide as the base.

I looked back at his beautiful face. I reached down and traced my finger on his dick, he took a sharp intake. I want this in my mouth, I want to watch him, while I give him a blow job, I never ever thought that I...will give a blow job to someone, it's my first time ever.

Enzo understands me, he took my hands and slowly guided me to his dick. I hold it in my hands, looking at Enzo, I opened my mouth. His thick head passes between my lips and slides over my tongue, quickly followed by the rest of his member.

If it looked big before, it would feel utterly massive in my mouth. I feel my eyes widening in shock as he Forces his length all the way inside my mouth, as far as it can go.

The tip of his dick almost touches back of my throat, and I had to force myself not to gag. The inch or so won't fit in my mouth. He's too big, the base of his crook is too thick, I feel a strange sensation of shame and disappointment like I've let him down by not being able to take his whole length down my throat.

He started to fuck my mouth, he thrusts in and out holding my hair. Fucking my face as though he's fucking my pussy. I let out a deep growl of intense erotic satisfaction. It feels so good and incredible, The whole situation drives me wild, my pussy throb and tingle. My pussy aching for his attention, entrance soaked and ready for him. I hear amusement, I looked at his face. It was beautiful to watch him, his eyes back, head up Oh my gosh !!!!.

I started moving my head faster and faster, he decreased his grip on my hair. Pushing his dick into my mouth harder and harder, I make throaty gagging sounds and groan in satisfaction, I fucking love this.

Spit and drool start to trickle over my lips, down my chin. Spilling from his hot cock, as I am pushing it in and out. It's turning me on, even more, I hear him groan as he came all over my mouth and looking at his face, I swallowed it completely.