Mixed Feelings

"Fuck, That was good," he says.

"you got a damn good mouth," I groaned, "Thank you" into his cock. I removed his dick from my mouth, I was gasping, panting. Drool and spit coat my lips, trickling down my chin. I wiped it with the back of my hand; I never felt so hot before. I love it.

I climbed on him, kisses him. His hands moved to my butt. He grabbed his dick, I gasp as the thick, deep red-purple head of his manhood touched my lips of my sex, gently parting me.

I look into his eyes, his face has a picture of lust and hunger; he pushes forward. "Oh fuck," I said with a passionate groan, my hands on his hard chest, as I sit upright on him, letting his full, thick, hard length enter inside me. My groan of intense delight grows louder with every inch that sinks inside me, his length touches every part of me. I toss my head back and close my eyes, biting my lower lip I let out a deep growl of utter bliss. He groans in pleasure, one hand on my hip, and using his free hand to grab my breasts. My body, my breasts bouncing on top of him, his dick deep deep deep inside me. I moan for him,

"oh," the burning intense heat in my sex now grows larger, threatening to consume my body. My body rocks up and down, my moans and purrs of passion filling the quiet room.

My toes curl, I am poised on the edge of an orgasm. My sex tightens around his length, holding him, squeezing him trying to keep him in place. His cock going deeper inside me, filling me in with every stroke.

"Fuck yes," he says, squeezing my breast tighter with his long, strong fingers. My groans of pleasure are deep and animalistic.

"Ah... Fuck...Ahh," I moan, his eyes gleam with Lust and passion. "Yeah," he says.

The orgasm hits, I came hard, My body rocks, I cry out.

Groaning in pleasure pulling me down onto his cock forcing his length deeper inside me. I feel his cock twitch and pump few more times, his hot come filling me, He groans as his climax passes. I fell on him, played there. Both breathing hard, sweating. As my climax subsides, A single thought fills my mind, WOW.

"That was amazing," he says, he covered us in a blanket. I feel his length slipping out of me; he wrapped his hands around me.

"Enzo....?" I called.

"Hm?" He replied,

"Who was that guy?" I asked, looking at him.

He traced my lower lip with his thumb, "He was my business partner, Don't worry he won't be able to touch you again," he assured kissing me, flipping me over, climbing on me.

We did it again, Maybe more than four times changing positions I lost count of it, It was intense and hot.

Breathing hard, sweating, I flopped on his hard chest.

He kissed my forehead and wrapped his arms around me, feeling exhausted I fell asleep on him.

**********

I woke up feeling his hot breath on my neck, his chest rising me and falling down.

I was still on him; I slowly climbed off him. I walked into the bathroom naked, did my morning routines. I took a shower and wrapped a towel around me. I walked out of the bathroom and noticed a sheet of the morning after pills, laying on the standing table. There was a note under it, I take it in my hand.

Enjoy was written on it, Judy. I blushed, I fold it. I was about turn; Enzo grabbed my wrist, pulling me onto him.

"Good morning" he greeted looking into my eyes, "Good morning," I replied.

I tried to get up, but he pulled me again, "Enzo," I said, blushing.

He moved to my ear whispering "I want you...( biting my ear slightly)...Now" I blushed, tried to move but, he held me there.

"Enzo... I need to go" I said As I tried to get up, "What? You're not going anywhere," he says, seriously. "I have school, Enzo," I said looking at him, "You! Are!.Not!Going!Anywhere!" he said, pressing every word with a deadly expression, it was very intimidating. I gulped and nodded.

He instantly gave his beautiful smile, "good girl."

He rolled me, and he was top of me, he removed my towel and started giving wet kisses on my neck, jawline, neck bone. I was breathing hard and my body reacted to his touch and yearned for his length inside me.

He suddenly stopped it, stood up, and got up from the bed. I was looking at him, I was sad that he stopped, my body already started missing his touch. He smirked and walked into the bathroom, I was frustrated. I stood up from the bed, wrapped the towel. I moved to the standing table and took a pill in my palm, put it in my mouth, and drank a glass of water.

I walked into the closet and got dressed when I walked outside. I noticed my phone vibrating, I moved to the standing table. I see missed calls from my grandma, I called her back. She answered right away, I was talking to her and walk out of the room and into the corridor. I was walking straight and reached the stairs, I climbed and reached a floor. I walked straight, I stopped. I looked around, I was lost "Grandma I'll call you back"

"Ok, darling" she hung up.

There was one metal door at the corner of the floor, I walked there. It was locked, I tried to touch it "Venessa" I flinched and turned back to see Judy, with a panicked expression.

She walked to me, took my hand dragging me with her, She took me to an empty guest room, closing the door she turned around, "Never Ever... Go there," she says, looking around.

I was confused why is she looking around? , "ok," I said, nodding.

She signed, touched my head smiling at me she walked out of the room. My curiosity increased, What's in that room ?. I will have to find it, for sure.

Keeping that in mind, I walked downstairs to have my breakfast. I heard him talking to someone on the phone,

"Ok... I'll try" I never saw Enzo talking to someone so politely before. This must be someone special to him, I walked over sat down on a chair across him. He looked at me and smiled, his smile Cure's every single thought in my head, I love it, I smiled back. Judy came over with breakfast and severed us, I was pretending to eat with full concentration but I was listening to his conversation. I was curious, who is that he's talking to.

He hung up, he started having his breakfast. We were silently having our breakfast, I was dying with curiosity to know who was that. After having his breakfast, he stood up. "We're going to my parent's house, be ready at noon," he said, "But my school" He gave a serious look, I shut my mouth. Walking towards me he Kissed me. We parted, I blushed, He smiled. He turned to Judy "Help her, Judy," he says walking out.

**************

I'm done with my packing, and Paul took our luggage to the car and loaded it.

"Please get in Venessa, Mr. Francisco will meet you directly at the airport."

Paul informed me, I nodded and got in.

He took me to Enzo, who was standing at the entrance with his bodyguards around him. Literally, five well-built bulky men were around him. He walked to me, kissing me he took us inside.

SHOOT!!! He has his own fucking jet, I looked at him. He smiled, kissing me on my forehead. There were four air hosts dressed in deep red dresses and bodyguards, They greeted us and lead us in. It was beautiful inside, I sat down on thinking plush butter-soft leather seating. It was huge, spacious inside, I don't know much about jets but I think its BBJ Max with new Boeing Sky Interior, It was beautiful with LED lightings. It was in gray and white combination, Couches, tables everything. Enzo sat in front of me, "You liked it? " He asked, looking at me.

"It's beautiful," I said, admiring everything. He smiled at me, one of his bodyguards came over and handed him his laptop, he took it and placed on the table, started doing his work in his laptop.

Looking at the sky through the window, I took my phone out, put my earphones in my ears, started playing my favorites songs.

I closed my eyes, leaning into the soft couch.

***********

Enzo's POV

I was busy, checking new projects and offers. Sitting in my expensive jet with my girl is a good feeling which I couldn't explain. The look on her face when she saw the interior of my jet was worth buying a thousand more jets only for her.

Once in awhile glancing at her, I was doing my work. She was sleeping peacefully like a baby in the couch, suddenly I hear her saying something so I looked up to see her singing some song, her eyebrows furrowed. She was singing in a low voice and gradually she started to raise her voice and I recognized the song. It was "God is a woman" by "Ariana Grande"

It was beautiful to look at her while she's singing.

She started to move her hands, making those fucking gestures. Fuck!!! It's very difficult for me to watch her while she does that.

She was singing the last part of the song with high notes.

"You, you love it how I move you

You love it how I touch you

My one, when all is said and done

You'll believe God is a woman

And I, I feel it after midnight

A feelin' that you can't fight

My one, it lingers when we're done

You'll believe God is a woman, yeah, yeah . " she sings.

I wasn't able to control myself at all, Never in my life, I lost control over my body before. The day she stepped into my life, I started to lose control over my body. Every time I see her, the innocence, Her submissive behavior, Her kind nature, The way she moves draws me to her like no other.

Last night I was shocked to see her doing all that, I know it was her first time doing all that. So I helped her a little, but I never expected she would be that good at bow job It was so hot to watch her riding me like that, I never allowed any woman to ride me. I really don't know why I allowed her and Even helped her The way she did that, it was still fresh in my mind like it was tattooed that hot movement, every single time it flashed It was so beautiful and hot, I enjoyed her on me.

She doesn't belong with me, in my world But I want it, I want this innocence in my life. I once lost that in my life because of my mistake I can't lose her too he will never know things that I did get her e will never know about my true self. That day when she saved Nikolai from one of his enemies, my men called me I told them to stand by because I know her if she knows that I put my men around her she will react badly.

My blood boiled knowing she saved one of my biggest enemies, I wanted to punish her. But I didn't I couldn't. I can never hurt her, I don't want to see tears in her eyes After that incident I didn't see Nikolai again, It was suspicious because Men like Nikolai don't disappear without a specific reason My track team searched for him, to know what he's doing. It's one of my habits that I keep track of my enemies, I know their every single step.

My world is dangerous, I have so many enemies waiting for a chance to kill me. She shouldn't know any of this, I know that she hates violence. I will do anything to hide another side of my world from her.

Because...I Love Her.